Mx Female Looking for ERP (dark themes and kinks)

Catharsis

Moon
Joined
Oct 19, 2023
About me

  • Seasoned roleplayer (20+ years), with a preference for smut-centered (or 50/50 ratio) games.
  • I use she/her pronouns (for those that care), but I don't care what gender you present in real life, so long as you're comfortable playing female characters in-game.
  • I write in third person past tense and lean on descriptions for my characters rather than visuals. If you need or want visuals, you're welcome to provide any that you'd like MC's to assume.
  • Favorite RP settings in order : Modern Fantasy, Slice of Life, Sci-fi, Medieval Fantasy or Medieval Historical, Fantasy
  • I love detail so I can easily write multi-paragraph responses, my tendency is to match my partners, so length is always dependent on the game/scene itself.
  • You can expect responses anywhere from same day to up to a week and if I need more time, I'll let you know via OOO PM.
  • I love writing with people who can understand real-life commitments, someone who can be patient (i.e. tolerate up to a few days between posts) or who is comfortable communicating when they need time off for any reason whatsoever without making a big deal about it. We don't need to share life stories, just be patient and kind. For that reason, I tend to write best with people closer to my age (i.e. late 20's, 30+).
  • If your schedule only lets you write once every few weeks, and you can't communicate a quick message that you'll be away, please do NOT reach out.
    • Fair warning: You can take however long you need to reply, but if there's no communication (i.e. 2+ weeks of silence with no idea if you've lost muse, had something come up or just need time away), I WILL assume you've moved on and will close out our thread. Patience and respect go both ways.

Interested in...

I love playing dominant male characters. They tend to be more depraved, forceful, and rough, but they don't always end up that way. Based on the premise, my craving, and mutual plotting, my male characters will range in personality. If there's a particular type you're looking for, I suggest you ask.

I just expect partners to be comfortable playing a female(s) character for sexual scenes. I don't mind playing side characters for story progression either.

Taboo genres are a definite favorite but never a must. At this time, I'm being particularly picky with what games I add that have taboo elements.

They aren't automatically declined but I have plenty of those game at the moment which are satisfying that itch. I'm looking for more consenting, passionate-based ERPs.
Current Craving! Updated : 9/1/2024

I'll do my best to update these with any new bump, but if you have an idea, you've been really looking to play out with someone, share away. I'm always open to try out different plots, worst I'll ever say is 'no thank you'.

My current craving? To put it lamely, super erotic/messy/passionate games. I would love a partner who wants an equal give and take (switch x switch dynamic). I will - in particular - give you extra lovin' if you indulge on my latest cravings for lactation, breast play/worship, and nursing while having intercourse.

I realize not everyone is into the last few kinks, but I'll be blunt, the latter is probably a must right now. Check out my newest plots for examples of what I mean.

While I won't push away ideas that contain Taboo themes (a guilty pleasure), just know I'll probably be very finicky on what I add if it contains a taboo element.


Other equally tasty tropes? Fun harem ideas (either 1xMany or 1:1 back-to-back). Free-use worlds.


Plot ideas (Hint: if all you intend to share in your first PM is "I like 'x' story" then I'm not the right partner for you.)

None of these are set in stone. If you want to mix-and-match, do it! Do you want to remove or edit a part of a premise, absolutely! I prefer back and forth until we find something we both are excited for. Short or abrupt OOC messages for brainstorming or game prep don't instill confidence that you're ACTUALLY interested. I will tell if you just 'skimmed'.

Male Worshiper(s) x Female MILF Goddess.
Setting: Fantasy

On a very remote island, a Goddess lives among her people. You're welcome to decide why she's on mortal soil. However, her people are special mortals, blessed with prosperity, and abundance (in a sense a version of 'Eden'). These are her creations. But unlike other creatures in existence, while they can live off the food they grow, this species can only ever be at their strongest when they've been blessed by Mother's milk. A nourishing and all-powerful healing elixir borne from said Goddess' chest, which can only be nursed from her if her devotees surrender some of their own seed into her. Call it a ritual, a dance, or simply an intimate exchange of passion and lust. Each member of this society is allowed to nurse from her once they become of age, but only a selective handful will get the privilege to impregnate her. Those that do apparently have a special place at her altar, where they will cater to their Goddess all throughout her rapid term and help welcome raise their blessed offspring. (no actual offspring are being played in game, pregnancy can be time-skipped, though some pregnancy sex is welcomed).

