Your support makes Blue Moon possible (Patreon)Here is my archive of Poetry; in it, is a mixture of poems that include love, hate, sexuality, and such.
I will write the date in which they were written if I know it.
Anyway.
Enjoy~
Untitled
A haunting touch consumes my thoughts.
A forgotten emotion flutters in my heart.
The words once-ignored words echo in my ears.
I haven't been able to let go from the start.
I can't forget that beautiful smile of your's,
And how it lights up my entire day.
I can't forget your enchanting laugh.
The words are stuck that I long to say.
An innocent, content look when you sleep next to me,
And how easily I fit next to you.
I can't forget these important things,
And now I don't know what to do.
02/01/2009
It's In The Past
There was a time
Where you meant the world to me.
You were the only thing,
That my eyes could see.
You would cause my heart
To flutter each time I saw you.
You would cause me to smile,
At every sweet thing you'd do.
I can't tell you,
What has changed anymore.
Just everything fell apart,
When you walked out that door.
I had a feeling,
I knew you'd been pretending.
As much as I felt for you,
Now we'll never know a happy ending.
It's in the past.
We can't start over. We can't begin.
A fresh start won't work.
I can't be with you again.
05/11/2008
Fragmented
I've grown weary of thie tiresome pace,
Left alone forever to rot in this empty place.
Aching pain resounding in my heart -
Never pain free, been there from the start.
So much pain I wish I were numb.
I shouldn't have stayed, I really am dumb.
I can't escape this dreadful fate;
My undeniable ache I cannot sate.
It's tearing at me, eating me alive,
Creating a void for this pain to thrive.
There are so many scream, I can't hear my voice.
Why did I stay and make this choice?
I've drowned in my endless tears,
Am living out my worst fears.
My mind is going to fragment into pieces,
And I won't be sane again until the pain ceases.
Please don't torment me anymore;
Every part of my being is too sore.
I cannot take this pain...
Anymore.
01/20/2009
Hate You
I want to rip out your beating heart,
Gouge out your beautiful eyes,
So I no longer have to suffer
Through anymore of your pathetic lies.
I hate you forevermore,
And want only your pleasant demise.
That way, I can try to be free,
And hope my love for you dies.
I can't stand to look at your beautiful face.
You make me sick to my very core.
I want to make you disappear,
So I won't have to hurt anymore.
Die already, just fucking go;
Forever I'll remain here.
I'm lost in the web of your deciet,
Hating you more with every tear.
You don't deserve me, you never did,
But I tried to believe in you.
I only learned, just a little too late,
That you're fucking love for me was never true.
-No date-
(I wrote "Hate You" in a very bad, pissed off mood. That's probably why there is no date on it.)
I Love You
I want to hope, to believe.
I don't want you to leave.
I feel safe and true,
As long as I'm with you.
As you lay my naked body on the floor,
I cannot help it, I want more.
I want you, all of you,
And want you to want me too.
This passionate embrace, this feeling,
Pressed together, it leaves me reeling.
I want you to love me, in your eyes it's me I want to see.
As we come together, me and you,
I want to say in honesty - I love you.
02/04/2009
This is all for now.
I will dig more up later.
^_^
I will write the date in which they were written if I know it.
Anyway.
Enjoy~
Untitled
A haunting touch consumes my thoughts.
A forgotten emotion flutters in my heart.
The words once-ignored words echo in my ears.
I haven't been able to let go from the start.
I can't forget that beautiful smile of your's,
And how it lights up my entire day.
I can't forget your enchanting laugh.
The words are stuck that I long to say.
An innocent, content look when you sleep next to me,
And how easily I fit next to you.
I can't forget these important things,
And now I don't know what to do.
02/01/2009
It's In The Past
There was a time
Where you meant the world to me.
You were the only thing,
That my eyes could see.
You would cause my heart
To flutter each time I saw you.
You would cause me to smile,
At every sweet thing you'd do.
I can't tell you,
What has changed anymore.
Just everything fell apart,
When you walked out that door.
I had a feeling,
I knew you'd been pretending.
As much as I felt for you,
Now we'll never know a happy ending.
It's in the past.
We can't start over. We can't begin.
A fresh start won't work.
I can't be with you again.
05/11/2008
Fragmented
I've grown weary of thie tiresome pace,
Left alone forever to rot in this empty place.
Aching pain resounding in my heart -
Never pain free, been there from the start.
So much pain I wish I were numb.
I shouldn't have stayed, I really am dumb.
I can't escape this dreadful fate;
My undeniable ache I cannot sate.
It's tearing at me, eating me alive,
Creating a void for this pain to thrive.
There are so many scream, I can't hear my voice.
Why did I stay and make this choice?
I've drowned in my endless tears,
Am living out my worst fears.
My mind is going to fragment into pieces,
And I won't be sane again until the pain ceases.
Please don't torment me anymore;
Every part of my being is too sore.
I cannot take this pain...
Anymore.
01/20/2009
Hate You
I want to rip out your beating heart,
Gouge out your beautiful eyes,
So I no longer have to suffer
Through anymore of your pathetic lies.
I hate you forevermore,
And want only your pleasant demise.
That way, I can try to be free,
And hope my love for you dies.
I can't stand to look at your beautiful face.
You make me sick to my very core.
I want to make you disappear,
So I won't have to hurt anymore.
Die already, just fucking go;
Forever I'll remain here.
I'm lost in the web of your deciet,
Hating you more with every tear.
You don't deserve me, you never did,
But I tried to believe in you.
I only learned, just a little too late,
That you're fucking love for me was never true.
-No date-
(I wrote "Hate You" in a very bad, pissed off mood. That's probably why there is no date on it.)
I Love You
I want to hope, to believe.
I don't want you to leave.
I feel safe and true,
As long as I'm with you.
As you lay my naked body on the floor,
I cannot help it, I want more.
I want you, all of you,
And want you to want me too.
This passionate embrace, this feeling,
Pressed together, it leaves me reeling.
I want you to love me, in your eyes it's me I want to see.
As we come together, me and you,
I want to say in honesty - I love you.
02/04/2009
This is all for now.
I will dig more up later.
^_^