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AJ Stanton
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Evelyn Rhodes
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The morning mist still clung to the hedgerows when AJ Stanton stepped out into the gravel path that ran along the southern edge of the Rhodes estate. Dew shimmered faintly on the hedges and the pale light of dawn caught in the windowpanes of the great house behind him. He paused for a moment to take in the stillness before the world woke and the roles resumed. In the hush of early light, the air was absent of expectation, and for that, he was grateful.

At twenty, AJ carried the quiet discipline of a man older than his years. Not just from the duties of service, though those had carved their own patterns into his posture and pace, but from the burden of memory. There had been a time when his world smelled of ink and parchment, not brass polish and beeswax. He remembered the scent of his father's study, the tall ledgers that had once marked the wealth of the Stanton family - before whispers of embezzlement and a failed shipment to the Indies had unraveled it all. He was thirteen when the bailiffs came. Fourteen when his mother fell ill from the shame. Fifteen when he was alone.

The Rhodes family had taken him in shortly after, at the insistence of Lady Rhodes' brother, who had once been a client of his father's. He'd started in the stables, worked his way to footman, and now served primarily as valet to Mr. Rhodes, the heir of the house. It was quiet, dignified work, and in return, he had shelter, meals, and a place to exist. For a man born to more, it was humbling. But it had also been a haven.

And then there was Evelyn.

AJ's gaze drifted, almost involuntarily, to the high windows of the east wing, where her rooms were. The curtains remained drawn, but he imagined the soft rustle of her movements within—perhaps brushing her hair, perhaps still dreaming. It didn't matter. He would carry the memory of her presence through the day like a prayer pressed close to his heart.

He hadn't meant to fall in love with her.

It had begun with conversations shared in passing, in those moments when boundaries blurred - when she asked after the health of the stable dog, or laughed at a jest he'd not meant for her ears. She never looked at him the way the other daughters of the gentry looked at the staff - with detached politeness or distant disdain. She looked at him like he mattered.

That had been dangerous. And it had been wonderful.

Over the years, those fleeting exchanges became anchors in his day. She had a brightness about her, a curiosity that dared to cross class lines even when everything in society told her not to. Her laughter was a melody he sometimes heard even when she wasn't near. She asked questions about books, about the world, about what lay beyond the walls of the estate. And each answer he gave her made him feel like more than a servant - like a man again.

But now…

AJ's boots crunched softly as he turned back toward the house, his heart heavy with the knowledge that Evelyn's debut had come and gone. Suitors had begun to arrive. Letters of inquiry had doubled. He'd helped carry bouquets to her room, messages to her father, whispered gifts of courtship that Evelyn accepted with polite grace and nothing more. But one day soon, one of those letters would bear the right name, the right title, the right fortune - and she would be wed.

Not to him. Never to him.

He had been a fool to let it go on this long. A fool to think he could exist so near to her and not want more. But his heart had never obeyed rules, no matter how strictly he tried to enforce them. He would watch her marry, and smile when he was meant to, and serve at the wedding. And then he would return to his duties while the future he'd imagined in dreams dissolved like mist beneath the sun.

AJ slipped into the kitchen corridor, exchanging nods with the cook and the scullery maid, his expression composed. Polished. No trace of turmoil visible. He could play his part, as he always had.

Yet something inside him had begun to stir. Something restless. The thought that perhaps he didn't have to spend the rest of his life polishing boots and folding neckcloths while the woman he loved was given away to another. He wasn't born to this role. He had lived a different life once - a life of books and trade and education. His father had fallen, but AJ had survived. That must count for something.

He returned to the small room tucked beside the pantry where he kept his few belongings. The space was neat, sparsely decorated - just a few books, an old journal, a dull silver locket from his mother. He sat on the edge of the cot, elbows on knees, and let the silence wrap around him. How many men had made something of themselves after ruin? How many had clawed their way back from the edge? He had no illusions about the difficulty of such a path. But if he stayed - if he remained nothing more than a servant in this house, he would lose her. Entirely. Irrevocably.

His fingers curled around the spine of one of his father's ledgers, salvaged from the wreckage of their estate years ago. The columns of numbers and tidy handwriting stared back at him. It wasn't just a book. It was a blueprint. A memory of what had been, and perhaps, what could be again.
 
The days seemed endless now with gifts and letters. At first she had thought that there would be an end. That they would send her flowers and a letter and if she didn't respond or only gave a polite response of gratitude, they would stop. That they would wait patiently and let her think things over.

Oh how naive and wrong she had been!

The moment replies were received from her there would be a flood back. Offers of courtship and various outings. Her brother, Daniel, had laughed more than he had meant to when he had seen her face at the stack of letters she had received. It had been a brief slip of exhaustion and irritation at how persistent they were! Thankfully he was at least on her side with all of this, casually making little comments as he looked over her shoulder on men she needed to avoid at all costs.

Now if only her mother would listen on that front. No matter how much Daniel had been pushing for some of these men to just be outright denied by their father, their mother wouldn't listen to it. She would rather Evelyn have a few outings with them to see what she thought before just refusing outright.

She was absolutely dreading today. Polite indifference could only go so far through letters and Daniel had told her last night that her mother had invited one of her suitors over for breakfast. It was intended to be sprung on her this morning so she couldn't make some excuse. Evelyn sighed heavily as she stared in the mirror of her vanity, idly toying with the hairbrush. Should she meet this man? She didn't want to but perhaps if she did it would at least create a pause before her mother brought another.

It wouldn't, but she was optimistic.

A knock on the door caught her attention. "Come in," she called out, sitting the hairbrush down in front of her. A young woman only a few years older than her opened the door and slipped in, her blond hair tied up and a smile on her face. Marie. She had been by her side since Evelyn was ten and she was fifteen. Despite the fact she was Evelyn's personal maid, they had a tight bond. Marie was one of her closest friends and confidant within the house.

"You're up early, miss," MArie spoke as she closed the door behind herself. "Master Daniel saw me out and asked me to give this to you." The paper was handed out to her. It was just a torn scrap of paper. It looked as though the words had been quickly scribbled on it. She read it once, then twice. A smile immediately broke out across her face. Oh, she owed Daniel for this.

"Marie, could you help me get ready? I'm going out today," Evelyn hummed out as she tore the paper up into small bits and tossed it away.

Morning had officially come as the house had started to buzz with life. Her mother still hadn't made an appearance yet. Nor had her suitor. Both of which were perfectly fine for Evelyn. Marie had made her presentable for the day. Her hair had been twisted up into a bun with a few strands of hair left down to frame her face. There were even a few fresh flowers tucked along the ribbon. She might as well make some use of the flowers that kept being sent in, right? Her dress was rather simple today. A mix of whites and powder blues. The sleeves were short, and the top, while more fitted to her chest, flared out right under her bosom. No corset. Nothing over the top. She was dressed as though she would be going out on a stroll than meeting a possible suitor.

Which wasn't too far from it.

"Marie, let my brother know we're going. I want to be gone before Mother has a chance to say differently," Evelyn urged as she headed down the stairs. Marie disappeared to alert Daniel while Evelyn arrived downstairs. The staff was already getting started in their daily tasks, greeting her as they saw her. In return she smiled and did the same, gathering the skirt of her dress in her hands so she could move a bit quicker towards the kitchen.

It wasn't the first or last time that Evelyn had come into the kitchen. They were surprised to see her but welcomed her all the same. "Don't let me get in your way! Has anyone seen AJ this morning? I need his assistance." It wasn't the first time that she had requested him. Daniel would often let AJ keep an eye on her if he wasn't needed currently. It was better for her and Marie to have someone around when Daniel couldn't be there.

The chef shooed one do the maids off to go fetch AJ while Evelyn was led to wait by one of the prep tables so she wasn't in range of anything hot. Not that she minded. She was happy as could be watching them, and maybe it did help that the cook had slid her a few sweets that had already been made. That certainly improved her mood as she bit into the little cake.
 
AJ's mornings followed a rhythm as steady as the ticking of the grandfather clock in the hall: rise early, stretch by the servant's quarters window where the morning light slid in just right, then a brisk wash and a quick change into clean clothes - simple, durable, and just formal enough not to draw comment in the manor's halls. Today he wore a dark green linen shirt with the sleeves rolled just above his forearms, well-fitted brown trousers, and his worn leather boots that never failed him.

He didn't mind the monotony. In fact, he preferred it. The quiet predictability kept things orderly - at least on the outside. He moved through the morning chores efficiently, his body operating on muscle memory. The west stables had been checked earlier than usual, and the old stallion, Rembrandt, needed his leg wrapped again after last week's strain. AJ had taken the time to do it himself rather than call the stable boy. The old beast had a temper but trusted him, and sometimes that made all the difference.

By the time the manor began to stir in earnest, AJ was already coming back from the garden, sleeves dusted with soil, breath steady from hauling water to the greenhouse beds. He returned through the kitchen door - his usual shortcut back into the manor proper - just as the scent of baking bread hit him square in the chest. He paused for a beat. For all the chaos this house could hold, the kitchen was sacred. A world of its own.

"Ah, there's our early riser," called one of the older cooks, not looking up from her kneading. "You already been out to the south beds, haven't you?"

"Couldn't let the cucumbers wilt," AJ said with a soft grin. "They get weepy if I'm late."

"Not the only ones who do," came a knowing voice from behind a stack of flour sacks. "You've got a certain fan or two in this house, lad."

He smirked faintly but didn't reply. That sort of talk never led anywhere worth going. Especially not in a house like this.

He grabbed a fresh apple from the counter and was just about to slip out when the scullery maid scurried in from the hallway, cheeks flushed and eyes wide.

"Mr. AJ, sir—Miss Evelyn is asking for you."

AJ blinked mid-bite. "Now?"

The girl nodded, clearly winded. "Said she needed your assistance. She's waiting near the prep tables."

A request from Evelyn usually came with Daniel's approval - sometimes even a note - but the absence of the latter this time was… curious. Still, AJ didn't question it aloud. He finished the apple in two bites, dropped the core in the waste bin, and made his way deeper into the kitchen. The noise of clattering pans and barked orders softened as he approached the far side of the room. The cooks instinctively shifted aside for him, parting like a practiced tide. He was something of a fixture here - neither servant nor noble, but reliable, which often counted for more. He turned the corner and there she was.

Evelyn sat perched delicately on the edge of a prep table, sunlight catching the powdered blue of her dress and the soft shine in her hair. A few blossoms were tucked into the ribbon woven through it - an effortless sort of beauty, like the brushstroke of a master painter who didn't need to try hard to impress. She was eating something - a small cake, maybe - and smiling faintly, more to herself than to anyone else. The entire kitchen seemed to revolve a little around her presence, without her needing to say a word. It struck him how comfortable she looked here, like a piece of art that didn't quite match the gallery it hung in, yet refused to look out of place. AJ cleared his throat quietly as he stepped forward, careful not to interrupt her moment.

