For anyone who might stumble upon this, welcome to my bullshit jumble of thoughts, feelings and emotions. This is where Iβll be keeping track of character sheets, ranting to my hearts content, and talking a lot of...nice shit about my life.
As of right now - Iβm looking towards having a little more free time, which, Iβll be using to write, hopefully. Writing was the one thing that managed to bring me happiness, unfortunately I hit writers block, and then ran out of free time to actually sit down, and write. So letβs try this again!
Iβll be updating here regularly, until then, au revoir.
I just had to give my lil pup a bath, despite it being 2am, and I misjudged how cold it was, and now she canβt stop shaking or shivering, I feel so bad! I guess Iβm off to bed to cuddle her, someoneβs gotta keep her warm. Goodnight everybody, replies tomorrow. β‘
I took my little sister to see frozen two today, Iβve never seen her cry so much. To be completely honest, I think the first one was a whole lot better, but what do I know? My sister gave me the dirtiest look ever when I said that, guess she was a fan of the second, more than the first. Anyways! Iβm gonna get to replies in a few hours, update my thread, and then hit the hay. (Does anyone even say that anymore?)
I have an idea thatβs eating me alive, literally! Iβm going to work on a thread for it, and hope I get some takers. I donβt know why, but lately Iβve been in the mood for some vampire x vampire hunter action. Maybe itβs because I love playing badass women, whatβs more badass than a hunter who kills vampires for a livinβ? Absolutely nothing.
You ever have an idea eat at you for so long - but youβre unable to physically put it into words? Really struggling writing out my newest request thread. ^^ Maybe I should try again tomorrow, and put out my...easier plots for now. (I have so many!)
I will get my request thread done today! I have an itch for this specific plot - Itβs wording the whole thing out that gets to me! Itβs definitely going to be the death of me, thatβs for damn sure.
Gonna get replies out to everyone - and then finally finish my request thread! Super excited for this idea, I hope it falls through - or at least attracts some people! β‘
I apologise to everyone I have yet to reply, the last few weeks have been crazy busy, and with Christmas next week everything seems to just be getting busier! Iβll find time to respond eventually, Iβm not sure if anybody actually reads these, but I donβt have the time to sit down and send an individual message out to everybody, anyways! I hope yβall can forgive me - replies coming soon! β‘
You ever go through your PMβs and realise the amount of people you accidentally ghosted? Most of them were really good partners too, with great talent. If anxiety werenβt a thing I had, I wouldβve re-messaged them all by now, for sure.
Speaking of which - though I am incredibly sorry to everyone I have unintentionally ditched, or ghosted. It was nothing any of you had done, you were all amazing. I simply miscalculated how busy I would be a few months ago, and barely had the time to let everyone know. Thatβs one excuse that only really speaks for a certain period of time though. The rest of the time, I was simply too cowardly to say anything. I overthink a lot - and I hate confrontation. What a combination, amirite?
My mother was tested for that coronavirus today, itβs crazy how fast it spread to the UK, apparently thereβs some sort of dog virus going around now, too? Hereβs to hoping my stays healthy.
I really wish I didnβt have the attention span of a fish. (Am I using this in the right context? Who knows, and who cares!) Itβs so hard for me to finish literally...anything. Especially movies, fuck movies. And tv shows, funnily enough, the only tv show Iβve ever been able to watch all the way through was (and still is) Greys Anatomy, who doesnβt love a show full of hot men and women? Anyways, I should probably cancel Netflix soon.
I watched Queen & Slim today, and oh my god, I donβt think Iβve ever cried so much because of a movie. It was the most emotional shit Iβve ever watched. Extremely touching too, they deserved better.
Iβve lost two cats in the last month because of careless drivers, (who, by the way, didnβt even stop after hitting them). I know itβs not illegal to pull hit and runs with animals like it is with humans, but, honestly, they might as well of killed two of my family members - those lil dumbasses had been with me for eleven years.
I absolutely adore Margot Robbie, what a beaut.
I apologise to my partners for seemingly disappearing - I havenβt been feeling the best, health wise, and despite having free time, I havenβt been able to use it to come on here. Replies soon, though.
These are some crazy times, I hope everyone is staying safe and staying indoors when they can.
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