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AllarianSilverblade
Meteorite
- Joined
- Mar 12, 2025
- Location
- Wandering aimlessly
This is me trying to organize my thoughts while giving anyone who wants to glimpse into the chaos that can be my mind and what I'm like when I'm not RPing a chance to do so. It didn't feel right trying to do this in the Introduction thread, but this seems to be the place for rants and raves and rambles. Posts made here may or may not be coherent.
Why do I need a thread like this for myself? Well... mostly just to try to prove to myself and others that I'm not completely crazy or outright lying when I tell them certain things. Example: I really do enjoy just about everything! Not just when it comes to RP or writing, but in movies, music, gaming and everything else. I RP to experience new things that I may never get to do or may very well be impossible in reality, so I very rarely say no to any idea. Sure there's some things that may be outside my comfort zone, that I haven't done a lot of or even at all, but that's exactly why I'm here. If I stay within my comfort zone, I feel like I stop growing as a writer/RPer. I've been writing and RPing since I was... well shit I'm gonna need to grow another limb or two to be able to count that high... and I'm still learning.
I don't have just one or two characters/types that I like to play, nor do I have a hard and fast kink list. I enjoy making a fresh character for each RP I do. I love world building. Sitting down and fleshing out our characters and world is part of the fun! I do get carried away with it though, but I'm getting better! Honest! That's not to say I don't enjoy fandoms as well! I just don't enjoy playing canon characters as I feel I could never do justice to someone else's creation. Putting an OC into an existing fandom to play with your OC or a canon character?
I guess as far as my characters go my favorite type to play is the underdog. I don't want to play a god. I don't want to play superman, or the billionaire CEO who has everything he's ever wanted. The exception is if I'm a GM. If I'm controlling the world and presenting challenges for your flawed character to over come, then yes, I love these kinds of characters! But to me these characters exist as obstacles, end bosses, or distant foes who may not be seen. Unless you're into the whole instant defeat/being taken as a trophy thing. In which case call me! I do still enjoy a good power fantasy every once in a while.
Even with everything I written above, it's still so situational that it doesn't feel right leaving it in here! I'll probably expand on it later. Make a reply specifically on what I look for and the difference between short term and long term play for me. Which leads me to...
I'm not sure that I'll ever make a request thread. That's just not how I work. I browse the posts of others and go 'Wow that's hot. I want in!' I'm only allowed two per sections, but can bump them forever. There's never just one or two things I'm looking for and... actually you know what that may work out fine. I just need to gather my desires, categorize them, learn the code for this site and create four beautiful posts to describe what I may or may not be feeling at the time! You know now that I've written that out, I think I'll stick to browsing. Or find a way to simplify things while still making myself happy with the outcome.
I think that's all for now. I forgot to eat again today so I should fix that. Questions? Comments? Please leave them here! Random chatter is always enjoyed.
Why do I need a thread like this for myself? Well... mostly just to try to prove to myself and others that I'm not completely crazy or outright lying when I tell them certain things. Example: I really do enjoy just about everything! Not just when it comes to RP or writing, but in movies, music, gaming and everything else. I RP to experience new things that I may never get to do or may very well be impossible in reality, so I very rarely say no to any idea. Sure there's some things that may be outside my comfort zone, that I haven't done a lot of or even at all, but that's exactly why I'm here. If I stay within my comfort zone, I feel like I stop growing as a writer/RPer. I've been writing and RPing since I was... well shit I'm gonna need to grow another limb or two to be able to count that high... and I'm still learning.
I don't have just one or two characters/types that I like to play, nor do I have a hard and fast kink list. I enjoy making a fresh character for each RP I do. I love world building. Sitting down and fleshing out our characters and world is part of the fun! I do get carried away with it though, but I'm getting better! Honest! That's not to say I don't enjoy fandoms as well! I just don't enjoy playing canon characters as I feel I could never do justice to someone else's creation. Putting an OC into an existing fandom to play with your OC or a canon character?
I guess as far as my characters go my favorite type to play is the underdog. I don't want to play a god. I don't want to play superman, or the billionaire CEO who has everything he's ever wanted. The exception is if I'm a GM. If I'm controlling the world and presenting challenges for your flawed character to over come, then yes, I love these kinds of characters! But to me these characters exist as obstacles, end bosses, or distant foes who may not be seen. Unless you're into the whole instant defeat/being taken as a trophy thing. In which case call me! I do still enjoy a good power fantasy every once in a while.Even with everything I written above, it's still so situational that it doesn't feel right leaving it in here! I'll probably expand on it later. Make a reply specifically on what I look for and the difference between short term and long term play for me. Which leads me to...
I'm not sure that I'll ever make a request thread. That's just not how I work. I browse the posts of others and go 'Wow that's hot. I want in!' I'm only allowed two per sections, but can bump them forever. There's never just one or two things I'm looking for and... actually you know what that may work out fine. I just need to gather my desires, categorize them, learn the code for this site and create four beautiful posts to describe what I may or may not be feeling at the time! You know now that I've written that out, I think I'll stick to browsing. Or find a way to simplify things while still making myself happy with the outcome.
I think that's all for now. I forgot to eat again today so I should fix that. Questions? Comments? Please leave them here! Random chatter is always enjoyed.