Mots2020
Moon
- Joined
- Oct 13, 2020
- Location
- Northwest Virginia
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I'll try to keep this short, sweet and to the point. I do tend to get wordy, and I apologize if that ends up happening if I'm trying to explain what I want to RP. I do have one thing that I wish to RP more than anything else, but it is also difficult to find partners for. I will do my best to explain it, despite my fear of rejection and possible kink shaming. I hope that isn't a thing here, since there are many different kinks that I've spotted.
Apologies if I seem super picky, I've been through a lot of not so good experiences and I want to find the right person that I may click with. That understands why I want to RP the things I do. My ex partner made RPs all about her, and I don't want that. I want to find someone I can be friends with and talk RP plots with.
With time zones, they aren't really a big deal for me, I'm not sure if it will be an issue for others though. I have managed to RP with people ahead by 6 hours or so. And I'd be happy to figure something out if someone happens to be in Australia or somewhere 13 or more hours ahead.
I am an adult female, although I do primarily RP as male.
What I'm looking for:
Relatively active partner. Yes I do understand if people are busy with real life, and I won't pry into personal matters as it is none of my business. I will tell my potential partners if I will be away for whatever reason, and I would like the same respect given to me. Like I could be away on a day trip, or rare vacation when things are opened up again, etc. (But I do have a laptop now so I can reply when I'm able if on vacation)
I'm not too picky about post length honestly. I can do long posts, or short. I can be good at matching my partner's post length. The only thing I ask is no one liners, those are difficult to reply to. So basically anywhere from one paragraph to many is good for me.
I do work, my schedule is in my signature. But I can easily reply when I get off or early in the morning. But early morning would probably be reserved for the boards since I don't want to wake anyone up in case a potential partner is behind me or really far ahead time zone wise. That would mostly be on Discord if we chose to RP there.
I do tend to get my hopes up with some plot lines, so just fair warning. I don't want to end up too disappointed if we can't work something out. Or if we leave something out I really want to do, or someone else playing a role I want to play. I dealt with that with my ex partner and ex friend so... I don't want to go through that again.
I generally prefer fluffy things and have a difficult time with lack of romance or good feels. I will list likes and dislikes in a spoiler to save space and hopefully make this relatively cleaner.
I do have Asperger's, so I tend to obsess over things. But I am also really bad at explaining on what I want to RP and plots that I want to do. Especially if they are plots that keep dying on me,mostly on parts that I look forward to. However I will try my best and if something is unclear, please let me know and I will try to clarify better. But I also get hung up on plots that are also unfinished.
Fluff, general good feels. I don't like a ton of drama in RPs, I have enough going on IRL and with my now ex friend.
Literacy is a plus, however I do understand if English isn't your first language. All I ask is that you please try.
Communication. I would like to be on the same page as my partners. And if there are ideas to be shared, I'd be happy to see if anything can be worked out. If we could find a way to combine ideas that would be great as well. Like I don't want a RP topic to be one person's alone, I feel it works better if we both come up with something that we can be okay with and add in ideas as we go.
Honesty. This is a big one. I know the truth hurts, and some things do hurt me as well. But we're all adults here, so I'd expect to be treated with respect and I will return the gesture in return. If you don't like something, let me know and I will do the same. And if you feel like taking a break, let me know. Again I may not totally understand why, but if you nicely explain it to me I will do my best to understand.
MxM is my main go to as far as RP pairings go. I may do MxF, however I prefer female in those cases. Which is ironic I know, my brain is weird that way. I'm not good with dominant roles for anything as I'm pretty darn submissive personality wise IRL.
Relatively active RP partners. As I said above, I respect that people have real life commitments and I'm not forcing one to just plop in front of the computer/ phone, etc. But I would like some RP time as well. Like if one time works better for a potential partner, I'll see what I can do. Of course we can always reply when we can if we choose to RP on boards or on Discord. I won't ask personal info, I'd just like to know when my partners are or are not going to be around, that's all. Everything else is none of my beeswax.
Omegaverse, but preferably as the omega. I attempted this last year, and of course 2020 being as it was... it didn't work out. Not because of pandemic, but because my partner wasn't entirely understanding on why I wanted the omega role. (It's literally the only way I can do mpreg and it not be weird)
I prefer to RP on Discord, but if you prefer boards I will do my best to remember to check periodically. It's not anyone's fault, I'm just paranoid about message boards because I have had people get upset with me on an unrelated board. And I don't want to lose people for being forgetful. Mom calls it an autistic block, which is pretty accurate.
Recovery scenes, like after a bad injury or other things. My ex partner was not good with this.
