- Joined
- Jun 12, 2019
She had spent half an hour staring at the clothing that lined her closet as she tried to decide what to wear. Nothing in there had suited her mood. She thought of wearing something plain and black, but she knew that her friends would consider it a bit morbid for such an occasion. She knew that there would be so many questions about what she had been up to since she had moved away, and why she had returned. She knew they would feign interest in whatever she said, just hoping to get some little tidbit to later whisper about behind her back. That's how it was with most of the women in that circle.
Finally, she had settled on the red one that hugged her curves like a second skin, paired with a lace thong and her favorite Louboutin heels. She knew that there would be no children at the party so there was no need to worry about what would be appropriate. Besides, what was the fun in going if she didn't get a few husbands in trouble. When she arrived she had made the round, making polite conversation with people and pretending to have fun. A few of her old friends' wives shot dirty glances at her as she threw her arms around the men giving them hugs that lingered too long for the women's comfort. She listened as they told her about the little angels that they left with the sitter and how amazing the kids really were. It was quickly becoming tedious so she decided to make a quick retreat. She found her way to the large french doors that lead outside to the yard and slipped quietly through them.
As she stood there looking over the glittering blanket of snow that covered the rest of the ground outside the patio she tried to remember why she had accepted the invitation in the first place. It was no secret that Kat hated the holidays. All of the hypocrisy and forced merriment had turned her against it in her teenage years. Normally, she would have made an excuse to get out of it, but Penelope had blindsided her outside of Whole Foods. Before Kat could even think of a reply, she had told her the time and date and scurried off with phone in hand. She was still kicking herself for not backing out.
It had begun to snow again as Katarina Whitmore stepped out further onto the large stone patio with her clutch and drink in hand. She drew in a deep breath and watched how it frosted as she exhaled. The cold had never bothered her. She had actually missed it after she had moved away. Now, she was back, for a month at least while she took some time off before starting her new dream job. She sat the drink down on the short wall that lined the outer perimeter of the patio and opened her clutch. She pulled out a small vintage silver cigarette case and matching lighter. She opened it, taking out one of the imported clove kreteks and lit it. She placed the case and lighter back in her clutch and closed it, laying it next to the glass she was about to pick back up.
She took another hit off her kretek, and slowly exhaled the smoke. The world outside was so quiet and still and peaceful. The party's sounds were reduced to a little more than a murmur that she could easily block out. She drew the glass to her mouth, taking a small gulp of the scotch it held. For a moment, she could hear the laughter and music grow louder before it was quieted again. Someone else had decided to join her.
Finally, she had settled on the red one that hugged her curves like a second skin, paired with a lace thong and her favorite Louboutin heels. She knew that there would be no children at the party so there was no need to worry about what would be appropriate. Besides, what was the fun in going if she didn't get a few husbands in trouble. When she arrived she had made the round, making polite conversation with people and pretending to have fun. A few of her old friends' wives shot dirty glances at her as she threw her arms around the men giving them hugs that lingered too long for the women's comfort. She listened as they told her about the little angels that they left with the sitter and how amazing the kids really were. It was quickly becoming tedious so she decided to make a quick retreat. She found her way to the large french doors that lead outside to the yard and slipped quietly through them.
As she stood there looking over the glittering blanket of snow that covered the rest of the ground outside the patio she tried to remember why she had accepted the invitation in the first place. It was no secret that Kat hated the holidays. All of the hypocrisy and forced merriment had turned her against it in her teenage years. Normally, she would have made an excuse to get out of it, but Penelope had blindsided her outside of Whole Foods. Before Kat could even think of a reply, she had told her the time and date and scurried off with phone in hand. She was still kicking herself for not backing out.
It had begun to snow again as Katarina Whitmore stepped out further onto the large stone patio with her clutch and drink in hand. She drew in a deep breath and watched how it frosted as she exhaled. The cold had never bothered her. She had actually missed it after she had moved away. Now, she was back, for a month at least while she took some time off before starting her new dream job. She sat the drink down on the short wall that lined the outer perimeter of the patio and opened her clutch. She pulled out a small vintage silver cigarette case and matching lighter. She opened it, taking out one of the imported clove kreteks and lit it. She placed the case and lighter back in her clutch and closed it, laying it next to the glass she was about to pick back up.
She took another hit off her kretek, and slowly exhaled the smoke. The world outside was so quiet and still and peaceful. The party's sounds were reduced to a little more than a murmur that she could easily block out. She drew the glass to her mouth, taking a small gulp of the scotch it held. For a moment, she could hear the laughter and music grow louder before it was quieted again. Someone else had decided to join her.