Some implied kinks: pregnancy, excessive cum, excessive milking (mutual), lactation, nursing, nurture, passionate / intimate sex, rough sex, free use.
Male Adventurer (team) x Female MILF Healer.
Setting: Fantasy

Our characters came from the same small village years ago. They both possessed magic but developed their powers in different ways. MC became a magic-based fighter, while YC turned into the perfect healer. In this world, sex is a type of magic, an essence that can either fuel beings to do great good or great evil. For our characters, who have only ever been friends, sex is a means to an end. It infuses MC with strength, vigor, stamina. While for YC it fills her with mana, power, and endurance. While traveling, they have grown accustomed to this way of life, fighting monsters, saving people, ending their days in this twisted embrace of each other's warm bodies. But then one day, MC notices YC lactating, unbeknownst to her, she's pregnant, but as he suckles on her nectar, he's spurred with a new power he'd never felt before. His own seed in turn invigorates her in new ways, and soon what started as a traveling party of two grows (perhaps a wizard, tank, others join when the party is looking for extra help). Wishing to see how far they can continue to expand this power, the two (or more, i.e. adventuring party), begin to fuck at all manners of the day to see what their bodies are capable off.

Suggested kinks from premise: pregnancy, lactation, nursing, public sex, free-use, 'friends-with-benefits' or no string-attached, excessive fluids, anal, slutty clothing, clothed sex, all manner of foreplay or exploration as part of trying to get stronger together.
Futa/Male Stranger(s) x Female Experiment
Setting: SciFi

It's sometime in the very distant future, after nuclear wars, constant near extinction-events, and just mortal mayhem. The human species went from being in the billions to less than a million. No manner of scientific progress was going to save them from leaving earth anymore (i.e. space exploration). So, any remaining resources and efforts were focused back on society itself, with the hope that someone smart enough might help propel humanity forward and after several centuries, someone did. A scientist, focused on procreation, wanted to find a way to kickstart virility in futa, and women alike. Their studies caused commotion, endangering what few fertile people still remained. But finally, one serum had potential, and our characters a pair of newlyweds were coerced into partaking into the experimentation. YC was the first female to be injected with the 'cure'. It not only raised her libido, intoxicated women an men alike, it also had the unusual effect of forcing her to lactate when she wasn't yet pregnant. Her decadent milk, as it turns out, became a new form of serum in itself, raising her husband's desire for her tenfold but also making him quite powerful physically. Within days she'd fall pregnant, and within weeks - not months - YC would birth the first human in over 2 decades. With such incredible success, the scientist took this study on overdrive. Rather than having her return to society with her husband, she'd be given a new life at the facility with the next male, beginning her breeding process all over. Her husband was allowed visitation days, but he couldn't help but feel her pulling away as she started to willingly accept her place and influence as humanity's ultimate savior.

Insinuated kinks from premise: pregnancy, lactation, nursing, cheating, excessive fluids, all manner of fucking (hotdogging, titfucking etc.), age gaps (based on who else she sleeps with, maybe old men), lustful/carnal sex, rapid pregnancy.
Our characters were just starting to date when YC began her online modeling dream. She'd stuck to regular non-sexualized gigs, but she wasn't ready for the full-blown popularity she'd attract in a short period of time. Fans craved her content, found her irresistible and constantly fangirled about the lucky lady she'd one day date. At the peak of her fame though, our characters couldn't help but see the potential, an OnlyFans (or similarly fitted alternative) account where people wouldn't just get what they'd been craving but were willing to pay big bucks for it. It took a bit for YC to convince her partner, but they compromised, MC would more than willingly assist if his face was left out of the picture or blurred. People were only there for his girlfriend in frankness.

Would be lovely to have scenes where YC's a bit of a vixen. Eager to play out a new scene for 'her fans' when she's just horny for her boyfriend and vice versa.

Some anticipated kinks (not all need to be included): rough sex, passionate sex, missionary, oral, breast play, excessive cum, sexual exhaustion, edging, foreplay, slow/intimate sex, risk of impregnation, creampies, variety of positions (pinned against wall, doggystyle, prone, full nelson, etc)
YC has been coming to the same therapist for a few years now. She's doing far better now than she'd ever been. But while their "relationship" seems strictly platonic or professional, it's been determined that YC's treatment includes hot and heavy entanglements where some sort of cosplaying or roleplay is involved. One session YC seems smitten to talk her issues out while in a maid's outfit, in other's she can only express herself in a nurses' outfit and so on. Every session ends the same way, with a long erotic kiss and a few thick loads of cream inside her. Maybe YC eventually decides weekly sessions aren't enough?

