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Mx Male the lost soul down — [ m/m ]

milk

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[ THE LOST SOUL DOWN ]
a m/m partner search

[ ABOUT ME ]
hello there, i'm milk and i'm a 27-year-old loser located in the est timezone (gmt-5) with a night owl schedule. cool with any pronouns. i've been role-playing for seventeen years now and trying to rekindle my love for it again. i promise though i'm super chill, so don't be afraid to reach out to me if you are interested even the slightest. i'm sure we can work something out! drop a private message in my box, tell me a little about yourself, and if anything here caught your attention.

[ GUIDELINES ]
i am looking for partners willing to do long-term m/m with the intention of slow-burn romance. i absolutely love smut as much as the next person, but i strive for some sort of story and character development first and foremost. i've written dominant tops for as long as i can remember, so that's what i'm most versed in, but you could say i strive to make my dudes switch and/or vers by default. i will cater to your character if need be, though! i don't care who takes it or gives it and this aspect is never a prominent attribute in their personalities. want my guys to strictly dom or top? ok! want to push them around and have them sub or bottom? go for it! want to interchange to spice things up? hell yeah! doesn't matter to me, just let me know what you're looking for.

i tend to write in private messages, but i do have discord that i use for gaming. i'm willing to try writing on it if that is what you prefer. i can write anywhere from 300 to 1000 words or more with the intention of something more fun and casual. shorter posts = faster replies. i used to be a strict novella writer, but i found i was burning out not only myself, but my partner too, so i am trying to relearn the fundamentals again. you will get a post every day or every other day depending on length and free time, as i do remote work and run dnd campaigns in my free time. longest you will have to wait is a week.

when it comes to character appearances, as long as i have a few references, written or visual, i'm a happy camper. i don't like to double, but if it makes sense for the story i will. i'm also incredibly drop and ghost-friendly as it is simply a hobby for many of us and life will always come first. if we've done something in the past and you would like to start it up again or create something new, don't be afraid to get back in touch with me, i have slight memory issues due to medication so i apologize!

[ WORD BANK ]
pick and choose, mix and match, go crazy.
80s, 90s, age difference, a/b/o, age gap, agents, aliens, androids, apocalyptic, bad endings, bands, betrayal, characters with flaws, childhood-friends-to-lovers, closeted characters, codependency, cops, corruption, cosmic horror, cowboys, creator vs. creation, crime, criminals, cryptids, cults, cyberpunk, d&d, dark-fantasy, deception, details, detectives, domesticity, drug abuse, dystopia, emotional suppression, emotionally heavy, enemies-to-lovers, espionage, fantasy, flashbacks, gore, height difference, high-fantasy, horror, hurt/comfort, hybristophilia, ill-intentions, imperfections, infidelity, lima syndrome, love/hate relationships, lovecraftian, mafia, manipulation, mercenaries, masked characters, military, monsters, murder, musicians, mystery, noire, nostalgia, nuclear fallout, obsession, opposites attract, pining, playing god, possession, post-apocalyptic, power imbalances, power-play, psychological horror, punishment, revenge, reward, rivalry, road trips, robots, role reversal, runaways, savior complex, science experiments, science fiction, serial killers, size difference, slice-of-life, slow-burn, small-towns, sobfest, soldiers, stalkers, stockholm syndrome, supernatural, taboo romance, tenderness, thriller, torture, touch starvation, toxic masculinity, unconventionally attractive characters, "ugly" characters, unexpected love, unhealthy relationships, unrequited love, vampires, violence, vulnerability, yakuza, zombies

[ KINKS ]
please tell me if there are things that you are not comfortable with.
if nothing is discussed, ic or ooc, things will remain vanilla if a sexual scene occurs.

[ YES ]

a/b/o, affection, aftercare, age differences, aphrodisiacs, begging, biting/scratching, blackmail, blindfolds, bloodplay, brat taming, breast/nipple play, breath control, choking, consensual non-consent, creampie, crossdressing, cuddling, daddy kink, degradation/verbal abuse, dirty talking, discipline/reinforcement, domesticity, desperation, dubious consent, exhibitionism, face-fucking, feminization, fingering, forced clotheswearing, foreplay, frotting, hair pulling, handjobs/blowjobs, heat/rut, humiliation, kissing, knife play, leash/collars, licking, light/medium bondage, manhandling, masks, masturbation/mutual masturbation, monsters, multiple orgasms, orgasm control/denial, overstimulation, pet names, pleasure control/denial, rimjobs, roughness, sadism/masochism, sex toys/electric toys, sexual frustration, sexual pain, sexy/slutty clothing, size differences, socks/stockings, spanking, swallowing, teasing, throat-fucking, tit-fucking, uniforms, uppity, virginity, voyeurism, wax play

