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Bellatrixxx
Play with Yourself, not With Me
- Joined
- Feb 8, 2023
Welcome to my Lair!
Ahead is everything you can learn about me as a potential writing partner. I have been an avid writer and reader since I was a pre-teen and have been RP forum/chat writing for over 10 years. I absolutely adore it, the excitement of meeting new people, of plotting, of formulating characters and seeing them come to life with yours. But that's just it: "Coming to Life". I need you to breath life into your creation and our world together. Through the story I want to know their secrets, their hopes and fears, their deepest desires, and I'll give you mine. We are both collaborative writers here. Bring me your ideas and I'll bring mine. In the end we will write an awesome story that we built 50/50.
I know it's sometimes a popular thing to say "quality over quantity" but I whole-heartedly disagree. You can't have a wonderful post full of development, introspection, thought, detail, and advance the scene with less than (I’m tossing a number out of my ass here) 5 paragraphs. You just can't. If you average that in your posting length than I am not a good partner for you. Some like the quicker, rapid fire scenes. Find them elsewhere. I am all about experiencing every emotion, feeling the entire scene out and really giving these characters and world we created their own story. I am not only very literate, but also very verbose. Please understand this and know I want it in return.
Being online for many years in this environment I am also very easy going. I am married IRL and love my boo-thing, so while I may flirt with you, chat with you, and ride you down in the RP world, I know my place and boundaries. The woman behind the keyboard will not overstep and I expect my partners to understand that and do the same. This isn't a dating site. There is a difference between playful OOC communication and stepping over the line. But with that said I DO need some sort of connection with my partners as a human to another human. I write so much better, plot so much deeper with those I vibe with. If we are to write together, especially long term, I do need that tether.
Another strange thing about me is I am pretty damn okay with some mild auto-hitting. I know this is a sensitive area for some people, but if we are to write some intense scenes, I've got to trust you, and vice versa. If I call your character's name, they are likely going to look at me. If your big massive character tries to grab me, unless my character is a circus tumbling-BJJ Master, he's going to be successful. If we have to wait for each other to react to those tiny details, then the scenes would be so choppy and could never flow. We would, of course, have our communications open, and if I, or you, ever did something that's a step too far there's "edit" buttons for a reason. I'm not saying it will be necessary in every scene, but when it comes up these are my views on it.
Now, onto the fun/sexy stuff. I love almost any genre and have written in every form of character. My biggest key to accepting a new story is a well-thought out plot with your character's outlining created. Don't just send me a "Hey let's do a fantasy RP together." Send me a rough idea of the world you want to play in, the character you might wish to create, or the kink you might want to explore. I'm attracted to the passion in my partner, not really vague ideas and tropes that have been done hundreds of times. After writing as long as I have, I'm looking for the uniqueness of our human connection through our writing. Not playing the 472nd Viking Princess to your Raider, or the 895th Orc to your Barbarian.
I love writing. And I love writing smut. Slow burns are sexy; jumping right into sex in the first scene is sexy. And even if the story is deep and amazing, when our characters fuck it's going to be for several posts and multiple rounds. I love loooooooong nasty scenes where they may rest and talk before getting back at it. I love the highs and lows of maybe going hardcore rough to gentle cuddles to doing it slow and intentionally with deep eye contact. My characters can be of many races, ethnicities, and backgrounds, but majorly they are headstrong women who are smart, maybe a little bratty, but know how to handle themselves. And they only really answer to stronger, more confident, men. They don't typically roll over and submit quickly, so if you don't wish to be challenged, pushed, and don't find the strength of femininity sexy, then you won't like the majority of my characters. I HAVE written demure, quiet, arm-candy women before, but I have to be sold on the story and really like your writing style to accept those sorts of scenes.
LOVES
Oral/ Rimming
Anal
Vanilla
Bondage
Impact play (spanking, whipping, canning, slapping, etc)
Rough/Hardcore/passionate
Romance
Enemies to Lovers
Interracial (different from "Race play" when the race/ethnicity of the character is the literal kink)
MxF stories
Brats/Brat Tamers
LIKES
Dub-con
Incest (Father/Daughter, siblings, Uncle/Niece, cousins)
Threesomes (but only as a scene or two, not when the whole story revolves around the male character getting laid by every character I make)
Age Play
Size differences
Foot Play
Breath Play (nothing with water though, I tried a waterboarding scene once and hated it)
Wax Play
HARD MAYBES (only done with partners I trust, or if the story is
*chef’s kiss*)Pregnancy/Breeding
Watersports
Cuck-Queening scenes (once again, as a potential scene or two, not to have the entire plot center around it)
Non-con
FxF (Written only by another female writer)
Tentacles/Monsters
Pet Play
FANDOM Characters/RPs
Sexual Torture
Knife Play
Piercing/Tattooing
NOS
Vore
Bone breaking
Scat
Harem RPs
Race play/Racist Mains (I don’t care if “Well that’s just how my character is.” Go to therapy. You’re weird.)
