⸝⸝ Build: Slim and lithe, overall his features are very feminine, and he purposefully tries to highlight these features while hiding his more masculine ones.
⸝⸝ Hair: Shoulder-length, two-toned hair with black as the main-color and blue as the highlight. He also uses accessories depending on his mood, which are usually hairpins of various kind.
⸝⸝ Eyes: Brown, usually extremely neutral looking, however when he gets excited about something they seem to shine like jewels.
⸝⸝ Other: He has a lot of piercings, which most are located on his ears, however he has also gotten his nipples pierced. His voice is notably higher than most of the men around him, which makes it easy to confuse him as a woman.
Mizuki is a person who just rolls with the punches, going through motions of life as they come with a non-caring and non-confronting attitude. He has used to fighting uphill battles alone, be that explaining the teacher his dyed hair and piercings or taking a beatings by his classmates in senior year of high-school. If he didn't care it could not hurt him was what he thought, and this tough shell he had slowly but surely built around him was one of the things that has kept him going to this day.
He is an introvert who has learned to just enjoy his time alone. When speaking to people he is a man of few words, not interested in getting closer to anyone, keeping everyone at arms length be it knowingly or unconsciously.
While at first seeming exptremely emotionless and listless person he can be really expressive, especially when it comes to music. He cries easily if song moves him, he laughs and gets excited when the song hypes him up, and usually when surrounded by a music he enjoys one can see the cheerful person he used to be all the time.
Due to his difficult past with people if someone were to get into his heart his insecurities as well as the fear of getting abandoned brings out his jealous side, and while not an excuse he is not afraid to use underhanded psychological blows and tactics to keep this person close to him. Sometimes knowingly and other unknowingly, however after the realization of him being toxic dawns on him Mizuki usually feels disgusted of himself, but due to his own experiences the healing from these toxic tendencies is a slow process.
When in intimate situation with one someone he wants to be in control and on top of the situation. However he is still a virgin with no sexual experience aside from masturbating.
Ever since he was a little boy Mizuki never really fit in with the rest of the boys in class. Instead of playing superheroes, reading hottest shounen manga, catching bugs or playing sports he always got along with the girls of the daycare and elementary better. He became interested in the makeup extremely early, found out that the clothes girls wore interested him and overall just enjoyed the company of the opposite gender more. This was all well and good in daycare and at the start of the elementary school, but when the differences between genders and how 'abnormal' it was for a boy to like what people considered feminine he was ostrazied by the boys of the class, as well as the girls he once saw as friends. While this seemingly didn't seem to bother him the constant loneliness without any friends or peers to have fun with slowly ate him inside. As the years went by the once cheerful and outspoken extrovert became an pessimistic introvert who didn't even try to forge any connections with anyone.
His father died in an accident before he was even born, and he was mostly raised by his single-mother and grandparents, who also died when he was at an early age. While not coming from the most wealthiest family the inheritance made sure that they would not have to be on the street, and his mothers new-found vigor and motivation to work towards providing her son made her shoot-up the career ladder quite fast, however that came with the cost of her rarely being home, and leaving Mizuki to his own devices ever since he started junior-high while the stay-at-home mother from the neighbor who was friend of her mother occasionally came to check in on him.
He disliked eating alone, and her mother always just gave her the money to buy whatever he wanted to eat, which resulted to him mostly consuming caffeine drinks and snacks, sometimes fast food. His eating habits are still bad to this day.
However with this pessimistic and apathetic look in life and people around him he also stopped caring what people thought of him. He started to experiment with fashion, makeup, took piercings and he is planning to get some ink on his body as well.
While there was not many people around him aside from his surprisingly supportive single-mother there was one thing he could always rely to, and that thing was music. After discovering the world of western rock music, and later metal and punk he got more confidence in just being his oddball self, and after seeing men dolled-up in all sort of cool makeup and outfits his style was cemented.
Now Mizuki is attending to college, and much to his dismay the bullying he experienced before has not gone away, and in some cases even intensified. Weird rumors about him have started to circulate in school, and some students have even gotten physical with him. He is majoring in Art.
⸝⸝ Likes: Music / rhythm-games / rainy weather / romance manga / shopping / coffee and energy drinks / spicy food / sweets,
⸝⸝ Dislikes: Sunny/hot weather / school / social situations / tomato / sleeping
⸝⸝ Notable habits: swears a lot / cuddles with things when sleeping / will always attempt to pet a cat when he spots one / when focusing something he looses track of time easily and sometimes can't even hear people around him / he smokes and the brand of cigarette he smokes is the same his father used to smoke
⸝⸝ Hobbies: playing bass / buying clothes/makeup / collecting records / going to concerts
⸝⸝ Build: Slim and lithe. Tall woman with a large breasts, but otherwise extremely slender form
⸝⸝ Hair: Long and straight pink hair that she tends to always keep open.
⸝⸝ Eyes: Pink-colored, sharp gaze. She wears reading glasses
⸝⸝ Other: She has a calm and soft voice when around people, however when alone with her object of obsession it tends to change into a more affectionate and stern depending on the situation. She loves to doll herself up whenever going out and her wardrobe is quite extensive.
