love is undefinable (Broken Knight)

[srp_lover75]

Wasnt sure how long at first, so I did something short.

Alex Hawke -- 19, lives on the very outskirts of town in a cottage with pet ______
Brunette, hair to mid back, Tied up in a ponytail, Dark green eyes, average athletic build
Is gathering firewood and food.

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Yawning softly, Alex shifted her weight and gazed out over the water. Still and serene, her body ached to feel the water's cool touch, but with the rough breeze that was blowing, she knew she'd catch her death. It bothered her it could get so cold in April, but the more she thought about it, the more she realized it wasn't so uncommon. What was the rhyme? April showers bring May flowers? Well at least it wasn't raining. What's taking him so long? she scoffed to herself as her nicely tanned legs swung back and forth on the edge of the rock face. With her already darker skin tone, it wasn't hard for her to tan at all, which often made her friends a bit green with envy. In fact, Alex was the type of girl who barely had to do anything to attract attention. She was a natural beauty, though she had her flaws like everyone else. Take her height for instance. Though her long brunette locks seemed to flow like a river, her stature was small and her legs short . She stood what? Maybe 5'1? She always insisted she was taller than that, but she'd yet to prove it. That didn't stop her from snapping at anyone that mentioned it though. She was...'sensitive' about it, but everyone had their insecurities. Her's just happened to be her height and her ears. Not that they were big, no, they were natural size, they were just extremely sensitive in general, which was something guys liked to take advantage every chance they got. Not that any of that was important at the moment. All the girl wanted to do was find her friend and get something to eat. It was almost like her stomach was gonna collapse on her, but not really.

Alex's lips pursed, and blew loudly. That was a sure fire way to get him back but at the same time, she knew they weren't done yet. She hadn't collected enough firewood and she doubted he had gotten much considering he hadn't returned yet. She could handle left overs.
"Come on boy! Where are ya?!" she called out loudly. the water below welcomed her even more and before now she would've jumped regardless. He was the only thing keeping her dry. Pushing out her bottom lip, she pouted and move to stand, feeling it tittering. All of it was nothing more than an adrenaline rush as she stood there, knowing she could fall quite far at any given second. Alex spread her arms and legs somewhat, balancing and goofing about on the large rock. She was making an attempt to distract herself. Her shimmering emeralds shone anxiously, knowing it'd be dark soon. And the dark, while she could handle, would just be a pain in the ass. Come on...where are you? she groaned to herself, scratching her head.

 

[Broken Knight]

Oh, come on. He'd barely even been out. When you let your pet wolf out to play, don't make it five minutes. He wanted to run something down and toy with it a while before letting it go. His newfound silly girl didn't seem to know that he needed to burn off energy. When he heard the whistle, that was her call to come in. He hadn't always been tame, but during a fight with his pack, he'd broken his front leg and gotten a severe gash along his flank and over his eye. Packless, he decided that this girl was better than nothing. She seemed to deeply care for him. Bursting out of the forest, he looks up at her with those eyes that seemed way too human to belong to just a wolf. His black fur covering his entire body, except the white tips of his ears, and where his fur had turned white healing over his scar. He was a large male, built to run for speed and dexterity with a pack, even if he no longer had it.

Looking up at her, standing on the rock like that, he laughs to himself. What the hell are you doing? Of course, he couldn't speak aloud, but he could think to himself. She usually caught on when he shook his head, barking playfully. Come on, let's go inside. I've had a full day of running around like a wolf while you. Well, let's just be honest with each other, you lazed about with the dead trees. He thought to himself, turning to walk inside with a little swish of his tail. Bounding through the door, he barks happily, sitting in front of his bowl. Okay, slacker, where's my food? He always thought like that. That she was just some petty human. But when he snuggled up to her at night, he feels something that he'd never felt with a female of his pack.

 

[srp_lover75]

She had always been a playful girl, though some called her daring. Alex wasn’t the type to think things through and she liked it that way. What was life without impulse? If you thought everything out carefully like an agenda and followed it to the letter you could miss so much. Besides there were always changes, always kinks in even the best plans. And despite all the mistakes she’d made in her 19 yrs of living, Alex never regretted a single one, especially not rescuing Aatu. Aatu was finnish for ‘noble wolf’, for he had been a bit reluctant to receive her help when she first found him. Part of her knew if she didn’t take him in, the rest of whatever had gotten him would be back and her heart wouldn’t be able to take it. No matter how tough she tried to act sometimes, she knew her heart and she knew that it was the right thing to do, so why not? Taking in a wild wolf, even when injured, wasn’t the best of ideas, but having Aatu proved to be quite helpful.

