I come to you as a stranger while you come to me as... More than a friend.
Tenzai
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┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━━✧༺♥༻∞━◢ ✬ Ophelia ✬ ❝ You paint a picture in my mind, you wanna leave it all behind In a world that's turning all the time, nothing could stop me longing for your eyes ❞ "... Thanks for checking in on me but I'll be-..." Ophelia was ready to give August a piece of her mind for trying to act tough when she was clearly struggling yet again, her arms crossing under her chest in a none too happy fashion and her brows furrowing down, but let up when August immediately when she immediately retreated from that bad habit of hers. At least she was learning that she could stop shouldering everything on her own. Little by little. It was the best any of them could hope to achieve. "Actually... If you're offering anything... Can I get a hug?" "Well, I meant it more on the 'give advice' or 'lend an ear' department, but-- oh sure--" Her arms lifted up awkwardly as August threw herself into her arms, the feeling of wet, warm tears letting the princess know all about what she was going through. Potential was a curse that everyone was born with, and self-doubt was one of the many afflictions that such a curse came with. It was only because August understood that she could do better that she was able to doubt herself, for one who didn't even know their own potential would never be bothered with doubting themselves. Moreover, it was because she underestimated her own potential that she could not see the truth of herself. "I know you and the others say I'm enough, but... I... I don't know if I'm fit to handle this. What if I fail? What if Neon hates me?" "If you fail, we'll be here to help you pick yourself back up. As for Neon, she won't. She might not remember us, but I think part of her understands. Let her come to her own conclusions." At the end of the day, none of them could predict exactly how Neon would react to the information regarding her sister. Ophelia, still technically an outsider to the dynamics of their group prior to joining it, didn't know what she would do or how precious her sister had been to her. "I'm afraid that the void shades would tell her whatever she wants to hear to bring her back under control... And I don't know if I'll be enough to convince her otherwise." "So at the end of the day we still have to deal with the void shades..." Ophelia sighed, shaking her head. They'd gone through a suicide mission specifically because they wanted to sidestep dealing with them, but was there no way to avoid them after all? Were they destined to butt heads with them over Neon no matter the circumstances? This was becoming increasingly annoying. "Maybe... Maybe we could convince her together if you would help me." "Sure." She smiled, stroking the back of August's head. "And if that doesn't work, why don't we just smash the void shades? We've already gone through one hell to get Neon back, so what's another? Besides, the more I fight, the more I'm getting my grasp on my patron's powers back. Give me a few more near-death experiences and I'll be able to raise their dead to fight against them with ease. That'll show them to mess with a cursed princess." She chuckled, but there was a hint of malice in her voice, as well as excitement at an excuse for bringing the fight to others. In reality, Ophelia shared more with her mother, a born warrior, than she had ever shared with her father, a leader and a diplomat, although one who preferred intimidation and duress over negotiation. She could do her fair bit of intimidation if she really wanted to, though. It was one of the few boons that came with making a pact with the unknown; there were very few beings in the universe who did not fear it. "Will you help me convince Neon to stay?... Or..." Ophelia quirked her brow at August, wondering where she was going with her sentence and getting a sense of what she was going to say before she even uttered the words. "Will you need me to convince you too?" "Methinks you ought to work on thy flirting if thou desirest to court a princess. You dork." Ophelia flicked her girlfriend on the forehead with a smile, dashing any ideas of 'convincing' her that August might have swimming in her mind. "If you're making those kinds of comments, then I think you'll be doing just fine. Just keep that confidence and I'm sure we'll be able to do something together." 'Really wish Medina was here to help, though.' If she wasn't here the moment Neon had woken up, it was probable she was sleeping. Knowing her, the ghost girl had probably worked herself to the bone even after their mission. And since Rei hadn't brought her back, it was likely that she was either not responding or the doctor simply refused to have her woken up. She was, in the end, still a doctor, so she probably had a code of honor she followed. "O-oh, hey there." Ophelia quirked her brows at Neon's strange behavior, though she was pretty sure she heard a couple of moans before they walked in. She had sharper hearing than most, so even if Neon tried to play it off, the princess was fairly certain she knew what she'd been doing before she scrambled to compose herself. "F-found the wipes?" "Sure did." She threw the small, light box of wet wipes to her, giving her a smirk as she walked over to the sofa, but not before taking August's hand in her own. "Should I have brought you a towel too?" Ophelia teased, openly relishing the opportunity to be the one teasing Neon for once. She was usually so nonchalant about everything, yet this version of her had her own charm. Her innocence and neediness was adorable. "Hey, listen..." But flirting and teasing had to take a back seat when something more important was hanging in the air. Squeezing August's hand with her own, she nodded at the witch as they both walked over to stand in front of Neon. Ophelia's smile faded into a more serious expression. Not quite a frown because she didn't want to make Neon too anxious, but she couldn't treat this with the levity she usually gave most things. "We have to talk about something serious. Well, August has to tell you something, but we're both here to support you, so don't get too worried... and don't do anything brash, okay?" |
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┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━━✧༺♥༻∞━◢ ✬ Ophelia ✬ ❝ You paint a picture in my mind, you wanna leave it all behind In a world that's turning all the time, nothing could stop me longing for your eyes ❞ "Huuuuhhh..." Complicated family matters, an (unsurprisingly) unpleasant topic for Ophelia. With her free hand, the princess uneasily twirled her hair while August and Neon talked, with August mostly being the bearer of bad news and Neon being mostly confused. She hadn't expected anything good given August's adamant refusal to talk to Neon about her sister until Ophelia gave her a little pep talk, but she was surprised by how awful the reality was. Even with all of the gruesome memories that swam in her head rent-free, Ophelia couldn't recall a single time someone had sold their own sibling off. It was the kind of thing that even the worst of people couldn't fathom. To work so hard to protect someone only to turn around and betray them... 'Maybe I really should go and smash these void shades on my own...' She could do it. Probably. It might cost her a couple of precious memories, limited as they were at this point, but it would be worth it just to blow off some steam. And then they would stop being a problem altogether. If Sen or whoever wanted to give her shit about it later, then she could deal with it then. At least, that was her impulse reaction. In reality, she knew that going scorched earth wouldn't help anyone other than herself. And it would just be instant catharsis. "I... I don't think we could do that. But... That's not my decision alone to make. Ophelia, what do you think we should do?" "... Eh?" Apparently, she'd gone off on her own thoughts for a while now, because she looked at August like a deer caught in headlights, not expecting to be completely blindsided by her question. She'd been listening to August this whole time, thinking about just how awful things had been, but as someone who hadn't been around to witness any of it, she hadn't expected for her to be asked for input. She still maintained the position of an outsider in these matters, for better or worse, looking on like a detached observer. But the others didn't see her that way. August looked to her for guidance. Neon looked to her for approval... At some point, she had become a sort of anchor to these two girls and a source of reliability to the others. "Please. Ophelia. I'm begging you. Please let me see her again. I just want to know the truth... And if this is real... If she is as you say she is, maybe I could change her... Or at least, I'd like to try." "Ehhh, why am I the tiebreaker here? This whole thing... it's too complicated for me." She slowly let go of August's hand, the tips of her fingers brushing against it as she took a step back and hugged her own arm, looking down at Neon with a troubled look on her face as the cyber-samurai dogeza'd, pleading her case to the princess. "... Please raise your head, Neon. To prostrate yourself like this is unbecoming of a warrior who forced me to acknowledge her." Not only by protecting her, but by exchanging blows with her equally. Were it not for Ophelia's multiple sources of power, Neon would certainly be the better of the two. "Will you give me a chance?" "Hells, it's not like I'm a stranger to complicated family dynamics. My own father pushed me off into an abyss to die. Did I ever tell you two about that? But I know why he did it. I've had five thousand years to make peace with the fact that he couldn't let a heretic like me live. But this is different, Neon. If your sister tried to sell you off... there's no telling what she might do if she gets to meet you again." While she could sympathize with Neon's plea, she could also understand why August wasn't too thrilled about the idea. It was dangerous. Dying might be the best outcome if the worst were to pass. "Why don't we settle down for a bit? Emotions are running high. We've been talking for a while now, but maybe we should just wait for Medina to wake up? If there's a way for you to regain your memories, then you might find yourself not wanting to go back after all. If you still do, or if there's no way for you to get your memories back..." "... I'll personally help you, Neon."
