about me hello there, you can call me milk or cheek, twenty-nine, and in the est timezone (gmt-5) with a non-existent sleep schedule and gaming addiction. cool with any pronouns! i'm a bit of a night owl, freelance worker, and frequent traveler, so my schedule is a bit shifty at times, but i'm always down for writing fun stories and chatting.
i've been in the roleplaying gig for about twenty years now, which began on neopets, gaiaonline, tumblr, and a bunch of other niche forums when i was younger. i've stuck with the craft as well as i could since then, and like a few others, i'm trying to recapture the nostalgia from those days but also learn new things as a writer too!
i'm the type of person who just loves to yap about characters, as well as draw, create music playlists, memes, and pinterest boards, so i'm always on the lookout for someone who likes that too. it's not a requirement, but nothing helps aid inspiration better than some creative yapping.
also, don't mind the wall of text in this search, it's more to give you an idea of what i'm like as a partner rather than strict guidelines for you. i promise you i'm super chill, so don't be afraid to reach out to me if you're interested even the slightest. i'm sure we can work something out! drop a private message in my box, tell me a little about yourself, and if anything here caught your attention!
guidelines ⋆ i'm looking for longterm with a slowburn romance intertwined into the story somewhere. i'm most comfortable writing male characters, but i'm easing my way back into writing female characters again, so if you'd be interested in that, just let me know. any gender pairing, also lgbtq+ friendly!
⋆ i'm willing to write in private message or discord, either or is fine! or we can write on the site and chat on discord, up to you.
⋆ i'm a novella writer turned lit-casual, can write anywhere from 300 to 1000 or more words, but right now i'm on the lookout for shorter (around avg 300-600?) i've spent a long time doing novella rps, so now i want to challenge myself for shorter; fast, quick, maybe daily replies! i won't hold to it if the story is compelling and we can't help but write more, but i miss short replies, lots of dialogue, etc.
⋆ as long as i have a few references of our characters appearances, written or visual, i'm a happy camper. i default to descriptions until i can find a faceclaim that fits, whether that is an irl actor or model, or art (my own or otherwise). i'm comfortable with ai images long as you state it as such. i don't use it, but i won't chastise you if you do.
⋆ i try not to double as i like to put my entire focus on our two main characters to not overwhelm myself, but the void calls to me sometimes, so i do love writing multiple characters when given the chance if it makes sense for the story; i don't double for the sake of pairings or bedroom positions. an infinite number of npcs of any gender are welcome and needed.
⋆ i am incredibly drop and ghost-friendly as i know this is a hobby and life will always come first, we're human, no hard feelings. a message is always nice, but if not, don't sweat it! if we've done something in the past, don't be afraid to get back in touch with me, i'm the type of partner that will jump back into a story at any given time even if a significant amount of time has passed. also cool with starting a new plot entirely if the story doesn't vibe well.
wordbank everything listed is to give you an idea of all the things that i enjoy to write. so don't be shy, pick and choose, mix and match, go crazy!
nsfw i love smut, but i strive for some sort of story and character development to help aid it (unless a plot-driven sex scene happens for the sake of angst/drama etc.) nsfw, at least to me, is a scene among scenes rather than a goal. think of something like 60/40 in terms of plot-to-smut ratio? it will never be the focal point but some plots have more than others!
role/position i've written dominant tops for as long as i can remember but you could say i strive to make all my characters switch and/or vers by default. i personally don't care who takes it or gives it and this aspect is never a prominent attribute in their personalities, but i will cater to your character if needed! want my characters to strictly dom or top? okay! want to push them around and have them sub or bottom? go for it! want to interchange to spice things up? hell yeah! doesn't matter to me, just let me know what you're looking for specifically.
i'm pretty open-minded when it comes to kinks and limits as it's not a requirement, but if you see something here that piques your interest, i'm more than happy to indulge. please do tell me if there are things that you are not comfortable with. if nothing is discussed, ic or ooc, things will remain vanilla if a sexual scene occurs.
