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The feeling of eyes on her should have been a new sensation, for Farren tried to be invisible. That was her whole goal in life, to be unseen and to make it through one day to the next. Some might find that goal to be unusual; who wanted to go about life unseen? No one wanted to fade into the background, to be unassuming or even better yet, forgotten. Not without a good reason and Farren felt like it was people who had the same sort of trauma plaguing their lives that wanted to hide from the world and be forgotten. It took a lot to break a soul, but it wasn't impossible and sometimes, it wasn't even hard. For example, Farren had never even had a chance. Her mother had been a nobody who had found her stepfather out of necessity rather than love. When she died, leaving her unwanted to him, he had little choice but to rear the girl. Bare minimum would have been a generous phrasing for the life he'd offered her.
Farren, you see, was one of those children that had plagued the ER, slipping in and out of temporary foster homes before being sent back to her "reformed" father. A joke at best as this reformation never lasted a month. Then she was back to being beaten. It was a small miracle, if one could call this hell such, that she hadn't been sexually abused. Too small, too skinny for most of her adolescence she had looked more like a boy than a girl. Perhaps that had saved her? It wasn't like Frank, "call me Frankie", had morals. At least... none that Farren could garner. It was from Frankie that she learned the benefit of being invisible. If they didn't see you and you didn't bother them, it was less likely you'd be beaten. That philosophy had gotten her through her formative years and upon graduating high school, Farren had fled the hell hole she'd called home and struck out on her own.
College had never been on the books for her. It cost money and she couldn't afford it. Yeah, there were programs to help but a life of being in and out of the system had given Farren a healthy dose of distrust in the government and the idea of owing anyone anything made her skin crawl. No... it was best to have no one, even if it meant she had nothing. At some point within the first year out of Frankie's house and with Farren working three jobs, she began to take on a more feminine softness, even if it was just at the edges. That slow climb to pull herself out of the shadows that had been left on her hadn't lasted long. There is a saying that we fall for our fathers... When Farren met Derick he had been the picture of charm. He would come in on the graveyard shift while she worked at the dinner and chat her up, keep her company... In time something grew between the pair and he moved into her shoddy one bedroom apartment.
But like all things in her life it wasn't going to be a fairytale ending...
The abuses started small. A backhand here... a slap there. But much like Frankie, Derick had a temper that she couldn't temper and couldn't avoid. Black eyes, broken arms... bruises that lined her small body. This one was harder to escape. He had known all about Frankie, Farren had told him.. And he knew she would run given the chance, so he limited those chances. Men watched her, followed her.. all under Derick's pay. What Derick did, Farren never knew, but her suspicion was something far less than legal. So this was her life now and as she walked down a dark alleyway, she tried to shake the feeling of eyes on her. They watched her, made sure she wouldn't run. Little did they know the light that flicked in her soul was slowly going out. Her will to live vanishing.
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Her deep red hair was tied loosely at the nape of her neck, tendrils falling about her face as she walked down the alleyway. Behind her, she could hear the city life puttering along. Even at this ungodly hour, the city didn't sleep. It had never bothered her and Farren found that when the sound went, that it caused her to feel uneasy. Lifting a hand she wiped at the sweat that beaded on her forehead. Summer in the city was sweltering, even at one am. Grimacing some, she winced and a low hiss issued from her lips. Her split lip reopened and Farren could taste blood again. The metallic tang filling her mouth was not new and for a moment, Farren wondered what it was like to go through life without hurting. Without getting pitying gazes from people who wouldn't ask questions and wouldn't offer help. Those eyes bore into her back and Farren fought the urge to run around, to roll her shoulders. The latter would just hurt like hell.. her pale skin dotted in healing bruises... The former? Well why bring attention to the fact she knew they were there?
Inhaling, she held her breath for a moment, counting backward from ten before exhaling. She was too much of a coward to take her own life, even though that will to live barely hung on by a thread. He'd kill her, some day. Derick. He'd get away with it and her body would be dumped in a trashcan or a ditch and she would truly fade then. Really obtain her goal of being invisible. Unseen, unheard in life and death. Stepping through the fencing she made her way through an abandoned park, the slight breeze hot against her face, filled with the reek of the city in summer. Whoever was following her wasn't being quiet now. Normally, they lingered far enough away to not draw attention to themselves. Maybe this one was new? A hand shoved between her shoulder blades and Farren let out a soft cry of pain and shock as she stumbled forward. Turning, she caught a fist to her jaw. Already unstable she fell backwards hard, her head hitting the pavement of the cracked sidewalk with a resounding thud. Black spots danced in her vision as she heard a foreign language. The woman's voice was guttural and as Farren tried to stand a booted foot caught her in her ribs. A cry left her lips as something broke and she curled into a ball. Was this from Derick? If not.. where where those assholes that watched her? Derick wasn't fond of sharing his playthings... That also meant their pain.
Coughing she rose to her knees as her assailant backed up. Wheezing softly with a hand on her side, Farren got to her feet unsteadily. Whatever she expected to find, the woman before her wasn't it. She was tall, not taller... just tall. Granted Farren was a wisp of a female, barely standing four eleven... this woman toward over her.. She had be be taller than Derick. Her skin tone, even in the dim halo of streetlights, seemed human, but there was something about how she was built that messed with Farren. Maybe.. it had been the fall and her head hitting the pavement. maybe her vision... was blurry? Even as she tried desperately to rationalize what she saw, Farren knew it was wrong. The woman.. the thing? It had teeth almost like a boar that came over its bottom lip. That at least explained the voice.. Her ears were pointed and while her skin seemed a soft bronze in tone, it was pebbled like that of a frog or a dinosaur. "What the hell..." Her voice, unlike her attacker's, was soft, husky and almost too sweet for the life she had led. Sugary even.. Blinking furiously she backed away from the woman slowly as she advanced. "I don't have any money!" Is that what she wanted.. money? Another rough, guttural string of words before the woman slugged her hard in the stomach. Farren had taken enough beatings to know at least one rib was broken as her body groaned in agony. Stumbling again she caught herself on the brick of a building, skinning her bare palm.
Around them, Farren could see the flicker of lights. She was unsure if it was real or if her vision was going. They seemed to shimmer and dance. The woman before her cursed and Farren lifted a hand, bemused in a halo of pain to try and touch one of the flickering lights.. "Pretty..." the word was slow, almost lazy and very distant to her own ears. There was a feeling like she was floating and the sky and city around her vanished. Head swimming Farren pulled her free hand away from where the light had been.. It had vanished just before the stomach rolling sensation had hit her and the city had disappeared. Her knees hit solid ground and her body screamed in protest as she doubled over and emptied her stomach onto the floor. Spots danced in her vision again and she swayed uneasily on her hands and knees. Somewhere near her, she heard the woman roar in furry and there was movement coming at her quickly. Closing her eyes, Farren could only brace herself for the next blow.