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┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━━✧༺♥༻∞━◢ ✬ Serena ✬ ❝ So what if we can race against the wheels of death? If we are always running, we can't behold the sceneries Hoping that through my finder You'll find another answer The well inside my heart is overflowed with love ❞ "Mmnghhh... just five more minutes..." "Serena." "I said-- Oh, S-Shiro. I'm sorry... I was just having this very sweet dream where I, u-uhm..." Actually, maybe it was better if she didn't tell her that dream involved her? There were some things that would probably turn Shiro off if she went on a detailed account. Well, even now, the dream was already, regretfully, escaping her. Maybe it was for the best. After all, no dream could be sweeter than the reality of being in Shiro's presence. Sleeping on her lap, of all places! She wouldn't even dare dream of it, yet here she was. "Cea said you're looking good. You're on the road to making a full recovery." "Nghhh... that's good, but... shouldn't you be resting yourself? How come they let you leave your room, but I get a guard posted by my door at all times?" She pursed her lips together, pouting at the catgirl as if she was somehow the culprit for this arrangement. All while being willfully ignorant of the fact that it was her own fault for always trying to sneak around. It was in her nature to try and be stealthy though. In some ways, she might be more cat-like than the angelic cat herself. She was certainly more mercurial in her mood than the markswoman, who was incredibly hard to read given her stoicism. Then again... ... There were moments that surprised her, like that small grin of hers that made Serena's heart skip a beat. "Mmm... I suppose I can thank this new pillow for the sweet dream I had. So yes, I'd say the intended purpose was achieved..." She allowed herself to smile back, slightly twisting her body to face Shiro and giving her back to the entrance. She was so relaxed that she actually lowered her guard in that very moment, not noticing the various figures coming in until it was too late. Not that it would've changed anything. "Shiro...?" She looked up from her lap when she sensed Shiro tensing up, only to twist around to look in the direction of an uninvited guest when she grabbed her gun and instantly pointed it at the entrance of her room. "Relax Shiro, I'm not here for you. I'm here for your princess." Amber hues wandered from Shiro to the source of the voice, her gaze cold and unfeeling towards the one who had dared to break her peaceful time with Shiro. Were she in better shape, she'd make sure that these knaves paid for their transgression, regardless of who they were and who sent them. "Serena, yes?" "You would be correct... but I don't remember ever giving my name to someone like you." She pushed herself up to a sitting position, reaching over and gently pushing Shiro's gun down with her palm, giving her a reassuring smile and a shake of her head. There was no need for her to put herself at risk for her. If they wanted to harm them, they wouldn't have come in from the front door, regardless of what their intentions were. As much as she didn't like it, they probably did just come to talk. Although bringing so many people was a bit overboard, wasn't it? And guns? "I have a few questions about the doctor you "rescued" to work on my sister." "This is a place of healing- what need do you have for so much firepower? Are you that afraid of two injured girls?" Brushing off the woman's words at first, she gave a smug smirk as she raised her hand to cover her mocking expression behind slender fingers, taking a page from a certain, arrogant princess. When engaging in a battle of words, it was best to throw one's opponent off balance to gain an advantage. To goad one into giving more information than they wanted to was a quintessential part of being a royal, though Serena had admittedly favored a knife over the lashings of her tongue. "I'm afraid I know little of her myself. We were briefly acquainted as allies to the rebels-- but never truly accepted as part of them." She didn't lie; her relationship with the doctor had been brief before the rescue mission. She only knew of stories about her, difficult to parse what was true and what was fiction. "But if you're looking to hire her, I would advise you against wasting your time. She doesn't do work for murderers... anymore, anyway." |
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┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━━✧༺♥༻∞━◢ ✬ Ophelia ✬ ❝ You paint a picture in my mind, you wanna leave it all behind In a world that's turning all the time, nothing could stop me longing for your eyes ❞ "...Okay. If getting my memories back could help, then I think I could wait." "I do, Neon. I think having access to those memories can give some context to your decision, it's worth it." Only past Neon could know what she was thinking at the time. Why she had cut herself off from Lavender in the first place. It wasn't an easy affair, cutting off someone you'd known for so long, let alone a family member, but it was what was necessary to have a healthier, happier life sometimes. Like cutting off a necrotic limb in order to keep the infection from spreading, sometimes difficult decisions like that could seem downright impossible. But Neon had done it with the help of others. Though it was Neon's decision in the end, it would be unfair of her to just go off on her own after everything everyone around her had done to help her take back her freedom. However, if she wished to be caged again, then there was nothing any of them could do. Eventually, she'd be able to leave on her own and none of them could stop her, short of forcing her to stay. And then, how different would they be from her sister then? "I uh... Was curious a-about what you did with me earlier." "Hm...?" Sensing a change of topic incoming, Ophelia's ears perked up. She'd do anything to move on from this unpleasant topic for now, so she was eager to hear what Neon's concern was. However, she couldn't have expected her to bring up the fact that they had kissed. If they really had done something, she was sure that she'd feel guilty about it, but all Ophelia could do was let out a soft "Pff," when she revealed what it was she was so torn up about. And to do so in such an innocent, precious way too. She supposed the idea of a polygamous relationship would not be one's first instinct, but she still couldn't help but let out a soft giggle while August explained their situation. That was right. They hadn't really hashed out what they were even before Neon had gone into coma. They kind of danced around it, mostly because of Ophelia's only flip-floppiness. Or rather... her inability to sincerely say "I love you" back to August. She wanted to, but she was unable to because of her... circumstances. "Ophelia is ours. Our princess." "Excuse me, I'm my own princess," Ophelia crossed her arms under her chest, pushing up her breasts inadvertently while she pursed her lips in disapproval. "But yes... I suppose you could say I'm yours. As long as you two can keep up with me." But then she relented, smiling wistfully as she turned to look out the window, towards the starry sky. Like a bird, she wished for nothing more than to spread her wings and fly, but that didn't mean she had to do it solo. "Well... As long as Lia is willing to share. That being said, are you planning on being greedy with both of us...? Or..." "P-please forgive me for being embarrassed about this all! Its m-my first time being with others like this and I... I'm still a virgin." "Oh, you aren't. I made sure of that." Again, she smirked, brushing her fingers over her lips as she remembered the way their kisses felt. Neon had been the pushier one of the two when they were together, but that didn't mean Ophelia didn't take the lead for a bit. After August had her fun with her, she had some pent-up frustration she needed to get out; a reminder that she could still be in control even if she could barely feel her legs. "And I do plan on being greedy. My whole life, I've been nothing but selfless. I believe I've earned the right to be a bit greedy. But as far as the three of us go... No, I don't plan on having you both be my girlfriends only. It would be awfully selfish of me." Hells, she could barely handle August alone; she'd welcome Neon into the fold if it meant dividing their mutual attention on her. She liked the affection and attention, but even she had her limits. She was kind of like a cat... where too much love could actually make her feel smothered. "It's good to have you back, Neon." After all that, Ophelia smiled at the cybernetic vampire. "The team has felt empty without you. It's a small team as-is. And while you're not as loud as you were before... it's still good to have you back." Finally feeling as if a weight had been lifted off her shoulders, she took a step forward, nearly stumbling onto the couch, her eyes closing for a moment. All of the exhaustion she'd been holding back had suddenly hit her, causing her to feel a bit dizzy. "Huh... I'm, uh... I'm starting to feel a little tired all of a sudden..."
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┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━━✧༺♥༻∞━◢ ✬ Serena ✬ ❝ So what if we can race against the wheels of death? If we are always running, we can't behold the sceneries Hoping that through my finder You'll find another answer The well inside my heart is overflowed with love ❞ "Just know, if she doesn't want to end up in the crosshairs of people she really doesn't want to fuck around with, I recommend she reach out to me." "Ha. Thinly-veiled threats say a lot about how afraid you really are." Serena scoffed as she considered tearing the business card in two right in front of Lavender, only for her to begrudgingly set it down on the nightstand next to her bed for the time being. If it was her on the line, she wouldn't hesitate to piss off these mercenaries, but she had no right to decide that for Rei. If she wanted to help the void shades out, then it was up to her, but she didn't think the doctor would be too interested in exchanging leashes so soon after ridding herself of her previous one. "I'm sure you'll be meeting with her again soon, no? I trust you would be smart enough to warn her in advance. Working with the void shades beats working with some of the other rival companies that won't take no for an answer." "I've had the displeasure of working with your types before. I think death would be a better option." Ruthless mercenary companies were great at what they did, but they had no loyalty, no integrity, no solidarity. If one were to fail, it was basically a given that they would be discarded as soon as they stopped being profitable. The void shades sounded no different than other sordid companies she'd taken freelance contracts from in the past. And their middleman fees were shit. Seriously, who took 20% of the cut just for giving someone details on a job? She had to do all the prep work herself. "Oh, and do me a favor. Tell my sister I said hi." "I'll consider it... Not. Blehhhh~" Somewhat childishly, Serena pulled down her lower eyelid and stuck her tongue out at Lavender's retreating figure, only stopping once the older woman was gone. "I'm sorry for being as tense as I was. Just bad memories with her is all." "I understand. It must be really bad if she got you like that, but I'd prefer it if you were a little more cautious in the future. With your foresight and my assassin's skills, we should be able to tell danger from a mile away. I think we'd make a good team like that." With the source of their stress gone, Serena smiled at Shiro, reaching down and rubbing the catgirl's arm in an attempt to soothe her, all while leaning into her. She rested her head on Shiro's shoulder, letting out a small, purr-like noise of pleasure. Adrenaline still coursing through her veins, she needed a way to output all that extra energy her body was producing and she did it by rubbing her cheek against Shiro. "We have history on this ship, both good and bad. It was only a matter of time before the bad would arrive." "Mmm, don't we all. Everyone has a bit of good and a bit of bad. For me, though, it's mostly bad. But being here with you... it's the start of a lot of good in my life." She really couldn't remember all that good in her life. For much of her younger life, she'd been subjected to hard labor and harder lashings, taking the punishment of the younger children as the heir to the Lamprosian throne, as good as that was. She was taught