Incest RPs between Mother and Son
I currently don’t have any of my own personal inspiration and ideas, but I am hungry for yours if you think we would be a good fit.
Please reach out!
Quick Style with potential for longer term if we fall in love with the story and characters.
Wants and Desires for this RP:
Power dynamics
BDSM
Stranger/Anonymous
One Night Stand (we can continue the story if desired)
Every year there is an infamous Masquerade Gala the rich and elite attend under the guise of raising money for charity. No media, no cameras, all attendees are masked at all times, it is high profile with a guest list more exclusive than the damn Garden of Eden.
In reality, it's a place where the powerful go to let loose. Yes, the money they pay to enter if they are so lucky to receive an invitation does indeed go to charity, but it's not just a night of dancing and feasting as portrayed to the curious public. The castle-like mansion is filled with rooms where one could experience every sort of pleasure humans could possibly conceive in their filthy little minds, but nothing comes close to the wild world that occurs downstairs, in a dark place simply known as The Cellar.
MC is a simple woman, young and hard working, who is on the catering staff that wonderful night. But instead of staying on her shift as scheduled, passing out drinks and small bottles of lube on silver trays, she sneaks in a mask and an outfit to abandon her post and join in on the festivities. She may have only planned to drink and have fun, but all of those plans change when she meets YC.
You can make him whatever you wish to be, but I would like him to be the dominant one against her and a member of the society that was actually formally invited to the event. Their masks stay on during their encounter, and I want it to be a detailed, long one. They have all night with full freedom to do as they wish, and I want to go scene by scene of them indulging in each other in intense, painfully erotic ways.
Only PMs with actual ideas to add to the story and characters will be responded to.
Wants and Desires for this RP:
Power Dynamics
Age difference
Master/Slave-esque
Beauty and the Beast Vibes
YC used to be the most eligible bachelor in the state. Wealthy, handsome, a womanizing philanthropist, he had an extremely successful business and was at the top of the world, it seemed.
Until his DUI car accident. Scarred and disfigured across half his face and guilty for injuring innocent others (scandal scandal) his model fiancé broke up with him and the world turned its back. Turning to alcohol and falling into a self-centered depression, he eventually lost almost everything he had built, for when one builds a legacy on superficial nonsense, they lose it all when things get deeper. Now, many years later, he lives as a recluse in his empty mansion, a place that used to throw wild parties but now only collects dust and cobwebs. The board of his company runs everything, assuring him he never needs to actually come into the office except run the monthly board meeting once a month, and nowadays that's done virtually. The world has moved on from him; all the "friends" and "girlfriends" he had disappearing rather quickly once he lost his social status.
But things need to change. First order being, a maid needs to be hired to clean away his years of mess and maybe he can start to rebuild the most shattered portions of his life, so he creates a job listing, simple and short, in search of one foolish enough to answer.
MC is foolish enough. Broke with student debt from a degree she isn't even using, she's looking for a job that pays pretty well, and cleaning an old, big empty house doesn't seem so hard. She's younger, so his Reign of Popularity was really before her knowledge of pop culture began. She comes for an interview, the only one who responded, and when he sees her some additional ideas for the job spring forward. It's been a few years since he's had his particular desires and needs met and fulfilled, being a man who used to be worshipped and served, dotted on and submitted to. If she is interested in a much....much higher paycheck, the offer to also become his personal house slave is also laid on the table. But she has to agree to everything he says while she's in his home. Everything. It's the only way he thinks he can keep a beautiful girl like her around, to have her be with him and submit to him in that way, because he's so hideous and unlovable...
...right?
I don’t really have a story idea in this one? Just an extreme desire for a dramatic size-difference RP with a heavy focus on extreme rough play. Here are some potential plot bunnies for inspiration...
Niece x Uncle
Debtor x Loan Shark
Secretary x CEO
Halfling x Human/Wizard
Victim x Crime Boss
Girl Next Door x Newly Divorced Dominant Neighbor
Only PMs with actual ideas to add to the story and characters will be responded to.
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