Lucian was starting to think maybe he'd made a mistake.
It had seemed like a good idea at the time. For most of his life he'd had these small cravings in the back of his mind, cravings of being controlled by a woman, being at their mercy, used sexually and completely controlled in every way. They'd started off small, just being cuffed while they had sex, teased, a little light spanking and being on his knees, and being told to service them with his tongue. A little kinky but normal fantasies, that was how he'd seen it but he'd never found anybody to act them out with. He'd tried...he hadn't dated an incredible amount, he didn't like one night stands so when he did pick up women it was for something more long term and bringing it up had been difficult to say the least. The few he'd managed to bring it up with had looked at him differently, he'd seen the judgement in their eyes and they'd broken up shortly afterwards. How was he supposed to find what had been steadily growing from an illicit desire into a powerful urge, and now it felt like something he needed.
He was a big man, tall and well build, strong but not overweight. He worked in construction, he'd made more than enough money to support himself for years and considering he did sub-contracting work it was something he could drop and pick up another time, he could make his own hours, etc, and he was his own boss, something he also needed since he was not good at taking orders contrary to what he craved. In control of every aspect of his own life he had no idea why he wanted to be under the control of somebody else or why as the years had gone by his cravings had become more extreme. Not just the handcuffs and looking up at a woman riding him that he'd fantasized about when he was younger, they had evolved. Cuffs had become full restraints, straight-jackets, stocks, being wrapped head to toe and unable to move and even stranger things, being forced into positions. Wanting to be spanked had turned into paddles, floggers and whips, canes and then so much more...a brief few hours giving up control had become desires of imprisonment and force. That last one was important...he knew he wasn't good at taking orders, he knew he needed somebody with the tools and ability to force it onto him. He knew about safewords, he knew how vitally important they were but he didn't want that, he didn't want any way out, or so he thought.
Now he wasn't so sure. He laid beneath the bed, trapped in the cage of the girl whose ad he'd answered. Fetlife had so many, he'd messaged many Dommes in the past but what they wanted and what he wanted hadn't worked out, when he'd received answers at all, and he was under no delusions, he knew they must get a lot of messages. He hadn't expected an answer from Alexandria either, but he'd gotten one and as they spoke it became clearer and clearer that she wanted what he wanted, she was almost scary which made him laugh when he saw her. So small, and when they'd met for coffee in a safe place, she'd seemed harmless, yet there was something in her eyes, in the way she looked at him. He'd made arrangements for time off work, those working under him would continue with his company name and he would get a cut anyway, said he needed a break to them and to his friends and family. He'd brought some changes of clothes to her home, he'd handed her his wallet, his identification...she had everything she needed from him, even his bank cards, and he'd signed her contract. It had been long and detailed, giving him no way out of his own accord, no safe-word as he'd asked...the only way out now was when she let him out, or if he managed to overpower her. Once he had, she'd told him to get under the bed, a strange thing with a cage built under it that was just big enough for him, and not comfortable, then she'd locked it.
This wasn't what he'd expected, she'd just left him there. It was so sturdy even he couldn't open it, he didn't have leverage to kick it open and trying had hurt his foot since he'd taken off his boots on entering her home. He'd heard her on the bed when she was turning in for the night, heard the buzzing of the toy, he had yelled at her to let him out as he heard her pleasure herself and she'd ignored him, and she'd ignored him this morning too when she'd gone out. Now she was back, and kneeling by the cage, looking at him, even called him chair. "I'm not a chair...l think it's time you let me out of here. This isn't what I signed up for, you just left me in here all night, you did nothing to me, I could hear you, do you have any idea how hard it was to get to sleep after that?" He'd pleasured himself too...there was an embarrassing stain on his shirt where he'd wiped the mess he made since she hadn't left him anything at all but listening to her while being trapped here...he didn't know if he'd loved it or hated it but he was definitely frustrated and he knew she couldn't keep him here, the second she opened the cage he could get his things and leave if she didn't give him what he needed.
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