siren song
Moon
- Joined
- Sep 28, 2020
☆ you can call me siren
☆ i'm currently 21 years old
☆ i identify as bisexual
☆ i've been roleplaying for over a decade
☆ i range between 1 and 5 paragraphs every response, but average 2 or 3
☆ beside the occasional typo (which happen to all of us), i use proper spelling/grammar/punctuation
☆ (the use of all lower case and no periods here is purely aesthetic; i'll use proper capitalization and punctuation in the roleplay)
☆ depending on my motivation, i can reply as often as several times a day, or as rarely as once a week
☆ i am a full time student with a part-time job, so sometimes, i am just too busy to write
☆ while i'm not the most outgoing person, i'm happy to chat and plot ooc
☆ i am ghost friendly; though i'd prefer you let me know if you lose interest, as someone who struggles with both motivation and anxiety, i completely understand if you can't
☆ if you do ghost and/or lose interest, and later want to pick the roleplay back up, feel free to reach out!
☆ i prefer to roleplay exclusively on site, and through pms
WHAT DO I EXPECT & WHAT AM I LOOKING FOR ────────
☆ i would like my partners to write at least one solid paragraph every response
☆ ideally, my partners to reply at least once a week
☆ my partners should use proper spelling/grammar/punctuation (at least while ic)
☆ i expect my partners to help me plot
☆ this roleplay will be smut heavy, though it won't be exclusively smut
☆ at the moment, i'm looking to play characters that are both submissive and bottoms
WHAT ARE MY KINKS AND SQUICKS ────────
☆ a comprehensive list can be found here, on my f-list
☆ favorite kinks/themes include: taboo relationships, humiliation, hair pulling, age gaps, pinning, light bondage, throat-fucking, virginity, multiple rounds, photographing
☆ hard no's include: any form of vore, furries, extreme pain/gore, scat, footplay, bloodplay, macro/micro, fisting, bimbofication
PLOT #1 ────────
☆ setting: modern day in usa
☆ pairing: m/m
☆ main kinks/themes: age difference, dubconsensual, manipulation, power imbalance, obsession
what happened to james was a senseless, tragic accident. that's all. at least, that's what yc tells himself as he's scrubbing the blood off the floor, loading the body in his car, posing it to be found somewhere. he loved james, as wrong as it may have been, what with james being one of his students. how could he not? james was intelligent, handsome, charming—he had such a bright future ahead of him. yc loved him enough to plan the entire life they could've had together, and to covet every paper he turned in, just because they came from him. he loved him enough to break into his dorm and install spy software on his laptop, so he could watch him whenever he wanted. he loved him enough that the thought of losing him drove him crazy. he had never wanted to hurt james. and yet, here he was, attending the memorial and staring at james's empty seat in his classroom. god, how had things gone so wrong? yc will never love again. not after that loss.
...at least, that's what he thinks, until mc walks into his classroom for the very first time. he's a brand new transfer, beautiful and bright and delicate. in mc, yc sees a new opportunity. he made mistakes with james, but he could get it right this time, have the love and the life he knew he deserved. the universe practically dropped a second chance in his lap; how could he turn it down? then, a hitch in his plan: it turns out that mc not only knew james, but was james's boyfriend, the very one yc had always envied. james's death had caused him to transfer, hoping to learn the truth about his boyfriend's death. it seemed he didn't buy that james's death was an accident, which the rest of the world accepted without question. while this throws yc for a loop, he's quick to process and justify it.
if anything, this is more reason for him and mc to get together, right? he owes it to mc, doesn't he? after taking james away from him, it's his responsibility to help mc move on and find happiness after his loss. it's what james would want: for his love to be able to go on with his life. they're both getting a second chance. it's almost beautiful, if you think about it.
