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Sorry this note is a little big.. I just tried to break down the parts of what makes me tick.. I thought it’s better for you to know that than just a story idea…
Scenario types;
• All of these scenarios usually start off right in the thick of it. No backstory or need to build things up. You could start mid hand job if you wanted. They all always involve me having at least one orgasm induced by her at some point.. usually more than one. I have a lot of different scenarios between two main concepts. Able bodied boyfriend who is emotionally broken down and reduced non consensually by the cute gf and later ex gf to the point im a drooling, hand humping mess…. And the quadriplegic mind fuck one. Both have there own strengths for creating the feel I’m after.
• PS on the “back story” comment.. what I mean by that is there’s no need to spend half the story building up to the feelings im after BUT a short kind of backstory or concept behind the situation can help increase the humiliation for me… it’s just more like 5% of the package, not a huge portion.
Scenario settings;
• Almost always a house or apartment setting. I could be in different bondage situations when it’s in the lounge room or spare room or her bedroom etc.. There can be time skips backwards to perhaps earlier stages to help set up some trauma for me. The loss of what I might have had? Or helping create a contrast between now and then. i.e. the cute babe who was confident and sexy when she decided to go down on me after our second date and give me an amazing blowjob in the front seat of my car versus the flash forward situation of her absentmindedly checking herself out in the mirror as my eyes are washing over her, a vac bagged, immobilised, O ring gagged mess on the floor with a veiny, purple cock ringed manhood oozing streams of clear humiliation, desperate for her…
The fantastical elements and time lines
• This embraces a fake concept where I could be kept restrained/immobilised 24/7. The scenarios simply hop and skip to the next twisted idea without needing a Segway or an arc that makes sense… one scene I could be bent backwards over her exercise ball, my hands and feet a trapped/lashed mess at he base, as she kneels down next to me to gove me an amazing blowjob.. the next day… I could be letting out ah ah ah’s past an O ring gag as im left vac bagged on the floor and a milking machine slowing pfft clump ppffft clumping away in my cock as she is sitting a few feet away at her desk studying…
Sadism
The Emotional/Behavioural/Actual
Probably the hardest part to all of this. This is where the contradiction arises between her tone & demeanour versus her actual actions.. it all comes together. The physical situation you have created for me placing me in a non consensual melting pot where she can be casually telling me about her day and half watching TV while I’m left making small little rhythmic grunts past an O ring gag holding my mouth a-gape, as make my best efforts to try and fuck her hand, she is keeping a loose kind of grip, a silent way to help emphasize my smallness.. her bangle on that petite wrist clang and jangle with each one of my thrusts as she leather straps pinning me down creak and crack with my efforts to roll and hump my hips…
The Physical
The girls.. the physical
18 to 20 something’s. Petite or mildly athletic, sexy legs, cute midriffs, slender neckline, B cup babes. Nothing too XXX or graphic. Sexy legs, exposed midriffs, a sexy gym outfit, even just casual hotness. A lot of the underlying aspects of these scenarios is regression. My mind having been re-wired back to when I found something as subtle as a magazine cover or a babe arousing.. The physical descriptions and scenes you paint are amazing triggers for me. It can be a subtle as the little dimples in the small of her back I see as she is there in those low cut jeans and crop top.. her slender arms reaching up as she fixes her hair into a messy pony tail, the way she is using the elastic hair tie, looking and twisting it over and over, tighter and tighter.. a little like the way she rendered me a purple throbbing helpless mess the night before… a slow oozing ruined unnatural and frustrating orgasm.
Things to avoid;
• Her being verbally abusive, aggression, resentment
• Some of the more cliché/popular humiliation styles such as the “lick my boot heel” or the “aww widdle dickie wickie” type stuff. The majority of the humiliation for me is diffuse and between the lines. She doesn’t have to be verbally delivering the humiliation, it could be as simple as a petite hand woking me while her head is cocked to the side pining a phone to her ear, talking to her bff Megan…. Or a wry smile as she turns the milking machines dial up from 4 to 7 etc.. For example your brief narration on my ex girlfriend getting fucked hit a nerve (in a good way).
• Public humiliation, outdoor settings/situations or big gatherings.. i.e her having a party in the house etc.
• Don’t blindfold me. I like to be able to take it all in visually..
• Physical pain. I’m not after bondage with spikes or whips and chains.. I like restriction and immobilisation and lots of “emotional” pain!
• Her sexual satisfaction and xxx stuff related to her. No female masturbation, descriptions of dripping pussies, girl on girl action etc., any of that XXX tease related stuff. I can handle and like it being xxx descriptive a times when it comes my cock, a throbbing purple head or a manhood engulfed in her hand, her lips wrapping around my velvety flesh as her mouth slowly takes me down to my base..PG with her and MA for me… cuckolding type scenes can be a tool you can use.. the scene could even be a small one of her out of the apartment at her boyfriends, but you handle the action in a PG way.. her hands gripping sheets.. back arched.. her face flush, messy hair down over her eyes as her mouth is agape.. her body rocking forward in rhythm to his 9 inch thrusts… his hands gripping her cute teen hips..