On the outside Sayuri is a quiet, yet kind and dilligent young woman who excells at school and likes to be alone. At school she is usually seen sitting on her desk immersed in a book or studying by herself. While not exactly bullied people find her hard to approach due to her doll-like appearance and her peers finding her to have a facade of a kind girl doing what everyone expects of her. She does not seem to have any particular interest in anything, or if she does she does not show it to anyone and keeps it hidden. To most she seems like a robot made to be an example of a 'perfect student' without any shred of personality or flaw.
If one would get close to her they would notice that all of this is just a facade. She does not let people get close to her since she wants to hide her dark side, which is that of a sadistic, manipulative woman who yearns nothing more than to find someone who truly understands her. And once she perceives someone as 'the one' she falls madly in love for them, however not like one would normally fall in love. She becomes obsessed, and proceeds to get this love of her life for herself by any means necessary.
First she does an extensive research of the subject. Finding out every last bit of information about them, any skeletons in the closet she can use against them. If they are dating any way to separate the two lovebirds. She goes up and above with her research, and forms a perfect plan for when she goes offensive.
She sees romance as a transactional thing. There is no such thing as unconditional love, and people form relationships with one another to use them for their own gain. She uses this twisted way of thinking to her advantage. Finding out what the other person desires, providing this to them, making them rely to them and using all this to ensure that she is the one controlling the other person. They can't hurt her if she sees the other person as just a vessel for pleasure and do what she wants, and they can't leave by her side if she makes them rely on her. Be it monetarily, emotionally, physically or any which way.
Like her view of romance her love-language is equally twisted. For her a punch in the face is as good of a sign of love as kiss, and the more you hate her the more she is convinced that you harbor a deep love for her. It's a damned if you do and damned if you don't-situation. When she becomes obsessed she finds a way to twist anything the object of her obsession says and does as an 'act of love', and uses this to justify her toxic traits as well.
She is extremely jealous, and tries to isolate her love from everyone that could be an obstacle. If she sees her parents as an obstacle she will do her best to sour the relationship between them. If there's a close friend she makes sure some nasty rumor starts circling around. The end justifies the means, and she is ready to use any figurative, or literate weapon in her arsenal to make sure that the only thing her love thinks is her.
Sayuri is always wearing a gentle smile on her face. Even when she is angry she does not let it show on her face. She tries her best to not show them to anyone. And her mood can really only be deciphered by what she says, and how she acts towards her love. If they did something she did not approve they will know about it, and if they act like she wants she showers them with love and affection.
She is a young woman with a lot of problems, however she is not a totally lost cause. While the road to recovery from her toxic habits is a long one. If someone who is understanding and patient enough to wheather the storm with her would find her she would be able to finally be vulnerable with someone and show them Sayuri that no-one has ever seen.
However there's always a chance that things can take a turn for worse, and the consequences be extremely lethal.
Sayuri was born as an illegitimate child between a rich politician and a compensated date partner. Since her father who was the politician didn't want to acknowledge her as his daughter he paid a hush-money to her mother, and the two somewhat came by. However Sayuri's mother who was too busy with her work and hanging around with her various boyfriends never really showed any love for her daughter, and saw her as someone who ruined her life. She thought she could have it easy after getting a child with a rich person, but it all sorely backfired for her, and she made sure that Sayuri knew and felt this.
Her childhood she mostly spent alone. Trying to earn her mothers love and affection any way she could. However the various men she sometimes saw on their doorstep were more important to her, and the small single room apartment they lived was a household without love or warmth. And after coming home one day in the middle of the school day she was called at the principals office, where two police officers came to inform to her that Sayuri's mother had been found dead earlier in the morning.
The aftermath of all this ended in Sayuris father finally acknowledging her daughter, and welcoming her to his household, much of the dissatisfaction of his wife and Sayuri's new step-sister. Due to this she basically was moved to the other side of his mansion which had every accommodation one could wish for to make sure she stayed away from their lives. She moved from another loveless household to another, but her general quality of life improved.
Now with no need to worry about anything and nobody really caring about her goings she started to hang around in the city late at night, filling the emtpy void that had been inside of her ever since she was a child with all sort of materialistic things and discovering a new sides of her slowly but surely. She found out about her sexuality in high-school, and started to read about BDSM and other things for the fun of it. When she turned 18 she had her first experience with a lesbian compensated dating partner, but found that just surrendering herself to another person made her feel sick and uncomfortable, which led her to her first domme-experience, and her finding out about her kinks, which mainly revolved around sadism, pet-play, being in control and humiliating. Basically anything where she felt she was really in control.
Currently she is at the college. Studying computer science and engineering.
⸝⸝ Dislikes: Sunny/hot weather / social situations / submitting / showing any vulnerable side of herself
⸝⸝ Notable habits: Bites her nails when nervous / puts a lot of sugar to her tea / posts a lot on her social media and tries to find any excuse / grins when something goes her way / shows her animocity easily / Loves to post lewds to her alt and seeks validation that way
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