SoleAccord
Star
- Joined
- Apr 12, 2018
It was well past nightfall when Cloud saw the rays of Edge’s lights as he continued down the empty freeway. Only a year after Meteorfall nearly doomed the world to obliteration, the survivors of the massive city known as Midgar managed to band together to rebuild. After relying on the dissolved corporation known as Shinra, the struggle to obtain raw, usable materials and come together without promise of pay or comfort was new to the living populace. They were used to the luxury of someone—something—telling them what was best for them. Without that, many were lost. Helpless. Hopeless.
A year ago, no one believed they could make something better out of Midgar’s ashes.
A year later, Edge was nearly completed, and all the blood, sweat, and tears culminated into a resurgence of hope.
Cloud descended the exit ramp of the freeway without a glance at the exit sign, having taken the same route home countless times before. He slowed to a cruising speed down empty roads, passing idle trucks and other empty automobiles. The streets were illuminated by streetlamps, but sidewalks were barren in the residential part of Edge.
Only when he rode into the business sector did he start to see actual life in the streets. Business owners begun closing shop and were lowering their shutters. Groups of friends and family were clutching bags and chatting together as they made their way home. If people didn’t work in one of these businesses, they were seeing to the construction of new ones. He wasn’t involved in overseeing the reconstruction efforts himself; despite what Tifa said, he never quite adjusted to the role of leadership. Instead, his business helped bolster the economy of Edge.
Strife Delivery Service—run by Tifa and himself. It was his responsibility to see that goods and valuables were transported to and from Edge. If it was too large for him to carry on the Fenrir, his motorcycle, he was charged with escorting a convoy of trucks that could get the job done.
He often loathed the rambunctiousness of others, but the money was too good to pass up. People paid big to ensure their livelihood was kept safe from gangs of thieves and monsters on the large stretches of road between Edge and other towns.
His recent delivery took him to the far-off port town of Junon to ensure a semi-truck full of machinery and electric tools were safely delivered. The men who accompanied him and unloaded the truck were friendly, but also far too chatty for his liking. And other than encountering a handful of wild beasts who steered clear of them as they sped through wilderness, nothing noteworthy occurred.
Tifa knew he arrived safely even before he called to tell her, something she insisted he do for her peace of mind. She received the hefty sum of money days ago, just like he insisted on, just so he knew the money was in good hands. But after the money was in her possession and his call to check in with her, the next five days were quiet.
It was hard to let go. Remembering who he really was, reliving the moment he crawled to Zack’s dying body, and cradling Aerith in his arms after failing to reach her in time—it broke him, over and over again.
These long stretches of time on trips weren’t simply to earn a living for himself and his family, but also to give Tifa a break from him. She would never admit such a thing, or even think it knowing her, but a year should be long enough to accept his failures and simply be glad that there were still precious people in his life that were still there for him.
Just saying to let it go and move on as if nothing happened was easy. But doing it was a challenge. All that pain and trauma could be endured when finding and stopping Sephiroth took precedence over everything, even his own pain.
Without a demon to chase, the demons behind him were all he had left, and they chased him not long after Meteorfall was stopped.
They mostly visited him in his sleep, constantly reminding him of his failures. No amount of good he did after Zack and Aerith died would erase that. If he were a stronger man—someone they could count on—then maybe they would still be here.
He endured these horrifying recollections for months on end, keeping them from Tifa as long as he could. She caught him mumbling in his sleep half a year ago; she tried getting him to open up about it, but he blew her off in order to not have her worry about him.
The last straw was the night before he left Edge a week ago. The reoccurring nightmare of seeing Sephiroth claim Aerith’s life was on an endless loop, eating at his very soul. It played out the same as always; he stood frozen, ordered by Sephiroth not to intervene as he descended upon Aerith and impaled her with his blade. But in the final sequence, Tifa was there in Aerith’s place, reaching out for him. A warm smile gleaming at him, she was completely blind to the murderous glare of the monster that closed in above her.
Any warning he tried shouting was mute. His body wouldn’t break free of the hold Sephiroth possessed over him. The blade pierced her heart through her back. Light left her eyes while her arm fell, and her body collapsed to the ground as a pool of crimson formed beneath her.