[ NO ]

all the way through, bathroom play/control, bestiality, bimbofication, castration, death, diapers, docking, enemas, extreme mutilation, extreme torture, farting, feeding, fisting, footjobs, furries, hirsute, inflatables, inflation, living insertions, macrophilia, menses, microphilia, necrophilia, nipple penetration, objectophilia, oviposition, pedophilia, prolapse, rape, scat, shaving, sounding, toilet play/control, transgender [i'm all for trans characters, i just don't want them to be fetishized or used as a kink], unbirthing/birthing, vomit, vore, watersports, wound fucking, zoophilia

[ FANDOM ]
these are the only fandom i'm somewhat confident writing in, whether in-character or universe.
i'm fine doing canon/canon, oc/canon, or simply oc/oc. AUs are cool with me too.

• call of duty: modern warfare 2 (2019) (ghost, soap, captain price, gaz, alex, alejandro, graves, makarov, könig, horangi)
• red dead redemption 2 (arthur, john)
• baldur's gate 3 (astarion, gale)
• starfield (sam)
• league of legends (all male champs tbh lol)
• arcane (viktor, jayce)
• detroit: become human (connor, hank, kamski, gavin)
• hogwarts legacy (sebastian, ominis)
• cyberpunk (v, jackie, johnny)
• blade runner
• harry potter
• fallout
• star wars (obi-wan, qui-gon, anakin, luke, han, kylo, hux, poe)
• the last of us (joel, tommy)
• hannibal (will, hannibal)
• stranger things (will, mike, steve, billy, eddie, hopper)
• the walking dead (rick, daryl, glenn, carl, negan)

[ FAVORITES ]
things i am always craving and will never get sick of.
[ TROPES ]

hurt and comfort, unforgettable first meetings, childhood/best friends to lovers, unrequited love, enemies to lovers, opposites attract, finding love in unexpected places, unlearning past patterns, betrayal and redemption, instant attraction but slow-burn emotional intimacy, overly-frustrated attraction, corruption, grey morality, coming from different worlds or cultures, power imbalances, power struggles, forbidden taboo romance: different species, social status, gender and society, power, occupation, age gap, incest, etc.

[ CHARACTER ARCHETYPES ]

i love to write my characters as any of the following (but are not strict to): older (30+), gruff/grouchy/stubborn, cocky bastards, masculine or hypermasculine, huge/tall, fathers or fatherly types, gentle giants, closeted, imperfect or flawed, "ugly" or unconventionally attractive, masked/hidden faces, military men/soldiers/mercenaries, police/detectives, killers/slashers, cowboys/bounty hunters, devoted knights/duty sworn princes, musicians/band boys, monsters (supernatural, eldritch, fantasy, etc.), androgynous, masculine with effeminate flair, pretty boys, obsessive/possessive natures, narrative foils

painfully stubborn dudes with trust issues who are hard to love but are slowly learning how to
big scary monsters in their prime, but with age have become tired and worn and wanting to settle down
cocky firecrackers or know-it-alls who are challenging to work with and need to be put in their place
big tall scary baddies who are actually sweet and caring or airheaded but are oh-sooo possessive...
sweet, beautiful, and effeminate but are ambiguously evil
conflicted, closeted, and jealous and will never admit it


[ IDEAS ]
two characters who have no choice but to reconcile differences to trust each other
partners in crime, grumpy veteran with the overly-optimistic rookie or smug know-it-all
two characters with differing worldviews: one wants to save it, and one wants to destroy it
character willing to do anything to save their lover, but lose themselves or their humanity in the process
old friends/lovers who meet again but realize they're different people now, either in a good or bad way
the monster being treated gently for the first time in their life, the human who sees past the ugliness
two friends who mess around as a joke but eventually fall hard for one another and catch feelings
masculine closeted character falling for the feminine gay character, or vice-versa
two overly masculine characters catching feelings but don't want to admit them
(whether because of societal standards or toxic masculinity)


[ GENRES ]
slice-of-life as long as there's angst/drama of some sort
horror, psychological thrillers, slashers
criminals, military, gangs, mafia, cops, agents, detectives
zombie apocalypses, post-apocalyptic, nuclear fallout
robots/androids, cyberpunk, tech-noir, space bounty hunters
cowboys, bounty hunters, nitty-gritty grungy westerns
dnd fantasy, medieval fantasy, high-fantasy, adventure fantasy, isekai
road trips, escort/rescue missions, traveling adventures

tbh just give me two dudes stuck together for long periods of time
(bonus points if they hate each other)

