There is no Emotion, there is Peace.
Mornings like this, returning to the code was the sort of reminder that she needed. Her dreams had been troubled, restless. While she'd had the sense to avoid checking the chrono whenever she woke in the middle of the night, now there was no avoiding it. No time to be retreating back into bed. She had her routine, and by and large, she stuck to it, despite the fact that there was currently no one looking over her shoulder. If she was lucky, things would stay that way. Shower, breakfast, meditation. Today, though, she decided to start with meditation. She often did when her sleep was troubled. It helped for her to reflect back upon it. Vivid purple eyes, and such fury! Supposedly, the Jedi, some Jedi could foresee the future. She doubted she had any such ability.
Her apartment was her home away from home, which was to say, away from the Jedi temple. Her belongings were relatively meager, and it was at times hard to keep it paid off, but it was worth having somewhere that was entirely hers. Her master knew about it, but as best she could tell, no one else did. It was small, one cramped bedroom, one cramped bathroom, and a cramped kitchen. She ate where she slept where she worked, but it possessed the greatest thing of all. It was cheap. She rarely traveled, her master usually opting to leave her behind when he departed (despite her having proved herself several times over) but she imagined it wasn't unlike what life in a starship would be like.
Once she was clean, fed, and dressed (grey, concealing robes, worn by refugees, aliens, hermits, and criminals, but never the preferred color of the Jedi order), she could set out onto the streets. Down here, as far as everyone needed to know, she was just another citizen. The lightsaber she carried was more likely than not an anomaly, but that was tucked away securely in her boot, out of sight, and the blasters on her hip were not a bit out of place down here.
There is no Ignorance, there is Knowledge.
That was one thing she would never understand about the Jedi Order. They preached knowledge, understanding, and yet how could they claim knowledge of even their planet from the temple on the surface? Down here, in the lower levels of Coruscant, it was an entirely different world. Arani had never claimed to be a particularly ideal Jedi, and she knew that the sentiment was one shared by many (though they were too polite to ever say as much to her). Here, though, among the teeming masses, she could understand. It was impossible to know, to really know what you were fighting for without seeing it for yourself. So she had an apartment down here that she dwelled in as much as possible, and she walked the streets. She watched, she listened, she talked.
Perhaps the Force did not speak to her as directly as it did some, but she didn't need it to. It guided her to people, and people to her, and provided her with all the information she could ever need.
There is no Passion, there is Serenity.
She didn't have a particular destination in mind as she left her apartment complex. The turbolift seemed the natural next stop (or the nearest one anyway). Then she could hop a few levels, get out, and continue walking. This district was entertainment, and it catered to everyone. No matter what your idea of entertainment was or how questionably legal it might be, they had it here. Gambling, fighting, gaming, drinking, smoking, lust, greed, gluttony, or otherwise. She kept her head down as she walked, but her senses were sharp, sharper thanks to the force. It was through them that she realized the man next to her was intent on killing someone over some gambling loss. The fury, she knew, would fade in time, but quickly enough to save a life? Perhaps not.
She could not claim any sort of immunity from emotion, nor could most Jedi. She was only human, and felt such things as strongly as most. The difference was that she made an effort to control them, not to be controlled by them. She didn't always succeed, and she didn't always try as hard as she might have, but she never said she was perfect. Pride was something else she had to work to tame, but how could she not be proud of her own talents, her skills? She'd worked hard to develop them. Turning off into a side alley she knew well enough, she tossed the holdout blaster that she had lifted from the man, rather confident he'd have a harder time murdering someone without it. Guardians drew their strength from...well, strength, and Consulars from the force, but she followed in the footsteps of her master as a Sentinel. She could not match a Guardian blade-to-blade, and a Consular could knock her off her feet with the force, but her talents were subtler, more deftly applied, and they served her just as well. The Jedi could not condone theft, but every credit, every item stolen from those who would do harm weakened them, and in turn, strengthened those who would fight them.
There is no Chaos, there is Harmony.
Today she had no grand heists planned, nor did any of her contacts seem to have anything to inform her about. It was difficult for a Padawan to establish an information network on Coruscant. Beyond the obvious logistical problems, she was never entirely sure who would ferry information to people she didn't want to have it. Still, she had a few she could trust, and they'd done well by her so far. Her feet carried her instead to a balcony overlooking a shopping plaza, ringed by neon lights and already swarming with people looking to purchase goods of every kind. To think, this wasn't even the district with the most shopping around! She leaned against the railing (after making sure it would support her weight) and closed her eyes, opening herself to the force.