kinks a/b/o, affection, aftercare, age differences, aphrodisiacs, begging, biting/scratching, blackmail, blindfolds, bloodplay, brat taming, breast/nipple play, breath control, choking, cock warming, consensual non-consent, creampie, crossdressing, cuddling, daddy kink, degradation/verbal abuse, dirty talking, discipline/reinforcement, domesticity, desperation, dubious consent, exhibitionism, face-fucking, feminization, fingering, forced clotheswearing, foreplay, frotting, free use, hair pulling, handjobs/blowjobs, heat/rut, humiliation, kissing, knife play, knotting, leash/collars, licking, light/medium bondage, manhandling, masks, masturbation/mutual masturbation, monsters, multiple orgasms, orgasm control/denial, overstimulation, pet names, pleasure control/denial, puppyplay, rimjobs, role reversal, roughness, sadism/masochism, service tops, sex toys/electric toys, sexual frustration, sexual pain, sexy/slutty clothing, size differences, socks/stockings, spanking, swallowing, teasing, throat-fucking, tit-fucking, uniforms, topping from the bottom, uppity, virginity, voyeurism, wax play
fandom any of the characters listed here are ones that i'm fairly well-versed in writing as, any gender pairing, canon/oc or canon/canon. cool with pairing other non-listed characters against them too. non-canon or AUs are welcome, even taking the story itself and inserting our own characters. also, while i may dabble in some fandoms more than others, this list is in no particular order. i'm usually always down to write any fandom you approach me with from this list. i'm also not a stickler for being correct on canon details either, give me your all your headcanons and crack theories!
call of duty: modern warfare 2 (2019) (ghost, soap, price, gaz, alex, alejandro, graves, makarov, könig, horangi)
red dead redemption 2 (arthur, john)
mouthwashing (curly, jimmy, daisuke)
arcane (viktor, jayce, silco, vander)
league of legends (all male champs, but i'm familiar with most popular pairings, just ask, i.e: sett/aphelios, tf/graves, garen/kat, ezreal/taric, etc.)
death stranding (sam, higgs)
detroit: become human (connor, hank, kamski, gavin)
stardew valley (sebastian, sam, alex, harvey, shane, elliot, the wizard)
dungeon meshi (laios, chilchuck, senshi)
chainsaw man (aki, denji, angel devil, kishibe)
fourth wing (dain, xaden, liam, brennan - i'm still reading through the 2nd!)
hogwarts legacy (sebastian, ominis)
cyberpunk 2077 (v, jackie, johnny)
starfield (sam)
blade runner (deckard, kd6-3.7 (joe))
harry potter (ocs)
pokemon (ocs)
fallout (ocs)
fallout 4 (nick, hancock)
fallout tv show (the ghoul)
star wars (obi-wan, qui-gon, anakin, luke, han, kylo, hux, poe)
the last of us (joel, tommy)
left 4 dead 2 (nick, ellis)
nbc hannibal (will, hannibal)
bbc sherlock (sherlock, john)
peacemaker (peacemaker, vigilante)
succession (greg, tom, roman, kendall, connor)
game of thrones (jon, robb, jaime, tormund, the hound, littlefinger)
house of the dragon (jacaerys, cregan, daemon, aegon, aemond)
stranger things (will, mike, steve, billy, eddie, hopper)
the walking dead (rick, daryl, glenn, carl, negan)
scream (billy, stu)
tropes angst, hurt and comfort, trauma bonding, unforgettable first meetings, fated mates, childhood/best friends to lovers, unrequited love, forbidden longing, enemies to lovers, opposites attract, finding love in unexpected places, unlearning past patterns, old habits die hard, quiet adoration, betrayal and redemption, seeking revenge, friends to lovers to enemies to lovers, instant attraction but slow-burn emotional intimacy, overly-frustrated attraction, corruption, grey morality, misery loves company, only one bed, old man yaoi, savior complex, coming from different worlds or cultures, power imbalances, power struggles, destructive love, toxic relationships, forbidden taboo romance such as: different species, social status, gender and society, power, occupation, age gap, incest, etc.
