⸝⸝ Build: Slim and lithe, overall his features are very feminine, and he purposefully tries to highlight these features while hiding his more masculine ones.
⸝⸝ Hair: Shoulder-length, two-toned hair with black as the main-color and blue as the highlight. He also uses accessories depending on his mood, which are usually hairpins of various kind.
⸝⸝ Eyes: Brown, usually extremely neutral looking, however when he gets excited about something they seem to shine like jewels.
⸝⸝ Other: He has a lot of piercings, which most are located on his ears, however he has also gotten his nipples pierced. His voice is notably higher than most of the men around him, which makes it easy to confuse him as a woman.
Mizuki is a person who just rolls with the punches, going through motions of life as they come with a non-caring and non-confronting attitude. He has used to fighting uphill battles alone, be that explaining the teacher his dyed hair and piercings or taking a beatings by his classmates in senior year of high-school. If he didn't care it could not hurt him was what he thought, and this tough shell he had slowly but surely built around him was one of the things that has kept him going to this day.
He is an introvert who has learned to just enjoy his time alone. When speaking to people he is a man of few words, not interested in getting closer to anyone, keeping everyone at arms length be it knowingly or unconsciously.
While at first seeming exptremely emotionless and listless person he can be really expressive, especially when it comes to music. He cries easily if song moves him, he laughs and gets excited when the song hypes him up, and usually when surrounded by a music he enjoys one can see the cheerful person he used to be all the time.
Due to his difficult past with people if someone were to get into his heart his insecurities as well as the fear of getting abandoned brings out his jealous side, and while not an excuse he is not afraid to use underhanded psychological blows and tactics to keep this person close to him. Sometimes knowingly and other unknowingly, however after the realization of him being toxic dawns on him Mizuki usually feels disgusted of himself, but due to his own experiences the healing from these toxic tendencies is a slow process.
When in intimate situation with one someone he wants to be in control and on top of the situation. However he is still a virgin with no sexual experience aside from masturbating.
Ever since he was a little boy Mizuki never really fit in with the rest of the boys in class. Instead of playing superheroes, reading hottest shounen manga, catching bugs or playing sports he always got along with the girls of the daycare and elementary better. He became interested in the makeup extremely early, found out that the clothes girls wore interested him and overall just enjoyed the company of the opposite gender more. This was all well and good in daycare and at the start of the elementary school, but when the differences between genders and how 'abnormal' it was for a boy to like what people considered feminine he was ostrazied by the boys of the class, as well as the girls he once saw as friends. While this seemingly didn't seem to bother him the constant loneliness without any friends or peers to have fun with slowly ate him inside. As the years went by the once cheerful and outspoken extrovert became an pessimistic introvert who didn't even try to forge any connections with anyone.
His father died in an accident before he was even born, and he was mostly raised by his single-mother and grandparents, who also died when he was at an early age. While not coming from the most wealthiest family the inheritance made sure that they would not have to be on the street, and his mothers new-found vigor and motivation to work towards providing her son made her shoot-up the career ladder quite fast, however that came with the cost of her rarely being home, and leaving Mizuki to his own devices ever since he started junior-high while the stay-at-home mother from the neighbor who was friend of her mother occasionally came to check in on him.
He disliked eating alone, and her mother always just gave her the money to buy whatever he wanted to eat, which resulted to him mostly consuming caffeine drinks and snacks, sometimes fast food. His eating habits are still bad to this day.
However with this pessimistic and apathetic look in life and people around him he also stopped caring what people thought of him. He started to experiment with fashion, makeup, took piercings and he is planning to get some ink on his body as well.
While there was not many people around him aside from his surprisingly supportive single-mother there was one thing he could always rely to, and that thing was music. After discovering the world of western rock music, and later metal and punk he got more confidence in just being his oddball self, and after seeing men dolled-up in all sort of cool makeup and outfits his style was cemented.
⸝⸝ Likes: Music / rhythm-games / rainy weather / romance manga / shopping / coffee and energy drinks / spicy food / sweets,
⸝⸝ Dislikes: Sunny/hot weather / school / social situations / tomato / sleeping
⸝⸝ Notable habits: swears a lot / cuddles with things when sleeping / will always attempt to pet a cat when he spots one / when focusing something he looses track of time easily and sometimes can't even hear people around him / he smokes and the brand of cigarette he smokes is the same his father used to smoke
⸝⸝ Hobbies: playing bass / buying clothes/makeup / collecting records / going to concerts
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