He couldn’t remember how long it took him to come back to reality, but what he could remember was how tightly Tifa embraced him. His heart pounded in his ears while beads of sweat cascaded down his forehead. She was whispering in his ear, over and over again, “I’m here”, “It’s okay”, “You’re safe”.
Even though his heart drummed with alarming strength, he still felt Tifa’s body involuntarily tremble against his own. He hoarsely said her name more than once, but she wouldn’t let go of him, not at first. Minutes went by that enabled him to catch his breath and steady his heartrate, and by the time Tifa allowed herself to release him, he cursed himself. Through darkness he could see the tears glistening on her cheeks that caught what light penetrated their window. And she fought against her own cracking voice to assure him that she was still here, that this was reality and that she wasn’t going anywhere—that no one was taking her away from him.
His warnings did reach her—in the real world, not his nightmares.
She knew for months that he was still recovering from the trauma. Her patience was infinite and her faith in him unshakable. The nightmares weren’t new, but never so bad that he woke her up from sleep and scared her to the point she broke down herself. The only thing he was thankful for in that moment was that their orphan son, Denzel, didn’t see or hear what just transpired.
Tifa refused to sleep until he did and remained awake beside him, ensuring he wouldn’t fear her absence. He pretended to fall asleep peacefully; she might have known he was faking it for her sake, but he never knew for certain. He just wanted to give her the peace of mind he was steadily losing.
Their battle ended a year ago. But in his mind, it was like he was still fighting it, over and over. He beat Sephiroth. Together with Tifa, Barret and the others, they managed to save more lives than Sephiroth and Shinra took. Edge was born from Midgar’s destruction. They adopted a young boy and gave him a home after he lost his parents from Meteorfall. Tifa opened up a bar and helped him create his own business. She loved him like no other. Their life together was a happy one.
He needed to let the past go, or else his future would go in its place.
Pulling up outside the bar, the Fenrir’s engine was cut and the goggles over his eyes were promptly removed and stored away.
7th Heaven was a popular spot; people frequently came to drown their woes and honor those they lost to Meteorfall. It also helped that Tifa had a reputation for not only selling quality drinks, but also being quite the attractive business owner. Each seat at the bar itself was constantly full. Drunkards wanted easy access to fresh rounds without wait, while some just wanted to be close to her. She was easy on the eyes with an inviting smile and a soothing voice to match. People treated her with kindness and left frequent tips to thank her just for listening to their troubles.
There was only a single instance where someone dared do her wrong. Mistaking her kindness for flirting, she repeatedly told an obnoxious customer that she was involved with someone else. At the time few knew this. They kept to themselves as a couple, which meant that many men tried their luck with her due to liquid courage. Besides, if they survived the end of the world, they could survive a beautiful woman declining their offer for a date.
But this man had a sharp tongue in place of working ears. As Tifa told him months ago, she tried being polite—forced smiles and all—about how she wasn’t available, and that she was happy with the man she was with. What she wanted to say that she wouldn’t sleep with him if he was the last man on earth, but she wasn’t cruel enough to say such a thing at the time.
Her patience ended when she asked him to leave and he staggered over to her in the midst of pouring a spectating customer a fresh drink. His hand found its way to her behind, firmly squeezing the cheek without warning. All exhilaration died, the ambiance from warm and joyous to shock and outrage. There were several men ready to stand up and throw the bastard out, but Tifa beat them to it.
She spun with a feline grace and responded not a moment later. Those closest to her could hear a fleshy crunch as a knee was driven into his groin. The offender crashed to the floor in agony, howling in extreme pain. From there, she needed to kindly ask someone to escort the man out and—if possible—see if someone couldn’t get him to a doctor. A couple of good gentlemen did her that kindness. Ever since, no one repeated what her first and only victim dare attempted. It turned out that liquid courage didn’t make your pelvis indestructible, nor the soft testicles between it and a kneecap.
Dismounting, Cloud watched as what looked to be coworkers stumbled out the door; two men in matching construction gear walked in sluggish lockstep, heavy footsteps joined by the clinking of tools at their hips continually bumping together. With glossy eyes and wide smirks, the duo walked right past Cloud without paying him any courtesy.
“Yer the besht, man, I ever tell ya that?” one said, squeezing his buddy tight with his arm; another clinking sound was made as their hips once more joined together.
“Me?” the other replied, pounding his chest with his fist. He shook his head slowly. “Nooooo no no… YER THE BESHT.”
