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Yuta Kaori had been advancing in his group lately.

Shooting in ranks, really. But for an organization like the Yakuza, that also meant more risk. They trusted him with more and more tasks, which meant that he was also entitled to more and more rewards. One of the older men who lorded over the turf Yuta worked and lived in, Sono Itacthi, liked the youngster and his gusto. They had met when Yuta had sought the Yakuza out after having sold for one of their runners. Technically he'd already been introduced to the life, and had kind of a rank, but showing some initiative had gotten him under a higher boss. It had stirred ripples between Yuta and the low-level seller he'd been working with, but with Sono's backing, the seller had been removed and Yuta had taken his place.

His mother had been been against it from the beginning, and Yuta knew their close relationship would suffer for this new life head lead, but he couldn't very well be her little boy forever. He understood the budding complexes his nearness to her had garnered in him - he was well aware of his inclinations toward mature women when he got the choice - and he supposed this was one way to handle that. She had been broken hearted when her friend told her, but the ensuing argument had set her straight, or rather, her son had. It had been a rite of passage for both himself and her, finally introducing the firm hand in the family that her husband could not be.

It was this tall and dapper youngling that walked into Dana Lane's apartment now. Yuta wore a suit, as expected of him given his new position and responsibilities within the Yakuza, which was black, coupled with a busy print red shirt. It was unbuttoned mostly, an imagery that cut rather boorish against the otherwise elegant silhouette of the tailoring. His black hair slicked back, voluminous, with oils, which helped present the prominent bones in his facial features, and the straight nose he'd inherited from his mother.

The Lane's home was beautiful. He'd visited here a few times when he was younger. He was well acquainted with both Mrs. Lane and her husband. In fact, this was partially why he had come. Edward Lane had found an interest in expensive artifacts. He couldn't afford the really good pieces, but he meant to collect many of them, and so had wracked up a great deal of debt with Yuta's employers. Given that they were in Yuta's districts, and knew him, his boss was more than willing to let Yuta deal with it. Yuta had even brokered the first loan himself, given Edward's vulnerability on the first loan. There had always been nefarious intentions within the boy who Edward himself had always considered almost a son, especially since working so close to Yuta's father at the university.

But the nostalgia between them bought Edward very little hope when he opened the door, despite Masako, Yuta's mother and Dana Lane's best friend since many years back, being there too. Yuta had told her to come along since she knew the loaner's wife so well. Today would change everything. He pressed inside as soon as the door opened. Edward was free to sniff the manly scent coming off the recently showered then boy, now man, who was native to this country.

"You and I need to talk, Mr. Lane." he said and Yuta's mother, who knew only surface facts about this trip, pointedly turned herself toward Diane, to make her stay. The boy she knew was gone and the beast living in his skin would he dauting at any woman - with his lofty height and vast shoulders, and black eyes - let alone someone who expected him to be sweet. Edward, who had been sweating bullets about his debt, started looking back to his wife for help as the youngest in the room grabbed him by the arm and pulled him with him toward their living room instead of the hall.
 
Mostly everyone I read about in my books had an end of innocence.
Hilary Clinton, when she first found out about Bill's infidelity. The geisha, with her first domineering man. The list is endless almost in my head.
I always wondered when my end of innocence would come.

But it never did, until that faithful day in the place I least expected it to happen - in my own home and in front of my dear
husband, with my best friend in attendance.

Moreover, in a country that I had grown to love - Japan, with it's blooming Sakura Cherry Blossoms and fine art, courtesy, gratitude and communal genteelness.

I was not quite sure what to feel when I saw him practically barge in through our sturdy wood door.
The little innocent boy I once knew had been replaced by a huge hulk of a man in rude clothing.
The red shirt he wore assaulted my eyes and kind sensibility, but the overall demeanor also brought out a slight tremor in my body.
A tremor and a warm blush.