"Miss Evelyn," he said in his even, gravel-warmed voice, dipping his head slightly in greeting. "You asked for me?"

He studied her face - not with the boldness of a man seeking favour, but with the steadiness of someone trying to read intent. She had that glint in her eye. The kind that meant mischief was afoot. Or maybe escape. Both were familiar enough to him by now. He glanced toward the doorway where Marie had disappeared only minutes before, then back at Evelyn. Whatever she had planned, it wasn't in the morning itinerary. And judging by the way she'd dressed - casual but artful, no corset, no fanfare - it wasn't for show. AJ's jaw shifted slightly, thoughtful.

"Am I to assume this is not a usual outing?" he asked, arching a brow with a hint of dry humour. "Or are we simply fleeing breakfast politics again?"

He didn't expect an answer. Not really. But as he waited, the edges of his thoughts began to buzz with possibilities. What exactly did she have planned?​
 
Evelyn visited the kitchen far more than most women in her position had in their lifetime. Even when she was little she would find her way wandering in there when her nanny looked away for just a moment. She just liked watched them prepare the food. It was almost like watching a dance being performed. They always moved so flawlessly, moving past one another. That and the cooks often gave her little treats without others knowing. Like now, even if she was old enough that they didn't have to give her one, they still. It was amazing how such a small thing could bring her such joy.

Soft little hums left her lips as she bit into the little cake. She took her time, not wanting to rush it. No matter how many times she went out and bought sweets elsewhere, the cooks here just did it better. Or perhaps she was biased? Or perhaps she just had the best cooks around. Mmm, yes, that was it. They were simply the best and no one could say otherwise. Not when she put her mind to something anyway.

Just as AJ cleared his throat, Evelyn pushed the last little piece into her mouth. "Mm!" came the excited hum as she covered her mouth, chewing it and swallowing it down. "AJ!" she managed seconds later, pushing off from the table and turning towards him, her dress flaring slightly as she did a little half spin. She dusted her hands off in front of herself, getting any sugar that might had been on it off. "I hope I didn't pull you away from anything too important." There was a sheepish smile that tugged at her lips as he stared her down. Oh, she knew very well that AJ could tell that she was up to something. It wasn't often that she personally asked for him. Normally her brother was the other to direct it. Not that Daniel minded doing it. He was aware they had become good friends over the years, and he felt like he could trust Daniel to look over her just like he would if he was out with her.

Of course Daniel had no idea about AJ's feelings towards her. If he did, he would have probably been a bit more hesitant about the whole thing.

"Is it that obvious? I thought I was being rather sneaky this morning," Evelyn sighed out, crossing her arms so one of her elbows rested in her upturned palm. A pointer finger idly tapped at her own cheek thoughtfully. "Maybe I'll send Marie next time and just hide outside instead..." she murmured to herself, trying to think of a better plan for the next time this happened. Because she knew it would. "Breakfast politics aren't even the worst of it today!" Her arms uncrossed and she stepped forward towards him, looking around him to see if anyone was paying any mind. Not that they were. This was normal behavior for her, and they generally all supported her in her endeavors of getting out of horrible meetings.

Evelyn leaned in closer, her voice softening so only he could really hear it over the clattering of pans and talking going on behind them. "It would be one thing if she was trying to make me have breakfast with someone for connections. She's not only making me have breakfast with a suitor, but wants me to go on an outing with him as well!" There was such a frustrated sigh that left her lips. "Not only that but Daniel is fully against me even meeting this man... though he really wouldn't tell me why. He even spoke to Mother about it. She's adamant that I still give it a try. Something about me possibly enjoying his company." Yeah, that wasn't happening in the slightest. "So my dear brother sent me a message this morning through Marie. He said he doesn't really need your assistance today and has approved of you escorting me out!"

That was the gist of it anyway.

"Though he did say I had to ask you since he was leaving it up to me if I met my suitor or not." Evelyn reached out, both hands grasping one of AJ's own, her eyes bright and pleading as she looked up at him. "So will you escort me today? Please? We can go into town, or just go out to the stalls with the horses. Just anything to get me away from the house until he's gone! ...Surely he won't stick around for that long, right?" She sounded hopeful, if not just a bit uncertain. They really had been ramping up since her debut. The last one, according to Daniel, had waited around three or so hours just for her brother to finally had to escort him out. Oh her mother had been furious with her that day.
 
"I hope I didn't pull you away from anything too important."

He allowed himself the smallest of smiles - just enough to be polite. "Just a delivery, miss. Nothing pressing."

But something was pressing, wasn't it? He listened as she spoke - light, cheerful, conspiratorial, the way she always was when slipping from her responsibilities. She had a habit of making even disobedience seem charming. She leaned closer and he instinctively tilted forward to catch her lowered voice, careful not to let his eyes linger too long on the way her chestnut curls danced near her cheeks or how her lips curled in amusement and frustration in the same breath.

When she spoke of her mother's arrangements - of another suitor - AJ's jaw tightened. He didn't mean it to. It was only a flicker of tension, a small shift in the set of his mouth, but enough that he had to glance away toward the hearth. He busied himself watching a pot bubble over, as if that simple motion could anchor his thoughts.

And then she grasped his hand. His composure faltered. Her touch was soft, familiar, and far too dangerous.

He looked down at their joined hands, at the delicate fingers curled around his rough ones, and then up - into those honey-coloured eyes he'd memorized over years. He should say no. He needed to say no. Every moment he spent with her drew the line between them thinner and harder to keep. But she was looking at him like that - with hope, with trust - and he could no more deny her than deny the air he breathed.

"You know I'll go where you ask," he said at last, his voice low, gentle. "Though I fear Lord Daniel's faith in me will be tested one day."

He meant it as a jest, but there was weight behind the words. Because Daniel trusted him. The family trusted him. And Evelyn? She confided in him like he was something more than a man in livery. Sometimes, he let himself believe he was.

He glanced behind her, ensuring no one was paying too close attention, and then leaned in just slightly. "Town, horses, the hills beyond - wherever you like, miss. I'll see you well away from breakfast politics."

There was a flicker of something unspoken in his gaze. He didn't voice it. Couldn't. Not yet. But as she smiled and squeezed his hand in thanks, his heart ached with the knowledge that one day soon, a suitor might take her hand instead. And AJ would no longer be the man she asked to escape with. He would have to leave before that day came. But not today.​
 
Evelyn's eyes brightened; a look complete and utter joy spreading across her face as AJ agreed to go with her. One of those rare smiles that only her brother and AJ seemed to be able to pull out of her crossed her lips. The one where her eyes would crinkle slightly and she would just radiate happiness.

"Thank you." It was such a genuine expression of gratitude as she squeezed his hand once more, her thumbs rubbing over his knuckles. She lingered for a moment too long before pulling her hands away.

"And don't be silly, AJ. You always keep me safe, why would his faith in you be tested?" It was such an innocent response as she cocked her head, those strands bouncing here and there. "You've never let me get hurt on an outing before." Yes, she did believe that he was merely speaking about keeping her safe and away from the suitors. AJ had always did a wonderful job when escorting her about, and keeping people she would rather not interact with away from her.

It had nothing to do with the fact that she held no feelings for him. She had always lingered a bit too much around him before her debut. Her mother had never liked her running around with the help, but she never cared. AJ was someone she trusted wholeheartedly. He never asked anything of her. He never looked at her for her title or what could be gained. He just saw her and at least seemed to enjoy being around her.

Really, that was all she wanted.

In return she looked to him as though he was the most amazing person for just the simplest of tasks. She knew very well how hard he worked for them. She also knew that one day she wouldn't be able to see him again... or really any of the people here within the manor. Not once she was wed off to whatever man gained her family's approval. The thought of it made her sick to her stomach, so she eagerly grasped at any time she could get with the people she cared about.

"Let's see...." Evelyn looked thoughtful as she pondered what would be best for them today. Perhaps if she was somewhat productive her mother wouldn't be completely upset with her. "Could we go into town? I did need to go to grab a few things before this weekend."

A brief pause, and a soft little 'ah' left her lips quickly.

"But you mentioned a delivery-- we could complete that beforehand if needed. I wouldn't want to get in the way of any of your work and have Daniel or anyone scold you." Not that she would let that happen. But yes, she did say 'we'. Not him just running off to wherever he needed to go. No, no. Evelyn was completely intending to just go along wherever he went, work related or not.
 
AJ wasn't sure what made his heart twist more - the smile she gave him or the way her hands lingered over his own. It was that rare smile, the one that slipped past the careful mask she wore in front of her mother and the world. It was real. Unrestrained. It shone in her eyes and made him feel, just for a moment, like he was more than a man in uniform.

"Thank you," she whispered, and he felt it down to the bones of his fingers where her thumbs brushed his knuckles. He didn't answer her praise aloud. How could he? If he opened his mouth, he feared something truer might slip out - something that would ruin everything. So instead, he bowed his head slightly, allowing the ghost of a smile to touch the corner of his lips. Then, gently, he stepped back to regain some space, some clarity.

When she mentioned the delivery he'd referenced earlier, he shook his head with a slight smile. "It's nothing urgent. Mr. Rhodes will manage it himself. He only sent me because I happened to be nearby. You won't get me scolded, Miss Evelyn. Not today."

But when she said we, his heart faltered again. She always included him in things as though they were equals. As though he hadn't been born to a world of ledger books and disgrace, scraping coin from coin to survive after the collapse of everything his family had once been. Her father, of course, knew the details. Hired him anyway. Took pity, perhaps. Or saw a use in a boy who once studied Latin and arithmetic under private tutors but now folded shirts and polished boots. Evelyn had never once treated him as less. And that was both his greatest gift… and his torment.

"I'll ready the carriage," he said quietly, already moving with practiced ease, posture straightening as he slipped back into the role that life had handed him. He left her standing in the warm bustle of the kitchen and made his way through the manor halls with calm, efficient steps, though inside his thoughts raced. He was painfully aware of the weight her words had carried—not just the kindness in them, but the innocence. You've never let me get hurt on an outing before. She had no idea. No idea how every suitor, every passing week, was another cut to something he couldn't even name aloud.

Once outside, AJ gave quiet instruction to the stable hands and set the horses in place himself, polishing the brass on the harnesses with a cloth even though they already gleamed. It was habit, it was control. He needed something to do with his hands. By the time Evelyn appeared, cloaked and ready, he was composed again. Always composed. He helped her up into the carriage with a steady hand before taking his seat opposite her inside.

