justablondie
Moon
- Joined
- Jul 8, 2025
We've known each other for a few years. You lived down the street, and was well off. You retired early in fact, working part time now just to give you something to do. I couldn't admit it but part of the reason I became so attached and interested was because you were well off. We were not, and there was no way I would be able to afford my college loans if it wasn't for you. It was just a little at first, to fix up my car. Then a little more to reward me for good test scores. It was just gifts. You then offered to pay three months of loan payments. What a relief. It was almost too good to be true, and it was. I kept putting myself into more and more debt. I tried to keep it a secret from the family and others, I tried to pretend I had it all together. But I didn't. And you knew it all along.
We both were manipulating and using each other. All along I thought I had you wrapped around my finger subconsciously, but all along it was you that had me. It wasn't a surprise the fourth time you asked for repayment, and I didn't have it, that was the first time I was punished. You weren't happy.
You'd show up randomly while I'm at the store or at the library and punish me for being late with a payment. Our families might get together or our friends and once out of sight you'll punish me and force me to pretend all is well and that we're perfect friends. I'll be required to go out on a date with you - or with one of your associates. Or come over to your house late at night on a moments notice. You'll tell me to meet you at the park at sunrise, only to be ambushed by some of your associates, and restrained in the backseat of a car. You'll demand cash payments. You'll demand that I work more hours to pay the interest. You'll demand to see my test scores to make sure I'm doing well. You might even have a partnership with a corrupt officer who might pull me over for no real reason.
All the while you're free to use, punish, torture me.
It could be a number of situations or scenarios, or more like one where I'm kept for a weekend, its up to you and it should have flexibility to have a good time with me. It's about the power, control, the give and take that I enjoy. I might go along with what's happening and take it. I might not, and panic and try to resist or flee. I might give you an attitude about it, or I might quietly comply. Each time you have full reign on what happens - make out with me or use force on me to use me for what I am, it doesn't have to be nice. Torture me with breath play, or making me stay away for 48 hours, or make me comply with someone kissing and tickling me, or just give me a methodical beating. It's really up to you on how you want to play with me.
We both were manipulating and using each other. All along I thought I had you wrapped around my finger subconsciously, but all along it was you that had me. It wasn't a surprise the fourth time you asked for repayment, and I didn't have it, that was the first time I was punished. You weren't happy.
You'd show up randomly while I'm at the store or at the library and punish me for being late with a payment. Our families might get together or our friends and once out of sight you'll punish me and force me to pretend all is well and that we're perfect friends. I'll be required to go out on a date with you - or with one of your associates. Or come over to your house late at night on a moments notice. You'll tell me to meet you at the park at sunrise, only to be ambushed by some of your associates, and restrained in the backseat of a car. You'll demand cash payments. You'll demand that I work more hours to pay the interest. You'll demand to see my test scores to make sure I'm doing well. You might even have a partnership with a corrupt officer who might pull me over for no real reason.
All the while you're free to use, punish, torture me.
It could be a number of situations or scenarios, or more like one where I'm kept for a weekend, its up to you and it should have flexibility to have a good time with me. It's about the power, control, the give and take that I enjoy. I might go along with what's happening and take it. I might not, and panic and try to resist or flee. I might give you an attitude about it, or I might quietly comply. Each time you have full reign on what happens - make out with me or use force on me to use me for what I am, it doesn't have to be nice. Torture me with breath play, or making me stay away for 48 hours, or make me comply with someone kissing and tickling me, or just give me a methodical beating. It's really up to you on how you want to play with me.
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