This was fucking embarrassing, but Rachel didn't really have a choice. It wasn't like she could have canceled her appointmentโeven if she could, it was too lateโand now that she was there, she couldn't just get up and leave. Because that would be even more embarrassing. While she'd been in the waiting room, she'd realized how stupid she'd been for telling her personal trainer about her pain. Or, telling her about the pain would have been one thing, but she'd told her why she was in pain. And honestlyโwho couldn't remember if they got raped or not? She probably wasn't, but Rachel's intuition told her that something was wrong down there. And the longer she waited to get it checked, the more worried she became. So, when her PT had offered to schedule an appointment with her brother who was a gynecologist, she just couldn't say no.
But now that she was there, waiting for him to study her fucking pussy, she was having second thoughts about it all. But what would her PT say when she showed up to their next session if she hadn't shown up for her appointment? Her brother would tell her, no doubt. So, Rachel had remained in the waiting room, waiting for her turn. She must have been given the last appointment for the day because there was no one else there. Perhaps that was for the best. Knowing that no one would be waiting outside while she was being examined felt slightly reassuring. No one was there but them. Or, no one that she saw, at least.
When a blonde came out of his office, she couldn't help but wonder why she was there. But her mind didn't have a long time to brainstorm, because before she knew it, someone was calling her name. And when she turned her head, she saw an attractive man standing in the doorway. Rachel got to her feet in an instant and she flashed him a shy smile. "Uhm, hi," she greeted him awkwardly before he motioned for her to come inside.
She took a seat in the chair in front of his desk, pressing her legs together despite wearing pants. There was just something about knowing she'd spread them soon that made her uncomfortable. He'd probably seen a hundredโif not thousandsโof pussies before, but that didn't really make it any less intimidating. Rachel had been to a gynecologist before, but that was years ago and it had been a female gynecologist. This was slightly different. And it sure as hell didn't help that he was smokin' hot and her PT's older brother.
He told her that Emily had demanded he'd find an opening for her, but that she hadn't provided him with any details. Not surprising, really, but that meant that she had to tell him. . . "Okay, so, I've been. . . I've beenโuh," she stuttered. How the hell was she going to say it? Lying would be pointless, that would only prevent him from doing his job, but she didn't really want to tell him the truth either. Not when he could, in theory, be a potential boyfriend. Not that she believed he would ask her out or anythingโhe probably had a wife at homeโbut she didn't want him to know that she blacked out at a party and might have gotten herself raped.
"I get these. . . uhmโcramps," she eventually admitted. "It feels a little bit like period cramps, but it's not." If it were, she wouldn't be there. "It's a lot more intense, like someone is twisting a knife inside of me, throughโyou know." Her cheeks flushed, but she held his gaze. She didn't want him to think she was just some shy little girl when she was, in fact, a grown woman.
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