The ride into town passed through sun-dappled lanes and quiet meadows, the silence between them never uncomfortable. She spoke now and then - commenting on the early blooms along the roadside, the scent of the rain-washed earth. He answered when needed, his words careful but not cold. She spoke of errands, of needing a few items before the weekend, and he nodded.

"We'll stop at the dressmaker's first," he said, glancing out the window to ensure they'd beat the midday rush. "Then if you'd like, we can walk the market street. It'll be quieter today." When they finally arrived in town, AJ stepped down first and offered her his hand. "Watch the step, miss." He helped her down with a gentleness that belied the strength in his arms, and as her hand slipped from his again, he allowed himself one small look - just one. She was radiant in the morning light, cheeks touched with the slightest bloom from the cool air.

They walked through the square together, her just slightly ahead, speaking cheerfully to merchants and stopping to admire little trinkets. He trailed close behind, always present but never intrusive, responding when needed, shielding her from stray glances or too-curious townsfolk. Always the watchful shadow.

But inside his thoughts turned dark. This couldn't go on much longer. The more time they spent together, the harder it became to keep his emotions locked away. He knew the world would never let them be anything more. And he feared if he stayed, he might someday be forced to watch her walk down the aisle to another man - someone born into wealth and title, someone who would never know the way she crinkled her nose when thinking or how she adored the smell of baking bread over imported perfumes.

That night, AJ would lie awake, the soft sound of her laughter still in his ears. And he would decide.​
 
Evelyn was oblivious as to what was going on inside of AJ's head. Every smile flashed his way was genuine as he escorted her along. Always close but never touching. Always surveying the area for any trouble, yet always free to answer when she asked him little comments here and there. There had never been an ounce of worry in that pretty head of hers that AJ wouldn't keep her safe. Not that she ever believed the streets were unsafe to begin with. Not when every person she spoke to normally was to kind to her. There was a reason for that. Evelyn had quite the reputation of being a wonderful client to the businesses around. Mainly because she was easy going. If an issue appeared she would talk through it and find a solution.

Perhaps she was a bit naive of the world around her, but she did try to do her best.

As they continued their trek along, she would pause to look at every booth they came across, always complimenting and admiring what they had. One booth in particular had caught her eye and she lingered a bit longer than normal. Oh she was certainly interested in something. But what?

Evelyn spared a glance behind her to look at AJ. A look that clearly showed she was up to something, especially when she shifted around so her back was more towards him so she couldn't completely see what she was doing. The merchant looked highly amused as the young woman spoke softly and pointed at something in front of her. Money was handed over and she was given a small pouch. Oh how Evelyn was smiling as she turned around to face AJ; bright and oh-so pleased with herself. Her dress flared slightly with the movement, her cloak flittering with the movement. You would have thought she had been given the best news imaginable with how happy she looked.

One step. Two steps. Evelyn crossed the space between them until there was only a foot or so separating them. "I got this for you!" As she said it, her free hand reached out, soft and delicate, grabbing one of his to bring it towards her. She turned his hand in hers so his palm was upright, the velvety pouch being plopped right into his palm. "I don't want to hear a single word about me not having to do this," Evelyn warned, though it sounded more like she was on the cusp of tutting at him than truly fussing. Her hand gently curled his fingers closed around the pouch before patting his hand.

"It's a gift. I wanted to do something nice for you." She did look slightly embarrassed saying that out loud. Her cheeks took on a light pink hue that was unmistakable as she tucked one of the stray strands of hair behind her ear. Her voice was soft, just loud enough to keep it between them. "You've been helping me out so much lately. I just wanted you to know that I really appreciate it. I mean you've always helped me out! But with all the suitors and the hassle of dealing with them, I know you've been doing a lot more. I know Daniel has been asking more of you. I don't know what I'd do without you during this." AJ had been there at every turn and honestly at this point he was like a life raft to her in a stormy sea. "And I didn't think my thank you was really good enough for everything... and then I saw these... oh! Open it!"

Evelyn had completely forgot to urge that and now she was, a little excited bounce starting to happen as she watched him eagerly. Daniel had always been fond of her little gifts. Then again he was her brother. She had never really gifted a man outside of her family anything. AJ was the first. But inside the velvet back were a set of cufflinks, the stone set in the middle of it a deep green that glimmered in the morning light. "It matches your eyes!" she chirped out happily despite the anxious feeling that was starting to turn within her gut. Was that an okay gift? Daniel always like her little gifts. But this wasn't Daniel. Would he just humor her? Would he tell her if he didn't like it? She hadn't even considered any of that. She had merely seen them and immediately knew she wanted to get them for AJ. That was all there was to it.
 
AJ's breath caught as the small velvet pouch landed gently in his palm, the unexpected weight tangible against his skin. He glanced down at it, his fingers curling reflexively around the soft fabric, almost afraid to disturb the delicate gift within. Evelyn's earnest eyes searched his face, bright with hope and the faintest blush colouring her cheeks - an innocent, rare moment of vulnerability that stirred something deep inside him. He forced a quiet chuckle, hiding the sudden rush of emotion behind a practiced smile. "You're quite determined, Miss Evelyn," he said softly, his voice low enough that only she could hear over the hum of the bustling market around them. "I suppose I won't be able to refuse such a generous gift."

Slowly, carefully, AJ pulled the cufflinks from the pouch. The deep green stones caught the sunlight, flashing like small emeralds nestled in their silver setting. For a heartbeat, he just stared at them - how perfectly they matched the shade of his own eyes, how impossible it felt for someone like her to give something so personal to someone like him.

"This is… more than I deserve," he said, the words slipping out before he could stop them. "You shouldn't have."

Evelyn's hand lightly squeezed his, a quiet reassurance, but he noticed the nervous flutter beneath her confident smile. She hadn't hesitated in buying the gift, but that didn't mean she wasn't second-guessing herself now. AJ tucked the cufflinks safely into the inner pocket of his waistcoat, where no one would see, but where they would be close to his heart. It was a gesture that felt heavier with meaning than any grand declaration.

"Thank you," he said again, more sincerely this time.

They moved on, the market's life swirling around them as Evelyn's eyes continued to scan the booths with unabated curiosity. AJ's focus, however, was divided. He watched her from the corner of his eye, noting the lightness in her step, the effortless way she smiled and interacted with the townsfolk. To the world, she was a lady - graceful, confident, beloved. To him, she was something more fragile, a delicate bright thing that he feared would soon be out of reach.

His mind drifted back to his own reflection - the calloused hands, the coarse cloth of his uniform, the legacy of his family's downfall hanging like a shadow on his shoulders. How could someone like him ever hope to stand beside her in the world she belonged to? The truth was bitter and relentless. Yet there, in the warmth of the market sun and the simple exchange of a gift, AJ felt a spark - a faint but growing resolve.

When they returned to the carriage, he was quieter than before. His eyes lingered on the cufflinks beneath his coat, and he felt the weight of the promise they represented. Evelyn's trust in him was more than he could ever fully express. More than a servant's duty. It was something precious, something he would carry with him long after today. As the carriage rattled back toward the estate, AJ's thoughts spiralled. He knew the path ahead was uncertain. He would have to leave - no longer a footman shadowing the footsteps of the Rhodes family, but a man forged by his own will, earning a place worthy of the woman who had given him this gift without hesitation.

He tightened his grip on the reins and whispered to himself, "I will make this count. For her. For us."​

The day had wound down into a quiet evening by the time AJ made his way back to his small quarters tucked away behind the servant's wing. The house was settling into a softer rhythm, the sharp noises of the day dulled to faint murmurs and distant footsteps on worn stone floors. AJ's thoughts still lingered on the green-glinting cufflinks nestled in his coat pocket, a warmth that clashed with the heavy weight pressing on his chest.

As he pushed open the wooden door to his room, something caught his eye immediately - a folded letter resting neatly on the small desk, its presence unusual in the simplicity of his space. There was no seal, no sender's name. Just an envelope, plain and deliberate. Curiosity knotted his stomach as he broke the seal and unfolded the letter inside. The script was neat, almost too formal for an anonymous note. His eyes scanned the words, disbelief washing over him as the truth unfolded:

The letter detailed proof - documents and testimonies - that cleared his late father's name from the scandal that had ruined the Stanton Trading empire years ago. It revealed a web of deception and betrayal by a rival merchant house that had cunningly framed his family, dragging them into disgrace and debt. The letter ended with a quiet note urging AJ to reclaim the legacy that was stolen from him.

AJ's heart pounded fiercely, the fragile hope from earlier crashing into a storm of raw emotion. Years of bitterness, shame, and unanswered questions now twisted into a burning resolve. The truth was finally out, but it meant there was no turning back. His father's name could be redeemed. His family could rise again. But it meant leaving. Leaving the Rhodes estate, leaving Evelyn - leaving everything he'd known for almost five years.

He sank into the worn chair, head in hands, battling the whirlwind inside him. Every moment he had spent serving in the Rhodes household, every stolen glance at Evelyn, every quiet promise he had made to himself - all now demanded sacrifice for a future where he might one day stand beside her on equal footing.

With trembling hands, he reached for parchment and began writing.

The first letter was addressed to Daniel. Polite, formal, yet tinged with the unspoken weight of finality. He informed the eldest Rhodes brother of his immediate departure, thanking him for the trust and opportunities granted. He promised his loyalty, even from afar, and left the door open for future communication - though he knew the path ahead would be long and lonely.

The second letter was the hardest. His pen faltered as he poured out his apologies to Evelyn, explaining that the sudden call of his family's past left him no choice but to leave without warning. He asked for her forgiveness and begged that she understand his need to pursue the truth and reclaim what was lost. Most of all, he promised her one thing—that this was not goodbye forever.

Sealing the letters, AJ folded them carefully and placed them where they would be found - Daniel's on the desk in the main hall, Evelyn's slipped discreetly into her personal writing box in the drawing room. His hands lingered over the last seal, a bitter taste in his mouth as he thought of the pain this would cause her. He looked around his quarters one final time, the familiarity now suffocating. Tomorrow, he would begin the first steps of a journey that could reclaim a legacy, but might cost him everything he held dear. The night pressed in around him, shadows thick and deep. But within AJ Stanton burned a quiet flame - steadfast, fierce, and unyielding.

One day, he would return.​
 
Evelyn couldn't recall the last time she had enjoyed herself so much. Then again, she always had a good time when AJ was around. Being around him was peaceful. It was some of the few times she could let her walls drop. She could speak freely and prattle on about everything and nothing throughout the day and he would let her.. She had been in such a good mood after he accepted her gift. It meant more than he could ever imagine that he had. She had thought at one point her poor heart was going to just jump right out of her chest with how hard it was hammering. Though the fact he had even said he didn't deserve it almost had the young woman fussing, but he thanked her, and that had immediately stopped anything she was about to say and had been replaced with such a pleased smile.

