Greetings dear reader, you may know me as Hide (Hideaki) they/them, I'm a role-player that's been active on and off for the past two decades, I am new to Bluemoon but migrated from a different forum, that was up until recently, my main roleplaying platform. I have come back to roleplaying after an extensive hiatus and I bring you an updated thread with all the latest information, if you see anything essential missing, feel free to let me know.
I only roleplay in conversations/DM's/PM's, public threads make me anxious about my writing performance though I may eventually try it out.
English is not my first language and I am neurodivergent, there will be minimal errors here and there when I type, but usually nothing major.
I tend to write in third person (present/past) perspective and I usually write between 800+ up to 3,000+ words, mainly somewhere in-between.
I respond to roleplays more so every few weeks to every few months, depending on how many plots I have going, multiple medical issues, sometimes more often, but never rapid fire. In the past I have been told that my responses are usually worth waiting for and that I have good characterization, which I take a bit of pride in.
Please respect my boundaries and also do not stress me for replies or spam my profile or take similar actions, I have lost my spark before due to instances like these, let's just respect that we both have a life outside the screen.
I am ghost friendly, but if I have expressed a keen interested in our story please let me know if you are no longer interested, I would wait but no longer want to have my time wasted or to necessarily waste someone's time either, for this reason I am only seeking long-term roleplays, anything less just doesn't interest me.
I primarily write male and amab characters, though I might wish to derive from this fact every now and then it doesn't happen often, aside from side characters.
I prefer visual face-claims of any sort, but description is also fine.
OOC, is heavily preferred, I tend to be super chatty ooc and I tend to get bored if you are a dead fish, I want to gawk and fawn about our roleplay and just about how your day is and so forth! I love chatting with my writing partners and you never have to be afraid to ask me questions or come to me with ideas and criticism, I take them all to heart and will answer them as best as I can, just please don't be extreme, if you are going to nit-pick the entire roleplay then I do not think we are compatible.
I have an instinctual habit of using pet names and nicknames for my friends and writing partners, such as hon, dearie, sweetie, etc. if this makes you uncomfortable please let me know right away, so that I can keep in mind to adjust, I first and foremost refer to people as they prefer and am comfortable with.
I expect you to actively be a collaborative writer, that means together we will be descriptive, world build and plan together, and be communicative as communication is key in any partnership.
I am very open to different genres, but I heavily prefer stories that have some sort of fantasy element to them unless you are looking for a slice of life plot.
Let me get the most important parts out of the way first!
I have no ratio, I love story and smut equally, some stories lean more heavily to one of the two, but I prefer a heavy dose of both. I unapologetically only write submissives, bottoms, i.e. the one being penetrated. This is true for whatever gender and identity YC has, my character would still be the submissive/bottom, this is for the sake of my own comfort and also because I prefer writing it. I will firmly state if I am up for anything else, or deriving from said facts, you can ask but there's a heavy chance I will be saying no unless I suggested it. If you happen to suggest switching please take note that our characters will actually* be switching, your character will not be 'topping sometimes' or 'bottoming most of the time' and also if you write doormat bottoms I will cry from frustration on the other side of the screen, I dislike wimpy characters in general, mainly ones who are traumatized beyond repair and ones who will cry and feel anxious as soon as their partner is nowhere to be seen, let your characters have self-respect, I beg of you. If I have expressed our story as one of my favourites, then I am most likely comfortable enough to let my character have any position, regardless of YC's gender and identity.
None of my characters are tied to specific kinks unless specified. You are totally free to ask, but keep in mind that I am overall extremely open minded in terms of kinks, likes, etc. for both YC and MC. I am down for my character being in to pretty much anything, but don't decide their kinks for me, instead, please discuss with me, if there is something you would like to include in to the roleplay. You can see a more specified list below.
I heavily enjoy:
Romance, I need this in any roleplay I am a part of, my stories are heavily based around it's main romance and are romantically, emotionally and character driven.
Omegaverse, my main subgenre and what I have mostly written since I joined the previous forum. It is not a must but is a heavily preference within any plot.
Dom/Subverse, pretty please.. on a golden platter with pretty flowers on it.
Soulmates, any form of star-crossed lovers really, forbidden romance, etc.
Consent between the main pairing is super important to me and my only deal-breaker!! I do not need every little detail confirmed, but actions need to speak louder than words in this case. I am totally fine with hardcore plays and non-con as long as there is established trust in the relationship, YC and MC both need to be okay with this ahead of time if so, as already stated, consent is very important to me, so if you plan on doing anything else, you HAVE to discuss it with me first.
I will indulge (kink list):
Hands, hand holding, fingering, etc.
Sweet talk, pet names, etc.
Dirty talk, please refrain from extreme degradation.
Praise kink.
Kissing, butterfly, pecks, prolonged make out sessions, etc.
Anal penetration, giving/receiving.
Light BDSM, may be okay with harsher stuff, ask.
Soft femdom, females, female alphas, afab with dicks.
Male or amab, genitalia is always okay, no genitalia is also okay.
Cocks, human, alien, creature, etc.
Licking, sucking, biting, blowjobs, etc.
Pheromone control.
Breeding, knotting.
I.. can't think of more, but if I remember to add on, I will. I feel like my old list was much longer.
