Your support makes Blue Moon possible (Patreon)but I'm sure that everyone knows this feeling.
I've been dating this girl for over a year, and just I physically, mentally, and emotionally cannot do it any longer. It's not a bad relationship, but it isn't good. I love her to bits and pieces; she's the only person that I've put this much into. It's just I've reached the limit of my hoping and wishing that things would get better. I've clung on that "the next week things will get better" with little comfort or solace that horizon I was waiting to reach the threshold of this horizon to make it over and see that the grass is indeed greener.
I can't see the horizon getting any closer. This just sucks to finally to admit to yourself that this isn't what you've always held this up to the light to see. I know that I'm down, I'm whining, I'll probably get flamed with some napalm.
I'm just truly at a loss.
I know it's only a year; I'm a realist, I know I shouldn't be so dramatic. But like, just fuck.
I've been dating this girl for over a year, and just I physically, mentally, and emotionally cannot do it any longer. It's not a bad relationship, but it isn't good. I love her to bits and pieces; she's the only person that I've put this much into. It's just I've reached the limit of my hoping and wishing that things would get better. I've clung on that "the next week things will get better" with little comfort or solace that horizon I was waiting to reach the threshold of this horizon to make it over and see that the grass is indeed greener.
I can't see the horizon getting any closer. This just sucks to finally to admit to yourself that this isn't what you've always held this up to the light to see. I know that I'm down, I'm whining, I'll probably get flamed with some napalm.
I'm just truly at a loss.
I know it's only a year; I'm a realist, I know I shouldn't be so dramatic. But like, just fuck.