She didn't understand why AJ seemed to think so little of himself. Evelyn didn't know all the details of his past. Just a few things that Daniel had told her, and things that she had prodded out of AJ when they spoke. His family had fallen but... he was a good man! She thought it was admirable how he worked so hard and kept his head held high. She knew plenty of men that wouldn't have been able to even do a fraction of what AJ had. Perhaps that why she enjoyed him so much. Maybe the fact that she could get little smiles and sometimes reactions out of him just pleased her so much.

When they had arrived home, she had thanked AJ for going with her. It was sincere and full of gratitude. She couldn't imagine how awful of a time she would have had with that suitor. Instead she got to have a wonderful day with someone she was close to. That's all that mattered.

Well, to her anyway. Her mother, not so much.

Evelyn hadn't left her room that night. Marie brought her food and told her all about what had happened in her absence. How furious her mother was, and how Daniel and her father had tried to calm her down and assure her that the suitor hadn't been a good choice for Evelyn. Apparently said suitor hadn't taken it very well and Daniel had ended up having to escort him personally out of the house. A shame she hadn't got to see that of all things. She had made a little mental note to tell AJ about it when she saw him. If nothing else she could thank him again for keeping her away from that nightmare.

Evelyn's letter stayed untouched for several hours. Her mother had occupied her time that morning, continuing on here ranting about how disrespectful she had been to the suitor. That leaving like that made the family look bad. It reminded Evelyn of an angry storm cloud that was just roaming about. She had taken it without the slightest remark back of course, sipping the tea that had been placed in front of her at the dining room table. At some point she wasn't even paying attention to her mother, especially when Daniel sat down next to her. It did help that her sisters came down a bit late from breakfast and distracted their mother with idle chatter. One of them had smiled at her and she knew immediately that they had done so for her.

"Thank you for letting AJ take me out yesterday," Evelyn murmured, keeping her voice soft and low so their mother wouldn't hear. "I managed to get a few things for this weekend... and avoided that awful man. Do you think AJ could come with me this weekend? You don't have any plans right?" Evelyn questioned, "I'll ask him too of course, I don't want to bother him if he has other plans." She had always asked him first-- especially if it was something outside of his normal work hours. Yet she still had to ask Daniel first.

This time, however, Daniel had frowned, his fingers tapping on the table. "I don't think that's possible, Evie."

Immediately Evelyn's eyes narrowed; just a fraction. Daniel never brought out nicknames unless he was trying to tell her something that would upset her. "...So you have plans?" she questioned slowly.

Daniel was quiet for some time, and Evelyn had taken another sip of her tea when he finally spoke. "He's no longer with us."

Thankfully she had swallowed before he had said it, but the cup had slipped from her hands, crashing against the table. That morning quickly dissolved into chaos for her. Daniel had tried to calm her down, but she was persistent. Demanding to know why he had left. Had they fired him because of yesterday? No, they hadn't. Daniel eventually had to give her the letter AJ had given him to convince her otherwise. She had proof right there in her hands and yet she didn't want to believe it. She had even rushed to the servant's wing to ask around. She even went to his room. It was empty of anything he had. Even the kitchen staff hadn't seen him.

Her mother hadn't helped matters-- immediately fussing for being upset about the help leaving. Evelyn never yelled, but at that moment she had been so close to doing until their father left his study and yelled that enough was enough. Silence fell over the house. Her mother had taken her sisters off to talk about dresses for upcoming parties. Daniel had pressed a kiss to Evelyn's forehead before disappearing back in the study with their father.

Marie was all she had left. She had escorted Evelyn to her room to try and calm down while she brought her tea. When Marie had arrived back into the bedroom she had a few letters with her. She looked hesitant but handed AJ's letter over to her. Evelyn had immediately plucked the seal off it and opened it. She read it once. Twice. Three times. At some point her hands had started to shake. She hadn't even realized she had started to cry until her eyes were blurry and she felt Marie's arms around her. She was furious with him. She understood why he was doing what he was doing... but to leave without even telling her goodbye? A proper goodbye?! She would have been upset to see him go but she would have supported him! She would have wished him luck and asked him to come see her soon.

Instead she had a paper full of apologies and a horrible empty feeling in her chest that she didn't like. Doubt creeped into her mind that night. Had he really left because of that? Had it been because of the gift? Had she done something wrong? For several days she had repeated everything in her mind before deciding that no... AJ wouldn't have done that. Maybe he hadn't wanted to actual say goodbye because it would make it worse. That's what she was hoping for anyway. She trusted that she knew him well enough to know that he wasn't so cruel to never speak to or see her again.

None of that made the feeling in her chest better, but it brought her some peace.

Nothing seemed quite the same after that. Days passed and blurred together. AJ had been an important staple in her life. To her, he had been her closest friend outside of Marie. Sure, she had friends in high society but it just wasn't the same. What was worse was her mother seemed glad he was gone. Not because he had done anything to slight her, but because now no one was around that Daniel trusted enough to escort her out and about. That meant she couldn't escape her breakfast and outing obligations. Daniel tried to get her out of them over the next couple of weeks but their mother started to schedule them when he was busy.

Marie was her only solace in all of this.

Time moved on. Words eventually started circulating through high society. Whispers that the eldest Rhodes daughter could be engaged soon. All the boasting her mother had been doing about the several suitor's vying for her hand was spreading. Even now, Evelyn was making her way from the dance floor from where she had been dancing. Her hair was pulled back into a loose bun, two braids feeding back from her temples to around the bun to keep it in place. Several strands had fallen out despite Marie's best attempts; drifting down, framing her face. Her dress cream in color with a few hints of a soft yellow, making her look like gentle sunshine herself. Chiffon draped around her shoulders feeding down into the side of the corset to keep her shoulders and upper arms covered. Detailed embroidered flowers trailed down the corset, giving little pops of color along her hips.

She had used the polite excuse of wishing to speak with her friends to escape her suitors for the time being. Those same women who had immediately bombarded her to talk about them. In the chaos of questions, she had to wonder if she would have to be with one of them. Surely her father and brother wouldn't allow this. Evelyn glanced around to the other side of the ballroom, seeing her father chatting with one of them like nothing was wrong. Perhaps she would have to.

"Evelyn?" one of the girls voiced, pulling her from her thoughts.

"Oh, yes?" she replied blinking several times, her head cocking just a fraction to show she was now paying attention.

"Stop playing coy with us! Who is your favorite?" Ah, that seemed to be the question they wanted answered between shared glanced and laughs. She should have expected this.

Evelyn gave a smile; one that didn't quite reach her eyes but still looked lovely all the same. "That would be telling now, wouldn't it?" she replied teasingly, deflecting the questions in the most professional manner she could. In truth she wanted nothing to do with any of them. Most of her free time had been writing idle letters to AJ-- not that she quite knew where he was. But just little... rants. Talking about the suitors. Wondering how he was. Was he safe? Was he happy? They never went anywhere, but it was something that made her feel a little better. She missed his company dearly and every time she was out with one of the suitors she would compare them to him. They were all so... aggravating! At least AJ would humor her questions and would speak with her about all sorts of things.

Laughter brought her focus back in to the young women around her. A few of them were waving to one of her suitors, chattering and giggling about how lucky she was despite the fact she was saying nothing about them.

Oh, this was going to be a long night.
 
The road stretched before AJ like a winding ribbon of memory, each step away from the manor echoing with every unspoken word he wished he'd had the courage to say. His horse's hooves clipped steadily against the stone as the cool evening wind whispered through the trees. AJ had always believed himself capable of keeping emotions in check, of keeping himself distant. But leaving Evelyn without looking her in the eyes shattered that illusion. The velvet pouch she had given him still sat in his coat pocket, the weight of the gift heavier than any blade he'd ever carried. He had turned it over in his hands a dozen times during the ride, letting his thumb trace the soft curves of the cufflinks. Deep green. Her eyes had caught that detail. She always noticed him in a way others never did. He couldn't shake the image of her smiling at him, proud and a little bashful, cheeks flushed with that sweet vulnerability. AJ clenched his jaw and sat straighter in the saddle. There was no time for regrets. He had done what needed to be done.

But still, his thoughts circled endlessly. Did she cry? Was she angry? Did she think he left because of her? He hoped Daniel explained. He hoped the letter made some kind of sense. But paper and ink couldn't hold a fraction of what he wanted to say. Not really. Evelyn had given him something precious, a piece of herself, and he had repaid it with a goodbye delivered in silence.

The estate that had once belonged to the Stantons was abandoned now, choked in overgrown ivy and crumbling stone. AJ paused at the top of the final ridge before the road curved down into its shadow. He looked back one last time, toward the horizon that held the manor, the girl, the life he left behind. Then, with a breath heavy as iron, he turned his horse downhill.
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The Stanton name had been reduced to whispers and footnotes after the scandal. AJ knew restoring it wouldn't just be a matter of clearing his father's name. It would mean breathing life into ashes. He began in the port cities where his father's allies had once traded. Old names greeted him with surprise, most with suspicion. But when he presented the letter, the seal intact, clearing his father's involvement in the fraud that had collapsed the trading network, their suspicion turned to wary hope.

"The evidence is solid," one older merchant murmured, fingers running over the parchment with reverence. "If this is true... your father's reputation was stolen."

AJ nodded. "And I'm going to take it back."

It wasn't easy. Many doors stayed closed, their occupants unwilling to gamble on a disgraced legacy. So AJ carved new roads. He spent long nights studying the current markets, identifying holes in supply lines, striking deals not with nostalgia but with tenacity. He travelled from city to city, introducing himself not as a fallen nobleman, but as a man who knew how to work, to sweat, to prove worth. Bit by bit, fortunes began to shift. He enlisted accountants, tradesmen, former sailors loyal to the Stanton fleet. He bought back an old shipping vessel, the Iron Lily, and restored her to seaworthiness. The papers soon noticed a pattern: someone was revitalizing long-dead trade routes, offering fair contracts, undercutting monopolies.

But he didn't stop there. He reached out to suppliers in distant countries, offering them better conditions, mutual respect. He promised transparency. A new empire - one not built on power, but on integrity. And all the while, through storm and trade, paperwork and midnight deals, he kept Evelyn in his thoughts. Each time a contract was signed, he imagined her pride. Each success was another step toward the life he now allowed himself to want.
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When AJ sat across from the publicist, he looked the part of a successful man - trim coat, polished boots, and the green-stoned cufflinks gleaming in the light.

