Qedisaa
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- Joined
- Nov 1, 2024
About Me
Hey , I'm Qedisa ... Or Qedi , Or Caddie ( Which means shopping cart in French . ) - Nice to meet you ! And I hope the ropes I used to tie you up will be strong enough for you to listen to me until the end. Afterward, you're free to either stay for tea and cookies with me, or head to the nearest police station and file a complaint!Over all these years of roleplay, I've experimented with a lot and realized there are two themes that always follow me in my erotic journeys.
- My first major interest is exploring eroticism as a sin: In my stories, there's no room for romance, sweetness, or kindness. The eroticism here leans into an unhealthy, one-sided experience, often rooted in a darker context. Think of it as a form of torment rather than anything lighthearted. This doesn't mean it has to be violent or that it can't be pleasurable—it's more of a forbidden indulgence, enjoyed in spite of its twisted allure rather than for pure joy.
- My second major interest is stories about abusive ( and )immoral relationships: I love writing stories that focus on the evolving relationship between two characters. One thing I especially enjoy in this type of relationship is the duality of it all—I love the idea that, despite the toxic nature of the relationship, there can still be cute and happy moments. What's exciting here is knowing that it only takes one wrong move to turn it all back into a nightmare. This constant tension, where the sweetest moment can flip into hell, is so thrilling and intriguing to me."
Preference.
here an HD 1080p 60Fps Compilation of my preference like & subscribe - For length, I prefer keeping things between 1-5 paragraphs, enough to detail what's happening and move things forward without adding unnecessary details that would clutter the response without any real reason.
- I often write in third person. First person is possible, but only if I send a message to someone who wants to play in first person.
- I'm only looking for Long-term Partner for Long-term Story that will actually go somewhere.
- I Love OOC Conversation and i'm often super-friendly
- Mostly write black characters
- Will play as a domme most of the time unless.
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-ˏˋ. Kinks & Limits ˊˎ-
Yes, I know I could have used the kink-list or made an F-List profile but to be totally honest with you, I don't think it will be of any use, because even if I write dark themes, the things that really turn me on are counted on the fingers of my two hands. There's the "Woooo" aka my all time favorite , the "Honorable mentions !" , aka thing i really love but for some reason haven't make it to the top and the Limits.Wooo
- Non-Consent : A must-have. But why? Primarily because this kink perfectly illustrates why I'm passionate about erotica. I find Non-con to be the most intriguing kink of all —not just because it can be incredibly intense, but because of the complex build-up leading to that moment. I love delving into the motivations, the subtleties, and the moral conflicts that drive someone to commit such an attrocious sin . It's not about Non-Con for its own sake, as that would reduce it to mere sadism and strip away the layers of complexity that make it so compelling, in my opinion.
- Body-Worshipping/idolatry : Whether it's feet, ass, breasts, or heels—you name it, and I'm into it. The raw intensity and sense of degradation that comes with body worship, combined with the thrill of pushing boundaries through creativity, is simply incredible. It's an added bonus, especially for those who appreciate a "sweaty/dirty" kind of body.
- Emotional/Verbal abuse: One of my favorite themes is toxic abusive relationships, which are basically about controlling another person by using their emotions to criticize, embarrass, shame, blame or otherwise manipulate another person.
- Light Physical abuse : When it comes to physical violence, I prefer to keep it to a light level, a few slaps or kicks that won't leave too many marks but will sting a little lol. it can go even worst but that depends of where do we want thing to go
- Face-Licking : Yes, you heard that right—licking someone's face. I can't exactly explain why, but I find it incredibly hot and strangely intimidating at the same time... it's just so wet and intense.
- Breathplay : Whether it's simple strangulation, thigh suffocation or whatever you have in mind, there's something extremely sexy about playing with such an important element.
Honorable Mentions
- Age-Gaps
- Step Incest
- Contrast - (Race / Class / Skin color etc)
- Degradation/Humiliation
- Homewrecking / Cheating
- Sloppy kiss
- Hyper-proportions
- Transformation
- Vore
Limits
- My biggest red flag—and unfortunately, the most common one—is people who try to dictate what my character should look like. I'm not here to cater to every whim or meet someone else's standards. While I'm open to occasionally adjusting things to please you, remember that you don't get to decide my character's appearance. It's my creation, and I design them the way I want. There may be slight adjustments, like changing breast size or other minor details, but nothing beyond that. The same goes for you—I will never impose my preferences on the appearance of your character because, frankly, I don't care about how your character looks. I'm much more interested in the ideas you bring to the table than in trying to please me. ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ
- My second red flag is passivity. Whether it's OOC (out of character) or IC (in character), I don't like passivity. I take quite a bit of time to write my prompts and always make sure to leave them open enough for my partner to engage. So when you send me a message, make sure to present an idea or try to expand on the settings I've provided. This also applies in context—I'm not looking for an audience that just reacts to my moves, but rather for a collaborative partner to write with. And even if your character is submissive, that doesn't mean they shouldn't have a personality. There are plenty of ways to make a character interesting, no matter their position in bed
- My third limit is impatience -- I am supposed to be a student right now, but I'm in a very strange situation where I still don't have a university, so I'll probably be quite active for a while. However, my inspiration doesn't strike all the time, and just because you see me online doesn't mean I'm necessarily ready to write. If you're the kind of writer who worries when there's no response within 24 hours or who constantly feels the need to tag or bump me, we're not going to be a good fit. I'll let you know if I'm going to be away for a while, but if you think a single day without a response means I've lost interest, then we're not right for each other!
