My reflections

[GentleAbi1955]

I am new to this site and don't really get how it works. If I am creating this as a journal does that mean I can add to it on a regular basis? I have been roleplaying online since the 90's and I can be rather obsessive about it. I have learned a lot about myself in the process. For one thing I have learned to accept that I am not the "good girl" that folks think I am, but few of us are. Those who reflect that are mostly playing a role. We all have needs and obsessions. And I certainly do. I am at home alone now a lot since I am retired and my husband is often gone. Physically my body has changed a lot as I have aged, but my mind is still sharp and my mind still initiates a variety of cravings. In retirement I have not only been exploring sex and sexuality but also paganism and feel myself drawn to ancient goddess worship. So I am a bit weird. But I think many of us are a little weird and that is what makes life interesting.