CR0W
Moon
- Joined
- Nov 9, 2021
- Location
- California
I never realized how lonely it was to heal, I know I’m getting better but the fact that the darkness that used to hold me so tight isn’t there for me anymore is lonely.
I want to be embraced by comfort, by the depression that held me so right in a blanket with my name on it.
I know not to give back into my toxic habits, to cut everything off and leave that relationship behind.
I hug my depression with a smile, soaking into the black ink that sets me back into the same bed I woke from 10 minutes ago.
But now I have freedom to leave the bed, to hold the ink in my hand and kiss it every time it calls me over.
I’m putting my plate together, gluing other pieces to one another and hoping it fits the shape I once had. But instead of a golden plate, I put together a heart of different plates that have broken before me.
I am healing, when all you’ve done is shatter.
I want to be embraced by comfort, by the depression that held me so right in a blanket with my name on it.
I know not to give back into my toxic habits, to cut everything off and leave that relationship behind.
I hug my depression with a smile, soaking into the black ink that sets me back into the same bed I woke from 10 minutes ago.
But now I have freedom to leave the bed, to hold the ink in my hand and kiss it every time it calls me over.
I’m putting my plate together, gluing other pieces to one another and hoping it fits the shape I once had. But instead of a golden plate, I put together a heart of different plates that have broken before me.
I am healing, when all you’ve done is shatter.