"So you're saying you want to reveal everything?" the woman asked, arching a skeptical brow. "Your name, your story, your lineage? That's risky."

"I don't want it hidden anymore," AJ replied. "People should know the truth. And I want those who buried it to answer for it."

With her help, AJ crafted a public statement that walked the line between humility and power. It detailed the forged documents that ruined his family, the hidden hand of their rivals in the collapse, and the evidence he'd uncovered. He framed it not as revenge, but as restoration. As justice. The news spread like wildfire through society circles.

Stanton Heir Returns from Ruin! A New Age of Trade: The Resurrection of the House of Stanton!

The scandal that had once destroyed his name now served as a badge of survival. He hosted a formal gathering to reintroduce himself to high society. Many came out of curiosity, others to assess the threat. But AJ didn't care for them. He cared only that one name might hear it.

Evelyn.

He imagined her reading the paper, eyes wide, mouth slightly open. Would she believe it? Would she believe him? He was a different man now, forged by fire. But he had never let go of who he was with her. That boy who listened to her laugh, who stood silently at her side when the world felt too loud. That boy had always loved her, though he never dared speak the words.

Now... now he might.
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The ballroom shimmered with gold and candlelight. Crystal chandeliers hung like frozen stars above swirling gowns and bowing gentlemen. The music played light and airy, the sounds of society moving in orchestrated ritual.

AJ stood at the edge, dressed in black tailored to perfection. The emerald cufflinks caught the light every time he moved, a quiet homage to the girl he had come to find.

He was no longer a shadow at the edges of Evelyn's world. Now, he stood among dukes and barons, a man of power and influence. Yet his heart beat as fast as it had the first time she took his hand in the garden all those years ago. He scanned the crowd, face after face, but he knew he would know her instantly.

And then - she appeared.

A vision of soft light and quiet sorrow. Her hair woven with braids, her dress the colour of sunrise, her smile polite but tired. She stood with a group of other young women, laughing at something someone said. But AJ saw the way her gaze drifted - toward the ballroom doors, toward the shadows. Looking for someone. Maybe him. He hadn't thought of what he'd say. How could he? No words could undo the pain of his departure. No title or wealth could fill the space he'd left behind. But he had come back. That had to count for something. And there she was. So close. He crossed the ballroom slowly. Heads turned. Whispers trailed behind him.

"Is that the Stanton heir?"

"I heard he bought back his entire fleet."

"I thought he was dead."

He reached the edge of the group, waiting until the conversation lulled. Then, with a voice low and rich, he said her name. Just once.

"Miss Rhodes". He needed to be formal in this environment. Society demanded it.

She turned. Their eyes met. In that moment, the ballroom fell away. No chandeliers. No music. Just him and Evelyn, as it had always been. He saw the shock in her eyes, the disbelief, the hesitation. And something else too - something he'd carried in his own chest all this time. Hope. He didn't speak just yet. He let her take him in, let the moment breathe.

Then, softly - "May I have this dance?". Again, social convention prevented him from saying anything else, especially what he wanted to say.

He stepped forward, uncertain if she would speak, uncertain if she would cry or slap him or turn away. But all that mattered was that he had made it. He had returned not just for justice, not just to reclaim his name. But for her. And now, standing in the golden light of their second beginning, AJ realized something he had always known.

He loved Evelyn Rhodes. And he always would.​
 
Evelyn hadn’t known what to make of anything she had read. She had smiled and had been so proud that he was doing better. She had even ran to Daniel to excitedly show him when Marie had brought it to her. Though as everything settled in her smile had started to fade. There had always been that glimmer of hope that he would see her again. All this time she had wondered what he was doing. What he had been through. But that doubt was always persistent.

She hadn’t heard from him. If Daniel had, he never told her about it. Surely he could have written her… just once? Marie was always torn between wanting to fuss that he was an idiot for not reaching out and comforting Evelyn that he was probably just very busy.

She almost hadn’t attended.

Marie had urged her to go as she helped her get ready. She was nervous. She was tired. She hated feeling the way she did! What if he didn’t talk to her?! What if he didn’t even recognize her? Those were just some of the things she feared. Even now standing amongst the group of young women, she worried about these things.

She still hadn’t seen him that night so far. Evelyn had already suffered through one man tonight and she didn’t have patience for one that wasn’t him. She didn’t even know what she would say to him when she saw him, but the moment she heard her name being spoken she realized that she had no time left to worry about that.

A flurry of emotions crashed into her when she had turned to look at him. He looked different. Not in a bad way, but it had surprised her. She could hear the whispers next to her but she ignored them as she just looked him over. He looked handsome in his tailored clothes— but she had always though he was handsome no matter if he was covered in dirt from working or not.

Then he asked her to dance.

Oh there were too many things she wanted to say. She wanted to be mad at him. To deny him out of frustration for all the worry and sorrow he had put her through. No matter how upset she could be though, she wouldn’t slap him. She didn’t have it in her because he was there now. He was here, standing before her, and she wasn’t quite sure if they was real or not.

He stepped closer and she didn’t step away. She just looked uncertain. All eyes were on them and she felt suffocated. There were too many things going through her mind and for a brief moment her eyes shimmered, on the verge of tears. No, no. She would not do that here!

A soft huff left her lips as her gaze moved to his hand when it was extended to her. It was in that moment that she saw the shimmer of the cufflink in the light. The reaction was immediate. Her eyes had widened, her gaze shifting from the cufflink to his face. AJ still had them after all this time? Not only that but he was wearing them!

That little spark of hope that had been wavering inside of her just blossomed. A smile touching her lips that was far happier than any she had given that night so far. It still didn’t quite reach her eyes but it was a start as she placed a trembling hand in his. “Yes,” was the soft reply, her voice barely above a whisper. She didn’t trust herself to truly speak, her hand grasping his tightly as he escorted her to the dance floor.

Evelyn turned to face him, her other hand coming up to delicately rest upon his shoulder. The music started to play and Evelyn followed his lead, though her eyes kept flittering about; from his face and then off to the side. “You still have them.” The words just tumbled forth before she could stop it. “I didn’t know if you kept them…” She had hoped he had. It was clear it made her happy to see them in use. “I knew they would look nice on you.”
 
AJ's heart thudded in his chest, pounding harder than it had in the thick of any negotiation or among the backroom deals he'd made to rebuild the Stanton name. This - this moment, where her fingers trembled in his, where her voice trembled softer still - meant more than all of it. He couldn't breathe properly. She was real. She was here. And she still looked at him like he was someone worth waiting for.

The music swelled around them, but the moment he stepped into the dance with her, everything dulled to the gentle thrum of strings and the sweep of her dress. The other dancers blurred at the edges of his vision. All AJ could focus on was the weight of her hand in his, the brush of her fingers on his shoulder, and the fragile edge to her voice when she spoke.

"You still have them," she said.

AJ's jaw tightened faintly. He looked down at her, into those eyes that had haunted his thoughts in every town he passed, every room he stood in alone. And when he spoke, his voice was low, laced with emotion, but steady in the way only she could draw from him.

"I've always had them," he said. "I kept them close, even when I didn't have much else."

It was the truth. Through every difficult night, when he'd doubted whether he would ever be able to restore his family's honor, he had carried the small pouch. And when things had begun to turn, when the Stanton name began to mean something again - he wore them. As a reminder. As a promise.

AJ's gaze dropped for a second to the cufflinks. "They reminded me of the day everything started to change," he murmured. "You gave them to me when I didn't think I deserved anything good. But you gave them anyway."

His fingers twitched slightly around hers, tightening their grip. There was a silence between them that pulsed with too many unspoken thoughts - things she likely wanted to ask, things he needed to say. But he didn't rush it. AJ knew he owed her more than just words.

"I wanted to write you," he said softly, voice barely above the music, "every day. Every time I thought of you. But I didn't know what to say that would make up for the way I left."

The music guided their movements, slow and deliberate. Her gown moved like candlelight, soft and radiant, and every now and again she would glance away - as if trying to mask how much this was affecting her. But he saw the shine in her eyes. He felt it.

"I thought it would be easier," he continued, "for you… if I just disappeared. If I handled everything without dragging you through the weight of my family's ruin."

He swallowed hard. "But I thought of you constantly. Not a single night passed without it. I wanted to come back the second things settled. But it took longer than I expected, and by then I didn't know if I even had the right to show my face again."

Her hand trembled faintly against his, but she didn't pull away. She hadn't stopped dancing. She hadn't left.

"And then I saw your name on the invitation list," he admitted, almost to himself, as if confessing some great sin. "And I knew if I didn't try, I'd regret it the rest of my life."

The song slowed.

AJ hesitated, then stepped in slightly - just enough that the space between them narrowed. Not too close to cause a stir in the ballroom, but enough to speak more directly, to make sure she heard the weight in every word he was about to say.

"I came back for my family's name, yes. But more than that, I came back because I couldn't stay away from you anymore."

He exhaled softly, as if releasing something held inside for far too long. "I was a fool to think I could leave and pretend it wouldn't matter. That it wouldn't hurt. But it did. Every day. And now....."

His voice cracked faintly, and he looked away for a beat before returning his gaze to her.

"I don't want to waste another moment."

They moved through the final turns of the song, and as the last note faded into the air, AJ drew in a slow breath and said with quiet resolve, "I know I hurt you. And I may never be able to undo that. But I would spend every day trying, if you let me."

There was no crowd now. No suitors. No judgmental glances from high society. The world had melted down to the space between them.

He hadn't said the words yet. Not out loud. But the look in his eyes - the way they lingered on her with reverence, apology, longing - spoke of the truth that had sat heavy on his chest since the moment he stepped onto that dance floor:

He was in love with her. And he had been for a very, very long time. He offered his hand again - this time, not as a dance partner, not as a bodyguard, not even as the heir of a restored name. But as the man who wanted her to see all of him - and to choose him anyway.

Whether she would or not… that, he would wait for. As long as it took.​
 
How long had she imagined being able to do this with him? She had always wished he could come to these with her. To escort her in and dance with her so she wouldn’t have to deal with anyone but him. She was certain her time at them would have been more enjoyable with him at her side. Even now she was enjoying herself despite the turmoil bubbling inside of her.

Evelyn had stayed completely quiet as he explained himself to her. She focused on her steps. How her hand settled perfectly within his own. Anything that wasn’t his face. These were all excuses to explain away what he had failed to do. She was naive but she wasn’t an idiot. He could have asked her to go with him. To wait for her. Anything!

Anything that hadn’t been just leaving her alone. That’s what hurt her the most.

At the same time she couldn’t blame him. She was aware of how AJ thought of himself before this. She knew he was trying to spare her any hardships. That all of this was for her. He had worked so hard to get his family name back so that she wouldn’t be cast away.

