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Mx Female Koi No Yokan

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You had me at Cthulhu Pfatagn!
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Apr 24, 2019
Location
United Kingdom
You cannot catch a tiger cub unless you enter the tiger's den.



  • So. I'm a super-hot super-famous rock star that works out daily and earns lots of money.

    Just kidding.

    I'm a man who is old enough to know better than to hang about on adult roleplaying sites writing erotica. But I laugh in the face of knowing better and tweak the nipples of common sense. I live in the United Kingdom, and am froma Celtic country, but not the one you are thinking of (no not that one, either. The other one). I write code for a living.

    I have been roleplaying since the dawn of time and will probably still be roleplaying when I finally shed my body and pass on through to the other side :p

    I'm a metalhead but don't let that put you off. I am also a hopeless romantic. Despite many attempts and failed starts I STILL haven't managed to learn Japanese.

    This is my absolute favorite song by a band I was really into during my misspent youth (with lyrics): View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ge18n2JCwBs

    Here are some settings I created : Eldritch Worlds

    Some Films I Like:

    Star Wars
    House of Flying Daggers
    Curse of the Golden Flower
    Ringu
    Train to Bushan
    The Others
    Queen of The Damned

    Authors I Like

    H.P. Lovecraft
    Charles Stross
    Brian Lumley
    Dean Koontz
    James Herbert
    Clive Barker

    Systems I like to play

    Freeform / systemless
    Call of Cthulhu
    Earthdawn
    Shadowrun

    Genres I like

    Lovecraftian Horror
    Space Opera
    Supernatural Horror
    Cyberpunk
    Fantasy / Medieval
    Steampunk
    Post Apocalyptic

  • So lets elaborate on what I'm looking for.

    I want to recreate in textual form that rush of excitement / energy when meeting a beautiful woman for the first time. The chase, the longing. The stolen glances, the racing heartbeat when she's near. The sense of loss when she's not. When (if) we get to the intimate stuff it should be the exploration of each other's bodies, the heat of passion. I.e. not just mindless sex.

    Now I'm attracted to Asian women. I have been in many role plays alongside characters that are Asian women. In only a very few cases did it actually feel like my character was communicating with a character that was from South East Asia. In those few cases I can't really define what made it feel more authentic, exactly. Just something about the use of language, maybe? Or was it the way their behavior was described? Also, I should point out that I know that at least one person who has done this well is not from south east Asia, so the actual player's nationality isn't as important. The reason I'm pointing this out is that on the very rare occasion that does happen its like striking gold for me.

    To summarize: You don't have to be Asian yourself, but If you want to play an Asian character then you will get brownie points!

    I also must be involved in an interesting plot. I like the idea of romance and have wrote erotica in the past (both comfortably and at times uncomfortably) but I don't want to be in a game that is just a string of sex scenes.

    So here are some other pointers:

    1. Please don't ghost me. If you can't write with me for more than, say, two weeks then tell me. If you have lost interest in writing with me then tell me. If you have any issues with me or my writing then tell me. Don't just leave me hanging. Its' really not good for my health, or my already low self esteem!

    2. Please talk to me. The more we discuss things the more we can write a story that we both enjoy. For me simply keeping a love interest going is usually enough but for others they may have different things that grab their attention. So talk.

    3. Think first, and clarify if you are unsure. I have a very good friend who's opinion I trust. You know, the kind of friend that tells you what you need to hear rather than what you want to hear? And she does it in a considerate way. So when she tells me I am socially inept when it comes to communication I listen. She has also recommended some good books that I am working through. What this means is that I may say something that unintentionally annoys or offends. I won't be aware that this is happening and so when it does I need it to be kindly pointed out. Assumptions and misunderstandings lead to conflict and I've absolutely had far too much conflict in my life.

  • These are examples of my average style of writing. I can write more and less of this but I think these represent what tends to be normal for me. They don't illustrate the best of me and they don't illustrate the worst either. I have tried to pick more recent examples.

