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Here I will post any and everything.
Please do not post in here.
PM me instead if something piqued your interest.



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♥ M E O W !
A little about me. I'm a female in my late twenties and happily married to my high school sweetheart of 15 years.

I have 5 cats, but have 1 angel dog and 3 angel cats waiting for me at the rainbow bridge.

I listen to any and everything, but my favorite music genre is dubset/edm.


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I can't really remember what dragged me into the world of writing, especially since I wasn't too fond of reading in my early years.

Thought I'd be a Veterinarian by now, but life happened, and I'm content with letting that dream rest peacefully.

I love to draw, but wish I was more motivated to do it more.

I have 9 tattoos and counting.


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favorite food - ramen
favorite dessert - fruit tarts
favorite drink - chai tea w/ honey
favorite anime - attack on titan
favorite music artist - ava max
favorite color - purple
favorite animal - cats
favorite season - spring
favorite holiday - halloween
favorite disney movie - frozen
favorite smell - lilacs
favorite hero - starfire


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And the more I think about the death
the more I feel the same
But it's here in the dark
With every beat of my heart
That I can hear the darkness sing

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SET TO STUN - STARIA III: THE ACOLYTES OF AMADEUS
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D E A T H
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Everyone thinks of it, at least some point in their life.
It could've been brought up by a death in the family, hearing about it on the news, on social media, but the inevitable always finds a way to creep into ones mind.
Some can simply shrug their shoulders, accept their mortality, but for people like myself?
It festers in your mind, cripples you with hopelessness, knowing there is absolutely nothing you can do to alter your fate.
I'm tired of waking up in the dead of night, gasping, chanting "I don't want to die" and waking up my husband in the process because I'm clinging to him for comfort.
He cradles me, pets my hair, and tells me that everything will be alright.
But it won't be alright.
Because one day, I will cease to exist, and he will too, and everyone else I know and love, and the thought of that is horrific.
How can the elemental balance of life, all of us being born live and born to die, be so scary?
It's natural, no matter how much society deems it as taboo.
I just want to accept death, to not fear it, but so much is unknown about the most innate part of life.
It's comical, because living is honestly more terrifying than dying, yet, the mysteriousness of it is what roots it all for me.
I truly feel if there was a definitive "this is what happens when you die, this is what you feel, and this is what happens afterwards" would perhaps make it less traumatizing.
But the thought of there being nothing is scary, and the same goes for eternal life.
Ugh.
Regardless, I just hope that when my time comes, I will accept it and embrace it.
All I ask is to plant catnip on my grave. I want to be visited by lots and lots of cats.

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