Alex balanced herself, stretching out her neck to peer further over the edge, when she heard a rustle in the trees. If she would have thought about it, she could have reasoned that it might not be her beloved companion. For all she knew it was a bear, but she turned, grinning happily as she kept her balance, another whistle shooting through the air as his large black form exploded from the shrubbery. Grinning gayfully, she made her way down, immediately going for the spot behind his ears and scratched. There was no baby talk exchanged between them, because if she were a majestic animal, she knew she’d hate that. So instead she gave him a good scratch and a smile before standing upright as he barked, obviously ready to head back. ”Wasn’t I the one that called you. Don’t rush,” she chuckled, but she started in the direction of their cottage, grabbing what little fire wood she had. It’d be enough for tonight at least.

“Slow down there speedy. Give me a second will ya,” she scoffed playfully swiping at his ear lightly as she followed him inside and sat the wood next to the small fire place. The cottage wasn’t huge, though it was just snug enough for the two of them. After losing her brother a winter or two ago and her parents passing when she was young, Alex found herself alone in the world. All she had was Aatu. She scrounged around in the kitchen, locating some rabbit meat she had stowed away and dropped the pieces in the bowl before looking for something for herself. there was some fish left she could munch on. “You know, you’re gonna have to start hunting again,” she informed him. Alex knew it wasn’t likely he spoke her language though in a way she knew he understood and she understood him. They had an odd connection to be honest, but she loved him all the same. He was a constant for her, though moody and rebellious sometimes, he always seemed to be there for her.

 

[Broken Knight]

The wolf looks over at her, having gotten inside first. Feeling the scratching and petting, he murrs happily. Those little signs of affection didn't phase him at first. But slowly, as he spent time with her, he began to find them pleasant, even wanting to do things so that she'd show him more affection. She called him by some word he'd never heard of before. He could understand most of what she said, and he caught on rather quickly that she was referring to him. He used to look at her confused and think Who're you talking to? My name is bark, bark, growl. But, he became accustomed to her calling him... what was it. Aatu. Whatever, a name is just a name. He didn't care what she called him, as long as she kept him with her.

He was hungry, come on, it's not like he wasn't doing his job out in the forest. She never thanked him for scaring away all the riff-raff around her cottage like the coyote or the snakes. Oh, well. He got fed all the same. But when she rubs his ears and mentions that he has to start hunting again, he gives a huff. Fine, while I'm out hunting, you keep away all of those pesky animals you don't like. He thinks, looking up at her, his ears folding in opposite directions, a sign of annoyance. Starting to eat his food, he finishes it rather quickly. This little bunny crap ain't as good as deer venison anyway. He thinks with a huff.

Once he was done eating, the large, black furred wolf walks over to her. Pushing his muzzle into her hand, he murrs softly. Letting her hand over his fur, he leans against her. Showing her affection, it was something he liked to do when he was tired. But, this night, he was a little more wound up, so he let his muzzle rub against her stomach, rubbing against her, giving a soft, deep murr, something that he should've only been doing with a female wolf, since it was how he asked to mate.

 

[srp_lover75]

Nibbling on her fish, Alex hoisted herself on the counter and watched the wolf gulp down his food. She had seen his ears fold back, but she ignored it. She knew he got huffy and moody, animals had emotions much like humans, but she knew he wouldn’t ever hurt her. Maybe she was being a bit naïve, who knows, but there was something about him that caused her to trust him whole heartedly. I mean, if she didn’t have him, who did she have? Sometimes she felt she took him for granted but she always tried to make up or it in some shape form or fashion. There was only so much she could do, only so much she could understand, so she made the best of it.

It didn’t take the girl long to get full, seeing as her small frame didn’t take much to fill and she swung her legs lightly, wondering what they could do for the evening. Maybe they could sit out beneath the stars and sleep. The evening was cool, but she could use the wood she’d gotten for a small fire. Aatu was a large animal, but snuggled against him, she felt the fire would keep them nice and warm. Sometimes she liked to hop in bed early just so he could snuggle next to him and bury her face in his soft black locks. Without any effort, she hopped down as he finished, her hands slipping behind his ears and down to his neck before she petted his muzzle gently. He was being affectionate tonight, but Alex didn’t mind in the slightest. There weren’t a lot of people on the outskirts of the village, so a lot of the time she was void of contact other than him. She had always been a fairly affectionate person so Aatu made the perfect cuddle buddy..

The girl giggled, sure he wouldn’t find that name amusing. His muzzle pressed into her stomach gently, his murr and rubbing causing a gentle vibration to surge through her body. He’d never done that before and she found herself giggling and another chill sliding through her system as she registered just how good it felt. He was at her lower stomach, though if he were to stand on his hind legs he would have been about her size, maybe bigger, so his head took up a good portion of her lower extremities. As he continue she stroked his hair, feeling her body twitch a bit as she stepped back a bit. “Easy boy…aren’t you affectionate tonight, haha,” she cooed, regaining her composure as she leaned down a little more petting him again.