    1. This one is a recent reboot of a solo thread game. My original intro post in that one was better but this one represents the sort of length of intro posts I give so here it is:

    The apartment was only a short drive from Kansai International Airport and it surprised Andy that the interior was decidedly western - not what he was expecting entirely. Another oddity was that were all sent to separate apartments. It would have made more sense if the entire group had been put up in the same hotel, especially since Kay (aka Kayeligh McAllaistair aka their violinist) was the only one amoung them that actually spoke Japanese with any degree of fluency. It was, in fact, an interest of Kay's and it was her that gave the band its name - The Modern Kami. Apparently, a Kami was some kind of Shinto god or spirit or something. Kay could be quite pretentious at times.

    It had seemed to work though. The band did well in Japan, although Will could name dozens of British bands that did well in Japan so he was hardly using it as a yard stick for their popularity. Andy was the front man. Mainly vocalist but also lead guitarist. If he was being honest, Andy would have preferred to be a full time lead guitarist but he was the only one who could actually sing. He also wrote the songs as well so it kinda made sense.

    It was a a Mr Shengen that had arranged the tour. Will wondered if the man was eager to promote the band or had more of an interest in promoting one of the acts he currently managed. From day one he had mentioned East of Eden, a band that Mr Shengen wanted to tour with them as a supporting act. He had provided some Youtube links. Will had listened to some J-Rock bands in the past. A few he liked. None of them he understood. For all he knew they could all have been singing 'Kill the western gaijin infidel'. This band though, he had to admit, was good. Especially the drummer. Watching her in her fake school uniform obviously lost in the rhythm she was beating out to the electro-experimental-rock music that the rest of the band were playing was an almost zen like experience. She had purple hair. Not that that was her most striking feature, but it did make her stand out. If one thing good came of this tour it was to meet that drummer. He hoped she spoke English.

    So for some reason Andy got to sit next to Mr Shengen in his private car and to be personally driven to the apartment. Apparently there was to be an interpreter who had specifically requested the job and who would be constantly shadowing Andy. Was this another employee of Mr Shengen to act as a chaperone and make sure the band didn't get into any trouble?

    In any case here he was now, alone in a very western looking Japanese apartment with two bedrooms and no clue as to the band's itinerary or what to do next. He grabbed something from one of the cupboards that looked like white wine. It had Japanese written on it. He poured himself a glass of it and sat in front of the television, switching it on. Taking a sip (it tasted a bit like sherry but slightly more sour tasting), he watched some drama show that he couldn't follow on account of it being in Japanese and before he knew it he was asleep - either from jet lag, the alcohol, or both.

    ----

    2. This one is another intro post just to show how my style can change.

    "I am an Antichrist
    I am an anarchist
    Don't know what I want but I know how to get it
    I wanna destroy passerby

    'Cause I wanna be anarchy
    No dog's body"


    Johnny (Lyndon) Rotten's voice blasted out of a classic dark purple mini with a license plate that suggested it was about ready to be scrapped. It was tastefully decorated by a Kermit the frog strapped to the bonnet and a smiley sticker stuck to the back bearing the words. "Get up my arse at your own peril"

    The final two sentences that constituted a 'chorus' were accompanied by a male voice, even louder than Johnny's, delivered in a gut wrenching guttural scream that sounded somewhere between a pair of mating cats and an enraged bear.

    The driver parked his car in the small staff car park behind the Blue Note and switched off the engine. The moment he did so, his phone rang. He stared at it and frowned. A finger hung over the cancel button and then he shook his head and answered it.

    "Hey Eddie. How's it hanging bro?"

    "Well you know. Here and there."

    "No not yet. Working on a few things. You know. Club circuit? Well not exactly..."


    He put a fist in his mouth and pulled a rictus grin.

    "Yeah, of course man. You're right. What, no! That's in the past."

    He bashed his head against the dashboard. Twice.

    "What. Oh nothing. I was just reaching for a smoke and hit the dashboard with my leg. Listen I gotta go..."

    "Yes. Yes. No. Yes. Not yet. Yes. Right. Bye bro."


    He hung up. Then he found Eddie in his contacts, set up a 'block' and hit delete.

    "Fuck you Eddie, you fucking asshole." he said and almost threw the phone away. He should have blocked Eddie weeks ago. "Guess what, prick? Its not alright you and Jenny are getting engaged. It's not alright that you have a record deal and No I shouldn't fucking give up on my music career cos I'm not a quitter you fucking, bragging, self-important, rub it in my face asshole!"

    He headbutted the dashboard three more times for good measure before calming himself down.