to always put the needs of her subjects above her own. The only good memories she could remember were of her knight, a slightly older woman who, despite not being part of their lineage, had risked her life to help them out of slavery. Now, she was lying in bed with someone who would put herself in danger for her sake yet again. Only this time, butterflies danced in her stomach whenever she looked into the angel's eyes. "Though you handled yourself well. Much better than I could do myself. I'm proud of you. . . Beauty assassin." "Ugh... you heard about that?" She had thought it a distant memory at this point. A silly mishap borne out of her desperation to join in on the fun -- err, to help the friend of a friend in need. Not even Shiro's compliment could lessen the impact of her embarrassment as she swiftly pushed herself off Shiro and twisted around to throw the blanket over herself and a pillow over her own head. "Tell me. What went over you when you came up with that nickname? Medina and August were bantering about it and I couldn't help but be curious." "... It's an old Lamprosian story. From before we ever left our home planet. There were legends of a woman so beautiful, yet so deadly, she could end wars on a single night. She would kill the generals of the enemy country and leave behind a rose on their body, letting people know it had been her. It's said she was the chosen knight of a queen, but her name was never registered in our people's history books. She was known simply as... Beauty Assassin." A silly childhood tale, but one that Serena had idolized for as long as she could remember. It was her one true ideal when it came to assassinations. To be as elusive as that nameless assassin from so long ago. From before even Ophelia had been born, or her father before her. "... Speaking of roses! I was actually looking at some flower shops close by. Once I'm cleared to leave the hospital, I was thinking of making a tour through the shops. I couldn't find anything on lavenders... but I'm sure they must have some! Somewhere..." She wasn't all that confident, actually. But if they didn't, maybe she could find lavender seeds elsewhere. But she'd also have to get information on how to grow flowers before she got to show them to Shiro. "The only real problem is... I don't know where I'd plant them. And what kind of soil to get. And how much water to water them with and... actually, I've no idea where to even start." |
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┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━━✧༺♥༻∞━◢ ✬ Serena ✬ ❝ So what if we can race against the wheels of death? If we are always running, we can't behold the sceneries Hoping that through my finder You'll find another answer The well inside my heart is overflowed with love ❞ "With some grow lights, we could even grow the lavender inside our home too." "O-Our home? I-I..." She couldn't help but stammer. It hadn't been that long ago that she was trying to kill all of them, yet Shiro was willing to figuratively and literally open up theire home to her? The princess was in disbelief. Sure, she might've helped save their friend, but that couldn't be nearly enough to make up for what she'd done, let alone to accept her so intimately into their lives. ... No, maybe she was the one that needed to get over her past. Constantly doubting herself, punishing herself for the things she'd done, all while still stuck in the very memories that haunted her. How could she ever begin to atone for what she'd done and rebuild a life for herself if she was always second-guessing herself and others? How long until Shiro and the others got sick of this beaten dog act of hers and tossed her aside? She had to find value in herself if she was going to keep living. "So how about it? I think, given what happened here, it would be in our best interest if we kept each other company." "Just because of what happened today...?" Serena pouted up at Shiro. If it was just to keep each other safe, then she could handle herself just fine. If Shiro felt obligated to be with her because she felt like Serena was incapable of keeping herself safe, then she had no reason to accept. Her pride wouldn't let her. Besides, she already had a knight that was meant to be by her side and protect her. It was just... that they were currently not within range of each other. Serena touched the single earring on her left ear, the small piece of jewelry ringing in her ear. She waited for something before slumping her shoulders. "Looks like they're busy. I hope you don't mind settling with me." "I don't think I'm the one settling here, Shiro. But... I wouldn't have anyone other than you to accompany me. But, before that, there's something I want to get off my chest..." Serena pushed herself to sit up, gently bumping her shoulder against Shiro's and looking up at her. "I'm... I like you, Shiro. Like, like you. I don't think I've been that good at hiding it, and maybe you've just been looking for a moment to... let me down easy. I understand if that's the case. After all, how could a mere mortal like me ever hope to be with an angel like you...?" She chuckled self-deprecatingly, twirling her hair as she looked away, her cheeks flushing a light pink. "... Humans are especially short-lived. I know that, even if you were to reciprocate my feelings, the time I'd be with you would be like the blink of an eye for someone like you. E-Even so, I... I don't want to deny my feelings anymore. I've lived all of my life just... killing my emotions. I want to be able to love. And it's okay if you don't love me back. Just feeling butterflies in my stomach when I see you is enough for me." She smiled up at Shiro, slowly lifting both of her hands to cup her face in them. She looked into her eyes, her own glistening as she fought back tears of embarassment and sentimentality. "I can't ask you to feel about me the same way I feel about you, but... if I could make one selfish request? Even after I'm gone..." She lifted herself, her warm breath crashing against Shiro's lips as she dared to go for a kiss. "... could you remember me, Serena, not as a princess, but just as a girl who... lived her life in the best way she could...?" |
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┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━━✧༺♥༻∞━◢ ✬ Ophelia ✬ ❝ You paint a picture in my mind, you wanna leave it all behind In a world that's turning all the time, nothing could stop me longing for your eyes ❞ "Mhmm~ Ahhnn~" "Nghhh... mmmnnn..." Dreams of rose petals and poignant fencing were interrupted by the sounds of what she could only describe as pure, unadultered lust, as well as waves of pleasure that followed. Or rather, the electricity that her sensitive nerves sent to her brain were what awoke her at first, her eyes fluttering open and gazing up at the ceiling. She'd just closed her eyes to rest a little, when had she fallen asleep? ... Furthermore, where were her panties? She could feel a slightly cool breeze, as if the inbetween of her legs was cold yet warm at the same time. And what was that constant feeling of something licking at her...? She wasn't the kind to have wet dreams like this. August wasn't the kind of girl that would let her go sexually frustrated that long. And besides, she'd spent five thousand years without ever caring to explore that part of herself. Was this part of some sexual awakening...? "...? ......???" No, this wasn't some sort of lucid dream. She had plenty of experience with those. Her patron often had her experience her nightmares vividly, to the point that she sometimes had trouble differentiating dream from reality. Because they were synonymous to her. Maybe that was why it took her longer than it should've to realize what was going on. Her sleepy eyes met Neon's just as she gently nicked her privates with that vampiric fang of hers and the princess jolted. The cheeky little-- "... Just what do you two think you're doing...? Even if you're my lovers, don't you think assaulting me during my sleep is too much...?" She yawned, slowly waking up as she trapped Neon between her legs, squishing her face between her thighs. "Gust... Little Gusty... just what are you teaching my knight here? A knight shouldn't do this kind of thing to her princess..." She looked over to the witch, then down at Neon, clicking her tongue disapprovingly. "Or maybe you're just too hungry...? If you wanted a taste of your princess... all you had to was ask. I wouldn't mind giving you a bit of blood if that's what you wanted..." |
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┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━━✧༺♥༻∞━◢ ✬ Serena ✬ ❝ So what if we can race against the wheels of death? If we are always running, we can't behold the sceneries Hoping that through my finder You'll find another answer The well inside my heart is overflowed with love ❞ "Care to show me what type of love you want? I don't care if you're human. I just care that you're here." Serena was speechless. She expected to be let down easy, that Shiro would be the voice of reason to her unreasonable desire and bring her back to reality. Her lips trembled against the angel's, her one eye slowly fluttering open. She felt a smile forming, one that she had to actively push down. "But one day, I... I won't be here anymore. I'll grow old, and eventually, I'll... be gone. Meanwhile, you'll still be here. A-and as much as I want to say I'd be fine with you moving on after grieving me for some time, I..." She lowered her face, the very thought seizing her chest, carving a hole into her heart. Like a deep gash, where the thought of Shiro moving on from her was the knife and she was er own tormentor. "I know it's selfish, but... but I don't want to be forgotten. And if you moved on, then... eventually you would forget me. I know you would...!" It wasn't a matter of want or not. Unless she found a way to make Shiro remember her for as long as she lived, then she would be forgotten, lost to time, without any evidence of her existence. "I've never known the touch of others. Let alone the feeling of one's love up close." "I-I can't promise to be a good lover. I've never had a romance of my own either..." But of course, she had no chance to linger on those thoughts when the elation of her feelings being accepted eclipsed them. She had to stop herself from smiling like a fool - stupid facial muscles! - as Shiro continued on unfettered. It was hard for Serena to believe there had never been someone else who would see past her stoicism and admire her devotion to the ones she felt were under her protection. Although, perhaps, that same stoicism made it difficult for her to see those feelings, lest the other party came out and spoke them freely. "...And I'd like to get to know that feeling once. To feel loved." Lips parted slightly, hazel eyes stared at Shiro, unable to form the right words. What could she even say? She wanted that very same thing herself. To be more than what the world had forced her to become. To feel warmth when all she'd ever felt was the cold. "...If you can. For now, don't see me as an angel. Just see me for the me without a halo." "Will you do that for me, Serena?" "... I can't, Shiro..." The princess muttered softly, almost scared to speak the words. She recoiled at her own admission, realizing how it might sound and scrambling to continue, her first few words coming out as pure gibberish before she composed herself. Her heart was beating so loudly against her ears that she could barely hear herself. But, even as her body ached in protest, she slowly lifted herself onto Shiro's lap. "... Because doing so would mean denying a part of you. And I... I want to accept every part of you. I want to understand, so that I can love you more fully. So that I can... find the part of myself that I've lost. So that I can bloom, just as the flowers we plant and care for together will bloom." She smiled down at Shiro, pressing her lips to the angel's. "So don't ask me to deny you. Any part of you. I want to love you, Shiro. All of you..." |