- "My final limit concerns BDSM relationships and practices: for me, a Dom/Sub relationship is primarily a power dynamic, where the dominant holds control and the other is submissive. However, I prefer to stay as far as possible from anything related to BDSM practices nor constentante domination . I may accept a few light touches, like a bit of bondage, but too many accessories or an overly BDSM-focused perspective turns me off."
- Hypnosis: Removing all agency from a character with the snap of a finger is uninteresting in a narrative sense. I prefer for your partner to remain constantly aware of what is happening.
- Exhibitionism: Although I have a rather dark perspective on things, sex should remain something private and intimate. However, I do enjoy risky sex situations
Ploots !
While the old woman had once lived a dream life, everything fell apart the day a tragic accident took the only reason she had to live: her husband. From that day on, she was never the same. She began to drink constantly, leading a life that grew ever more unhealthy. One day, while browsing the internet looking for a bit of laughter to temporarily bring some joy into her miserable life, she found herself befriending someone much younger. At first, their relationship was purely friendly, but slowly, the old woman developed an unhealthy obsession with this young person. It wasn't because she was in love, but because hearing about this young person's life brought her happiness. It was as if, through reading their messages, she could briefly return to a time when her own life was beautiful.
As their conversations continued to bring her more joy, one morning she awoke to realize that this person had blocked her on all platforms, despite the financial and emotional support she'd given them. This shattered her. However, she already had enough information about them, and she wasn't going to let her reason for living slip away so easily.
[Age-Gaps / Slice of Life / Abusive Relationship]
This is a flexible idea that could go in many different directions, depending on what we decide. The premise, of course, is that the old woman isn't as angelic as she presents herself to be, and she's done something that led your character to block her. But when she shows up at your door, you'll realize that the nightmare is only beginning. The story focuses on the relationship between the two and how the old woman's obsession ends up destroying everything. It could take various twists, maybe even leading to a kind of Stockholm syndrome, for example. It all depends on what ideas you have for your character and how far we're willing to take this. I'm sure that the old woman's return could be pretty life-changing!
As their conversations continued to bring her more joy, one morning she awoke to realize that this person had blocked her on all platforms, despite the financial and emotional support she'd given them. This shattered her. However, she already had enough information about them, and she wasn't going to let her reason for living slip away so easily.
[Age-Gaps / Slice of Life / Abusive Relationship]
This is a flexible idea that could go in many different directions, depending on what we decide. The premise, of course, is that the old woman isn't as angelic as she presents herself to be, and she's done something that led your character to block her. But when she shows up at your door, you'll realize that the nightmare is only beginning. The story focuses on the relationship between the two and how the old woman's obsession ends up destroying everything. It could take various twists, maybe even leading to a kind of Stockholm syndrome, for example. It all depends on what ideas you have for your character and how far we're willing to take this. I'm sure that the old woman's return could be pretty life-changing!
Once upon a time, there was a hugely successful Black pop star who reigned as a queen over the music industry. Not only was she immensely talented, but she also displayed a rather unpleasant personality—egotistical, bitchy, and quite arrogant, as if every time she took the mic, she was ready to say something that would land her in the middle of yet another controversy. But no one would have guessed that a simple letter from a "hater," telling her that no one would ever truly love her, would hit her so hard... So much so that now she's on Tinder, looking for love, with standards that are still just as high and demanding. By some stroke of luck, you manage to catch her interest, and at first, being with someone so beautiful, wealthy, and famous feels like a blessing. Yet slowly, her ego begins to take up far too much space in the relationship.
[Modern / Slice of Life / Abusive Relationship]
The context is straightforward: there are countless things from her past that made her who she is today—famous and very much alone. Despite warnings from her friends that her selfishness and burning ambition would ultimately be her downfall, she never listened or wanted to change. Finding love seemed to prove that she could be stable, but sadly... While she may truly love you at first, she will eventually ruin it all, reducing her lover to a mere prop to maintain her public image. It's a darker story that shows, tragically, that our dear pop star may never end up being loved by anyone. A tragedy.
This storyline could go in many directions, and I'd love to discuss it with you!
[Modern / Slice of Life / Abusive Relationship]
The context is straightforward: there are countless things from her past that made her who she is today—famous and very much alone. Despite warnings from her friends that her selfishness and burning ambition would ultimately be her downfall, she never listened or wanted to change. Finding love seemed to prove that she could be stable, but sadly... While she may truly love you at first, she will eventually ruin it all, reducing her lover to a mere prop to maintain her public image. It's a darker story that shows, tragically, that our dear pop star may never end up being loved by anyone. A tragedy.
This storyline could go in many directions, and I'd love to discuss it with you!
-ˏˋ. Thanks for Reading ˊˎ-
I've finally finished :] Sorry if that was a bit long.Now that I'm done talking, it's your turn. Do you prefer to run away and file a complaint, or have I intrigued you enough to stay and enjoy some hot chocolate with me? The decision is yours.
But if you're interested, I'll give you a heads-up: while I'm completely open to modifying a plot or other aspects, if you come unprepared with 'Whatever you want,' 'I'll adapt,' or 'I'm into everything,' without a clear idea or specifics of what you're looking for, it's not exactly a comfortable exchange for me. This post is here to help you understand what I'm looking for—it's my part of the work, and I'm just waiting on yours so we can create all sorts of thrilling things together.
Kisses
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