PLOT #1 TL;DR ────────☆ in short, yc is a professor who housed an obsession on james, one of his students, and ultimately ended up killing him
☆ he could have killed james in a rage when james rejected him, or, if he was able to coerce james into a reluctant relationship for a while, killed him when james tried to call it off
☆ (or we could potentially discuss him having james as a captive, rather than having killed him, if you're interested in that)
☆ mc is james's boyfriend, who transferred to yc's college to try and solve his boyfriend's death
☆ (or find him, if we choose to have yc be holding james captive)
☆ yc quickly develops an obsession with mc, convinced that it's his chance to "get it right"
☆ mc is fragile and grieving, leaving him vulnerable
☆ this leads to them developing a problematic relationship, in which there's a significant power imbalance
☆ yc would absolutely be taking advantage of mc, even if mc technically consents, and likely trying to lead his investigation astray at the same time
PLOT #2 ────────
☆ setting: modern day in usa
☆ pairing: m/mmm (preferred, but we could discuss making it m/m)
☆ main kinks/themes: age difference (optional), blackmail, gangbang/train, nonconsensual, underage (optional)
mc is the captain of the football team. though undoubtedly masculine and an athlete in every respect of the word, he's also beautiful, enough so that even men who consider themselves straight find their gazes lingering on him. combine this with his charming smile, snarky sense of humor, and generally friendly disposition, and it should come as no surprise that half the school would kill to get him in bed. unfortunately, despite being widely desired, mc has turned down every person who's ever made a move on him, including yc, who could be just about anybody. While mc has tried to reject people as painlessly as possible, his refusal to accept anyone as a partner has led to plenty of people both resenting him and lusting after him in equal measure, and for yc, that dangerous combination fanned into a near obsession, until he was practically stalking mc. and, through his stalking, yc discovered something shocking: mc, the school's golden boy, was an addict.
at some point every school day, he'd sneak down to the basement bathroom that no one used, and snort crushed pills. so yc sets up a hidden camera and gets it on film, then confronts mc while he's down there one morning. he shows him his evidence, and uses it to blackmail mc into letting him do whatever he wants. whether yc was planning from the beginning to let whoever else wanted to use mc do it, or if he got the idea after someone walked in on them, the end result is anyone who's ever wanted to fuck mc making their way downstairs to take their turn, all of them knowing, to some degree, that he's not entirely willing and is having something held over his head, but only yc knowing just what the blackmail material is.
i think it'd be really interesting to explore the various characters having a range of feelings towards mc, with some feeling a little guilty for taking advantage and trying to make it some sort of romantic fantasy despite the unfortunate circumstances, and others not caring how much mc does or doesn't want it and just wanting to get to act out their desires. we could also explore the possibility of YC pimping mc out after fact, or having him blackmail mc into spending a certain day every week down in that bathroom, waiting for people to come and use him. for characters that use him, i especially like the following ideas: a nerd who isn't used to having power (maybe who fixates on mc because he's the only jock that's nice to him) getting the power trip of fucking the most popular boy in school, the gross football coach who's made some questionable comments before and who touches mc way more than necessary in practice, the rest of the team more or less gangbanging him/running a train on him all at once, with some feeling more guilty about it and others being way more into it and peer pressuring their friends into going for it, the creepy janitor who everyone knows is sketchy, etc.
PLOT #2 TL;DR ────────
☆ yc is a classmate of mc (the captain of the football team) who ends up finding out that mc has a drug habit
☆ he uses this fact to blackmail mc, who he's lusted after for a long time, into letting him fuck him however he wants
☆ but what do you know, he's not the only person mc's turned down: he's rejected half the school, and they're all chomping at the bit to get a chance to use him
☆ yc would be your main character, who we'd end up coming back to, but you'd play through a cast of other characters who all want to get at mc
PLOT #3 ────────
☆ setting: 80s in usa
☆ pairing: m/m
☆ main kinks/themes: cheating (optional but encouraged), consensual, internalized & period typical homophobia, photographing (optional but encouraged), secret relationship
this one doesn't have as clearly defined of a plot as the first two, but the basic idea is that i want to roleplay two male best friends in the 80s who, after secretly fostering romantic and sexual feelings for each other for a while, start a secret relationship while they're in high school. but of course, social pressure and outside forces are constantly complicating the relationship and their feelings for each other. yes, this is partly inspired by cal jacobs's backstory in euphoria, don't @ me.
PLOT #4 ────────☆ setting: modern day in usa
☆ pairing: m/m
☆ main kinks/themes: age difference, coercion, dubconsensual, incest (dependent), secret relationship
much like the one above, this plot doesn't necessarily have a clearly defined storyline. more or less, i'm basically looking to play a boy (15-18) who is taken advantage of by an older man (21-50). whether this is an older brother, his father, a teacher, whoever, the point is that mc is manipulated and coerced into a sexual relationship by someone he trusts. understand that i want to take the more realistic approach to this, where, even if mc "consents" and gets physical pleasure/gets off from what they do, he's emotionally and morally distressed, confused, and conflicted—he's not going to just get over it and forgive yc, much less fall in love with him. bonus points if yc knows that what he's doing is wrong, but is so infatuated with mc that he's convinced himself it's alright and that mc loves him the same way, even though he knows deep down that he's taking advantage of and abusing mc. we can discuss the exact details.
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