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┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━━✧༺♥༻∞━◢ ✬ Ophelia ✬ ❝ You paint a picture in my mind, you wanna leave it all behind In a world that's turning all the time, nothing could stop me longing for your eyes ❞ "I was just teaching her how to love you right. After all, there's nothing wrong with teaching her what she already did before. Maybe she just needs a little practice." "Nghhh... Gust... I was thinking this sweet, innocent Neon was going to be fun to break in, but you just had to go and put ideas into her head..." To say she was a little frustrated with the current turn of events was an understatement. It wasn't enough to get her pissed off, but it was like putting a delicious pastry in the fridge to eat later, only to wake up and find it had been eaten by someone while she was napping. It was that kind of disappointment she was feeling right now. And yes, she was aware of the irony of equating Neon, the blood-sucking vampire, to a snack. But out of the two, she was certain that Ophelia was the scarier monster in the room. But maybe this was good. Rather than go through the troublesome process of breaking down Neon's inhibitions, August had made it clear that Neon wasn't against intimacy, especially not with a woman she'd just barely met in her own eyes. "And besides, its not like you told us no. If you want us to stop, just tell us stop." "Nghhh... W-Why should I...? You two are my servants; you are meant to give me pleasure. It is my right to indulge in this pleasure..." While she could still hold onto her dignity for now, it wasn't going to be easy with the two-pronged attack. It was hard enough to deal with Neon's insistent licking, but with August kissing her and occupying herself with the princess' chest, it was turning into a fool's errand really fast. "Come on, Ophelia. Stop me~ I don't think I could hold myself back if you make sounds like that." "Y-Youuuu... I'm going to get my payback eventually..." She muttered through gritted teeth, hands reaching down and squeezing both of August's ass cheeks. It was the best she could manage in terms of defiance, something that she was unwilling to give up even in this situation. She wasn't just going to give in because of the pressure mounting in her lower body, causing her breaths to become hotter and steamier with each lick, each squeeze, each twirl of their tongues. "You wouldn't mind if I gave you my own little love bite right?" "A-Ah, hey...! You could at least put it somewhere a little less conspicuous... geez..." "Ah~ P-please tell me I'm doing a good job! P-please!" "Ahhh, Neon. When you make that kind of face, it makes me want to bully you~ But you're doing... an amazing job... Mmmfff..." Ophelia leaned back on the sofa, letting her hands fall on top of Neon's head, her fingers threading through the pink-haired vampire's locks, her eyes looking down at her with both affection and admiration. She smiled down at her, brushing her fingers over her cheeks. "You're such a good girl, I'm gonna... ahhh~ Ahhh~...!" She let out a loud moan as she arched back, shutting her eyes so tightly that she could see stars even in the darkness behind her eyelids. "Fuuuu~ I... I really needed... this after everything..." |
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┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━━✧༺♥༻∞━◢ ✬ Serena ✬ ❝ So what if we can race against the wheels of death? If we are always running, we can't behold the sceneries Hoping that through my finder You'll find another answer The well inside my heart is overflowed with love ❞ "I don't want you to waste your energy trying to love the parts of me that only a god could love." "... You know, I'm closer to a god than you give me credit for. Did Ophelia never tell you about the divine blood that courses through our bloodline's veins? The first from our generation was made from the blood of a god. I may never be able to attain that divine spark, but..." Serena chuckled, shaking her head. She had seen what was on the flipside of mortality, what divinity would do to her. Her forefathers and foremothers had chased after that power for no reason other than to achieve godhood, but it had come at a great cost. But the things that power did to her when she wielded the Crown of Lampros... it had come too close to taking a chunk of her she didn't know she was unwilling to part with. "I can't force you to do that." "No one can force me to do anything, Shiro. All that I've done, I've done by my own will. Even when I was a slave. Even when I had to tuck away my humanity and my conscience to give my people hope... I did it all of my own will." She stated proudly, giving the angelic catgirl her own brand of a cheeky smirk, her expression reminiscent of Ophelia's own sardonic, wry expressions. It ran in the family, it seemed; the confidence to defy all, no matter how big or insurmountable a hurdle was. "And you for damn sure won't force me not to love you in my own way, so give it up already. Unless you like the chase. But I'd think, given your... nature, you'd be more kin to chase after me instead. Should I be more meek and submissive, like a little mouse for you to toy with? Hehe, sorry... I've never been that kind of assassin. The ones that draw you in by putting in a helpless act." Too strong-willed, to rigid. She would break rather than bend. She would shatter before she was forced to kneel. "I... Don't want to burden you. You've been through enough already. Far too much for me to-" "... Haa. You know," Serena's fingers played around Shiro's collar, gently tugging at her top as if she was struggling not to jerk it off of her. The tension she was feeling needed a release. Her eyes darkened slightly with a mixture of frustration and lust. "All of you... you've never once bothered to ask me what I've done. What the skeletons in my closet are like. You say you don't want to burden me, yet you haven't even bothered to know what I've been through. Nto unless I offered it myself. How can you decide what is too much for me? Who are you to decide, Shiro?" She didn't mean to be too confrontational about it, but she didn't want to be coddled by her and the rest of the group. She was no saint, not some innocent girl who would crumble at the slightest push. And with her determination to find a path towards redemption, she knew that the path ahead would be nothing short of thorny. "...I don't know. I can't promise you that I'd be a good fit for you if you want the angelic side of me too... But if this is what you want, then I'll try." "Why don't you let me decide? ... Hehe. I think I like this side of you. You're so much more vulnerable..." She leaned in, kissing Shiro's throat, then the side of her neck and finally moving down to her collarbone and sucking hard enough to leave a mark. "No matter what happens, I'll promise to remember you.... Though I don't think I could help it... After all, you'll be my first love." "Good, 'cause you're mine too. I won't forgive you if you easily forget me after this. I'll come back from the afterlife, the Fugue Planes or wherever I have to crawl back from to haunt you. Maybe I should... leave a more permanent mark on you so you can never forget me." She came back up, her smile mischievous, but her eyes hiding a more obsessive darkness behind them for an instant before they regained their light. "Just kidding, of course! I could never bring myself to harm you. If I ever hurt you again... I'll slit my own throat to make up for it. I don't... I don't want to hurt you ever again." |
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┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━━✧༺♥༻∞━◢ ✬ Ophelia ✬ ❝ You paint a picture in my mind, you wanna leave it all behind In a world that's turning all the time, nothing could stop me longing for your eyes ❞ "Don't keep me out of it. I want to feel you too." "I-I'm not... trying to keep you out. D-Do you even realize how... distracting it is to have two girls on top of you...?" Ophelia could barely cling on to her sanity right now, yet August had the audacity to act like she wasn't part of the problem. Ophelia's hand squeezed, feeling August's breasts with both of her hands. Her warmth, and her heartbeat. She flushed, envy and awe at both things that the princess couldn't have. Only two emotions in the maelstrom that was the myriad of feelings she was currently experiencing. She huffed, returning August's kiss with the same fervor, pushing her tongue against the witch's as she tried her best not to be overwhelmed, her unshakable resolve to not be outdone shining through against the assault both women were putting her under. Her legs draped over Neon's shoulders, going slack as her hips bucked against the vampire's unforgiving tongue and jolting every few seconds as she clung on and refused to climax so easily. She was stubborn to the end, unwilling to give in just yet despite Neon's desperate lashings. The cybernetic woman couldn't be any more passionate, or so Ophelia thought, only to be proven wrong as Neon continued to find more of her weak spots, drawing out long, winded moans from the princess with each lick. "Looks like it didn't take long for her to learn, did it?" "Haa... haa... sh-shut... up..." Breathless, Ophelia struggled to catch up as August left her lap, joining Neon on the ground. She could barely move her legs and her eyes were glazed over, tears pricking at the corners of her eyes as she looked down at the two, both fearing and anticipating what they would do next. Her hand fell on top of Neon's head, gently ruffling her hair, affection winning over any other emotion she had. Not even the frustration of being toyed with was enough to get her to treat both girls with the affction they deserved. "Go easy on me... for a second..." she pleaded, though she knew her request would fall on deaf ears. Both girls were clearly too far gone with their lust to even listen to any reason. Not that Ophelia could bear to be honest about her feelings. "Ah...!" Brunette locks fell over Ophelia's eyes as she felt August's lips press against her skin, the unbearable heat inside her only being stoked by the simple yet alluring vision of her planting her metaphorical flag over her womb. "Haa... ahh...?" She was almost too drunk on arousal herself to reason with what Neon was asking at first, only for her eyes to slowly focus back as they fell on Neon's trembling knees. They lit up with recognition, crimson hues meeting the vampire's own with a hint of sadism behind them. Only then did she realize what Neon was doing by submitting completely to her to the point of edging herself just to give Ophelia power over her own body. There was a moment where she simply hummed, though her throat was so hoarse from moaning that it hurt her to do it. She coughed slightly, breaking the illusion of superiority she was trying to create. "Y-Yes, Neon... cum. Cum for your princess. Let me see you, all of you. Your shameful face as it loses itself in the throes of lust. And then... make me cum too. That's an order from your princess..." She lowered a hand to Neon's chin, lifting her face towards her as if looking down at an adoring puppy, her gaze transfixed in the wonder that was Neon's drunken fervor, her total devotion apparent in those hazy yet somehow still innocent eyes of hers. "Show me... what a good girl you are." |