I had not felt these things in my body in a long while - not since I met the bully of my younger brother at a high school dance - and I had a glimpse into what a more risque and dangerous, albeit adventurous life could bring.

That bully had smirked and purposefully put his arm around my waist, unannounced and uninvited. I recalled the strength and his masculine ease in drawing me next to him and his hot breath on my cheeks and how I had fought somewhat reluctantly against him in the darkness of that high school dance hall, - how his strong sturdy fingers had crept up my skirt and skillfully pushed aside my girlish panties to hit my pubis, before he laughed and let me go when he saw his girlfriend arrive. How I glared at him, my eyes fiery, nose flaring in indignation - that he had molested me in such a way, but also left me confused as to why I had so much pleasure in his rude intrusion.

Now, I watched in shock, as this young beast grabbed my poor Ed and led him forcibly to the living room. I saw the same brute force and masculine ease with which he dragged my precious Ed away. Masako had stood in front of me, as my natural instinct was to run to the aid of my poor husband. I looked helplessly at her, as she hugged me in her Asian way. Her head against the top of my left breast, her skinny arms around my neck.

The shock set in and overtook the tremor and the blush which went to the background. I had a sense, amidst my foggy notions about my past joys, that things were about to change very significantly and that the innocent phase of my life was over.
 
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The Kaori boy wasn't a stranger to the look in Dana's eyes when he brought along her husband. Edward's expression was familiar too. This was another home Yuta would break, but it was special to him, more than the others. Dana had chased him over these floors, and Edward had read to him here, in this room. There was a part of Yuta here. These people were friends of the family. No. They were family in some sense of the word. Not like his own parents, and not like the Yakuza; but rather, family by their actions. He should have felt bad, and maybe he did, but that made this more delicious. He could see the horror in Dana, who mom liked to refer to as Aunt. He was disappointing her. That cause a twinge in his chest. But it exhilarated him too. This was nothing compared to what would happen.

He looked back at her as he led her man away. His mother kept her in place but Dana didn't fight. Once she'd told him that you shouldn't hurt other people, when he'd pushed another boy and scraped his knees in doing so. Dana had taken it upon herself to keep Yuta a good person, and she'd give lovely embraces to reward him, when he was good. He liked that he'd get to show her it all fall apart in front of her. A rite of passage, but a dark one. This is what I've become.

And he also noted that conflict in her. How her legs wouldn't push her beyond Masako, even though she could. She was tall in comparison but no more powerful. Yuta thought the flash of weakness and an unwilling promise in her gaze was just darling. He couldn't help but smile back with all the confidence of the unbridled violence that he had at his disposal, tried and tested. He'd let her play her part in this too.

The two women would get to hear some roughhousing through the door. At one point a glass ornament broke. Mom would see to that the pale, mature wife didn't come in, even for that. Yuta held the glass shard, the neck of a glass swan, at Edward's jugular. The pallid man knew what this was about. He didn't know Yuta had orchestrated this, to trap him. To bring him into debt so Yuta could have all that was his. It was because Yuta had once respected this elder that this moment was so sweet. Edward's virtues were in books, he didn't have anything to fight back with when there was a real threat near him. Yuta patted his cheek as a reward when he quietly agreed to the terms.

"Kuru." Yuta uttered with his dark voice that carried through the closed door. Masako would know to bring Dana in at that. His mother wasn't entirely familiar with what was happening, and would be surprised too at the scene of a the thrashed livingroom, and Edward ruffled, and on his knees with his head shamefully lowered, as the youngster stood over him, impossibly large now that the man was half his own height.

"Your husband has agreed. He owes us and he can't pay back. You two are welcome to my apartment. Edward here knows the time." Yuta said and petted the scalp of the married, older man, a sign of insult and superiority in Japanese culture. Yuta's face whipped to look directly at Dana. He had a fully confident smile as he looked her over. "You should change your clothes into something more welcoming." he suggested and shoved Edward's head away, leaving him to topple if he couldn't recover.
 
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