It was chaotic. No, not chaotic, it was just crowded. So many lives, all with their own worries, passions and hopes. If she was stronger in the force, would this deafen her? She did not blame the masters for being unable to penetrate the cacophony of life that permeated the city, even just one level of it. She was young, true, but she could hardly begin to make sense of any of it! Instead, she took a deep breath, drawing back her consciousness. She could not tell what was happening a block away, but if she was careful, she could sense some things close by. Better still was to let focus on it passively, where it could inform her without overwhelming her. A spike of anger or confidence could indicate an attack, though such things were much easier to predict somewhere quieter. Here in the crowd, it would be hard to tell if someone was pointing a blaster at her skull until they pulled the trigger.
Too much information, too much noise. There was nothing here that she needed to buy, and no one here of interest. Not to her, anyway. Doubtless, somewhere here there was some good that she could be doing, but it would be akin to finding a needle in a haystack. Trying to slip through a crowd, or going back past the glitzy casinos and scantily clad street girls of the entertainment district did not appeal to her. So she'd go somewhere quieter. Turbolifts weren't the only way to travel between levels, of course, they were just the fastest. She wasn't in a hurry, though, with no pressing engagements. Time passed, minutes, hours. She walked purposefully, with her head down. Her robes were frayed just enough to make it look like she had nothing worth taking, and she had long since mastered the look of someone who knew where they were and where they were going.
Gangers loved nothing more than a lone, lost target with creds, after all.
Arani stopped short and blinked, glancing slowly around the street she was on. Empty. Suspiciously so. That wasn't what bothered her, though, it was something...she couldn't quite describe. She felt the force, strongly, nearby. Perhaps her wanderings hadn't been so random after all. It brought her to the mouth of an alley, dimly lit and largely uninteresting (and unclean). Ah, a shakedown. Or maybe a murder?
Three figures, two human, or close to, and one not. There wasn't much more she could make out in the lighting, but it was pretty clear they had someone up against the wall. She'd seen similar scenes play out plenty of times before. Sometimes they ended with blood, sometimes they didn't. Rarely did they ever involve someone who felt so strongly in the force, however. It was alien, and dark. It was the sort of feeling that sensible people got as far away from as quickly as possible. Objects rattling in the alley, gathering energy of the dark side, and-
Purple eyes. She caught a glimpse, just for a moment, but there was no mistaking the violent irises of the scrawny figure pinned up against the wall. It was all she could do to suppress a gasp as the memory of last night's dream came flooding back. The purple-eyed youth was powerful, dangerously so, and while the gangers definitely had something coming to them, being torn apart in a dark alley was a fate even they maybe didn't deserve.
She made not a sound as she glided around the corner, into the mouth of the alley, black leather peeking out from beneath her robes as she drew one of her blasters. Shooting opponents in the back wasn't generally a part of the Jedi playbook, but since none of those gathered here were interested in playing by their rules, she didn't see a reason she needed to, either. Her master need not find out. It only took a few steps before she was confident she was in range, and then she raised the weapon, squeezing the trigger and feeling the weapon jump in her hand.
At this range, it was impossible to miss, though anyone who was familiar with blasters would recognize the blue bolt that took the closest human in the side as a stun shot. There was no missing the report of the shot in the confines of the alley, so now that she was confident she had everyone's intentions...
"No sudden movements. Hands off the informant." Her voice was all cold steel, a promise lurking beneath that anyone who went for a weapon or tried anything stupid would be the next stunned, or, possibly, worse. "Our employer won't lose any sleep over a couple dead thugs." To emphasize the point, she flipped the blaster to lethal, edging slightly to the side to make sure she had a good shot on both of the two remaining gangsters. Despite the threat, she didn't really want to shoot either of the other two, but if they didn't comply, she knew that a threat was useless unless you were willing to follow through with it.
There is no Death, there is the Force.
That didn't mean she had to kill them, but kneecapping the big one would probably get the point across, if they didn't give her a choice. Or if the other human had a blaster. She couldn't be sure, but she did know that, with a little help from the force, she was a lot quicker than either of them. "You missed your check-in, Violet." She didn't know what else to call him, and coming up with something that sounded like a code-name was hard when also holding people at blaster-point. "Let's find somewhere quiet to talk."
She was taking a lot of risks. Now that they were distracted, would the youth strike? Even if they let him go, or he freed himself, would he have any interest in coming with her, or would he bolt? Or worse, attack her? No, the force guided her here, she had to trust that this was meant to happen. Or, if it wasn't, she was making it happen.