“Now do—” Nearly stumbling over, the duo managed to correct themselves at the last moment. They continued walking absent of shame. “—don’t get all sappy on me. You mmmm…ake this clean-up gig worth it.”
“You really mean it?”
“I do... 'n hey, don’t ever change on me, you hear?”
“Never!”
“Thatsh… thatta boy!”
The pair stumbled further and further down the street, staggering and slurring about their supervisor, who apparently wasn’t the best. In fact, they found colorful terminology to describe him regardless of the inebriated state they were both happily swimming in.
Letting the amusement of their exit dwindle away, Cloud anxiously turned towards the bar doors. They haven’t spoken since he touched down in Junon six days ago. She understood him, knew that he needed more time to face both fear and doubt, but he was growing sick and tired of doing this to her. Making her worry about him day and night. Leaving her alone and wondering if he was safe, if he needed her to hold him again. And worst of all, making her shed tears out of fear for his safety and sanity.
She pulled him out of a coma after his mind was shattered, helped him piece together the memories that made him who he was and not just the caricature he invented to be more like Zack—a true hero. And she would do it all again because she loved him more than anything.
Knowing all of this, the time to stop running was now.
Sephiroth took his home, his mother, and Tifa’s mentor and father.
He wouldn’t take their happiness a second time, not even as a memory.
Advancing towards the door with purpose, he entered inside and was met with a welcoming warmth over the coldness of night. The tables were freshly polished and emptied of glasses and tankards. Over the heavy stench of strong alcohol, a growing twinge of cleaning product was noted. The chairs and booth cushions were glistening against the lighting overhead, evidence of a recent brush with a rag.
“Last Call was fifteen minutes ago,” announced a weary feminine voice beneath the bar ahead, the clanking of glasses being adjusted and replaced heard alongside it. It must’ve been a long night; Friday was her biggest turnout. “No exceptions, guys. I’ll open back up Monday.”
Closing the door behind him, he blindly reached back and turned the “Open” sign around; now reading “Closed”, it would dissuade anyone from entering inside. In case that alone wouldn’t do the job, he turned the door lock and closed the window curtains to provide them complete privacy.
“No exceptions?” Cloud repeated, feigning confusion. The clinking of glasses and bottles ended not a second later. “I’m not in trouble, am I?”
A subtle smirk formed while he held his breath, waiting for the moment Tifa would appear.
A year ago, no one believed they could make something better out of Midgar’s ashes.
A year later, Edge was nearly completed, and all the blood, sweat, and tears culminated into a resurgence of hope.
Cloud descended the exit ramp of the freeway without a glance at the exit sign, having taken the same route home countless times before. He slowed to a cruising speed down empty roads, passing idle trucks and other empty automobiles. The streets were illuminated by streetlamps, but sidewalks were barren in the residential part of Edge.
Only when he rode into the business sector did he start to see actual life in the streets. Business owners begun closing shop and were lowering their shutters. Groups of friends and family were clutching bags and chatting together as they made their way home. If people didn’t work in one of these businesses, they were seeing to the construction of new ones. He wasn’t involved in overseeing the reconstruction efforts himself; despite what Tifa said, he never quite adjusted to the role of leadership. Instead, his business helped bolster the economy of Edge.
Strife Delivery Service—run by Tifa and himself. It was his responsibility to see that goods and valuables were transported to and from Edge. If it was too large for him to carry on the Fenrir, his motorcycle, he was charged with escorting a convoy of trucks that could get the job done.
He often loathed the rambunctiousness of others, but the money was too good to pass up. People paid big to ensure their livelihood was kept safe from gangs of thieves and monsters on the large stretches of road between Edge and other towns.
His recent delivery took him to the far-off port town of Junon to ensure a semi-truck full of machinery and electric tools were safely delivered. The men who accompanied him and unloaded the truck were friendly, but also far too chatty for his liking. And other than encountering a handful of wild beasts who steered clear of them as they sped through wilderness, nothing noteworthy occurred.
Tifa knew he arrived safely even before he called to tell her, something she insisted he do for her peace of mind. She received the hefty sum of money days ago, just like he insisted on, just so he knew the money was in good hands. But after the money was in her possession and his call to check in with her, the next five days were quiet.