Literacy is a plus, however I do understand if English isn't your first language. All I ask is that you please try.
Communication. I would like to be on the same page as my partners. And if there are ideas to be shared, I'd be happy to see if anything can be worked out. If we could find a way to combine ideas that would be great as well. Like I don't want a RP topic to be one person's alone, I feel it works better if we both come up with something that we can be okay with and add in ideas as we go.
Honesty. This is a big one. I know the truth hurts, and some things do hurt me as well. But we're all adults here, so I'd expect to be treated with respect and I will return the gesture in return. If you don't like something, let me know and I will do the same. And if you feel like taking a break, let me know. Again I may not totally understand why, but if you nicely explain it to me I will do my best to understand.
MxM is my main go to as far as RP pairings go. I may do MxF, however I prefer female in those cases. Which is ironic I know, my brain is weird that way. I'm not good with dominant roles for anything as I'm pretty darn submissive personality wise IRL.
Relatively active RP partners. As I said above, I respect that people have real life commitments and I'm not forcing one to just plop in front of the computer/ phone, etc. But I would like some RP time as well. Like if one time works better for a potential partner, I'll see what I can do. Of course we can always reply when we can if we choose to RP on boards or on Discord. I won't ask personal info, I'd just like to know when my partners are or are not going to be around, that's all. Everything else is none of my beeswax.
Omegaverse, but preferably as the omega. I attempted this last year, and of course 2020 being as it was... it didn't work out. Not because of pandemic, but because my partner wasn't entirely understanding on why I wanted the omega role. (It's literally the only way I can do mpreg and it not be weird)
I prefer to RP on Discord, but if you prefer boards I will do my best to remember to check periodically. It's not anyone's fault, I'm just paranoid about message boards because I have had people get upset with me on an unrelated board. And I don't want to lose people for being forgetful. Mom calls it an autistic block, which is pretty accurate.
Recovery scenes, like after a bad injury or other things. My ex partner was not good with this.
Extreme violence to the point of a character dying.
Super muscular characters (This has always been a thing that creeps me out)
Being ghosted, but who doesn't dislike this?
Power playing/ godmodding. No one is invincible, if your character is hurt, that's fine. But don't do like a Thanos snap and get everyone healed again. Injuries don't work that way.
Lack of fluff or good moments.
Text speak, l33t speak, Talking Like This, oR tAlKiNg LiKe ThIs (hard to read and improper writing for another) Text speak can be used in character like our characters are texting each other, but if you're talking to me OOC please don't... also please no shortening of words. No one actually talks like that... I'd be really scared if people starting saying pls or thx (those are not words)
Slowburns. And I mean to the point of taking real life years with characters in the friendzone. That is a big no for me. Maybe a few months, but please... not 2 years real life time. I am not that patient.
I will add more as necessary.
Super muscular characters (This has always been a thing that creeps me out)
Being ghosted, but who doesn't dislike this?
Power playing/ godmodding. No one is invincible, if your character is hurt, that's fine. But don't do like a Thanos snap and get everyone healed again. Injuries don't work that way.
Lack of fluff or good moments.
Text speak, l33t speak, Talking Like This, oR tAlKiNg LiKe ThIs (hard to read and improper writing for another) Text speak can be used in character like our characters are texting each other, but if you're talking to me OOC please don't... also please no shortening of words. No one actually talks like that... I'd be really scared if people starting saying pls or thx (those are not words)
Slowburns. And I mean to the point of taking real life years with characters in the friendzone. That is a big no for me. Maybe a few months, but please... not 2 years real life time. I am not that patient.
I will add more as necessary.
Fandoms
Kingdom Hearts - Primarily Organization XIII. I can play canon, I also have three OCs that have sort of... connections with two of the members. I will happily explain everything of course. One plot is mpreg, but I swear it makes sense because Vexen. And most know what he is capable of, even if it means using one of the less dangerous members as a guinea pig and moving up to the more dangerous ones. I will be willing to listen to ideas, but I do plan on incorporating my OCs somehow. Even if I have to make them random kids (for those that dislike mpreg despite Vexen reasons)
Criminal Minds - I haven't RPd this much as of late. I mostly play canon, but I have one OC that I created for this fandom a long time ago who is now a veterinarian in unrelated RPs.
Yu-Gi-Oh - I outgrew this I think, it was 20 years ago when I last RPd this. But oddly I'm still a diehard Prideshipper and I'd be willing to do something with first series only. I loved the Ancient Egypt arc and the arc toward the end (because of one really good Prideshipping moment). I have a couple of OCs, but one never really got developed so technically only one that I will use for male/female plots. The reasoning for first series only is that it got weird with GX and don't get me started with after GX...