character archetypes i love to write my own characters as any of the following (but are not strict to):
older (30+), gruff/grouchy/stubborn/mean, cocky bastards, snarky/sarcastic, masculine or hypermasculine, huge/tall, fathers or fatherly types, gentle giants, closeted, imperfect or flawed, "ugly" or unconventionally attractive, masked/hidden faces, military men/soldiers/mercenaries, police/detectives, killers/slashers, cowboys/bounty hunters, devoted knights/duty sworn princes, musicians/band boys, monsters (supernatural, eldritch, fantasy, etc.), androgynous, masculine with effeminate flair, pretty boys, himbos, short kings, service tops, golden retrievers, obsessive/possessive natures, narrative foils
pairings
slice of life best friend/best friend, babysitter/employer, professor/student, professor/assistant, teacher/student's parent, boss/employee, therapist/client, brother/sibling's friend or lover, brother/brother, brother/sister, step-sibling/step-sibling, father/son's friend, father/son or daughter, uncle/nephew or niece, bully/bullied, celebrity/anti-fan, celebrity/bodyguard, idol/manager, closeted/out, band member/band member, runaway/runaway, model/photographer
fantasy dragonrider/dragon, noble dragonrider/commoner, dragonriderassassin/target, cleric/warrior, mage/apprentice, evocation mage/abjuration mage, mercenary/noble, prince/knight, prince/prince, prince/servant, knight/squire, rogue/apprentice, last of their species/hunter, god/worshipper, elf/orc, elf/human, orc/human
two celebrities end their lives, leaving their fortune to a family friend (or blood-related member) as well as their son/daughter.
two bandmates fall hard with their stardom which leads to their breakup. their agencies force them back together years later to make one last album.
two musicians make it big with their first album, one revels in the spotlight while the other is in love with them.
two friends have a falling out at graduation, they meet again when one of them is getting married to the other's sibling.
two students attend a very prestigious university, the misfit is forced to dorm with the goody-two-shoes for the year.
bully uni student has to partner up with the person they bully for a midterm project, the two get to know one another a little better.
two friends decide to go on a road trip, one of them is to announce their wedding plans to their gf/bf, the other wants to confess feelings.
college kid falls for the divorced/widowed dad that just moved into the neighborhood.
friend comes back to his hometown for vacation, falls for their friend's hot dad in the process.
two lovers lose contact after one of them is presumed dead in the military, years later they happen to meet in a bar.
two celebs who are now ex-lovers earn the leading roles in the next up-and-coming rom-com.
runaway from crazy religious cult bumps into traveling musician who teaches them about the real world and what it has to offer.
openly-gay misfit is forced to go to conversion therapy and befriends the preacher's son who is heavily closeted.
two people meet on a suicide help forum and decide to runaway together irl, once meeting up, they find out they're actually enemies irl.
runaway from abusive relationship runs into recently widowed man who decides to take them in, the two of them learn how to love again.
fantasy
a commoner claims a dragon and is suddenly thrusted into the world of nobility. the eldest prince/princess is forced to train them for the upcoming war.
a prince/princess is of-age to claim a dragon, and claims a dragon that is fated with another, who is owned by their greatest enemy.
an alpha lord loses their fated mate, and is sent an omega from another house as a gift in exchange for fighting in the war. the two hate one another.
two princes are forced to marry another house, and as one presents as alpha, the other late-presents as an omega (and is fated with their brother).
hardened knight who has been wronged by his kingdom is enslaved to the opposing side: the enemy who isn't as evil as what they are portrayed as.
a prince/princess is being married off to a rival kingdom, a knight is appointed to them as a gift, the two fall for one another.
a knight is sent out to kill the last of a dying race. finds them, but can't bring themselves to kill them: decides to go on the run instead.
a blight sweeps the lands, a priest/priestess is being escorted to the center of the world by a hardened mercenary to cleanse the world.
a sickly prince/princess seeks out the powers of a powerful demon to save their falling kingdom from war.
a magical prince/princess is married off to a rival kingdom who ends up killing their family instead. their retainer saves them and go on the run.
mage is experimented on to become a weapon, decides to escape and meets a mercenary who helps them find salvation.
prince/princess is put into slavery by a bastard of the king aiming for the throne, they are bought by the rival kingdom.
famous mage buys a human with an affinity for magic from a slave auction as a great magical war is upon the horizon.
two mages of different schools of magic are forced to partner up for their final exam: killing a monster terrorizing a village.
two friends have just been transported into their D&D campaign, now they have to find a way out.
someone gets isekai'd into a fantasy world, they decide to tag along with an veteran adventurer who initially wants to kill them.
a mercenary is assigned to find a runaway noble and bring them home for whatever reason, shenanigans ensues.
the trickster god a follower has been worshipping for years isn't as fanciful as what they turn out to be when they finally meet.
two people are prophesied as the destruction of the world, come to find out they are the ones that will save it.
two lovers are fated but cursed to forget when they die and reincarnate. one of them dies, the other finds their reincarnation who hates them.