 

[Broken Knight]

The wolf could feel what his instinct wanted. Some part of his mind told him that it was wrong to want a human girl, but his whole body told him otherwise. Her touch was different from anything else he'd had before. He didn't want it to end, he wanted more and more of it. The wolf found himself so attached to this girl that one could accuse him of being domesticated and probably make a good argument to that fact. But that's not all he wanted any more. This girl had saved his life, protected him, loved him. He wanted to love her back. Being a wolf, he knew only one real way to express how he loved her. He only hoped that her, being a human, wouldn't reject him because he is a beast.

The wolf leans against her, moving so that she could feel his broad chest against hers when she leans down to him. Moving his muzzle up, he lets his lips touch her neck. Softly, he kisses and nibbles on the girl's neck. He was becoming more and more forward, using past memory of wolves and how they enjoyed pleasure in order to tease the girl. But, he wasn't accustomed to humans, so if she wanted him like he wanted her, she'd have to help guide him.

 

[srp_lover75]

Soft fur pressed against the clothe of her chest as she bent down to caress him. His head was tilted upwards in an almost deliberate way as he did this, though Alex thought nothing of it. It was true, he’d never been so affectionate, but maybe he was just finally warming up to her completely, accepting her as something more than a petty human. Feeling his muzzle against her neck, nipping gently and kissing it, she couldn’t help but let a small moan escaped her lips, unable to hide how nice it felt. She was a growing 19 yr old girl and yet she had no men about her to cause her such sensations. Wait what?

Alex blinked a moment, realizing that not only the licks were getting her a bit…steamy…but the soft vibrations he’d pressed into her stomach. What was wrong with her?? He was a wolf, not some buff soldier or warrior, but she didn’t moved away from him as he teased her. No, Alex found herself wanting to feel more of his tongue and the more she thought about it, the more southern she imagined it moving, until she let out a soft sound. A low, pleasured moan rolled off her tongue, her fingers stroking his fur a bit more, keeping him close to her. Being alone she craved some sort of sexual satisfaction every now and then but never had she considered Aatu. She loved the wolf but in that way? Part of her screamed yes as his tongue assaulted her neck, teasing her almost. Still she wasn’t sure. Maybe…she was imagining this want, yes, that had to be it.

 

[Broken Knight]

She tasted... well, frankly he didn't know what she tasted like. It was nothing he'd ever experienced before, but she tasted amazing. When she doesn't pull away, when he feels her body shudder, he leans into her. His chest pushing against hers, his lips and rough canine tongue caress her neck. Giving soft murrs and growls to her, pleasured sounds of want and desire, the large wolf leans his body against hers. Letting himself move lower slowly, the wolf lets his licks tease her over her clothing.

Moving down her body, it wasn't long until his muzzle was in her skirt. He couldn't communicate with her, but he knew full well what arousal smelt like, and she was drenched in it. Leaning forward a little bit, she could feel his warm breath against her slit through her panties. His face in her skirt, he gave her the first teasing licks of his tongue. The wolf couldn't remove her panties, but at the moment, he was simply teasing her into arousal anyway, so he didn't need them off until she was ready to mate.

 

[srp_lover75]

This...this was wrong. She couldn't be thinking of Aatu as anymore than a pet...a friend. Even though she was the only thing she had left in the world, that didn't mean it was ok to let him do this to her. To make her feel as incredible as he was. His tongue wasn't exactly sandpapery, though it was rougher than a humans. The texture of it alone was enough to cause her crouched form to tremble again and her arousal to grow. Her panties were well on their way to being soaked as he spoke to her in a language that she couldn't understand...but she knew what he wanted as his large body pressed further into hers. The clothing seperating his tongue from her body was becoming quite obnoxious, though part of her still told her this was wrong...but...she loved him.

Alex had never loved anyone or anything more than Aatu, except for maybe her brother, but he was dead and gone. What she felt for the curious wolf was something she'd never even dreamed of experiencing and yet as his muzzle slipped beneath her skirt, she failed to push him away. Aatu did so much for her on a regular basis, loved her and she loved him...so why was she so conflicted. A soft moan escaped her lips at the feel of his hot breath against the thin clothe and another, deeper and more sultry moan errupted as he teasingly licked the area. The girl shuddered, "Mmm...Aatu, god that feels so good," as she spoke she sat back, letting her bottom rest on the floor, her legs still somewhat spread to allow him to remain between her legs as she reached down to stroke him, attempting to let him know how he was making her feel.