"Only Good boys get that privilege, and you've been anything but up until this point."
Emil sank the blunt of his teeth into the bourbon-stained pulp of his lower lip, stalking the length of the racks. He wondered whether his stranger knew of the restraint he'd shown, despite the man believing otherwise, when Emil had allowed that table to remain unbroken between them. He wondered whether his stranger would appreciate the exertion of Emil's self-control when he'd watched his stranger leave with that bunny-eared man; no true promise of ever returning.
Oh, with that rude interruption, how Emil had wanted to capture his stranger by the nape of his neck and drag him down into a kiss. To brand those thick lips with the shape of his teeth and the taste of his tongue. To send his stranger off with his friend with his spit shimmering on his lips and the flavour of him haunting his mouth. How he still yearned for it now, but obeyed the man at his back in the hopes of earning it. Emil had been good, by his standard, for far longer than just this short little while.
How things have changed. For Emil did not beg, nor plead, nor supplicate himself to another's whim. Upon the soil of Italy, Emil had taken what he pleased, stolen what he'd liked, ravaged what was denied to him. His journey across the Atlantic had severed such a wield of power, but that hungry, possessive beast in him remained the same. It wanted. It hunted. It took what it craved, but did not ever beg. It certainly did not ever love.
Yet, that nameless, wild thing reared its ugly head in a manner so twisted and foreign. I'll show him, it said. I'll prove that I can be good, it seethed. I'll earn the right to call him any and all of it. Sir. Boss. Master. Daddy. I'll show him I can be good enough to call him everything.
Emil had gone to war against himself, and it had been his want for this man that had won. It saw him finding the strength to bend himself into a kneel, his hands raised in offering of the harness that dangled like a dead sacrifice to his god. High, his chin was held. High, those cold eyes gazed upward into dark gemstones; because Emil could not tear his gaze away, to break their stare and look down at the floor. He could not look at anything besides the glory of the man above him.
Diablo, his stranger had said. A language unfamiliar, but a word similar. Devil. Emil thought it fitting. He saw the man above him as a living, breathing god; celestial in his beauty, magnetic in his draw, so entirely ethereal that it inspired devotion among all. The Devil was just an angel, fallen. God's favourite, it was alleged, with wings stripped from his fall from grace. Emil craved to be that—his stranger's favourite, even if it had him on his bruised knees begging for forgiveness of all that he'd done before. Diablo, Emil had been and was. He longed to be his stranger's Lucifer, with absence of rebellion and banishment.
The pause of his stranger had not gone unnoticed, and it had the beat of Emil's heart thrown into a wild rhythm. Glacial blue eyes searched that lovely face, not lingering to appreciate the glimmer of small hoops and studs beneath the low light of the room and against such beautiful skin, but in a manner of searching. Emil needed answers, needed a hint, but he found nothing upon his stranger's features. It had an ache nestling in against his heart as he was left upon his knee as his stranger turned from him. The snap of their eye contact had Emil recoiling visibly.
No. Choked down, swallowed, Emil's pride was the only thing that kept that word from being snarled aloud. How quickly he had become used to his stranger's attention and the depth of that gaze. Foolish. Dangerous. Emil craved it now like the hardest drug to ever slice through his veins. I want you. Come back. Look at me. He did not fear that his choice had been wrong, for he knew that what he held in his hand did not truly matter. Nor did he fear his offer of pain and denial had been too forward. Emil, on a single knee, held his breath. He felt neglected.
Fuck. That's…This is insane! Emil's breaths came ragged and short through his nose as he watched his stranger pace to the table, granted only the man's back. He watched as the leather was peeled back from a broad set of shoulders and placed carefully atop wood. The silk of Emil's own belt was unravelled from about a dark wrist—when had that become twisted there?—and was set aside neatly. Thick, gorgeous fingers worked down over buttons; things that Emil could not see but could imagine from the flex of the muscles within a forearm. There, upon the floor in his kneel, Emil was made to imagine.
