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deeperinmypower
Master Mesmerist
- Joined
- Mar 25, 2018
- Location
- London, UK
Hello, I'm Paul, or deeperinmypower. You might know me from my main request thread, but I wanted to post a separate thread to cover a distinct craving I have from time to time.
In real life, I'm pretty much straight as an arrow, but sometimes I like to imagine and indulge what it would be like to be more... flexible.
As such, I'm interested in finding a writing partner who'd be up for some modern slice-of-life-ish RPs in which I'd play the submissive male, in a straight-to-gay narrative.
My main, non-negotiable kink in this case would be some element of mind control/hypnosis/brainnwashing - see below for more details, as well as some details about my limits and logistics.
With that in mind, I'm happy to chat to prospective partners. Thanks
In real life, I'm pretty much straight as an arrow, but sometimes I like to imagine and indulge what it would be like to be more... flexible.
As such, I'm interested in finding a writing partner who'd be up for some modern slice-of-life-ish RPs in which I'd play the submissive male, in a straight-to-gay narrative.
My main, non-negotiable kink in this case would be some element of mind control/hypnosis/brainnwashing - see below for more details, as well as some details about my limits and logistics.
Real life comes first, both for me, and my partners. Where possible, I will try to give a heads up if I can't manage a response at least once a day/two days, but there will often be times where that isn't doable.
I do this for kicks, for fun, and when I'm in the mood, not as a professional commitment. You'll know if things are going well, if I'm posting regularly, but sometimes work and real life gets on top of me.
I'd rather save myself for when I feel I can get in the mood, and that can lead to absences.
If we're playing, and I haven't replied for a few days, it's almost certainly because I've not been able to write something I feel is worthy of sharing - ping me.
I expect similar from my partners - let me know of absences if you can, but if you can't, that's no big deal. That said - if you're unable to respond for a long time, and you feel bad about getting back in touch, please don't worry. I'll most likely be happy to hear from you again, and am always prepared to at least give people another chance.
In the main, I play through Private Messages here. However, I also use Discord. Bear in mind with the latter that although I'm currently working from home (thanks, pandemic!), I cannot guarantee fast replies, at least until the end of the working day.
Please expect asynchronous replies, especially if you're not in a UK timezone. I have a full time job, so mostly check in whilst having breakfast,on the commute, and once I'm finished with work, fed and rested. I try to respond at least every couple of days, though as mentioned above, if I'm not in a creative mood, this can be longer.
It'll be much more regular if I'm absolutely loving the RP, though
It's quite possible that at any one time, I'll be involved in multiple RPs. This means I may be slow to respond, or be more 'into' one than another at any time. Sometimes I'll bump this thread, just to see if there's anyone new who'd be interested in playing. Please don't take any of this personally. I'm sorry if it seems that way.
When it comes to starting a new RP, I've found that the best ones usually need some time for plotting beforehand. Not in great detail, but some basic exchanging of ideas, moods and so on - and we can continue to plot as we work our way through the story.
The nature of two-way RPs being as it is, it is inevitable that I will make mistakes, we'll be on different wavelengths occasionally, and things won't always be perfect. This is fine. The most important thing is a) that we're both enjoying it, and b) we feel that we can talk to each other, OOC, to negotiate and plan ahead, rewriting if necessary.
If I ever write something you don't like, please let me know, and I will try and change it more to your liking. I want us both to enjoy this.
Relatedly - if, for various reasons, you aren't feeling the RP any more, that's also fine. All I'd ask is that we chat about that, see if there's anything we can do to get things working for you again, and if not, we can pause or stop completely.
I do this for kicks, for fun, and when I'm in the mood, not as a professional commitment. You'll know if things are going well, if I'm posting regularly, but sometimes work and real life gets on top of me.
I'd rather save myself for when I feel I can get in the mood, and that can lead to absences.
If we're playing, and I haven't replied for a few days, it's almost certainly because I've not been able to write something I feel is worthy of sharing - ping me.
I expect similar from my partners - let me know of absences if you can, but if you can't, that's no big deal. That said - if you're unable to respond for a long time, and you feel bad about getting back in touch, please don't worry. I'll most likely be happy to hear from you again, and am always prepared to at least give people another chance.