It was hard to let go. Remembering who he really was, reliving the moment he crawled to Zack’s dying body, and cradling Aerith in his arms after failing to reach her in time—it broke him, over and over again.
These long stretches of time on trips weren’t simply to earn a living for himself and his family, but also to give Tifa a break from him. She would never admit such a thing, or even think it knowing her, but a year should be long enough to accept his failures and simply be glad that there were still precious people in his life that were still there for him.
Just saying to let it go and move on as if nothing happened was easy. But doing it was a challenge. All that pain and trauma could be endured when finding and stopping Sephiroth took precedence over everything, even his own pain.
Without a demon to chase, the demons behind him were all he had left, and they chased him not long after Meteorfall was stopped.
They mostly visited him in his sleep, constantly reminding him of his failures. No amount of good he did after Zack and Aerith died would erase that. If he were a stronger man—someone they could count on—then maybe they would still be here.
He endured these horrifying recollections for months on end, keeping them from Tifa as long as he could. She caught him mumbling in his sleep half a year ago; she tried getting him to open up about it, but he blew her off in order to not have her worry about him.
The last straw was the night before he left Edge a week ago. The reoccurring nightmare of seeing Sephiroth claim Aerith’s life was on an endless loop, eating at his very soul. It played out the same as always; he stood frozen, ordered by Sephiroth not to intervene as he descended upon Aerith and impaled her with his blade. But in the final sequence, Tifa was there in Aerith’s place, reaching out for him. A warm smile gleaming at him, she was completely blind to the murderous glare of the monster that closed in above her.
Any warning he tried shouting was mute. His body wouldn’t break free of the hold Sephiroth possessed over him. The blade pierced her heart through her back. Light left her eyes while her arm fell, and her body collapsed to the ground as a pool of crimson formed beneath her.
He couldn’t remember how long it took him to come back to reality, but what he could remember was how tightly Tifa embraced him. His heart pounded in his ears while beads of sweat cascaded down his forehead. She was whispering in his ear, over and over again, “I’m here”, “It’s okay”, “You’re safe”.
Even though his heart drummed with alarming strength, he still felt Tifa’s body involuntarily tremble against his own. He hoarsely said her name more than once, but she wouldn’t let go of him, not at first. Minutes went by that enabled him to catch his breath and steady his heartrate, and by the time Tifa allowed herself to release him, he cursed himself. Through darkness he could see the tears glistening on her cheeks that caught what light penetrated their window. And she fought against her own cracking voice to assure him that she was still here, that this was reality and that she wasn’t going anywhere—that no one was taking her away from him.
His warnings did reach her—in the real world, not his nightmares.
She knew for months that he was still recovering from the trauma. Her patience was infinite and her faith in him unshakable. The nightmares weren’t new, but never so bad that he woke her up from sleep and scared her to the point she broke down herself. The only thing he was thankful for in that moment was that their orphan son, Denzel, didn’t see or hear what just transpired.
Tifa refused to sleep until he did and remained awake beside him, ensuring he wouldn’t fear her absence. He pretended to fall asleep peacefully; she might have known he was faking it for her sake, but he never knew for certain. He just wanted to give her the peace of mind he was steadily losing.
Their battle ended a year ago. But in his mind, it was like he was still fighting it, over and over. He beat Sephiroth. Together with Tifa, Barret and the others, they managed to save more lives than Sephiroth and Shinra took. Edge was born from Midgar’s destruction. They adopted a young boy and gave him a home after he lost his parents from Meteorfall. Tifa opened up a bar and helped him create his own business. She loved him like no other. Their life together was a happy one.
He needed to let the past go, or else his future would go in its place.
Pulling up outside the bar, the Fenrir’s engine was cut and the goggles over his eyes were promptly removed and stored away.
7th Heaven was a popular spot; people frequently came to drown their woes and honor those they lost to Meteorfall. It also helped that Tifa had a reputation for not only selling quality drinks, but also being quite the attractive business owner. Each seat at the bar itself was constantly full. Drunkards wanted easy access to fresh rounds without wait, while some just wanted to be close to her. She was easy on the eyes with an inviting smile and a soothing voice to match. People treated her with kindness and left frequent tips to thank her just for listening to their troubles.