Some anticipated kinks (not all need to be included): clothed sex, costumes or some form of roleplay, sensual sex, foreplay, slow/intimate sex, passionate sex, creampies, heavy breast play, switch x switch dynamics, varied positions
Our characters just got married, and rather than spend their honeymoon at some cliche destination, the pair rented an entire island for themselves. They're mostly alone, an island with a state-of-the-art villa is going to need staff round the clock, of course. Between chefs, maintenance, landscapers, and the list goes on, there's no avoiding them. However, MC's a bit of an exhibitionist, he doesn't mind giving a show. In fact, MC will sometimes go out of his way to put them in compromising situations, just to mess with YC. Turns out YC (even if she doesn't want to admit it) likes the attention and the 'spotlight' even if it makes staff nice and bothered. YC will return the favor too of course, especially when a maid or two try to flirt with MC out of the blue. Whether it's on the sandy beach, up against a tree in their mini jungle backyard, perhaps out on the hot tub at dusk, the two just can't keep their hands off each other - fortunately MC has plenty of milky seed to satisfy her with. But just as the pair are getting settled into their temporary abode, YC seems to realize, she's late. Does she surprise her husband with the news, or does she carry on with their honeymoon afraid the news might spoil their horny mood. Whatever the decision, it definitely doesn't seem to stop their exhibitionist ways.

Some anticipated kinks (not all need to be included): some exhibitionism, public sex, raunchy sex, passionate / lustful sex, free-use, impregnation, heavy breast play, fingering, foreplay, oral, excessive cum and definite sexual exhaustion, morning wood scenes, dry humping/grinding, rough sex, pet names/sweet names, switch x switch dynamics

Stories below are still welcomed, just older.
(Sci-fi, Slice of Life) Conventional Bread Winner/Government Subordinate x Arranged Wife/Victim:
Imagine a dystopian take of the 1950's, but set into the future. It's the 23rd century, and over several centuries since the Great Nuclear War that decimated society nearly overnight. History would have you believe that Earth would be inhabitable after the worst came to pass, but for those that remained, 'proving science wrong' was their only option. While it did take time for civilization to come back, the version this world chose to return to was not the progressive one many of their ancestors remembered.

This world harbored a lot of the injustices that once existed against women. Electing to go back to conventionalist ideals, aesthetics and even desires. In this world, women weren't married for love, they were set up by the government for a variety of purposes (i.e. repopulation, as gifts for 'diplomats', to appeal the cruelest/rapists, and more). Some might have a career, but that 'privilege' was often reserved for the problematic few that proved to either be sterile, or were considered second-class whores. What's more, government intervention was absolutely normal and expectant in this new world. Out of need for control, new agencies were built with the express intention of watching over the masses, and in many instances pay regular visits to select families - with the indignancy that it was for the good of the new nation.

Our characters are a pair of newly wed/arranged couple. They've just moved into their new home (also arranged by the government), and are having to make the best of their new reality together. They can know as much or as little about each other, the government have made it abundantly clear to MC that they have only chosen to set him up with YC because of her exceptional fertility. Therefore, if he doesn't impregnate her within the first few months, subsequent actions will need to be taken, such as government officials paying weekly visits to get the job done themselves.​

Desired Kinks (not all need to be included): Noncon (current craving!), noncon-to-con (current craving!), impregnation (pregnancy doesn't have to be played out, time skips preferred), clothed sex, some public sex (at a point when maybe this wife has been broken in so much she craves sex in public), risk of getting caught (while society knows the 'rules' of this cruel new world, it's still seen a bit indignantly to fuck so openly or without consideration of others, and secrecy is always fun for me), rough sex, passionate sex, excessive cum, breast worship or fascination, sexual pain to light sadism (current craving!) (getting a kick for things like extreme tightness, crying, begging to stop, dissociative behavior etc.)
Limits: age play (20+ only), vore, gore, scat, unhygienic kinks (smegma, body odor etc.), BDSM (some creative restraints, light impact play is fine but no really interested in leash/collars, name calling 'Master' etc., or rope restraints), feet, non-sexual violence or death.
(Modern Fantasy) Male Writer x Female Goddess :
The story follows this writer, whose writer's block prevents him from following up him first hit novel. In an act of desperation, he learns that a fellow writer and mentor acquired one of the muses from Greek mythology. This muse can grant inspiration, and her abductor - who is at the tail end of his life - is ready to bequeath his victim to his writer protégée (MC), giving him all the means he needs to keep her enslaved in captivity. Traditionally, the muse would gift her inspiration to her worshipers for their loyalty, but this muse is instead subjugated to sexual abuse to forcibly retrieve her blessings, turning her predators into famed artists and celebrities. As MC re-invigorates his career with the help of this muse, we play out her day-to-day reality and whether or not she manages to find her escape.