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Her demeanor was so different from just a few minutes ago, when she had holed herself up in the bathroom because she didn't feel like she had the guts to tell Neon the truth about her sister. Ophelia gave August major side eye when she spoke for the princess with the shuddering legs, only to roll them when she decided she didn't have the energy to come at her with some sarcastic comeback. Not that she could anyway, given how hard it was to just keep herself conscious. She let out a shaking breath, her eyes falling over her eyes as she sat back and thought that the ordeal had come to an end. "We'll clean it up once we're done~" "Once we're done? You're saying... Its not over?" It wasn't over? She'd already cum and she was spent, her legs barely answering her commands. What else could she want...? "Of course not. I've yet to cum~ And she owes me an orgasm or two after teaching you how to eat her out." "... And why exactly am I the one paying the price here...? Shouldn't... Neon be the one you should be smacking with the bill...?" She could hardly find a method to August's madness, but it was clear that there was none when it came to intimacy. It was as if all her confidence became hyperfocused in pleasure and lust when they got like this, with the girl becoming insatiable. Even succubi and incubi from the Hells would probably be intimidated by how proactive and aggressive she became. "Don't think that you're the only two people that are allowed to have fun here~ I'll get jealous." "I refuse to believe there's a jealous bone in your body, Gust-- Ahh~!" While she was busy snapping back with a smirk despite her powerless state, August had climbed over her and had their sexes connected. Ophelia bit her lip, trying to keep her voice from leaking out yet again. "Look at me. Moan for me. I wanna hear it. I've been good too." "Y-You're so needy sometimes. I swear... I'm always looking at you, yet it's not enough. Or maybe you just aren't looking back at me enough to notice...?" If August was going to resort to guilt-tripping her, then Ophelia was going to fight back. "Don't think I'm just gonna let you cum only once~ Now what type of girlfriend would I be if I left you unfulfilled?" "Mmm~ I'm pretty fulfilled, though--? Ahh~ Nghhh~" Still feeling sensitive after the first orgasm, Ophelia couldn't muster up the strength to give a proper response, her brows furrowing together weakly and her eyes crossed slightly, unintentionally biting down on her lip hard enough to bleed slightly, a thin streak of blood sliding down from her lip and to her chin. "I'm sure she would appreciate a little show. Let's make sure not to disappoint~" "H-Hmph...! I'm a prin... cess! Don't think I'll just... take this the entire time. I came already, but you're probably teetering on the edge yourself, aren't you~? Doesn't that mean you're... really sensitive right now?" Turning her frown into a smirk, she fought back against the waves of electric pleasure to grind back against August, taking the initiative to August's slow rhythm by rubbing her pussy against the witch's in a faster, more aggressive rhythm. She reached for August's head, wrapping her hand around the back of it as she pulled her into a rough, sloppy kiss, moaning into her mouth as she felt every nerve in her lower body scream at how overly sensitive they were, yet she didn't stop. It was at times like this that her mental fortitude and high tolerance for pain came in handy. She could numb herself to the mind-melting pleasure long enough to bring August down to her level and make her a mess just like herself if it meant that she wasn't the only one giving a shameful display. "Puahhh~ You know what's not fair~? That only I get to be a mess... If you're gonna show Neon this shameful side of me, then you should show yours too. Look, Neon~ This is the girl who fell in love with a sinful princess~" Ophelia gave a little yank to August's hair, pulling her face back so that Neon could see August, both the princess and the witch finding themselves lost in the throes of pleasure. "She's so shameless, isn't she~?" |
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"Mmm~ I'm pretty fulfilled, though--? Ahh~ Nghhh~" August would not be simply satisfied watching her get off to another. Her ego wouldn't let her. While the talk earlier had dulled her libido for the moment, it was often after the adrenaline that came from making her way out of a mission did she feel herself at her most needy; Each grind back against her placating the desire for more just for the moment. "H-Hmph...! I'm a prin... cess! Don't think I'll just... take this the entire time." The tides of power were in her favor. "But you're dolng so well, princess~ You deserve to be spoiled rotten." If her eyes could, they would be filled with hearts set for the woman she grinded against. Only then did she feel something sudden that made her knees grow weak: Ophelia taking on the offensive on her own. "I came already, but you're probably teetering on the edge yourself, aren't you~? Doesn't that mean you're... really sensitive right now?" She bit her lip, only to feel her mouth part upon tasting the flesh of the mouth that was once moaning protests against her. Closing her eyes, she fell for Ophelia's tactics, going from violator to victim as her legs spread openly for her to be fucked back. "Puahhh~" "Oh gosh... G-gods, Lia... F-fuck... I needed this... I needed this badly." The human began to drool as she opened her eyes to reveal to the other two that they began to roll from the sudden stimulation of both above and below. "You know what's not fair~? That only I get to be a mess... If you're gonna show Neon this shameful side of me, then you should show yours too." Her mouth was agape as she drooled openly, gasping and groaning to the feeling of her princess' slit rubbing against her own.
"Look, Neon~ This is the girl who fell in love with a sinful princess~" "Wow..." While there was a small pang of jealousy she felt not being the once in the same position as August, it did little to curb the feeling of curiosity that came from knowing that others could be rendered so vulnerable through exerted intimacy. "Can you show me how to do that to you later?" Naive and hopeful, she treated the lesson that took place in front of her as a learning experience, believing herself to be a student of love while these two dueled for euphoria in front of her. "I think it looks... Wonderful." Learning her corruption, the scent of blood from each and every word was intoxicating. "She's so shameless, isn't she~?" August wasn't afraid of being what Ophelia wanted, even in front of others. It was a beloved consequence of her ego; One she would proudly be responsible for. "She is. But he looks really pretty that way too." Only then, when she shifted her body to gaze up at the woman she called her partner did she feel her insides tremble in love as the possessive attitude she took. "Ophelia-" August used her full first name, hinting at the signs that she was losing control of the attitude she wielded as a weapon just minutes before. The princess was right. She was already close. The sight of watching her being toyed with when she was asleep as well as enjoying the feeling of Neon's lips had made her all too sensitive to the sudden act of shifting power in her favor. "KEEP GOING!" She curled her legs around her lover's body in the hopes that she could feel more of her affection. "FUCK ME! TOUCH ME! LOVE ME! I NEED IT." She screamed. Closing her eyes and clenching her teeth, she shuddered as the first splash of her own release had washed atop of Ophelia's pussy. "Liaaaa~" Her words were slurred, her body drugged with sex. She twitched not once but twice, her hips grinding against Ophelia as she rode out the waves of her own climax in front of Neon. With arms extended, she lifted herself up to kiss her princess. "Hold mee..." Her hair was a mess as was the couch underneath them. Too exhausted to act or think, she leaned in on her instinct, simply indulging in the connection that lay between them and their bodies placed against each other raw. "Thank youuu..." Gust kissed her again, letting her tongue pierce her mouth to embrace her insides as much as she did her outsides. Fatigued, as she clumsily stumbled through her kiss through gasping breaths, her eyelids grew heavy right before she slumped forward into a sex-induced nap. However, unfortunately for the princess herself, there was another girl there looking up to her. "C-can we practice next? I want a turn." |
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By the time that evening came and Medina awoke from her nap, as she spotted the doctor awake and busy, she slowly slipped her way outside only to find the three slumped over each other, asleep. The mess they made of each other made Medina sigh at the sight, though at least, while they made a mess, she knew they were safe. "You guys..." Grabbing a blanket from nearby, she tossed it across the three to ensure they were comfortable before turning down the lights to let them sleep for longer. After what they endured together, she believed that they earned it. "... You all really need to get your own room." She chuckled before returning back into the place where the other doctor was. "Hey Rei, I always wanted to ask you," Despite her room being on the smaller end, given the fact that she herself was small, there was more than enough space for the both of them to move freely. "What got you working for the rebels in the first place? Someone like you would've probably been accepted to work at most places in the galaxy." Sitting beside her, she avoided getting in the way of whatever she was doing, simply spectating as her eyes flashed with the many colors of different screens displaying the news of what occurred in her sleep. "And I can't help but think that your research would've also warranted a high position at any of the universities around. Did they have something you wanted that you couldn't find elsewhere?" Unlike Ophelia, Dr. Alco was someone that wasn't a princess of her own. She didn't lack the same technical experience as the rest of them, nor was she born of that time period. "Not that I'm against you being here, of course. I quite like having someone else around that understands the work I do. Its just... It makes me wonder, you know? Every doctor has a reason why they serve the people they do unique to them and I want to hear yours." |
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┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━━✧༺♥༻∞━◢ ✬ Dr. Alcor ✬ "Ahhh, don't go into that bush! The jungler's obviously waiting-- aghhh... what did I tell you?! Damn supports just never listen..." Given the fact that she wasn't so lucky as to be unconscious during the girls' loud and harmonious lovemaking, Rei had to turn her attention elsewhere. Thankfully, she had installed aural suppressors in her ears for times when she needed to focus. And for times when she'd rather not have her attention taken by other, somewhat troublesome... acts. The amount of pheromones in the air was surely as high as it could be and the doctor would sooner avoid anything to do with sex. Instead, she had turned her attention to a good old game of Confederation of Champions. She hadn't played in a while; just at the start of the season to get that sweet Gold rank reward, and had left it soon after. Most of the time, she was too busy to play games, even though they had been an anchor to her mental health when she was studying to be a doctor. Now? She actually found herself without much to do. The idleness was troubling and her synthetic fingers twitched for something to do. Of course, her teammates quickly made her regret that decision, as she found herself paired up with a bunch of idiots who seemed more like unintellectualized baboons mashing their big hands into their keyboards and mouses. "--... tor. Doctor." "Wha-- What are you forfeiting for?! I'm still scaling! If you're gonna feed, at least let me carry before giving up!" "Doctor...!" "What! I thought I told you to stay in hibernation mode unless something happened-- Oh." "Medina." The doctor spun on her chair, clicking past the results screen in her computer as she turned her attention to the ghost girl. She was reminded of how small the girl was when she sat next to her like that. Rei wasn't all that tall or big herself, just about average in terms of height. Small for her species, but only when compared to the males. Most females of her race were her size, if not a little taller, and boasted of above average physical capabilities, but also very fragile limbs and organs. It was part of the reason she'd become a doctor; to study what made her own species tick. Even her younger sister had heart problems growing up that had made it impossible for her to enjoy in the physical activities her people liked to engage in. "What got you working for the rebels in the first place? Someone like you would've probably been accepted to work at most places in the galaxy." A valid question, and one Rei had expected to arrive sooner. What kind of person would put the life of their friend in the hands of someone they knew nothing about? "Maybe, but I didn't want to work at most places in the galaxy." Rei half-scoffed. Not because she found Medina's suggestion silly or ridiculous, but because she found herself repulsed at the idea of working most everywhere. She had a certain idea about herself, one of talent and boundless potential that would only be stifled by most organizations. After the promise she'd made to herself and to her late sister, she couldn't bear the thought of letting herself settle for something simple and easy. She had to reach heights that no mortal or god had ever even imagined. "And I can't help but think that your research would've also warranted a high position at any of the universities around. Did they have something you wanted that you couldn't find elsewhere?" "Freedom." Rei reached into her pocket, fishing out an unmarked pill bottle and popping one into her mouth. A dietary supplement made by her. It had enough nutrients to feed her for the next eight hours, although it would do nothing to stifle the feeling of hunger. It wasn't hard to make the brain think she was full, but she found that being just a little hungry made it easier to focus on tasks. "A lot of