Will maybe indulge:
Mpreg or similar, I am usually okay with it unless it's incorporated in to a plot where it would make me uncomfortable for some reason.
Blood, only if it is a vampire story, otherwise I am not interested.
Incest, you can ask.. but there needs to be substance other than two characters going at it.
Will not indulge:
Vaginal penetration, I know this probably discerns a lot of you, but do NOT ask me for this unless I suggest I am comfortable with it first. 95% of the time I will not be comfortable enough to indulge this in any way, shape or form. If you ignore this section I will kindly refer you back to reading my roleplay thread once more. There are times when I might feel adventurous in my writing and willing to try it, most likely if I have expressed the story to be one of my favourites, but do not try to coerce me in to writing it, I will instantly feel like my spark to write with you has been lost. With that said, if I become extremely comfortable writing with you and good friends, I may eventually feel up to it, but I can not give any promises regarding this at all.
Any bodily fluids that should not be prevalent or natural during smut scenes and anything that can make me sick, such as but not limited to, scat, vore, necrophilia, etc.
Blood is limited to vampire plots and/or physical wounds that may be relevant to the story.
Anything that goes against the site rules, should be obvious enough.
Some ideas that I have for the moment, you can always approach me with other ideas or genres, but I mainly looking to write based upon my own muse.
➞ Eriellie, the kingdom of stars, is a beautiful and magnificent place. Located in the world of Solace, it is know for it's mysteries. It is ruled by it's king and queen and their seven sons, all of them powerful and magical. Amongst them all there is the seventh son, publicly displayed as a long-haired beauty with wondrous powers, but the truth is.. behind the mask of appearance. Dianthe's magical abilities lay dormant. His true appearance is that of a weak, powerless, ingrate, with hair like the sun and eyes like a glimmer of stars, who knows not how to study or even read, that is what the servants refer to him as at least. Born without powers, unlike his brothers and little sister, Dian finds himself having to lie just to live a peaceful life. To others, the star kingdom hides it's faults and Dian is often reminded that he is one of it's greatest flaws. His inner spirits, Orathe, of sea and star and Solthia, of fire and sun, the two greater spirits constantly at battle within his mind, able to change his appearance to fit theirs, able to host his body to use their powers, but only for a short while, often falling sick as a result of using mana his body in it's rightful form should not posess. His parents often use this as an opportunity to make him take on the form of either spirit, introducing him and putting him on display to visitors of the kingdom, other royalty and even to potential suitors or commoners. Three different names, three different appearances, but hiding away his true self. Dianthe has but one question for them all. "If I am to keep running from my own shadow the moment it is displayed upon the reflection of mirrors, would you un-love me, if you saw me for my true self?" The man isn't after honour, riches nor fame, all he wants is to be accepted for his soul, not his appearance or status.. but when a person from a distant land approaches him with the intention of marriage, even going as far as suggesting that they are willing to live together with Dian, there within the land of stars with him, wanting his all, his true self.. as well as his love, can Dianthe accept without reservation?
➞ Within the sandy dunes of the Ashrak desert, there are many tales of thieves, scumbags, bounty hunters and rouge travellers. Maros, is royalty, a recessive alpha, known for his purity based on the fact that he is unable to form a bond since he was not born an omega and alphas will not and should not, bond with such a defect being. Despite that he is a man with great wealth who has come to this barren land in search of a lost healer, willing to do anything to heal himself and his people from whatever ails them, his mother especially. Maros is dubbed the Penim'Aleya, the goddess's child, and one of her many worshipers. Often indulging in ceremonies to celebrate this fact. During one of these happenings, Maros is lured away from his guards and whisked away by a mysterious person who holds him captive in a most wonderful place, only to realize that they are the healer he has been searching for this whole time, but when asked about their powers, the healer deflects, riddling him with answers most unexpected, eventually angered with his pestering, claiming. "If you manage to bond with me, which is impossible, I shall heal your land and those you care about." stubborn as he is, Maros sets out to do just that, extremely goal oriented and determinded to succeed, if no other recessive has been able, he shall be the first to do so, even if it takes him this entire lifetime.. for what if.. memories slowly resurface and what if, the goddess have more in store than the two of them expect, what if.. they are in fact, destined.
➞ Idea loosely based on Avatar (the blue alien species), on a planet similar yet different to Pandora, there is a species of what could be known as a sister species of the Na'vi known as Yo'na, that are white like snow and lightly furred like beasts. It is a sanctuary not allowed to be approached by humans, but one day a space ship crash lands on it's perilous and bountiful lands. Nai Lancester, infamously known as Nala, a former prisoner on ship 220, a rough as they get type of guy, gets parted from the rest of the crew and is attacked by a beast in the forest, then from as if out of nowhere, a warrior of the Yo'na tribe, comes to his rescue. Clearly older and with great experience of the Aseda earth where multiple species cohabitate, Nala makes the decision to seek sanctuary from the stranger, only to be rejected.. but as he follows the warrior around and learns from the male, he starts to believe that maybe it is not such a bad place to live after all, especially when different feelings start to get involved, but it all comes crashing down the moment the earthly government sends out patrols in order to search for the lost ship and the human race starts to disrupt the delicate balance on the otherworldly planet that Nala now calls home.
I have more plot ideas, just too lazy to add them at the moment, let me know if you might be up for something else, I am quite open at the moment, but will only take one one or two plots.