This can have a strictly dark take or can turn into a dark romance, it's open for discussion.​

Desired Kinks (not all need to be included): Risk of getting caught (the muse can be seen by any mortal so MC would have to make an effort to have her hidden), CNC, roughness, excessive cum, creampie, Stockholm syndrome, perpetually a 'virgin' ( always in discomfort during the act, not excessive pain or violence).
Limits: age play/underage (20+ only), young appearances (flat chest, petite/short, no curves etc.), feet, BDSM, vore, gore, toilet play, death and danger based kinks, unhygienic kinks.
(Modern, Slice of Life) Farmer/Older Sibling x Wife/young sibling [she isn't married to the brother, adultery]:
Disclaimer: I may be open to having other family members engaged if you're open to playing multiple characters (mother, sisters, cousins, aunts etc.) But you need to bring it up.
Stephen has been running the family barn now for nearly a decade, and he'd loved it. From time to time, family would come to visit, help around the home, or take care of business. But this isn't a normal family bunch. Incestual activities are normal, considered just another means of affection or service for their kin. When his sister married a year or so back, she'd forgotten to reveal that sensitive matter to her new husband. So, when they come to visit the barn for their first Christmas with the family, that husband is genuinely shocked and concerned. Whether it's openly fucking in the kitchen, while 'cleaning' the shed, or even waking her sister with some old fashion morning wood, her husband isn't afforded much of an explanation other than deal with it, if he wants to be a part of a multi-billion-dollar fortune. But boy do these siblings love to fuck each other.​

Desired Kinks (not all need to be included): Consensual (obvious must), intimate/slow sex, adultery (must), some cuckolding (want to limit how much to write in the husband in these scenes), creampie, impregnation or risk of it, some rough sex, a needy sister (doesn't have to be a switch but someone who isn't bothered by seeking or satisfying her brother as much as he will, effectively no pillow princesses please), powerbottom (if you include this, I'll love you forever), excessive cum, breast play, public sex
Limits: age play/underage (20+ only), young appearances (flat chest, petite/short, no curves etc.), feet, BDSM, vore, gore, toilet play, death and danger based kinks, unhygienic kinks.
(Modern, Slice of Life) Provider x Focus Group Participant:
Times are tough, money just doesn't go as far as it used to, and YC is having to resort to creative hustles to get by. Uber? yep. Grocery delivery? sure. The list goes on. Then she discovers an ad for a focus group, looking for participants who are willing to try a new product for their opinions and in return they get paid a decent amount for just a few hours. Seems too good, but she does it anyway. What she isn't aware - by signing the facility's participant waiver - is that the entire place is a ruse. As each participant is taken to their private room to start the study, they aren't aware of the hidden cameras around the room, or any off-putting tools and toys for the so called study. There's a two-way mirror, but everything else is manufactured to look like a real survey study site. It's essentially taking the 'fake taxi driver' trope into a different setting.​

Desired Kinks (not all need to be included): Can be either dub-con or forced (this participant isn't aware the study involves sex, but for the money and time, maybe worth it?), rough sex, sexual pain (mostly extreme tightness or moments where she wants to call quits), creampies, multiple penetrations (through the use of toys), voyeurism (cameras, mirror), adultery potential (a mother who goes down this rabbit hole to care for her family type, might even be used against her as a means to force her to continue the study for the sake of the 'family')
Limits: age play/underage (20+ only), young appearances (flat chest, petite/short, no curves etc.), feet, BDSM, vore, gore, toilet play, death and danger based kinks, unhygienic kinks.
(Fantasy) Male Satyr x Wood/Forest Nymph or Druid :
Everyone knows about mating season, it's lovely, lustful and the air is brim with pheromones everywhere. All sorts of female mythical creatures are more than happy to fill their bodies with warm seed and bring new life into the wild. But no one really talks about the dark side, the off-season. A time where these same mythical creatures have to roam in herds to try and protect one another, but even then, it's never enough. For Satyr kind, it's a time where they take without asking, sexually abuse their victims to exhaustion, and make a sport out of their nefarious deeds.​