institutions say they're willing to give unlimited budgets to those who earn it, but it always comes with strings attached. And of course... ethical expectations. Let's just say that... I know someone who holds a lot of authority within the rebel army, despite not officially aligning himself with them. He's also very rich. Rich enough that an unlimited budget is actually a feasible concept. And my research... it required a lot of money and very little supervision." She wouldn't hide the fact that she wasn't free of sins. There had been a lot of things, a lot of jobs, that had tested her morality... and she had chosen the easy path in many instances. "I provided weapons and bots for the rebel army and exchanged certain information with him. In exchange, he would give me what I asked for and ask very little. Often only out of sheer curiosity, rather than because he wanted a return on investment. He's the one that created Yukihime, the cyberswordswoman on my ship... and Arashi." Rei didn't elaborate on the latter, her expression darkening as some less-than-enjoyable memories crossed her mind. "Not that I'm against you being here, of course. I quite like having someone else around that understands the work I do. Its just... It makes me wonder, you know? Every doctor has a reason why they serve the people they do unique to them and I want to hear yours." "Haha..." She chuckled, turning back to the computer to queue up for another game while they talked. "Well... Despite having a PhD, our operation on Neon was only my second time doing surgery. I might've mentioned that. My first one was my sister. While we were escaping from our planet, we got hit by a stray artillery strike trying to take down the evacuation ship. I lost my leg, but she... she was nearly charred beyond recognition. I desperately did everything I could to keep her alive, but the ship's supplies were limited. I'm afraid all I did was prolong her suffering. She lived for three weeks before her heart finally stopped, and not once did she ever regain consciousness long enough for me to say goodbye to her. Ever since then, I... my hands would shake at the mere thought of healing someone." They still did, even now that she recalled the operation. It was good that they had managed to bring Neon back, but... she couldn't believe she'd done it. She was certain she would mess up somewhere. "So yeah... that's my story. Some time ago, I would've scoffed at the idea of helping with something like that. But after I... after Kotone gained consciousness, I think I've... finally let go of something I'd been holding onto for a very long time. I think I'm ready to turn over to a new chapter in my life." |
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Well, I didn't want to intrude on their touching reunion." "Its not often that I get to meet people like you. People with good reasons." "I find science to be amoral at best, but... I suppose I'd rather do good than harm, if I had to choose. In the end, though, I'm nothing more than a selfish woman with even more selfish desires..." The game was already counting down, her teammates bickering at each other in the chat already because one of them had picked a suboptimal or strange character for the role they'd been assigned. The teammate in question lamented that they usually never played their respective role, and at least one of the other teammates already had a defeatist attitude, saying 'go next' before the game had even started. There was an imperceptible twitch in the corner of Rei's mouth, like she was cracking a smile at the deja vu she was currently experiencing. Though, if it happened more times than she could count, could it even be considered deja vu? This was more like the usual environment she played in, and it only became more and more ubiquitous as she went up the ranks. This was why she had stopped playing the game seriously. That, and the fact that Kotone had a bad habit of backseat gaming her when she played, telling her about when the jungler had shown in the map under a ward or something. While she imagined most players would jump at the chance of cheating their way into a higher rank, Rei wanted to get there on her own merit. "What game are you playing, Rei?" "Confederation of Champions. It's this popular MOBA where you go 5v5 against another team and the first to destroy the other team's base wins--" First Blood. Before she even had a chance to finish explaining the basic premise of the game, Rei turned her head to the screen almost mechanically, her gaze going blank as she stared in disbelief at the death timer of one of her teammates, ganked in one of the most obvious bushes in the game where low-level players would just group up and wait for a poor sucker to bush-check them. And then the question mark pings and curses came rolling in, some of the blame being thrown towards Rei who had just reached the first tower of her lane on the other side of the map, as if somehow it was part of her fault for not going out of her way to help the idiot jungler invade or something. "W-why would they call you such a thing? That's horrible!" "... Heh... hehehehe... ahahaha..." Rather than answer Medina's innocent question, Rei began to laugh maddeningly, her eyes losing their light and her expression becoming one fitting of her mad scientist persona. She had shown quite a bit of restraint and composure all this time, but it was as if something had snapped inside her, her metal digits quickly typing away at the keyboard. [Shut up you *@$!$% jungler, you should've @#$$(!$* known that they might try something like that. It's one of the most @$$@!$% noob things. No wonder you're @$!!~!$ hardstuck in Silver with your smooth $@*!&^( brain.] She typed with abandon, letting out all of her built-up frustration by blasting abusive language over and over until she suddenly found herself unable to send messages. It seemed she had been banned from text chat for a few days. Ah well... it was better if she just focused on the game. "Uhh... Is this normal? K-Kotone?" "Hmm? Yes...! In fact, this is quite mild compared to the stuff some people say sometimes. Sometimes, if people find out that Rei-- I mean, the doctor, is a horsegirl, they will say the most foul things... and the doctor will fire back with ten times the force. This is actually her tenth account this year. A two-day chat ban is quite mild compared to what she usually gets for flaming." "I have learnt the art of restraint over the years, hehehe... though I'm still banned from streaming the game online. That used to give me a nice bit of pocket money for some of my pet projects..." "Well, doctor... you did dox that troll that one time..." "That guy was stream-sniping me! Plus, it's his fault for playing the game without a VPN. Seriously, who goes online nowadays without one?" She chatted away casually while farming, taking pokes at her HP from her lane opponent every once in a while as her HP was slowly chipped away at. Then, as soon as she hit level 3, she went on the offensive, pulling her opponent in and performing a perfect full combo on them, killing them without a sweat before going back to farming. The opponent, obviously frustrated, used their teleport spell to go right back in as soon as they respawned, figuring they had a chance for a revenge kill with half of Rei's HP shaved away. Rei mechanically proceeded to perform her full combo again, one-shotting the now-raging opponent. [Busted #@$%!! champ. Go KYS you stupid @#$!.] "... Hehe. My day just got a little bit better. Oh, Medina, would you be interested in playing? I've been looking for a duo partner ever since my last one tried to dox me. I promise I won't flame you." Rei turned to Medina as she went under the safety of her towered and went back to base to buy some items, smiling sweetly at the ghost girl. "Don't believe her, Dina. She'll definitely flame you if she gets tilted enough." "Shut up, Kotone. If I do flame, it's out of love. Tough love." |
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[Shut up you *@$!$% jungler, you should've @#$$(!$* known that they might try something like that. It's one of the most @$$@!$% noob things. No wonder you're @$!!~!$ hardstuck in Silver with your smooth $@*!&^( brain.] Reports had immediately started rolling in as one of her own allies preferred to go AFK out of spite, letting everyone else suffer in the team over over-inflated egos that were far too easy to bruise. "Hmm? Yes...! In fact, this is quite mild compared to the stuff some people say sometimes. Sometimes, if people find out that Rei-- I mean, the doctor, is a horsegirl, they will say the most foul things... and the doctor will fire back with ten times the force. This is actually her tenth account this year. A two-day chat ban is quite mild compared to what she usually gets for flaming." The fact that this was her version of normal spoke a lot about the sorts of pressure she was accustomed to. The ghost girl couldn't imagine herself in the same condition, constantly berated only to have her own species be used as an edge against her. "I have learnt the art of restraint over the years, hehehe... though I'm still banned from streaming the game online. That used to give me a nice bit of pocket money for some of my pet projects..." "Well, doctor... you did dox that troll that one time..." "That guy was stream-sniping me! Plus, it's his fault for playing the game without a VPN. Seriously, who goes online nowadays without one?" "Wait- You've been livestreaming this? L-like to other people?" The /all messages were immediate upon having their character be executed. [Busted #@$%!! champ. Go KYS you stupid @#$!.] Not only was she forced to go against the other members of her team, but she had to deal with handling communication from the enemy as well. "I- I don't know if-" Looking from the message back towards the horsegirl, instead of finding frustration like she expected, what she found was a sinister smile. Rei was enjoying this far too much. "... Hehe. My day just got a little bit better. Oh, Medina, would you be interested in playing? I've been looking for a duo partner ever since my last one tried to dox me. I promise I won't flame you." She gulped as she heard the offer. Though, as much as she was hesitant, a part of her wanted to have something to distract herself from the debauchery outside. Besides, she thought to herself, how hard was learning how to play the game compared to piloting a ship under combat? "I mean... If you really want to, I don't think I'd mind giving it a shot... As long as there's a way to not see what everyone else is saying of course." Pulling out her laptop, the dog girl didn't hear what Kotone said as she interfaced while logging into her computer. Upon jacking out however, she heard a little tidbit of their chat. "...it's out of love. Tough love." Medina turned around, tilting her head. "Tough love? What do you mean?" By then, the game had reached its middle point. Instead of simple duels on the side lanes with occasional ganks, her enemies had begun to rotate as a team to take objectives, going from destroying her base's defenses to scouring the jungle over the sake of hunting down the primordial squid for its buffs. [Let me guess. You and the ******** AFK mid laner are a duo! No f***** wonder.] The terms were alien to Medina who always preferred the co-op RPG and casual titles in between her missions. "A duo? What does being a duo mean?" Medina asked while a team fight was about to happen. Despite the added time pressure coming from the squid respawning soon, the players from both sides of the battlefield had begun to argue in chat. [I bet they're afk sucking tentacles or some shit.] One of them mentioned, only for another to respond from the other side. [What? Don't cry about not being good enough to carry.] "T-tentacles?" There weren't many others that bore that appendage aboard the ship. While they were around, she never heard of the term duo being related to them. "I don't think I could be a duo if-" A sudden notification played from her laptop speakers. Thanks to the terrifyingly fast download speed of the internet aboard the station, before she could even give it a second thought, the game had called for her attention, showing a menu for a tutorial. ". . . Hey Kotone?" If Rei was too busy to help, she felt it was only right to ask the AI that watched her for so long. "I'd really appreciate it if you could guide me. My laptop is modified to act a little differently than most computers so. . . I apologize if I get confused." Interfacing herself with her computer once again, instead of simply playing the game as a spectator, Medina herself had entered into the game, seeing through the eyes of her blank character that had yet to be selected. Around her was an abandoned industrial site filled with beams and other objects to grant cover. With the numerous characters on screen, she chose the one that most reminded her of herself: A champion dressed in a doctor's white coat armed with a flask in one hand and a pistol in another, one that was labeled as a "support." "Huh. This isn't all that different from what I'm used to carrying." She spoke as she loaded in, finding little cloaked troops armed with rifles and magical swords walking around her as they approached their lane. "What do I do, Kotone? Do I follow them?" As she pondered, one of the minions waved her forwards, only for an arrow to display the direction of where the game wanted her to head. With the bit of added advice, she was able to guide herself to where the minions were beginning to clash, only to find a character similar to Rei's chosen champion on the other side of the battlefield. "Oh! Its Rei!" She formed a digital keyboard to type with as she waved, having her message display over her head to no avail. Whatever was taking on Rei's avatar saw Medina differently. It was an enemy. Her very first PVP encounter. "Uh... Why can't she hear me?" |
