Fx Male Looking for long term writers

[Resistance0Is0Futile]

AUTHORS NOTE:

DO NOT PANIC IF I GO QUIET. A COUPLE OF CHANGES ARE HAPPENING, ONE I AM LOOKING AFTER MY MENTAL HEALTH. I'M GETTING BETTER BUT STILL NOT QUITE THEIR. FOR ANYONE I HAVE UPSET IN THE PAST PLEASE FORGIVE ME I UNDERSTAND IF YOU CANNOT. I LOST SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL AND CLOSE TO MY HEART THAT COMPLETELY RUINED ME AND I DO MISS HER EVERY DAY. BUT I AM GETTING BETTER AT MANGAGING IT. PLEASE LEAVE ANY DRAMA AT THE DOOR, I DO NOT WANT IT. IF YOU CANNOT HANDLE MATURITY, HANDLE SITUATIONS LIKE ADULTS, THEN I'M NOT INTERESTED. I HAVE A LOT OF HEAVY STUFF GOING ON WITH FAMILY AND MY OWN PERSONAL GROWTH.

GREIVING IS A INDIVIDAUL BASIS I GET GOOD DAYS AND BAD DAYS, ON BAD DAYS I MIGHT NOT BE MYSELF AND AFFECTS MY MOTIVATION. IT'S SOMETHING I'M LEARNING TO DEAL WITH BAD DAYS I JUST WANT TO SIT AND CRY AND DO NOTHING. WHICH OF COURSE ISN' PRACTICAL WHEN YOUR A FULL TIME WORKER.

ALSO, SUFFER WITH LEARNING DIFFICULTIES THAT HUGELY AFFECT THE BRAIN, IT DOESN'T ALWAYS TRANSLATE WHAT I WANT TO WRITE TO BE CLEAR AND COHERANT ON PAPER. IT'S LIKE MARMITE YOU EITHER YOU LOVE IT OR YOU HATE IT BUT I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND IF IT'S TOO MUCH TO TAKE IN BUT I CAN PROMISE YOU IT WILL BE WORTH IT.

I WILL BE RETURNING TO COLLEGE IN SEPTEMBER TO IMPROVE MY GCSE'S GRADES. THIS WILL TAKE PLACE THURDAYS. BUT YOU WILL BE INFORMED IF THEIR ANY CHANGES. OR DAYS WHEN MY MENTAL HEALTH IS BAD AND NEED TO TAKE A BREAK. I AM DEALING WITH A LOT OF NEGATIVITY AND THAT ISN'T ALWAYS EASY TO DEAL WITH, SO PLEASE BE PATIENT.

Synopsis/Summary:

• I am looking for someone who can post multiple paragraphs/descent size.
• Someone that can post at least once a week but I will adjust to your schedule.
• Who is honest, who believes in communication,
• I am an equal opportunist, I love pleasing my partners. Doubling is offered and is shared and is promoted.
• No lazy partners, you have to contribute to the plot, just 'responding' gets old.
• I'm not picky when it comes to grammar, since I'm not a perfectionist either.
• If you're going to be away but still interested, please let me know by PM that you are. The more communication will result, the better understanding I will be. I get anxious very easily and it's something I'm learning to control.

Things I expect from a writing partner:

• Contribution, no lazy partners. You'd be expected to add your own ideas to carry out the plot I know the difference between responding and actually adding. I don't want just a yes man
• Honesty, if there's something you do not like, wish for me to edit, or simply not happy about something. The Good the bad the ugly. Ignoring me isn't the best way to go about it as I value genuine honesty and communication. Even if it's not working out. We're both adults here.
• I do like to talk and to engage out of the Plot getting to know you as a partner, I love to chat and share ideas reference photos, reference music that make me think of our RP.
• I will not chase you or hound you for a post, it is up to you. But if you've not responded in a month without a PM or updates or generally being busy. I do check status, then I will assume it is dead.

Things that I will promise to you:

• I am an equal opportunist role player, I play seme seke, uke. My preferred role is bottom. I will double for the right person. The theme of my characters seme in the street's but uke in the sheets kind of characters but recently I have found it fun to top or at least power bottom.
• I am a detailed writer, I will contribute and share ideas for the RP. Sometimes I can be a little intense if I enjoy our characters.
• I'm very blunt, straight to the point. If I find there is a problem I will discuss with you.
• I'm very patient with replies, please feel free to take your time I do like to post at least once a day, but once a week is fine as well but once the RP is going I will get used to your schedule and will be more relaxed.
• I'm getting better with communication, I don't like upsetting anyone but I like to make sure we're on the same page.
• I am grieving please understand this that I lost someone very special last year and still trying to get my head around it. Suffering with Depression, PTSD and being on the Autistic spectrum
• Be aware that I will be returning to college in September. This will take place once a week every Thursday evenings as it's a part time course till June.
• I'm also a part time worker working for a major brand It's a very stressful job so I use writing as a way to wind down.

Things that I enjoy in a RP.

Character + world development
A/B/O
Character development
Detailed posts
Chunky multiple paragraphs
Weekly responses (two at max)
Omegaverse,
pregnancy,
Risk of pregnancy
Chubby characters (males)
stress-eating disorders (involving weight gain)
Unusual tropes,
Angst, drama, hurt & comfort
Misunderstandings
Miscommunications,
Total opposites,
Healthy competition
Angry sex, forgiven aftermath
Unacquainted love
Unconventional types
Size differences (Weight)

I'd love if this: Don't worry if you don't like it just a scenario.

My character takes pride in his apperance. Either being a professional model or athlete of some sort. Maybe at the pique of his career. My character finds out he is pregnant, which is very stressful for him. Your character is in the same line of work or something that evolves around being fit, depending if this is a supernatural mark or not. Your character is a stress eater, he loves eating. He eats second meals, eats whenever he can. But your character's fitness or the job that he does, so it never affected him. Until he gets into an accident that requires him to be off work.

Since being off work, he hasn't changed his eating habits and being more risky with it. Eating at night whenever he can. When my character catches on he says he's supporting my character which he thought was sweet which let him of the hook since most dads who are 'expecting' do gain weight. But he becomes slightly addicted to his weight gain and my character secretly loves it.
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