Digimon - I used to RP this, and if I did it again I may be willing to do something when the original Digidestined were older and were mentoring the new ones. Like series 2, but it got weird beyond that. Never really had an OC for this, but I could make one with a connection to whomever has Gomamon.
I have a few others, but they're probably really obscure.
Characters
Dominic Oshie - He is my primary OC at the moment, so I may lean to wanting to play him more than my other two. This is also because of people seeming to prefer him over Chiven for whatever reason. He is a hockey player, can be any level from collegiate to NHL. Please don't change this.
Age: Can be early to late 20's, have played him in his 30's. Age can depend on the plot, etc.
Personality: Normally he's usually happy as a clam, not much bothers him. He is devoted to his loved ones, family and relationship wise. He loves kids and would like some of his own at some point in his life.
Appearance: He has dirty blonde hair, green eyes, athletic build. Dominic also has two scars, one is not visible. The visible one is across the bridge of his nose, it is the result of getting hit with the blade of a stick during a game. The non visible scar is from a skate blade, it goes from his left hip up to his lower left rib.
Images: (The sketch is the more accurate image for the nose scar and his hair type)
Chiven Ishwara -
Age: 23
Appearance: He is a mix of African and Indian/ Hindi. His father is from Kenya and his mother is from India. He has gold eyes and short, straight, black hair. He almost always wears a Kurta, the male version of a Sari.
Image: (This was commissioned on a lion game site called Lioden, hence the name and the weird number next to it, all players have an ID # )
Ideas
Survival based, no mpreg. As much as I dislike having no mpreg in RPs, I do have a survival idea that keeps dying on me. I was planning on relationship building to a point, but if that happens I'd like the two in question to be at least friends so it's not entirely awkward trying to survive and not knowing the other person but have to rely on their help.
The Last Stop (Title borrowed from the Dave Matthews Band song of the same name) *
* Might be willing to change some things. If you don't want a sports team, then maybe a college trip gone wrong or something. The sports team had been sticking around in my brain for a long time, but so far no takers.
** Also also... please don't everyone pick this one. If you dislike mpreg, that's fine. But also please be fair to me, this is a last resort RP plot. However, that said I will still RP this. I just don't want a million DMs saying that they would like this one.
Plot: Still in the works. Torn between a flight to Hawaii and crashing somewhere in the Rockies, or going to Europe and crashing in the Alps on the way to Italy.
Mpreg ideas
Send a message to the unborn child
Keep your eyes open for a while
In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else
There's a piece of a puzzle known as life
Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight
What ever happened to the young man's heart?
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart
~ 45 by Shinedown
* Discussion of miscarriage, will not be RPd out
** See reason #1 for how this is possible
Plot: Character A and Character B have been together for 5 years, married for 3. There have been countless discussions on expanding their family, and Character B is considered to be a carrier and wishes to try and have a biological child with his partner.
How the heck did this happen?
More ideas will be edited in. If you have questions or ideas yourself, feel free to toss them my way.
How is mpreg possible in my RP verse? And how do they have the babies?
- The most common way I have is a rare genetic condition that only affects a handful of males so they are able to become pregnant, carry a baby to term and to be able to give birth.
- With Kingdom Hearts, one word. Vexen. He is a mad scientist, it is possible. And he has a few gripes with the Neophytes, so he may do it out of spite. And since they technically can't kill each other (we know that rule is broken), what better way to torment the fellow males? Minus Xemnas who would turn him into a Dusk faster than one can blink. And of course KH logic is messed up so...
- Alien abduction is common, but I don't do this. The other way is trans female to male, I attempted this once but I am not familiar on how to properly RP a trans character. So I won't do this until I learn more so I can do it properly.
- For birth, fear not. I never, ever, ever (times infinity) go the route most people do. C-sections are a rarity, unless the carrier or baby is in extreme danger. I don't do them for the hell of it, like real life women do elective c-sections. The back end is a no, that creeps me out to no end (pun not intended) and I definitely do not do the um... member... route either. Hyenas give birth through pseudo penises, and that is already dangerous for them. Would be way worse in mpreg world... bigger baby and yeah... no thanks. So I make it that an opening pretty much like the female birth canal forms before birth, then goes away after a few weeks to allow for healing, etc.
Kinks
Mpreg, this is my main one. And the one that is the hardest to find RP partners for, because reasons. I have a lot of ideas that I have not been able to do and I really want to do them.
Childbirth
Hurt/comfort (There are limits to this)
Pregnancy (would obviously apply to female for regular pregnancy)
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