[ PAIRINGS ]
see something you like and have a plot? i'd love to hear it! i'll write as either character.
[ SLICE OF LIFE ]

best friend/best friend, babysitter/employer, boss/employee, brother/sibling's friend or lover, brother/brother, stepbrother/stepbrother, father/son's friend, father/son, uncle/nephew, bully/bullied, celebrity/anti-fan, celebrity/bodyguard, closeted/out, band member/band member, runaway/runaway, model/photographer, professor/assistant, professor/student, teacher/student's father

[ HORROR ]
stalker/stalked, cult leader/victim, killer/hybristophile, killer/victim, veteran killer/rookie killer, kidnapper/victim

[ SUPERNATURAL ]
ghost/detective, supernatural/human, supernatural/hunter, monster/human, priest/demon

[ CRIME ]
addict/dealer, bounty hunter/target, bodyguard/target, cop/criminal, detective/killer, rookie cop/veteran cop, gang member/rival gang member, mafia leader/undercover cop, prison guard/inmate, soldier/soldier, soldier/enemy

[ SCI-FI ]
alien/human, android/human, mercenary/scientist, new gen android/old gen android, scientist/alien, scientist/experiment, bounty hunter/target

[ FANTASY ]
assassin/target, cleric/warrior, mage/apprentice, evocation mage/abjuration mage, mercenary/noble, prince/knight, prince/prince, prince/servant, knight/squire, rogue/apprentice, last of their species/hunter, god/worshipper, elf/orc, elf/human, orc/human

[ WESTERN ]
bounty hunter/sheriff, criminal/sheriff, bounty hunter/target, cowboy/cowboy, migrant worker/rancher

[ STARTERS ]
i have a plot for most of these, but if don't like any of them, send me your own!
i'm always interested in trying something new. all characters will be 18+, no exceptions.

[ SLICE OF LIFE ]

• two bandmates fall hard with their stardom which leads to their breakup. their agencies force them back together years later to make one last album.
• two musicians make it big with their first album, one revels in the spotlight while the other is in love with them.
• two friends have a falling out at graduation, they meet again when one of them is getting married to the other's sibling.
• two students attend a very prestigious university, the misfit is forced to dorm with the goody-two-shoes for the year.
• bully uni student has to partner up with the person they bully for a midterm project, the two get to know one another a little better.
• two friends decide to go on a road trip, one of them is to announce their wedding plans, the other wants to confess feelings.
• college kid falls for the divorced/widowed dad that just moved into the neighborhood.
• friend comes back to his hometown for vacation, falls for their friend's hot dad in the process.
• two lovers lose contact after one of them is presumed dead in the military, years later they happen to meet in a bar.
• two celebs who are now ex-lovers earn the leading roles in the next up-and-coming rom-com.
• runaway from crazy religious cult bumps into traveling musician who teaches them about the real world and what it has to offer.
• openly-gay misfit is forced to go to conversion therapy and befriends the preacher's son who is heavily closeted.
• two people meet on a suicide help forum and decide to runaway together irl, once meeting up, they find out they're actually enemies irl.
• runaway from abusive relationship runs into recently widowed man who decides to take them in, the two of them learn how to love again.

[ CRIME ]

• two soldiers on a counterinsurgency mission are stranded in enemy territory, they must fight to survive (bonus points if they're enemies?)
• spec ops soldier captured by enemy and kept prisoner, enemy helps them escape.
• undercover soldier infiltrates enemy for insider information, becomes close to enemy instead.
• old grumpy detective teams up with the newly-hired rookie or smug know-it-all for an important case.
• undercover agent is forced to bodyguard the latest mafia leader to bust them but ends up falling for them instead.
• eldest of a mafia gang is forced to marry the daughter rival gang as a treaty but ends up falling for the brother instead.
• two members from rivaling gangs are captured by a third gang, the two must reconcile differences and escape.
• drug dealer and their client, or simply two addicts trying to get clean together.
• an ex-criminal opens up a bar across the street from the widowed florist.
• two famous criminals after years of getting out of the trade, decide to team up again for one last job.
• ex-criminal stuck in witness protection after snitching and a begrudging cop who has to babysit them.

[ HORROR ]

• seasoned serial killer is blackmailed by obsessive fan who wants to partner up with them.
• stalker decides to kidnap the most popular student from uni. come to find out they are mistreated at home and go willingly.
• popular kid at uni has a stalker. stalker goes to their house in secret and finds a victim in their basement. popular kid is actually a killer.
• famous killer has an obsessive hybristophile fan who decides to help them break out of prison.
• murders happen in a small town, a cop has a weird best friend who happens to show up one night asking for a place to stay.
• obsessive sugar daddy hooks up with sugar baby's divorced parent in hopes of getting closer to the sugar baby again.