• Her being drunk. It takes away the underlying premeditation and malice to her actions.
• Interaction with guys or other guys being in the same room/presence as me. It’s better they don’t know I exist, you can use them as tools for my humiliation as I read
Things to embrace!;
• Great orgasms for me and ruined orgasms. It can be a mix.
• Being cock-ringed now and then ..see quirks below!
• Some narration so the humiliation doesn’t rely too heavily on her one way conversations.. it can also help with the PG sexy babe visual feel
• That casual diffuse feel. There can be occasional acknowledgement of my distress, orgasms, trauma etc.. but usually fleeting and switched back to being all normal. Same can work in the opposite or her gently inducing agitation/distress for me by telling me “im going to ruin this one k babe?”.. or “Im so going to let Ryan fuck me tonight”.. before switching back to normal/diffuse “I wonder if that new model Samsung is out yet?” as I begin to whimper and sob, the distress kicking in…
• Bring a friend or two into some scenes.. An additional hot friend works for me, I just don’t handle guys very well. Again a small bit of history or backstory.. i.e. the girl who used to have a “thing” for me or maybe the one I tutored a few summers ago.. all small ways to gently compound the weird feel im after.
• Bondage, restriction, helplessness. The bondage I like it either straps pinning me down or even keeping me in a contorted kind of mess.. cock jutting out.
My quirks
• If it happens, I like to be cock ringed a certain way.. so when it’s done im flaccid or semi flaccid. It makes it feel more real for me and gives me the underlying feeling that it is ultra tight, to the point it couldn’t be removed or put on when im hard. However! As im almost always rock hard and beading, It’s usually done by her coming into the room ready, making a bee line for me, maybe already having it pre lubricated and slipping it onto me and working it right down to my base fast as I would already be throbbing to life just from her being there… you can always just have my already in that state, cock ringed, or time skip to it etc.. it just if you do it I like it that way.
Final note. Ground Hog Day.. Thankyou for taking the time to read it all. Please know that I love these scenarios so much I enjoy them over and over and over.. so a subtle tweak her or concept change there is enough to keep creating more and more using all of the tools I have discussed.. it could be Tegan milking me in one story then Vanessa getting pounded by her ew stud bf in the next..
Scenario types;
• All of these scenarios usually start off right in the thick of it. No backstory or need to build things up. You could start mid hand job if you wanted. They all always involve me having at least one orgasm induced by her at some point.. usually more than one. I have a lot of different scenarios between two main concepts. Able bodied boyfriend who is emotionally broken down and reduced non consensually by the cute gf and later ex gf to the point im a drooling, hand humping mess…. And the quadriplegic mind fuck one. Both have there own strengths for creating the feel I’m after.
• PS on the “back story” comment.. what I mean by that is there’s no need to spend half the story building up to the feelings im after BUT a short kind of backstory or concept behind the situation can help increase the humiliation for me… it’s just more like 5% of the package, not a huge portion.
Scenario settings;
• Almost always a house or apartment setting. I could be in different bondage situations when it’s in the lounge room or spare room or her bedroom etc.. There can be time skips backwards to perhaps earlier stages to help set up some trauma for me. The loss of what I might have had? Or helping create a contrast between now and then. i.e. the cute babe who was confident and sexy when she decided to go down on me after our second date and give me an amazing blowjob in the front seat of my car versus the flash forward situation of her absentmindedly checking herself out in the mirror as my eyes are washing over her, a vac bagged, immobilised, O ring gagged mess on the floor with a veiny, purple cock ringed manhood oozing streams of clear humiliation, desperate for her…
The fantastical elements and time lines
• This embraces a fake concept where I could be kept restrained/immobilised 24/7. The scenarios simply hop and skip to the next twisted idea without needing a Segway or an arc that makes sense… one scene I could be bent backwards over her exercise ball, my hands and feet a trapped/lashed mess at he base, as she kneels down next to me to gove me an amazing blowjob.. the next day… I could be letting out ah ah ah’s past an O ring gag as im left vac bagged on the floor and a milking machine slowing pfft clump ppffft clumping away in my cock as she is sitting a few feet away at her desk studying…
Sadism
The Emotional/Behavioural/Actual
Probably the hardest part to all of this. This is where the contradiction arises between her tone & demeanour versus her actual actions.. it all comes together. The physical situation you have created for me placing me in a non consensual melting pot where she can be casually telling me about her day and half watching TV while I’m left making small little rhythmic grunts past an O ring gag holding my mouth a-gape, as make my best efforts to try and fuck her hand, she is keeping a loose kind of grip, a silent way to help emphasize my smallness.. her bangle on that petite wrist clang and jangle with each one of my thrusts as she leather straps pinning me down creak and crack with my efforts to roll and hump my hips…
The Physical
The girls.. the physical
18 to 20 something’s. Petite or mildly athletic, sexy legs, cute midriffs, slender neckline, B cup babes. Nothing too XXX or graphic. Sexy legs, exposed midriffs, a sexy gym outfit, even just casual hotness. A lot of the underlying aspects of these scenarios is regression. My mind having been re-wired back to when I found something as subtle as a magazine cover or a babe arousing.. The physical descriptions and scenes you paint are amazing triggers for me. It can be a subtle as the little dimples in the small of her back I see as she is there in those low cut jeans and crop top.. her slender arms reaching up as she fixes her hair into a messy pony tail, the way she is using the elastic hair tie, looking and twisting it over and over, tighter and tighter.. a little like the way she rendered me a purple throbbing helpless mess the night before… a slow oozing ruined unnatural and frustrating orgasm.