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Painkillers that the countless war victims needed, and yet the only thing that made her numb to the pain. It was always pain that she was running away from, looking to replace it with something equally as destructive, but at least she didn't have to think about it. In the end, videogames had become the one habit where she could stop feeling like shit. Well, besides the sleepless nights, but those came to her naturally. "A duo? What does being a duo mean?" "Hehe... A duo is tantamount to a soulmate. You promise one another to support each other during hard times, to never flame one another and to... son of a bitch, this godsdamned jungler! That's the third gank he whiffs on my lane and he's even stealing my minions! I swear to Theth if he does it one more time..." Still engrossed in the game, Rei couldn't give a straight answer to Medina, oblivious to how unnerved the dog girl was to the whole thing. ". . . Hey Kotone?" "Yes?" The AI appeared as a hologram on a small interface on the desk, her hands neatly placed in front of her as she looked up at Medina, even though she wasn't actually looking at her through the hologram. She was glimpsing at her through Rei's eyes, right on her periphery. All it took was a second of Rei taking her eyes off the screen for the AI to see and study Medina's expression in milliseconds and process the information. "I'd really appreciate it if you could guide me. My laptop is modified to act a little differently than most computers so. . . I apologize if I get confused." "That's fine! The doctor had a lot of trouble when she first started playing. She blamed it on the button configuration, but I think she just didn't want to admit she didn't get it at first. Still, everyone plays differently! They've even managed to make it accessible to blind and deaf people, and even those without hands!" She sounded like a bot advertising the game, complete with her pristine and sweet smile. "The doctor thinks this is cheating, but I can actually interface with your computer to offer you information you might miss. Teeechnically AI is against the terms of service, but lots of people use it anyway. Even the company uses it to hand out bans!" "Which is stupid. I'm pretty sure it was one of those damn clankers that got me banned-- shit, sorry." There was an awkward silence as both the doctor and the AI fell silent, the derogatory term clearly being a sore spot for the latter. "Doctor... Even I am not unique. Sentient artificial constructs such as I are fairly common. I'm sure this station has some as well, so you would do best to mind your language." "I said I was sorry already, alright? Medina, you know it was a slip-up, right?" Kotone let out a sigh, shaking her digital head before turning her attention back to Medina's own game. "What do I do, Kotone? Do I follow them?" "Yes! Follow those to your lane. Oh-- your lane is the role you pick for the game. Since it's a tutorial, it seems you were automatically given a lane based on the information the software read from your computer. The game tries to steer you into a role it thinks you'll enjoy the most. It seems you were given the support role. Some people prefer to ignore it, like the doctor." "I tried playing attack damage carry, but I couldn't find a duo that actually supported me. Do you know how frustrating it is to not get heals when I need them?" "Uh... Why can't she hear me?" "Oh, that's not actually the doctor. In the actual game, there's a pool of over 500 characters you can choose from, and they keep adding more every year. The doctor's character is actually one of the older ones and it's gone through a lot of balance changes and reworks to keep up with newer releases." "Oh, you got matched up with a Pariah bot as a support player? Ha, that would be funny to watch if it was an actual person you were playing against. Go ahead and poke it. Oh, 'poking' means to use ranged attacks to slowly whittle its HP down. You wouldn't be able to get away with that if it was a real person, but the bots in this game are really dumb..." As if to show this, The Pariah, the character Rei was playing, was simply hitting the minions without a care in the world, not even trying to farm gold properly. It would aggro onto Medina's character if she did attack it, but would just as quickly forget about it and go back to farming if Medina went back a few steps. "Oh, you leveled up! Once you hit level 3, you can probably kill the enemy with how low its HP is even if you're playing a support champion. Ahhh, this makes me want to get into the game too. Maybe we could get two of the other girls to play with us and make a full party!" "Ehhhh... I have to carry four people? I'm fine carrying Medina while she learns, but I don't know if they could play with me. I guess I could smurf to play with them, but then I'd have to buy the skins I like for my champions..." "Oh! You got a kill, Medina! Good job! Don't worry, the bots don't flame, so you don't have to worry about that. We'll go ahead and change your settings after this is done so you can mute the chat. Now, you should teleport back to base to buy items and--" Double kill. Triple kill! Quadra kill! "Come out here and give me my penta kill, you coward!" "... And buy some items. Oh, ignore the recommendations. Those are for when you're playing support. You should buy damage items for right now, but usually you'd buy the recommended items." |
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If Rei ever entertained having a child, she figured this would be how it would be like. The wonder of watching someone learn on their own was pure joy in and of itself. And to know that she had a hand in nurturing and helping them thrive... Well, maybe that would be worth everything she'd gone through to be here today. But Medina wasn't a kid; she was probably older than the doctor, at least chronologically. Given that she was a ghost, she was probably frozen biologically in terms of age. "H-hey, doctor." "Mhm?" Twirling the lollipop around in her mouth, the horse girl watched Medina's face neutrally yet with unmistakable curiosity in her eyes. It looked like she was having a tough time playing, so why was she still struggling through it? "Are the games meant to be lasting this long?" "No..." She looked at her own screen in comparison, the game having lasted only about twenty minutes by comparison. "But you'd better have nothing else to do in the next hour if you decide to queue up for a game. There's no such thing as a quickie here. Well, unless you wanna play on the Bridge instead... but we'll get to that." Rei crossed a leg over the other, her lips curling into a playful smile as she watched her bot teammates fumble over and over, much like people. The AI had become so advanced that it was hard to tell a bot from a person nowadays. "The others are really holding me back." "Heh, you just stumbled upon the game's single player experience. You get idiots trying out new characters on a ranked game, idiots who've never played a specific role getting shoved into it and idiots who only know how to play one role and so they flounder when they don't get that role." She chuckled, popping the lollipop back into her mouth as she slid her chair closer to Medina, her leg brushing against the ghost doctor's. She was cold to the touch, but Rei enjoyed the cold. "Sometimes you're the one being held back... sometimes you're the one holding others back. This game has a way of... driving people mad." She whispered into Medina's fuzzy ear. Despite her reservations, Medina did eventually win the war of attrition. It wasn't just her teammates that were dumb, but pretty much every bot. It was pretty much a tutorial on what not to do as a player, and Medina had passed with flying colors by winning. It wouldn't have matter if she lost, given the RNG aspect of the game itself, but winning did offer a little extra frame for her user icon, like a medal of honor. "Haa... And you're telling me you do that a lot?" Rei let out a laugh, not one filled with that aloofness she was used to showing, but a mirthful, genuine laughter that surprised even Kotone. "It's a lot more fun when you're playing with people you know, I promise. I used to have a gaming group I played with regularly. Some were from the same college I attended while others were from my evacuation ship. We used to have a grand old time together. It's been a few years since then." She pulled out the lollipop, rolling it around in her fingers before popping it into Medina's mouth, giving her a mysterious look. "Want me to pop your CoC cherry? My, but we've barely known each other that long." She joked, rolling back to her side of the desk. She quickly logged out of her main account, creating a fake mail address and making a new account in the matter of seconds. She skipped the tutorial, put in her bank account information and bought a few characters to choose from. "Just so you know, being by my side takes a little bit more of effort than just that. I don't slow down for anyone, so you best keep up." Rei winked at Medina, giving her a girly smile as she sent her a friend request from her new account. "... But maybe I'll keep my foot off the gas for a while so you don't get left in the dust just for a little while. After all, it's a lonely road ahead. A cold, lonely road." She looked at the friend request, waiting anxiously for it to be accepted. Her eyes trembled for a moment, wondering if Medina might have second thoughts. This was more than just about the game to her. Part of her was scared of letting anyone into any part of her life, no matter how minor. She'd gotten used to putting up a wall and this was the first time in years she was allowing someone to see her for more than just the mad scientist she purported herself to be. Perhaps sensing her anxiety, Kotone turned her visual and auditory receptors off, essentially putting herself to sleep so that the anxious doctor didn't have to go through the sensory feedback loop that having two consciousnesses in one brain put her in. "You better be serious about this, Medina, because..." "... 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"It's a lot more fun when you're playing with people you know, I promise." With friends. Wiping the cold sweat from her face, she ran her head back against the chair she was playing in, looking up at the ceiling to let her eyes correct itself to the outside world. It wasn't too hard to imagine for her how the other girls would be like should they join them as well. Gust would've been the perfect midlaner while Ophelia and Neon could easily take top lane and the space in between on their own. "I used to have a gaming group I played with regularly. Some were from the same college I attended while others were from my evacuation ship. We used to have a grand old time together. It's been a few years since then." Curious about what happened, right as she was about to speak up, the sudden presence of a lollipop in her mouth had muted her lips for the moment. The doctor wouldn't leave that point up for discussion, nor would Medina's mind be stuck on it. The fact that she was looking at her so closely with that new expression made her blush all the more. "Want me to pop your CoC cherry? My, but we've barely known each other that long."
