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Wanderer's Journal of Thoughts

Mister Wanderer

Meteorite
Joined
Dec 29, 2024
Hey! New to this. I thought it would be nice to put out the thoughts I have. Whether relating to RPing or Life. I won't try to put my personal life on here in terms of extreme detail. Mentions. I will also try to to not be NSFW, but I may put it under spoiler. If you read any of these journals & want to message me about it or comment, go ahead~ I will try to have something to say instead of the daily musings. I hope this brings fun. And if you're an RP partner reading this (current or old), just know I will never roast you on this. Though may mention my feelings of the RP as it was happening or as it's happening, just know I won't say anything you're doing. Mostly what I feel towards me~

[1/7/2025]
This site is scary, different and amazing. I seen so many Request Threads of RPs other sites I tried going to cannot being to have. I have gotten requests and ideas thrown. I even got to present some ideas. I mean par for the course in an RP site, but it's still fantastic.

I once had a small discord community of RP people... we trusted each other. I kind of miss that. I guess I get it. Everyone has their preference and their will always be a gain of trust. Sometimes I miss it though, talk about RPs (NSFW or not) with each other. Bounce ideas about RP we were never going to do. We even talk about kinks. I miss that, but I understand I may not ever get that. I think I would come off as flirting if I even HINTED at talking about kinky RPs with people in a casual manner. It was something I did with previous partners in the Discord Community... I am slowly getting over it. I know I kind of have to. I still miss it though...

I did also make a Request Thread. Got to bump it... sadly no takers. I have this weird anxiety about presenting ideas. I mean I mentioned this to a few RP Partners and even put it as a status, but I try to be safe in RP Request... I just don't know. The update on 1/6/2025 for my thread added plots, but the plots were very NSFW. I feel so nervous doing that... I feel like I drive off people with it. I put it in the thread, but I do wish if I could make it clear that my plot ideas are just ideas. Their not the wants, just the ideas I thought and was curious if ANYONE would be interested. I have a lot of ideas... both NSFW and non-NSFW... I get scared wanting to present them. Who knows, maybe I will find the secret one day lol For now, I am happy with what I have so far.

I think I am getting close to being open about my secret RP craving idea. I been told many times it's tame compared to others. Dunno, I will still refer to it as the Kiss of Death. Maybe it's my RP style? Trying to work on all that. I hope I get to look back at this secret RP craving notion and get to laugh. For now, I will remain nervous~

As for real life, just a normal Tuesday. I tried texting the crush I will never be with a meme. Sigh, I guess I'm also a hopeless romantic~ But it was an okay day. Maybe the coming days will get better.
 
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