Things to avoid;
• Her being verbally abusive, aggression, resentment
• Some of the more cliché/popular humiliation styles such as the “lick my boot heel” or the “aww widdle dickie wickie” type stuff. The majority of the humiliation for me is diffuse and between the lines. She doesn’t have to be verbally delivering the humiliation, it could be as simple as a petite hand woking me while her head is cocked to the side pining a phone to her ear, talking to her bff Megan…. Or a wry smile as she turns the milking machines dial up from 4 to 7 etc.. For example your brief narration on my ex girlfriend getting fucked hit a nerve (in a good way).
• Public humiliation, outdoor settings/situations or big gatherings.. i.e her having a party in the house etc.
• Don’t blindfold me. I like to be able to take it all in visually..
• Physical pain. I’m not after bondage with spikes or whips and chains.. I like restriction and immobilisation and lots of “emotional” pain!
• Her sexual satisfaction and xxx stuff related to her. No female masturbation, descriptions of dripping pussies, girl on girl action etc., any of that XXX tease related stuff. I can handle and like it being xxx descriptive a times when it comes my cock, a throbbing purple head or a manhood engulfed in her hand, her lips wrapping around my velvety flesh as her mouth slowly takes me down to my base..PG with her and MA for me… cuckolding type scenes can be a tool you can use.. the scene could even be a small one of her out of the apartment at her boyfriends, but you handle the action in a PG way.. her hands gripping sheets.. back arched.. her face flush, messy hair down over her eyes as her mouth is agape.. her body rocking forward in rhythm to his 9 inch thrusts… his hands gripping her cute teen hips..
• Her being drunk. It takes away the underlying premeditation and malice to her actions.
• Interaction with guys or other guys being in the same room/presence as me. It’s better they don’t know I exist, you can use them as tools for my humiliation as I read
Things to embrace!;
• Great orgasms for me and ruined orgasms. It can be a mix.
• Being cock-ringed now and then ..see quirks below!
• Some narration so the humiliation doesn’t rely too heavily on her one way conversations.. it can also help with the PG sexy babe visual feel
• That casual diffuse feel. There can be occasional acknowledgement of my distress, orgasms, trauma etc.. but usually fleeting and switched back to being all normal. Same can work in the opposite or her gently inducing agitation/distress for me by telling me “im going to ruin this one k babe?”.. or “Im so going to let Ryan fuck me tonight”.. before switching back to normal/diffuse “I wonder if that new model Samsung is out yet?” as I begin to whimper and sob, the distress kicking in…
• Bring a friend or two into some scenes.. An additional hot friend works for me, I just don’t handle guys very well. Again a small bit of history or backstory.. i.e. the girl who used to have a “thing” for me or maybe the one I tutored a few summers ago.. all small ways to gently compound the weird feel im after.
• Bondage, restriction, helplessness. The bondage I like it either straps pinning me down or even keeping me in a contorted kind of mess.. cock jutting out.
My quirks
• If it happens, I like to be cock ringed a certain way.. so when it’s done im flaccid or semi flaccid. It makes it feel more real for me and gives me the underlying feeling that it is ultra tight, to the point it couldn’t be removed or put on when im hard. However! As im almost always rock hard and beading, It’s usually done by her coming into the room ready, making a bee line for me, maybe already having it pre lubricated and slipping it onto me and working it right down to my base fast as I would already be throbbing to life just from her being there… you can always just have my already in that state, cock ringed, or time skip to it etc.. it just if you do it I like it that way.
Final note. Ground Hog Day.. Thankyou for taking the time to read it all. Please know that I love these scenarios so much I enjoy them over and over and over.. so a subtle tweak her or concept change there is enough to keep creating more and more using all of the tools I have discussed.. it could be Tegan milking me in one story then Vanessa getting pounded by her ew stud bf in the next..