Searing, infernal hot whipped through Emil with such vengeance he nearly swayed. The burn coiled in his chest, slid lower between the grooves of his iliac furrow, flushed into the swollen length of his cock. Hot, so hellishly hot, Emil's want had transformed into a need so feral that pre beaded from the eyelet, wept down along the blushed tip, and drooled like the dangling edge of a spider's web glistening with mid-morning dew. It didn't snap, just hung there from his tip even as the thick of him twitched as Emil was made to watch that shirt be peeled back from dark skin. What the fuck is he doing to me?
The haphazard cross-stitch of scars across the broad expanse of the man's back had a breath rushing in through grit teeth. Shallow, some lay pearlescent across the man's skin. It was the ragged ones, the stretched ones, that Emil's cold eyes lingered upon. How deep did this man's love of pain go? Were these crafted from kink, or from a past far darker than the man's beauty would suggest? A few lay circular over softer parts of his stranger's torso, familiar to Emil for reasons sinful. Were they bullet wounds dug into his flesh? Pock marks from cigarette burns? So many questions, such little understanding. Emil's own back was not scarless, but even with the decades he'd spent tangled in crime he had not earned as many as what lay over his stranger's flesh. He wondered if the deeper ones often ached in the cold weather like his own.
The smooth of the man's voice pulled Emil to the present, and his gaze smeared over the serpentine wrap of ink along his stranger's arm as the man turned. Gold glinted in each nipple, and Emil fought hard at the smirk. Of course he is pierced elsewhere. He wanted to feel the cold of those rings within his mouth as he worked each nipple to a tight point. More scars littered his stranger's front, cloaking him in a darker mystery. Who are you? What have you been, and what shall you become? Emil fought the urge to sink his teeth into the man's knuckles as he returned and took the harness in hand.
His stranger did not need to ask twice.
Emil pushed up from the ground and stood, his shoulders still pressed backwards in the same effortless posture as before. The drooling string of pre snapped, wetting the caramel of a thigh that Emil did not make move to wipe away. Let him see what he's done to me. Let him see how much I want him. His own want never shamed him.
Closer, they edged, and Emil held still as the man before him moved. The hand upon the side of his throat was hot; impossibly so to be felt against the fever of Emil's own lust-flushed skin. The heel of that palm pressed in a little just as the pad of a thumb slipped under his chin. Emil hadn't realised that he'd been staring at the man's plush mouth until his face was forced to tilt and his gaze snapped upward.
The soft-accent of his voice was heavy, silken, in the inferno of his want. "Green," Emil purred. He shifted his weight into his toes and pressed in against the hand at his throat. "So very fucking green, mio caro. What colour are you?"
Firmer, he pressed. Closer, he tilted. Emil did not dare touch the other, for denial was their game tonight, but he challenged a little all the same. Of his own will, Emil tipped his head back and bared the column of his throat, his voice raspy from the pressure he'd welcomed. "Do you know what it means? 'Mio caro'. Do you know what it is that I call you?" A swallow saw the thick of his Adam's apple nudging in against the heel of his stranger's hand. Emil's smirk was devilish as he whispered, taunting; "Only good boys get the privilege of learning."
Glacial blue flickered between dark eyes, so very close. Emil was struck then by the glimmer of colour there, and how he'd been denied those chocolate and caramel tones by the shadows of the club. His stranger's eyes were, indeed, endless as he'd thought, but for a reason very different. Layers upon layers of rich colour; warm and gilded and deep. Chestnut. Umber. Flecks of russet and cinnamon.
"Oh, mio dio più celeste," [oh, my most heavenly god] Emil whispered, reverent. "How am I to ever look at anything else when there is such beauty in the depths of you?"
A slow inhale through his nose; grounding. A steady exhale from between his lips; Emil's lungs aching with the absence of his stranger's scent. The heat at the front of his throat from the man's palm was not enough, but it would have to be for now as Emil's gaze flickered between those deep chocolate eyes. "Please bind me, mio caro. Steal my hands from me before I beg to touch you. Make me kneel at the altar of you."
Closer, Emil pressed as the final threads of his pride's resistance began to fray. Dominant, Emil had always been. Dominant, he'd always known. But for his stranger, his beautiful deity, Emil set aside all that was himself. "Let me pray to you, mio caro, with throat, teeth and tongue."