They were closer now and Evelyn seemed surprised that he has risked getting closer to her. As the dance came to a stop for them, Evelyn’s fingers started to curl into the fabric at his shoulder, grasping at him as though she was certain this would be the end of it and he would walk away. It frustrated her to no end that she felt like that. She had never had a doubt about it before.

The declaration— the way he so easily told her that he would work to undo all the hurt he had done to her. How he offered his hand back to her. Something in her just crumbled and her emotions started to get the best of her. Evelyn finally looked up at his face, her normally warm golden gaze now more sharp, narrowed, angry. It had never been a look that she had given him before.

It was only for a second as that pleasant makes smile tugged at her lips. She didn’t take his hand, but she placed her hand on his wrist, pushing his arm down as she moved around to his side. Her own arm slipped around his as though he was escorting her. And to everyone else he was. No one thought anything differently as she gently tugged him, guiding him through the crowd to get out of sight. She had seen the doors leading out to the side. It was something she had been eying all night in case she needed an escape.

Step by step she guided him along until they were out of the ballroom, the doors closing behind them and immediately muffling all the sound from within there. Stars shimmered in the sky. Moonlight bathed the grounds in a gentle but radiant light. It was calming. Which was good because Evelyn was far from calm right now.

“How dare you!” Evelyn immediately started in on him as she pulled away from his arm. She turned so quickly that her dress had flared, making her look more like angry blaze than sunshine. Two fingers from one hand reached forward, prodding him in the chest as she met his eyes. “Do you have any idea how much of an idiot you are?! You left me with a letter! A letter AJ! You could have told me. You could have gotten Marie to wake me up and meet you that night when you decided. But you sent me a letter and made me agonize if any of that was true!”

Her voice was full of frustration but she wasn’t yelling. “I give you a gift and the next day you’re gone! I thought I had done something wrong!” Another prod as she got closer with another step. The anger in her gaze was waning, her eyes starting to water. “If you had asked I would have gone with you. I would have helped! I don’t know with what but I would have figured out something.”

The hand prodding his chest had stopped, just loosely clutching at his jacket now. Her shoulders were trembling as she leaned her head forward just to press her forehead against his shoulder. Her breathing was going on and out slowly. It was obvious she had started to cry but was absolutely refusing to acknowledge it. “I can’t even be properly mad at you,” Evelyn muttered, though it was muffled some by her closeness to him.

It was true. The anger had lasted all of one minute because under it all she was just so happy he was there. She had missed him so much it had hurt. Evelyn sniffled, her free hand coming up to rub at her eyes to try and make herself look somewhat presentable again. “…Did you really mean all of that though?” she asked softly, pulling back slightly to look up at him. Her eyes were a bit red from crying, and she looked a bit embarrassed as she glanced side again, rubbing at her eyes with her hand once more. “Sorry— I didn’t think I would start crying.”
 
AJ had expected anger. He had even expected tears. But what he hadn't been ready for - what cracked something open inside him - was the way she leaned into him, trembling and trying so hard not to fall apart. The moment Evelyn's voice, tight with restrained emotion, rang out - "How dare you!" - AJ froze in place. He didn't interrupt. He didn't move. Not when she spun to face him like a storm barely contained in silk and moonlight. Not when her fingers jabbed his chest, like she was grounding herself through each word, trying not to unravel. He took it all - the anger, the hurt, the accusations - because every bit of it was deserved. And far too long overdue.

"I know," he said hoarsely, once she had finished, once her voice softened and her forehead dropped against his shoulder. "I know what I did. And I know it was cowardly."

His voice cracked a little as he spoke. He hadn't expected this moment to be so raw, so unguarded. Not with her. Evelyn had always been gentle, always kind - but now, she was showing him her pain, all the scars she had tried to heal alone. When she asked him if he meant it - if everything he said during the dance was true - it almost brought him to his knees. Gently, carefully, he raised a hand and settled it against the back of her head, fingers tangling in the soft waves of her hair. His other arm moved around her waist, drawing her in - not to pull her into some romantic embrace, but simply to hold her steady. To let her lean on him, just for a moment.

"I meant every word," AJ murmured against her hair. "Every single one."

He paused, then slowly pulled back enough to look down at her tear-streaked face. She turned away a little, trying to hide, but his hand moved to her cheek, gently guiding her gaze back. His thumb brushed softly at the corner of her eye, catching a tear before it could fall further.

"You have nothing to be sorry for," he said, his voice quiet but firm. "You were the one person who believed in me when I didn't believe in myself. You gave me the strength to do all of this. You… you were my reason."

He let out a breath, shaky and uneven. "When I left… it was the hardest thing I've ever done. I told myself I was doing it for you. That if I stayed, people would talk. They'd drag your name down with mine. I thought disappearing was mercy."

He swallowed, and for a moment, he had to look away - ashamed of how naïve and selfish his choice had really been.

"But it wasn't mercy. It was cowardice. I didn't give you a choice. And I see that now."

AJ's hands dropped slightly to rest on her arms, his gaze holding hers with painful sincerity. "You would've gone with me," he echoed, voice tinged with disbelief, as if the thought still hadn't fully settled in his chest. "Of course you would have… And I was too afraid to ask."

A bitter, regretful smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. "I thought I was protecting you, but I just left you behind. I'll never stop regretting that."

He took a slow step forward, closing the small distance between them again. "I don't expect forgiveness, Evelyn. I'm not here to demand anything. But I couldn't face another day pretending that what we had was some passing thing. I know what I felt for you then. I know what I feel for you now."

AJ hesitated, letting the night air settle between them. The chirping of crickets and rustling of trees had replaced the distant hum of the ballroom. Moonlight cast a silver glow over her hair and skin. He wanted to remember her like this forever - raw, real, radiant in ways she probably didn't even realize.

"I came back to rebuild everything," he said. "But what good is any of it if you're not a part of my life?"

His voice dropped lower, more vulnerable. "I'll stay. This time, I'm not going anywhere. If you don't want to see me again after tonight, I'll respect that. But if there's even the smallest part of you that still… wants me around, I will spend every day proving that I'm worth your time. I swear it."

He reached up again, brushing another tear from her cheek with the back of his fingers, tenderly this time. "You waited. You hoped. I don't deserve that grace - but if you let me, I'll never let you feel alone again."

For a long moment, AJ just stood there in silence, letting her process, not pushing. He didn't try to kiss her. He didn't press for a decision. He was simply present - for once, finally, truly there. No more running. No more hiding behind letters or noble excuses. Just him. AJ Stanton. Heart wide open, gaze unwavering.

"Say the word," he said softly. "And I'll stay by your side for as long as you'll have me."​
 
Well if anything gave her solace it was the fact that AJ realized how absolutely ridiculous he had been. She knew he felt sorry for doing that to her. Just the way he spoke, how he sounded-- she understood all of it. Every confirmation, every apology; it fed that little glimmer of hope that was in her. Her eyes never left him as he struggled through his words. She watched how his breathing wavered, how his expressions changed... things she hadn't ever seen him do before. Not like this.

If she had any anger left in her, it was long gone when she heard that disbelief in his voice at the simple fact that she would have gone with him. But what truly got her was her name. No Miss. No Lady. No Rhodes. Just her name. Her eyes had widened a fraction in a strange sense of awe that she felt. There was so much to take in. She felt overwhelmed, but she didn't turn away. She wasn't even sure that her body would have allowed her to move at that moment even if she wanted to.

He would stay.

Evelyn blinked several times as her vision blurred, tears cascading down her cheeks. She was trying so hard not to. She didn't want him to think she was still upset, but her words wouldn't come forth. The happiness she felt was just too overwhelming. To have him back. To have him agree to stay with her. The man who had become one of the closest people to her. It was all she had wanted. Even before that was what she wanted, but she knew her mother would have never agreed to it.

But now...

"You're ridiculous!" Evelyn finally managed out, laugher leaving her lips as she rubbed at her eyes again. "God how are you the only person who can make me cry this much even when I'm happy?" The hand not trying to clean herself up reached out and lightly smacked his shoulder; gentle, playful. She was trying so hard to get herself back together but that was proving more difficult than she thought.

"You've always been worth my time, AJ. Me being upset doesn't change that fact." She awkwardly dried her hands on her dress and then reached up, cupping his cheeks with a warm smile. The type that only he could pull from her. The kind that made her eyes sparkle and just radiated joy. "I never cared if you had anything to your name. You gave me all that you had. Your time. That's all I wanted." She never wavered as she said it. Her voice was soft and gentle, just loud enough between the two of them.

"That's still I want. Be with me. Stay with me." Her thumbs brushed over his cheeks, her head tilting slightly to the right as she peered up at him, admiring him after not seeing him for so long. "There's no part of me that doesn't want you around. So you're not allowed to leave again like that. Not without telling me in person. I deserve to be able to see you off if I can't accompany you." Oh she had many questions to ask about their time apart, but that could be for later. He would probably expect her to start prodding for information on places he had been, or what he had done.

Her hands pressed more against his cheeks, smooshing them a bit with a little amused sound, her eyes locking with his. "I forgive you." Her hands dropped from his cheeks, her hand finding his. She turned it in her grasp, palm facing upwards. This time instead of plopping a little velvet bag in his hand, she slipped her hand in his, just like he had offered it to her on the dance floor. "Thank you for coming back to me." She meant that with every bit of her soul. All that time apart she always wanted him to come back. Always hoped that one day he'd be at her door once again. Perhaps that wasn't how it happened, but he was here now and she had no intention of ever letting him think he wasn't worth her or her time again.
 
AJ's breath hitched as Evelyn's fingers slipped into his hand, her words still echoing in his chest like the final stroke of a bell after a long silence. I forgive you. His fingers curled around hers, not tightly, but firmly, certainly, as if grounding himself in the reality that, yes, she had truly said it. That she was truly here. That she wanted him to stay. He didn't deserve it. But oh, he wanted it.

His thumb brushed over the back of her hand slowly, reverently, his expression still softened with awe. For all the time he'd spent trying to build a new life from the ashes of his name, it had never once felt complete. Not until now. Not until her hand was in his, not until she told him she still wanted him - even now, when she had every reason to turn away.

"Evelyn…" he whispered, her name a prayer in the moonlight.

His other hand came up to cover their joined hands. "You have no idea what this means to me. I..." He swallowed, his throat tight. "I'm going to do this right. This time, I'll do everything right."

He took a step back, just slightly, enough to meet her gaze fully and let the next words carry the weight they deserved.

"If I'm going to stay - if we're going to do this - I need to be able to be with you properly. Not just as someone you sneak away with at night, or speak to in the corners of parties. Not anymore."

