Big woes of the OCxCanon aficionado!!
Like. I get it! I really do. A huge chunk of ocxcanon is selfish wish fulfilment with a large handful of mary/gary-sue/stus. Bleh. I don't like them either! And I hate the long-term stigma it's given to OCxCanon in general.
Yes, I have my fictional faves and would love to have an OC of mine cozy up to them in an imaginary universe of fictional making with al the fluffy smooches and lewds.. But that's not ALL I want. I want the growing together. The trying new things together. The domestics. The fights over both silly pointless and storming-out-leaving over things! Everyday life that happens to real people y'know?
It's just.. so damn hard to find people who'd be interested in that type of long-term story... Finding them to start with is impossible level difficulty, let alone things actually lasting!!!
But okay rant over. This is my journal and hill and I'm gonna SIT ON IT. >:V