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Meteorite
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- Apr 7, 2025
I am a student - of naughty side of darker ideas
Im from east part of europe
Im not sure why maybe Im little crazy or trauma or just - but imagine almost always only fantasies like "horror" stories, where I cannot look away, but instead imagine exactly what happens and how it makes me feel and why the guy (often imagine more then one) do this to me or think they can get away with what they do
Feel used - that guy doesnt care if its good for me, maybe he / they even like if it hurts me, that Im just slut to fuck, to use. sure maybe they when I meet them first they pretend to be nice or sexism/racism only is a joke, but after Im alone or drunk or ...
Violence - I dont know why, but dont want nice sweet guy, but guys to be hard to maybe even and imagine often hurt me, force me, hit me ...
Lost - maybe I sometime feel like this in life or but imagine often situations where Im alone or first time there, maybe when I was younger first time in party or in new city or country or manipulated so Im not sure what is truth or what is not and taken advantage of.
Story and Realism vs Fantasy / Game - Im not into just simple sex play, for me sex is hot part of story, but very long sex only just gets boring to me. Im interested in maybe not "realism" but atleast not some that break my imagination that this could happen. Im ok to imagine some cross between game / fantasy / reality but I have no interest in imagining monsters etc
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Im from east part of europe
Im not sure why maybe Im little crazy or trauma or just - but imagine almost always only fantasies like "horror" stories, where I cannot look away, but instead imagine exactly what happens and how it makes me feel and why the guy (often imagine more then one) do this to me or think they can get away with what they do
Feel used - that guy doesnt care if its good for me, maybe he / they even like if it hurts me, that Im just slut to fuck, to use. sure maybe they when I meet them first they pretend to be nice or sexism/racism only is a joke, but after Im alone or drunk or ...
Violence - I dont know why, but dont want nice sweet guy, but guys to be hard to maybe even and imagine often hurt me, force me, hit me ...
Lost - maybe I sometime feel like this in life or but imagine often situations where Im alone or first time there, maybe when I was younger first time in party or in new city or country or manipulated so Im not sure what is truth or what is not and taken advantage of.
Story and Realism vs Fantasy / Game - Im not into just simple sex play, for me sex is hot part of story, but very long sex only just gets boring to me. Im interested in maybe not "realism" but atleast not some that break my imagination that this could happen. Im ok to imagine some cross between game / fantasy / reality but I have no interest in imagining monsters etc
my f-list