new adventurer is imprisoned, come to find out their cellmate is actually the infamous rogue people are looking for. in exchange for escape, the rogue takes them underwing.
horror
seasoned serial killer is blackmailed by obsessive fan who wants to partner up with them.
stalker decides to kidnap the most popular student from uni. come to find out they are mistreated at home and go willingly.
popular kid at uni has a stalker. stalker goes to their house in secret and finds a victim in their basement. popular kid is actually a killer.
famous killer has an obsessive hybristophile fan who decides to help them break out of prison.
journalist sneaks into the infamous asylum known for experimentation on patients, gets trapped and stalked by one of the monstrous patients.
murders happen in a small town, a cop has a weird best friend who happens to show up one night asking for a place to stay.
obsessive sugar daddy hooks up with sugar baby's divorced parent in hopes of getting closer to the sugar baby again.
supernatural
human crashes their car and takes it to the mysterious small town nearby. a (werewolf/vamp) mechanic using the town as a front, helps them out.
nurse rents out the room in their apartment, and a newborn vampire trying to get blood by more humane means moves in.
newborn vampire (or werewolf) was turned by accident, instead of being killed, a veteran takes them underwing out of pity.
human uni student decides to join a frat, come to find out the frat is a group of supernatural.
runaway joins a cult, the cult leader decides they'll make a good vessel for a powerful eldritch god.
supernatural agent is paired up with human agent to figure out the the latest increase of human deaths.
vampire leader gets a human blood slave as a gift for their arranged marriage, but falls for the blood slave instead.
a monster is captured in a facility and tested on, a psychologist is brought in to study their behavior but gets attached.
a friend goes missing but shows up mysteriously at the other friend's doorstep. the friend has now been taken over by a strange entity learning to be human.
supernatural sheriff has a run-in with a gang in a bar and saves the human bartender. as per rules, they have to be turned/killed, but the sheriff doesn't have the guts to do either.
crime
two soldiers on a counterinsurgency mission are stranded in enemy territory, they must fight to survive (bonus points if they're enemies?)
spec ops soldier captured by enemy and kept prisoner, enemy helps them escape.
undercover soldier infiltrates enemy for insider information, becomes close to enemy instead.
old grumpy detective teams up with the newly-hired rookie or smug know-it-all for an important case.
undercover agent is forced to bodyguard the latest mafia leader to bust them but ends up falling for them instead.
eldest of a mafia gang is forced to marry the daughter rival gang as a treaty but ends up falling for the brother instead.
two members from rivaling gangs are captured by a third gang, the two must reconcile differences and escape.
drug dealer and their client, or simply two addicts trying to get clean together.
an ex-criminal opens up a bar across the street from the widowed florist.
two famous criminals after years of getting out of the trade, decide to team up again for one last job.
ex-criminal stuck in witness protection after snitching and a begrudging cop who has to babysit them.
dystopian
hardened veteran who isn't afraid to kill stumbles upon the sheltered rookie who hasn't even killed a single zombie yet.
soldier is ordered to kos during the start of an infected city, runs into an uninfected and decides to help them instead.
asshole mercenary has to escort the brainy scientist across the country to deliver the cure to a deadly virus.
two strangers meet in a coffee shop as the zombie outbreak begins. they decide to team up, one of them is immune.
two ex-lovers run into one another when scrounging for supplies, something bad happens forcing them to work together.
leader of a large encampment spares a group of wandering survivors, in exchange for taking one of them as their lover.
sci-fi
android agent teams up with human detective to find out the latest mishaps of androids killing humans.
engineer steals the latest prototype of an ultra-intelligent android and goes on the run.
esper escapes from government facility and runs into a city gang who uses them to win the latest turf war.
an intelligent alien is unwillingly experimented on by the team, one of the scientists want to help them instead.
human who hates androids finds one in the trash, decides to fix it for cash but instead it wakes up.
historical
two cowboys are falsely imprisoned for things they didn't do, the two of them decide to break out.
bounty hunter sets out after an infamous gang, but instead finds a man who's wife was recently killed by the gang and is out for blood.
wanted criminal goes on the run and collapses on a rancher's property, the rancher takes them in unknowingly.
two cowboys have been a part of a gang since they were kids, their leader is now corrupt and the two of them must make a decision to stay or leave.
sheriff of a small town notices the mysterious man who recently moved in looks a lot like the famous criminal on the wanted poster around town.
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