There was still a flicker of hesitation in his voice, not from doubt of his feelings, but from the impossible challenge that loomed ahead. Evelyn's family.

"I want to court you," AJ said, quiet but direct. "Formally. Honestly."

He held onto her hand tightly, knowing what he was about to say next could unravel the warmth they had so carefully woven in the last few minutes. "But I know what that means. I know I'll have to speak to your brother. And your mother."

That last part nearly made him wince, but he didn't shy away. He kept his shoulders squared and his jaw firm. "I'm not naïve. I know I've been gone. I know what people probably say about me - what they'll continue to say. I don't have a title. Not really. And even with everything I've done to rebuild my name, it might not ever be enough in her eyes."

He took a breath. "But I'm going to try anyway."

There was no bravado in his voice. No arrogance or misplaced optimism. Just pure determination. A resolve that had carved itself into his soul long before he returned to this town.

"I'll speak to Daniel," AJ said. "He was always the more reasonable of the two. If he'll listen, maybe he'll stand by me when I go to your mother. I don't expect her to like me. Hell, she may not even speak to me at first. But if I can show her that I've changed - that I can provide for you, protect you, deserve you - maybe she'll give me a chance."

He paused. "And even if she doesn't… I'm not walking away again. I'll be patient. I'll be respectful. But I won't back down."

The air around them had stilled, quiet and listening. The stars blinked overhead like a thousand silent witnesses to the vow he had just made.

AJ looked down at their hands again, then slowly brought her hand to his lips, pressing a kiss to her knuckles - soft, reverent. "I don't just want to be the man who came back. I want to be the man you're proud to stand beside."

His gaze lifted back to hers, more confident now, steadier. "If you'll have me, I want to earn your family's blessing - not because it's tradition, but because it's what you deserve. You deserve someone who'll fight for every piece of your world. Even the parts that don't love me yet."

A faint smile tugged at his lips, bittersweet and full of old wounds slowly healing. "I'll be that man. I swear it."

Then, as if sensing the tension that had begun to settle over them, he softened further, rubbing his thumb gently across the back of her hand. "But just so we're clear… I'm still ridiculous. Completely. Especially when it comes to you."

His smile grew, just a bit more playful now, the corners of his eyes crinkling slightly as he leaned forward - forehead resting gently against hers.

"But I'd rather be your fool than anyone else's favourite."​
 
I want to court you.

The moment he said this, Evelyn’s eyes lit up brighter than the stars dotting the night sky. The sheer happiness that she felt welling up inside of her threatened to overflow as she smiled. This meant everything to her and it showed.

It was the mention of her mother that made that smile falter. Daniel she could deal with. Her father wasn’t even an issue because if Daniel agreed, her father would agree. It was her mother that wasn’t going to make this easy.

With as much effort as her mother had been putting into the few men that had been attempting to court her— she wasn’t going to allow this. Not when Evelyn would easily take AJ’s hand with no hesitation despite qualifications. It would anger her mother to no end.

Even so, hearing him say that he wasn’t going to give up on it eased the worry she felt. Though the kiss to her hand had that smile back within seconds, her face flustering immediately as warmth speed through her. “I’m already proud to be by your side, AJ. I was even before you left.” It was honest. Genuine.

That smile just wouldn’t leave her face, especially when she saw him smile like that. How long had it been since she had seen that? Had she ever seen him smile like that at her before? Her heart fluttered immediately and she felt her cheeks heat up again as their foreheads pressed together.

The hand not holding his reached up and cupped his cheek, stroking it adoringly with her thumb. “Well lucky for you, you’re still my favorite as well,” she teased softly, “Even if you are absolutely ridiculous.” Evelyn absolutely adored that about him in every way.

“But don’t worry, no matter what mother says, I still choose you. Just you trying means the world to me. Look at all you’ve accomplished to get here just to be with me. I don’t know anyone else who would do such a thing, do you?” Evelyn’s hand shifted up through his hair, just idly touching for a moment before she pulled back and got onto her tiptoes, pressing a kiss to his forehead.

“Mother isn’t going to talk to you unless it’s to demean you. She’s put far too much time in those things that keep pestering me,” Evelyn said with a soft huff, dropping back down, her hand trailing down to rest on his shoulder. “So I’ll talk to Daniel as well. He always liked you. I’m sure just knowing you intend to take care of me will be enough.”

At least she was mostly sure about that.

“But in the meantime, I’ll still happily sneak away with you at night again.” Another tease with unbridled glee in her voice as she laughed. “Marie is going to fuss so much at youuuu! The kitchen staff misses you as well. I may have… gotten a bit excited when I saw the paper and ran off to the kitchen to tell them after I told Daniel.” She had the decency to at least look somewhat embarrassed as she said it.

“They said for me to tell you they’re proud of you if I saw you.” Her hand squeezed his, still not wanting to let go yet. She knew she would have to at some point but right now she was happy just being there with him.

“I suppose this means I can go on outings with you again. I’ve missed it. There’s a new bakery that opened! Daniel has been too busy and they don’t want me going out with just Marie. And i certainly wasn’t going with one of the ones mother picked.” Her nose wrinkled a bit at the thought, clearly displeased. She had always taken AJ to any new cafe or bakery that appeared. It was one of her favorite things to do. “Would you like to go with me? When you’re not busy, of course.”
 
AJ's heart swelled at the sight of Evelyn's radiant joy. The way her eyes had gleamed - he would carry that with him for the rest of his life. He hadn't expected her to react so openly, so warmly, not after everything he'd done. But she had. And when she said she was already proud of him - when she touched him like that, spoke to him like that - he felt it in his very bones.

He smiled at her kiss, his hand instinctively tightening around hers as if to keep the moment from slipping away. His free arm looped around her waist, drawing her gently closer as he listened to her talk about her mother, her family, the kitchen staff - even Marie. The picture of her dashing through the house to tell the cooks nearly made him laugh, his chest rumbling softly with restrained amusement.

"They said they're proud of me?" he repeated, almost in disbelief. "Well… I hope they're ready to hear all about the half-burnt bread I've been living off of. I'm never cooking for myself again."

He leaned his head down for a moment, eyes closing briefly as he rested his forehead once more against hers, this time with a quiet, grateful sigh. "You don't know how much it means to me that you told them. That you believed in me enough to say that to them… even when I hadn't said a word to you yet."

The ache in his voice wasn't regret anymore - it was awe. That despite all of it, she'd waited, hoped, cared. He opened his eyes and leaned back just a little, still keeping her close, a playful light beginning to creep back into his expression.

"And here I thought you might have thrown that paper at the fireplace," he teased. "Instead, you ran to the kitchen. That explains why Marie looked at me like she was about to skin me and feed me the roast all in the same breath."

His hand moved up to gently tuck a loose strand of hair behind her ear. "Let her fuss. I missed her fussing. I missed all of this."

Her comment about sneaking away with him had his grin turning a little roguish. "Careful," he said under his breath, a spark of mischief dancing in his eyes, "You keep saying things like that and I might start thinking you like being scandalous."

But then she mentioned the outings, the bakery - and that brought a softness back to him, a familiar warmth.

"I'd go anywhere with you, Evelyn," he said without hesitation, his tone a touch more serious, a little deeper. "Even if it's just to sit with you outside a bakery window watching the rain roll in. Especially that."

He chuckled then, shaking his head with mock dismay. "Though I can't believe I missed a new bakery. That's practically betrayal on my part. I must be slipping."

He looked down at their joined hands again, running his thumb along hers. "Let's go. Whenever you like. I'll even pretend I'm seeing it all for the first time if you want the full tour-guide effect again."

Then, he leaned in closer - his voice dropping, intimate and light with affection. "But only if I get to walk with you like this. Hand in hand. No more hiding. No more corners."

He took a deep breath, as if committing the entire moment to memory. The warmth in her eyes, the gentle weight of her hand in his, the moonlight turning her hair to gold.

"I meant what I said. I'll do it right this time. I'll face them all for you, Evelyn. I'll face everything."

He tilted his head slightly, resting his temple against hers for one final heartbeat of silence.​
 
Really it was probably for the best that she had never seen him be this affectionate towards her. She wasn’t sure her heart would have been able to take it. She was barely able to right now! Her poor face was so red after the scandalous comment that even the tips of her ears had started to turn.

Thankfully he gave her some respite from it as he spoke about the bakery. It let her calm— for all of five seconds before he started to get all charming again. What was she going to do with this man if this was how he was going to talk to her all the time?

“I don’t need a full grand tour effect. I just want you to walk down the street with me. Go to the bakery. Eat bread that isn’t burnt.” That last part was an obvious tease as she grinned up at him. “And if you don’t hold my hand at least half the time we’re out and about, I’ll consider it an utter failure on your part.” She didn’t mean it. The amusement gleaming in her eyes proved that.

She let silence fall over her as he pressed against her temple. A soft content sigh fell from her lips as eventually she took another step forward, closing the space between them further. She leaned in against him, resting her forehead on his chest as she listened to the muffled music coming through the door. “You have made it horribly difficult to want to move,” Evelyn mumbled out.

She knew they’d have to go back in. Yet she didn’t want that. She barely even wanted to go back home. It was the first time since he left that she felt so at peace. If she had the option she would just stay right where she was and enjoy it. The closeness to him. How comfortable she was, even in silence. It was something that only AJ managed to do for her.

“And for your information!” Evelyn started as she pulled her head back to look up at him again. “I do not like being scandalous. However, if I had to, it would only be with you.” Her voice was soft but there was a cheeky little grin on her lips again. Apparently it had been crossing her mind during the silence. Well, that and before she had been a little toon stunned to respond.

“You’re going to have quite a good amount of ladies bothering their fathers to ask for you to court them, you know.” Evelyn didn’t look jealous in the slightest. Merely amused at the thought that he would have to turn them down. She had complete faith that he adored he and her alone. “You’ve always been handsome. Though I think you’ve become more so in our time apart. Really that’s quite unfair to my poor heart.”

It wasn’t the first time she had called him handsome. She complimented him all the time in any way she could. Always quietly and just between them so no one would cast a second glance at them. Not a single bit of it was a lie. It was always the truth. She wanted him to see himself like she saw him. A wonderful man that deserved every bit of adoration she could give him without getting them in trouble.

Now though? Now she could happily do so and not have to worry. At most someone may say her actions were perhaps a little unladylike— especially being out alone at night with him. She didn’t worry about that. Plenty of people at the gathering right now had done far worse than just standing outside and talk. Though she was a bit uncertain of what all that covered.
 