There was only a single instance where someone dared do her wrong. Mistaking her kindness for flirting, she repeatedly told an obnoxious customer that she was involved with someone else. At the time few knew this. They kept to themselves as a couple, which meant that many men tried their luck with her due to liquid courage. Besides, if they survived the end of the world, they could survive a beautiful woman declining their offer for a date.
But this man had a sharp tongue in place of working ears. As Tifa told him months ago, she tried being polite—forced smiles and all—about how she wasn’t available, and that she was happy with the man she was with. What she wanted to say that she wouldn’t sleep with him if he was the last man on earth, but she wasn’t cruel enough to say such a thing at the time.
Her patience ended when she asked him to leave and he staggered over to her in the midst of pouring a spectating customer a fresh drink. His hand found its way to her behind, firmly squeezing the cheek without warning. All exhilaration died, the ambiance from warm and joyous to shock and outrage. There were several men ready to stand up and throw the bastard out, but Tifa beat them to it.
She spun with a feline grace and responded not a moment later. Those closest to her could hear a fleshy crunch as a knee was driven into his groin. The offender crashed to the floor in agony, howling in extreme pain. From there, she needed to kindly ask someone to escort the man out and—if possible—see if someone couldn’t get him to a doctor. A couple of good gentlemen did her that kindness. Ever since, no one repeated what her first and only victim dare attempted. It turned out that liquid courage didn’t make your pelvis indestructible, nor the soft testicles between it and a kneecap.
Dismounting, Cloud watched as what looked to be coworkers stumbled out the door; two men in matching construction gear walked in sluggish lockstep, heavy footsteps joined by the clinking of tools at their hips continually bumping together. With glossy eyes and wide smirks, the duo walked right past Cloud without paying him any courtesy.
“Yer the besht, man, I ever tell ya that?” one said, squeezing his buddy tight with his arm; another clinking sound was made as their hips once more joined together.
“Me?” the other replied, pounding his chest with his fist. He shook his head slowly. “Nooooo no no… YER THE BESHT.”
“Now do—” Nearly stumbling over, the duo managed to correct themselves at the last moment. They continued walking absent of shame. “—don’t get all sappy on me. You mmmm…ake this clean-up gig worth it.”
“You really mean it?”
“I do... 'n hey, don’t ever change on me, you hear?”
“Never!”
“Thatsh… thatta boy!”
The pair stumbled further and further down the street, staggering and slurring about their supervisor, who apparently wasn’t the best. In fact, they found colorful terminology to describe him regardless of the inebriated state they were both happily swimming in.
Letting the amusement of their exit dwindle away, Cloud anxiously turned towards the bar doors. They haven’t spoken since he touched down in Junon six days ago. She understood him, knew that he needed more time to face both fear and doubt, but he was growing sick and tired of doing this to her. Making her worry about him day and night. Leaving her alone and wondering if he was safe, if he needed her to hold him again. And worst of all, making her shed tears out of fear for his safety and sanity.
She pulled him out of a coma after his mind was shattered, helped him piece together the memories that made him who he was and not just the caricature he invented to be more like Zack—a true hero. And she would do it all again because she loved him more than anything.
Knowing all of this, the time to stop running was now.
Sephiroth took his home, his mother, and Tifa’s mentor and father.
He wouldn’t take their happiness a second time, not even as a memory.
Advancing towards the door with purpose, he entered inside and was met with a welcoming warmth over the coldness of night. The tables were freshly polished and emptied of glasses and tankards. Over the heavy stench of strong alcohol, a growing twinge of cleaning product was noted. The chairs and booth cushions were glistening against the lighting overhead, evidence of a recent brush with a rag.
“Last Call was fifteen minutes ago,” announced a weary feminine voice beneath the bar ahead, the clanking of glasses being adjusted and replaced heard alongside it. It must’ve been a long night; Friday was her biggest turnout. “No exceptions, guys. I’ll open back up Monday.”
Closing the door behind him, he blindly reached back and turned the “Open” sign around; now reading “Closed”, it would dissuade anyone from entering inside. In case that alone wouldn’t do the job, he turned the door lock and closed the window curtains to provide them complete privacy.
“No exceptions?” Cloud repeated, feigning confusion. The clinking of glasses and bottles ended not a second later. “I’m not in trouble, am I?”
A subtle smirk formed while he held his breath, waiting for the moment Tifa would appear.