"And? If you used to have fun playing with others, I want to help you relive a little bit of that if I could, even if I'm not the same." Licking her lollipop, Medina shifted her legs to rest on her knees, her tail wagging at the opportunity to play with each other. "And if its gonna be fun, I want you to pop my cherry." While she may have been alien to gamer terms in competitive MOBA settings, she wasn't when it came to the flirty metaphors that often filled up the pages of her manga. "Will you take my first time?" "Just so you know, being by my side takes a little bit more of effort than just that. I don't slow down for anyone, so you best keep up." Ping. The sound of a new friend request caught her attention, shifting her vision towards the corner of her cornea, but not before catching the smile of a woman wishing to dispel years of loneliness. "... But maybe I'll keep my foot off the gas for a while so you don't get left in the dust just for a little while. After all, it's a lonely road ahead. A cold, lonely road." Hovering her eyes over the accept button, for a brief moment, she held some hesitation. What if she wasn't good enough? What if she was going to be like her own AI teammates, holding her back due to a lack of game knowledge or finesse. "You better be serious about this, Medina, because ...I won't let you take it back once you've taken the plunge..." Her spot was never on the battlefield; She was only good at playing the supporting cast for her team. In spite of that however, there was one thing she felt strongly about. She wanted to change. She wanted to do her best to remain by their side. ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: ꜰɪᴇʟᴅ ᴏꜰ ᴍɪʀʀᴏʀꜱ | ᴀᴢᴀʟɪ ↻ ◁ || ▷ ↺ If this game would offer that same level of battlefield pressure that the others had experienced on a regular basis, who was she not to get tougher? Medina needed to withstand the anxious tremors that came along with risk. Otherwise, what happened with Ophelia, Serena, and Neon getting hurt would be bound to happen again, this time because of her fault. With a renewed conviction, she accepted the request. If they were trying their hardest, she wanted to try her hardest too. "I am serious. I want to be better. If that means I get to spend time with you? All the better." Grinning with the lollipop stick hanging out of her mouth, she gave it a couple swirls of her tongue, taking in its sweetness to ground herself. This was no dream. This was an opportunity. "I can't promise you I won't hold you back a little, but what I can do is promise you my best. If this matters to you, then it matters to me too." Plugging herself back in as she felt an added vigor from promising her more, she waited until she was invited into her party as she linked herself back into the game. On Rei's screen, given the software cross-compatibility, she was able to find Medina sitting beside her character as they waited on the living wallpaper of a lobby and loading screen. Feeling the simulated sunset on her skin, as she looked at the time on her wrist, she made note that the others were likely to wake up soon. They most likely had time for only one game, but she planned on making it count. "I mean it, you know?" Medina's voice came through Rei's speakers as she made her lonely lobby appear more like a cutscene to one of Medina's RPGs. "Whenever one of my friends ask me to spend time with them, I try to take it as seriously as I can because..." Thinking of Rei being in Neon's position, the ghostly doctor was moved by instinct, reaching out to grab the chin of her duo's avatar so that she was sure Rei would see her. "...I don't know when it will be the last time so I want to make it count." Upon hearing the queue sound, Medina gave her a smile before slowly letting go. "I'm sorry in advance for any mistakes I'll make. I'm not perfect. Heck. I might not even be that good." She chuckled quietly to herself, remembering the first teams she was assigned to, finding herself bouncing back and forth from one team to another until finally ending up in the care of Elaine. "But I'll be here. I'll make sure you won't be playing alone anymore if I can help it."
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┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━━✧༺♥༻∞━◢ ✬ Dr. Alcor ✬ "I am serious. I want to be better. If that means I get to spend time with you? All the better." Rei gave a conflicted smile, her eyes falling back to her screen. She rested her chin on her hand, spinning her mouse wheel up and down anxiously. "Better, huh? What's wrong wtih just staying the way that you are sometimes? Being better, working harder every day... it's so exhausting. After all the time I've spent working on my projects, watching them go up in flames with my ship made me realize... I've hit a rut." All of the pain she'd been pushing back for years had suddenly hit her, as if those very projects were protecting her from herself, from facing all of the trauma she'd partitioned into a corner of her mind where even she couldn't dig it up. With a good chunk of her consciousness being digitized at this point, it was easy to hide it where no one would go looking, but being around these girls had made it resurface all the same. She remembered those phantom pains of her missing limbs that she had become so accustomed to ignoring, the fatigue that came from spending so many sleepless nights working on everything her mind could think of, but also... the warmth that came with having someone by her side. Of course she had Kotone, but the sentient AI had only come to gain a consciousness somewhat recently. Before her, the doctor had little in terms of companionship. "I can't promise you I won't hold you back a little, but what I can do is promise you my best. If this matters to you, then it matters to me too." "It matters, but... what really matters is that I'm not alone anymore. I know Kotone will say I haven't been alone for some time since she came into my life, but..." "I mean it, you know?" "Mmm?" Amber hues flickered up to her screen, her eyes locking with Medina's avatar's eyes as she held her face and made her look at her. She quickly pulled away, her cheeks growing a light shade of pink at how close they were. It was virtual, but it somehow felt so intimate when the two of them were not that far apart in reality. "Whenever one of my friends ask me to spend time with them, I try to take it as seriously as I can because..." "...I don't know when it will be the last time so I want to make it count." "... Idiot. All that means is you have to take as many opportunities to spend time with them as you can. So that you don't regret it when you realize when the last time was. And... make sure that when you do have to say goodbye, the last memory you had was one worth remembering..." Rei could still remember the last time she had talked to her sister before their planet was ravaged by war. It had been a stupid argument about her sister's career choice. While Rei had already graduated and gone on to get a PhD by the time her sister enrolled into university, her younger sister had chosen a less... competitive career, and Rei was concerned about her work prospects. Still, her sister had insisted that it was what she wanted. It was Rei's stubbornness that drove a wedge between them, leading to them not talking for months before she was practically tearing down her sister's door in search for her. She was packing a violin as she walked in, causing yet another argument between them. If only she hadn't argued back then, maybe they would've had enough time to get off the planet together... "I'm sorry in advance for any mistakes I'll make. I'm not perfect. Heck. I might not even be that good." "It's not about being good. It's about..." "But I'll be here. I'll make sure you won't be playing alone anymore if I can help it." "... Yeah. No more flying solo, huh? You'll be here... I'll be here. Together..." Rei looked down at the desk, at her hands. For the first time, she didn't feel that tingly feeling of anxiety right before a match. No trembling fingers. Before she had to replace her limbs with prosthetics, she would've had clammy hands. But all of that... was gone in this moment. She didn't feel any kind of nervousness or anxiety like she usually did. Her caffeine-addicted body felt steady. "... Kotone, turn on VR." "Yes, doctor." Something in her brain whirred as she changed from analog keyboard and mouse to the VR setup. Although unfamiliar, Rei's avatar, which was made to look like herself save for a few pink streaks in her hair, turned towards Medina's. "Thank you, Medina. Just being here with me... It means more than you might think..." It was her turn to grab Medina's face, pulling her up to press a light kiss to her cheek. "Chu~" She made a cheeky, girly sound as she pulled away, the match found animation playing right on time for the doctor to save herself from lingering in what she'd just done. The selection screen popped up, their teammates already picking their roles. It just so happened that destiny would have the two remaining spots be the two of them in the same lane. "Heh. Looks like we're gonna be able to be real close to each other for the next thirty or so minutes..." Rei chuckled softly, her cheeks rosy as she picked a ranged attacker to suit the team's needs and locking it in with ample time before the match started. |