In the main, I play through Private Messages here. However, I also use Discord. Bear in mind with the latter that although I'm currently working from home (thanks, pandemic!), I cannot guarantee fast replies, at least until the end of the working day.
Please expect asynchronous replies, especially if you're not in a UK timezone. I have a full time job, so mostly check in whilst having breakfast,
It'll be much more regular if I'm absolutely loving the RP, though
It's quite possible that at any one time, I'll be involved in multiple RPs. This means I may be slow to respond, or be more 'into' one than another at any time. Sometimes I'll bump this thread, just to see if there's anyone new who'd be interested in playing. Please don't take any of this personally. I'm sorry if it seems that way.
When it comes to starting a new RP, I've found that the best ones usually need some time for plotting beforehand. Not in great detail, but some basic exchanging of ideas, moods and so on - and we can continue to plot as we work our way through the story.
The nature of two-way RPs being as it is, it is inevitable that I will make mistakes, we'll be on different wavelengths occasionally, and things won't always be perfect. This is fine. The most important thing is a) that we're both enjoying it, and b) we feel that we can talk to each other, OOC, to negotiate and plan ahead, rewriting if necessary.
If I ever write something you don't like, please let me know, and I will try and change it more to your liking. I want us both to enjoy this.
Relatedly - if, for various reasons, you aren't feeling the RP any more, that's also fine. All I'd ask is that we chat about that, see if there's anything we can do to get things working for you again, and if not, we can pause or stop completely.
Turn Ons
My biggest turn on is exploring the mind. Reactions to the action. This manifests mainly in my fetish for mind control, hypnosis and brainwashing. Really, though, that's a front for exploring how thoughts, beliefs, and feelings change in realistic and unrealistic scenarios.
Whether that's through falling in love, seduction and temptation, drugs, love potions or spells, swinging watch hypnosis, irresistibly compelling visuals, subliminal programming - anything that alters the mind. Changing someone's opinions - turning them from innocence, indifference or hate, into pure love, lust or total obedience. It could be against their will, they might barely notice, or they could absolutely love what's happened.
Another key part of this, for me, is serial recruitment. The idea that once changed, the person who's been altered is made to, or wants to, see this happen to others, too.
To be clear - harem play is not required - I'm perfectly happy with one-on-one scenes. But my stories may at least hint at the collection of a harem. We can play a series of one-on-one scenes, with occasional multiple partners, but if you're not into harem stuff, please don't let this put you off.
In short - mind control or manipulation, seduction and temptation. If you're into that, I'm into you.
Smut Preferences
I'll admit I'm better at writing mental smut than physical smut, but for what it's worth, I love action involving, but not limited to...cock-sucking/anal (to some extent).
Turn Offs
Anything scatalogical, huge age regression/nappy/diaper stuff, anything explicitly BDSM/torture/mutilation.
My biggest turn on is exploring the mind. Reactions to the action. This manifests mainly in my fetish for mind control, hypnosis and brainwashing. Really, though, that's a front for exploring how thoughts, beliefs, and feelings change in realistic and unrealistic scenarios.
Whether that's through falling in love, seduction and temptation, drugs, love potions or spells, swinging watch hypnosis, irresistibly compelling visuals, subliminal programming - anything that alters the mind. Changing someone's opinions - turning them from innocence, indifference or hate, into pure love, lust or total obedience. It could be against their will, they might barely notice, or they could absolutely love what's happened.
Another key part of this, for me, is serial recruitment. The idea that once changed, the person who's been altered is made to, or wants to, see this happen to others, too.
To be clear - harem play is not required - I'm perfectly happy with one-on-one scenes. But my stories may at least hint at the collection of a harem. We can play a series of one-on-one scenes, with occasional multiple partners, but if you're not into harem stuff, please don't let this put you off.
In short - mind control or manipulation, seduction and temptation. If you're into that, I'm into you.
Smut Preferences
I'll admit I'm better at writing mental smut than physical smut, but for what it's worth, I love action involving, but not limited to...cock-sucking/anal (to some extent).
Turn Offs
Anything scatalogical, huge age regression/nappy/diaper stuff, anything explicitly BDSM/torture/mutilation.
With that in mind, I'm happy to chat to prospective partners. Thanks