[ SUPERNATURAL ]

• nurse rents out the room in their apartment, and a newborn vampire trying to get blood by more humane means moves in.
• newborn vampire [or werewolf] was turned by accident, instead of being killed, a veteran takes them underwing out of pity.
• human uni student decides to join a frat, come to find out the frat is a group of supernatural.
• runaway joins a cult, the cult leader decides they'll make a good vessel for a powerful eldritch god.
• supernatural agent is paired up with human agent to figure out the the latest increase of human deaths.
• vampire leader gets a human blood slave as a gift for their arranged marriage, but falls for the blood slave instead.
• a monster is captured in a facility and tested on, a psychologist is brought in to study their behavior but gets attached.
• a friend goes missing but shows up mysteriously at the other friend's doorstep. the friend has now been taken over by a strange entity learning to be human.
• supernatural sheriff has a run-in with a gang in a bar and saves the human bartender. as per rules, they have to be turned/killed, but the sheriff doesn't have the guts to do either.

[ APOCALYPTIC ]

• hardened veteran who isn't afraid to kill stumbles upon the sheltered rookie who hasn't even killed a single zombie yet.
• soldier is ordered to kos during the start of an infected city, runs into an uninfected and decides to help them instead.
• asshole mercenary has to escort the brainy scientist across the country to deliver the cure to a deadly virus.
• two strangers meet in a coffee shop as the zombie outbreak begins. they decide to team up, one of them is immune.
• two ex-lovers run into one another when scrounging for supplies, something bad happens forcing them to work together.

[ SCI-FI ]

• android agent teams up with human detective to find out the latest mishaps of androids killing humans.
• engineer steals the latest prototype of an ultra-intelligent android and goes on the run.
• esper escapes from government facility and runs into a city gang who uses them to win the latest turf war.
• an intelligent alien is unwillingly experimented on by the team, one of the scientists want to help them instead.
• human who hates androids finds one in the trash, decides to fix it for cash but instead it wakes up.

[ FANTASY ]

• hardened knight who has been wronged by his kingdom is enslaved to the opposing side: the enemy who isn't as evil as what they are portrayed as.
• a prince is being married off to a rival kingdom, a knight is appointed to them as a gift, the two fall for one another.
• a knight is sent out to kill the last of a dying race. finds them but can't bring themselves to kill them: decides to go on the run instead.
• a blight sweeps the lands, a priest is being escorted to the center of the world by a hardened mercenary to cleanse the world.
• a sickly prince seeks out the powers of a powerful demon to save their falling kingdom from war.
• a magical prince is married off to a rival kingdom who ends up killing his family instead. he and his retainer go on the run.
• mage is experimented on to become a weapon, decides to escape and meets a mercenary who helps them find salvation.
• prince is put into slavery by a bastard of the king aiming for the throne, they are bought by the rival kingdom.
• famous mage buys a human with an affinity for magic from a slave auction as a great magical war is upon the horizon.
• two mages of different schools of magic are forced to partner up for their final exam: killing a monster terrorizing a village.
• two friends have just been transported into their dnd campaign, now they have to find a way out.
• someone gets isekai'd into a fantasy world, they decide to tag along with an veteran adventurer who initially wants to kill them.
• a mercenary is assigned to find a runaway noble and bring them home for whatever reason, shenanigans ensues.
• the trickster god a follower has been worshipping for years isn't as fanciful as what they turn out to be when they finally meet.
• two people are prophesied as the destruction of the world, come to find out they are the ones that will save it.
• two lovers are fated but cursed to forget when they die and reincarnate. one of them dies, the other finds their reincarnation who hates them.
• new adventurer is imprisoned, come to find out their cellmate is actually the infamous rogue people are looking for. in exchange for escape, the rogue takes them underwing.

[ WESTERN ]

• two cowboys are falsely imprisoned for things they didn't do, the two of them decide to break out.
• bounty hunter sets out after an infamous gang, but instead finds a man who's wife was recently killed by the gang and is out for blood.
• wanted criminal goes on the run and collapses on a rancher's property, the rancher takes them in unknowingly.
• two cowboys have been a part of a gang since they were kids, their leader is now corrupt and the two of them must make a decision to stay or leave.
• sheriff of a small town notices the mysterious man who recently moved in looks a lot like the famous criminal on the wanted poster around town.
 
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