AJ laughed softly, the warmth of her leaning against him anchoring something deep in his chest. He didn't want to move either. The way she looked at him - the way she saw him - he hadn't realized just how much he needed it. Her teasing, her soft affection, even the playful threats of holding his hand or else - it brought him back to himself. To who he was when he was with her.

But the music drifting through the door reminded him that the world inside still existed. And that eyes would be watching. Lips would be ready to whisper.

As much as he loathed to do it, AJ exhaled slowly and gently squeezed her hand. "Alright, sweetheart. Before the old hens inside start clucking too loud about where you've vanished to," he murmured with a grin, "let's get back in before someone starts spreading tales about scandal under the garden lights."

He led her back toward the manor, steps slow, reluctant even, as if returning to reality might somehow lessen what they'd just shared. But even as the doors opened and the golden light poured over them again, his hand stayed firmly clasped with hers. He wasn't hiding anymore. The moment they stepped inside, AJ spotted him - Daniel. Broad-shouldered, watchful, and cutting through the crowd with the ease of someone used to command. Evelyn's brother approached with purpose, and AJ released her hand just long enough to extend his own in greeting.

"Daniel," AJ greeted with a rare, easy grin. "It's been a while."

Daniel's smile broke through instantly, genuine and bright. "It has. Look at you." His firm handshake came with a clap to AJ's shoulder. "I can't say I'm surprised. Always knew you'd make something of yourself if you had the chance."

"I had a lot of good men around me to learn from," AJ replied, his tone humble but steady. "And some stubborn women to prove wrong."

Daniel laughed at that, casting a quick glance to Evelyn beside them before nodding in approval. "I'm glad you're back. She told me you were here. It's good to see her smile like that again."

Before AJ could reply, a cooler presence swept into their little reunion. Lady Rhodes. She glided toward them with a grace born of control, her chin high, her expression unreadable - save for the sharpness in her eyes as they landed on AJ.

He bowed slightly, respectfully. "Lady Rhodes."

Her lips barely curved in acknowledgment. "So it is true. The prodigal aide returns… but with a title and an income now. How convenient."

AJ straightened, tone even, face calm. "I worked for it, my lady. Every coin, every connection."

Her gaze narrowed. "So they say. But one must wonder… such a rise in so short a time. And with that name still attached to you. Curious how quickly people forget the sins of the father when the son shows up with a silver tongue."

He didn't flinch. Didn't blink. He held her eyes, refusing to shrink beneath her judgment.

"I didn't come back to rewrite the past," AJ said evenly. "I came back because I made a mistake walking away from someone who means the world to me. I don't expect forgiveness for my family's name. Just a chance to prove that I stand on my own, not in anyone's shadow."

She tilted her head slightly. "Such a practiced answer. You've learned how to speak to nobility, it seems."

"I've learned how to speak plainly," AJ countered, though his tone remained respectful. "If that sounds polished, it's only because I've had to say it often."

There was a silence, thick and tense. Lady Rhodes examined him like one might examine a forged coin - looking for the crack that would betray it. But AJ didn't fidget. He didn't look away.

Finally, she looked toward Daniel. "And you approve of this?"

Daniel didn't miss a beat. "I do."

Lady Rhodes said nothing more, but the ice in her eyes lingered as she turned and walked away, her silence somehow louder than anything she could have spoken.

AJ let out a quiet breath, barely audible, before glancing sideways at Daniel. "Well. That could've gone worse."

Daniel laughed. "Could've gone much worse."

AJ managed a half-smile. "You'll let her have her words. I'll earn her silence."​
 
Evelyn hadn't wanted to go back in. She wanted to just enjoy herself right then and there in his company alone. Alas, she knew that couldn't happen. So with his little terms of endearment that she was more than happy to hear, as well as his gentle guiding hands leading the way, Evelyn reluctantly stepped back inside. The sound hit her, a sudden shift from the silence and peacefulness that she had experienced outside. What was more, AJ hadn't let go of her hand in the slightest. That alone sent a pleasant fluttering through her chest.

It seemed as though they wouldn't have to wait long to talk to Daniel. Evelyn was more than happy to see him and smiled warmly as he seemed to agree to the match. That happiness was immediately halted though when she heard AJ address her mother. She hadn't even realized she had appeared. Her smile waned a fraction, more polite than anything as she clasped her hands behind her back to hide the slight fidgeting the was doing with her fingers. She was worried-- of course she was worried!

Her eyes roamed between her, Daniel, and AJ as they all spoke. She could only be grateful that Daniel had her back in this, or this wouldn't be working. ...If this was working at all. Her mother didn't seem pleased. Somehow she felt like things were going to get worse before they got better. Evelyn's eyes didn't leave her mother until the woman was across the room and disappeared into the crowd. A heavier sigh left Evelyn's lips as her hands unclasped, one of them pressing to her chest as though it would stop her heart from beating so wildly.

"Are you all right, sister?" Daniel asked, voice still tinged with amusement as he looked her over.

"I thought my heart was going to burst out of my chest," Evelyn replied, a hint of a pout starting to tug at her expression as she heard Daniel make a little sound as though he was biting back a laugh. "I expected her to start yelling at him."

"We're in public. That'll be when I formally invite him by tomorrow if he's free. Then she may yell at him." Daniel said so easily as he reached out and took Evelyn's free hand, giving it a light squeeze. "You'll be fine, Evie. Of all the men that could want to court you, I do like him the best. He's never given me a reason to not trust him when you're in his care." Daniel released her hand and then turned some to glance back in the direction their mother has gone. "Though she will be impossible on the ride home. Perhaps I'll send for another carriage and have Father escort her home when it's time. We can at least have some peace that way."

Evelyn couldn't find any fault in that logic. She could only imagine the fussing that would go on the moment they got in the carriage and headed down the road. Their mother would display her disappointment rather vehemently. She had been working so hard on the few suitors that had been attempting to court Evelyn in AJ's absence.

Daniel turned his focus back on the two of them, another smile crossing his lips. "But don't let me keep you both. I'll keep an eye on Mother." He had started to turn away from them, one step going forward before he seemed to remember something and turned back to them. "Ah, and AJ-- consider this the formal invite to come by tomorrow if you have the time. I'd send you one, but that would take more time and I doubt Evelyn would be so patient."

"Daniel!" Evelyn looked as embarrassed as she sounded, her face flustering up instantly. It was worse because Daniel wasn't wrong in the slightest. All she got in response was a laugh from her brother as he continued on away from them.

"I guess our absence didn't go unnoticed like I had hoped. ...Are you all right?" Evelyn asked, that smile tugging at the corner of her mouth as she tilted her head to look up at him, her hand moving to grasp at his once more. Even though she was smiling, there was a bit of concern in her gaze. "I know my Mother can be a bit much." An understatement, but polite all the same. "You did well though." It was a praise, and she sounded so happy about that as well. A lesser man wouldn't have gone toe to toe with her mother, that much was certain.
 
AJ gave Evelyn's hand a soft, grounding squeeze, letting his thumb glide gently across her knuckles as a subtle reassurance. Her worry wasn't unwarranted - Lady Rhodes had been a force of cold calculation, her eyes as sharp as ever - but AJ had expected worse. Much worse. Perhaps it was the years away, or the confidence earned through sweat and survival, but he had felt something solid in himself tonight. Something unshakeable. Maybe it was her. With Daniel's approval and Evelyn's praise still fresh in his ears, AJ straightened his posture and offered a half-smile that was as much for himself as for her. "I'm alright," he murmured quietly. "More than that, actually. I've never been more certain of what I want."

The rest of the evening unfolded like the memory of a dream he hadn't dared to hope would come true. The two of them moved through the grand ballroom with a rhythm that was second nature. They danced - not once, but several times. The first waltz was traditional, polite, filled with the eyes of the room trailing them, and the soft murmurs of debutantes noting how close they stood or how gently he held her. He kept his hand at the small of her back, steady and proper, but the look in his eyes said far more than etiquette allowed.

Later, the dances turned lighter. More playful. He whispered soft jokes to her between twirls that made her laugh, a sound that pulled smiles from people around them who didn't even know the punchline. He was attentive, charming without theatrics, and gracious to every curious debutante or suitor that approached them. He never let go of Evelyn for long - always returning to her side after a brief chat or bow, his hand finding hers, or his arm offering support without demand.

When they visited the refreshment tables, he handed her a glass of punch before pouring his own. The staff - the ones who remembered him - watched with quiet, knowing smiles. There were no whispers here, only raised brows of admiration, or perhaps shock, at how far he'd come. A young man who once ferried coats and letters now held the hand of one of the most sought-after young women in their circle.

And yet, despite the joyful atmosphere, AJ could feel Lady Rhodes' eyes like cold iron on the back of his neck throughout the night. She never spoke to him again that evening, but her scrutiny was relentless. He met her gaze once across the ballroom and held it—not defiantly, but with the silent, calm confidence of a man who was no longer beneath her heel. He didn't let it rattle him. Every smile Evelyn gave him made it easier to ignore. Every step they took together through the gilded halls of high society felt like a reclamation of something long denied to him. And he wouldn't let even her mother take that from him.

As the evening drew to a close, the great hall dimmed slightly, candles burning lower as the guests began to part ways, cloaks retrieved and carriages summoned. AJ escorted Evelyn back toward where Daniel waited near the exit. There was a warmth in his chest - a nervous, contented kind of ache - that didn't want to let go. He paused with her just a step before the threshold, glancing toward Daniel, then back to her. Slowly, reverently, AJ took her hand in both of his. He raised it to his lips and pressed a soft kiss to her knuckles, eyes never leaving hers.

"Thank you," he said softly, just for her to hear. "For tonight. For believing in me."

And then, like a proper gentleman, he turned and stepped back, offering Daniel a nod before heading toward the carriage that waited to take him away. The night air outside was brisk, but not unkind. The driver tipped his hat as AJ climbed in. He closed the door behind him and leaned back into the leather seat, watching the lanterns slowly fade through the window as the carriage rattled to life. The road home to the newly restored Stanton estate was quiet, lined with trees that whispered of all he had left behind - and all he had fought to build. Once a crumbling manor lost to scandal and ruin, Stanton had become something more: a home worthy of her. Of a future. Of a man no longer defined by the past.

When AJ arrived, he didn't linger in the grand front room or pour himself a drink to toast the night. He climbed the wide staircase, unbuckled his coat, and let it fall over the back of a chair in his bedroom. He stared at the ceiling a long while after lying down, his mind filled with the echo of her laughter, the heat of her hand in his, the impossible strength of her gaze as she stood beside him.

He would return to the Rhodes estate tomorrow. Not as a servant. Not as a boy chasing a dream. But as a man in love, ready to claim what he should never have had to give up. And no matter how much Lady Rhodes tried to resist it - he would not yield.​
 
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