Desired Kinks (not all need to be included): CNC or pseudo-rape (she could either be surprised or she could have put herself in 'harms' way because she's asking for it yet pretends to resist or beg to stop), might indulge gangbang, anal, vaginal, oral, sexual exhaustion, sexual pain, exotic cocks (horse cocks), large breasts/breast play, rough sex, multiple positions, some humiliation
Limits: age play/underage (20+ only), young appearances (flat chest, petite/short, no curves etc.), feet, BDSM, vore, gore, toilet play, death and danger based kinks, unhygienic kinks.
(Slice of Life) Old male retiree neighbor(50+) x College woman with particular kinks for older men :
YC is a 20-some bombshell, she's single, maybe a traditionalist but definitely sex-obsessed (masturbating, day dreaming etc.). She's lived next door to MC for years and for the most part has kept her distance though she's never told a soul how she's been infatuated by him for some time. Over the summer months she takes up a gardening side job to finance her lifestyle, but this summer she uses it as an excuse to be of some help for MC. She pitches her business one day while coming over and insists she can do quite a bit if he's in need of some extra help. MC, who has been widowed for some time doesn't seem to understand her fascination, but the more she seduces the harder he's able to resist.​

Desired Kinks (not all need to be included): rough sex, cowgirl position, creampies, sexual exhaustion, risk of pregnancy, vaginal penetration, virginity (optional), passionate and/or intimate fucking, unattractive to attractive pairings, seduction, flirting, outercourse, handjobs, titjobs
Limits: underage (20+ only), young appearances (flat chest, petite/short, no curves etc.), feet, BDSM, vore, gore, toilet play, death and danger based kinks, unhygienic kinks.
(Slice of Life) Father or Grandfather figure x College daughter or granddaughter :
YC's not morally sane, she could have had a traumatic upbringing or maybe the entire family has something loose in the noggin, but she'd been seriously obsessed with a particular relative for some time. She's more or less hidden her desires, but as she approaches graduation, she's determined her 'graduation' gift to herself will involve her father or grandfather. After MC's significant other disappears from the picture, they'd chosen to remain unavailable for some time, not once picturing their daughter/granddaughter in some taboo manner. But on the eve of YC's graduation, she shoots her shot and begs her father for something he can't say no to. It's only when he'd promised her, she could have anything she wants that she reveals the truth, she wants him and she doesn't care what society has to say about it.​

Desired Kinks (not all need to be included): rough sex, cowgirl position, creampies, sexual exhaustion, risk of pregnancy, vaginal penetration, virginity (optional), passionate and/or intimate fucking, unattractive to attractive pairings, seduction, flirting, outercourse, handjobs, titjobs, incest
Limits: underage (20+ only), young appearances (flat chest, petite/short, no curves etc.), feet, BDSM, vore, gore, toilet play, death and danger based kinks, unhygienic kinks.


Other pairing ideas I'm always open to but don't have a solid plot for (you may need to bring in your idea for these to kickstart the brainstorming)
  • Siblings (specially in medieval settings)
  • Neighbors
  • Cursed Creature / Witch or cleric woman
  • Inventor / Android
  • Farmer / Worker or Hucow
  • King / Maid
  • Guard / Princess or Queen
  • Leader / Survivalist (post-apocalypse setting)
  • College Professor / co-worker or college student
  • Client / Escort
  • Modern Boss / Maid
  • Executive / Secretary (Mistress)
  • or BYOP: bring your own pairing idea too!
Final note, I'm open to fandoms but rather than listing out ALL fandoms I'm open to give me a narrow list of what fandoms you're interested in. I typically prefer Canon x Canon but may be open to Canon x OC depending on the pairing and story.

PLEASE USE PM, DON'T REPLY HERE. Thanks!
 
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I've added 3 new plots, all of which include some current craving. I'm not replacing any current active partners, just in the muse for more.
 
No new plots, but definitely in a muse for a few more games with these dark themes/cravings. If you have any plots with these themes, you've been wanting to write out, PM me!
 
After a bit of a hiatus, I'm finally in a state where I can post more consistently. Thank you to all of those that have been incredibly patient with me. I'm happy to re-start any games we might have left off (or start new ones as well). I've updated my request with my latest muses, but may have new plot ideas to add soon.
 
Have tossed 2 new plots based on current craving and looking for maybe 1 or 2 partners for it. Not replacing current games.
 
Fresh bump, contains latest cravings and new plots surrounding it. No active partners are being replaced.
 
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