    "Actually it is good you and Jenny are getting engaged. You deserve each other."

    He decided to wait a few minutes until he had actually calmed down before heading to the club. This was his first day and he was fifteen minutes early anyway. It would have been great if Richie had been hired to sing but no. He was here because he had told Knox how he had bar experience. The fact that daddy had also run a Jazz club also helped there. So here he was again. Ready to serve drinks and watch other people follow their dreams. Fucking A! At least he had found a house. He had no idea how he was going to pay the first rent on it but for now it was nice to have a roof over his head that wasn't like only a few feet high and a bed that wasn't the back of a car.

    ----

    3. This is probably one of my shortest ones but still effective. You need to put this into context. A history teacher who bears a striking resemblance to David Tennant is having a discussion with one of his students. As well as mentioning that his office looks 'bigger on the inside' the student is asking him about a picture of Winston Churchill and Major Allison Digby Tatham-Warter along with a Fez. No it wasn't a Dr Who Game. Yes, I now know that Allison was a man.

    Russel looked confused. "Umm, The fez is actually a cheap imitation of the one that Tommy Cooper used to wear, The Churchill lookalike is my cousin Alfred and the Allison Digby... ...What did you call her? She's Alfie's wife, Penny."

    He stared at Saga. He was sure there was a joke somewhere in what she had said but the punch-line escaped him. He suddenly and inexplicably wondered where he had put his rapier and if he should have brought a umbrella with him this morning in case of rain.

    "Have you been allocated a dorm yet?", he asked. "And did they get your dress size right?"

  • I tend to play heterosexual males. I can play homosexual females.

    Some ideas (generally MC / YC but I can switch)

    Master X Slave

    Teacher X Student

    Rock Star X Fan

    Vampire X Human

    Jedi X Sith

    Human X Ghost

    AI X Human

    Alien X Human

    Older Man X Younger Woman

  • My Availability is Mon-Fri. Not Saturdays or Sundays

    (Morning) London Tokyo Beijing Indianapolis
    From 07:00 16:00 15:00 02:00
    To 12:00 21:00 20:00 07:00


    (Afternoon) London Tokyo Beijing Indianapolis
    From 13:00 22:00 21:00 08:00
    To 16:30 01:30 00:30 11:30


  • BDSM test results: BDSM Test: What kind of sexual deviant are you?

    Kink List

    Favorite

    OOC Conversation
    Photos / Images

    Asian women
    Romance
    Blindfolds
    Consentual
    Submissive Partners
    Cuddling
    Giving Cunnilingus
    Giving Vaginal Fingering
    Foreplay
    Ice cubes (on partner)
    Wax (on partner)
    Kissing
    Massage (esp Nuru)
    Partner's multiple orgasms
    Partners vocal during sex
    Giving and receiving oral sex
    Spanking my partners
    Knee highs
    Stockings and suspenders
    Tattoos
    Piercings
    Chokers
    Vaginal Sex
    Woman on Top.
    Ropes, bindings (partner)


    Yes

    Aftercare
    Kinves, cutting, stabbing
    Branding
    Whips / Paddles
    Nipple Clamps
    Body Writing
    Nipple Play
    Electric Toys
    Exhibitionism
    Glasses
    Handcuffs
    Latex / rubber
    Leash and collar
    Masturbation
    Threesome (MC male, others female)
    Photography / painting


    Maybe

    Infidelity
    Orgies
    Death
    Electrocution


    No

    Non Consentual / Rape (BIg, Big No no)
    Scat
    Excessive Vore
    Anal sex
    Watersports
    Underage / childlike


 
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I'm looking for a roleplay partner (long term hopefully) that is willing to play Japanese women.

I play heterosexual males who are usually British.

I don't play mean, selfish, evil or overtly possessive males.

I can play dominant males but dominant in the sense of personality not in the sense of mean / arrogant / controlling.

I don't objectify women.

I am no stranger to horror stories. I have no problem with intense situations in roleplay or scenes involving abuse or violence or evil acts or anything at all really, but my main character would certainly not be the perpetrator of those acts.

I love romance and I can write sex scenes but I rather erotic situations come out of consentual desire and affection / attraction / love rather than some twisted source such as coercion or control / abuse. I'm also not really into infidelity type scenarios.

I like a good plot to go with the romance / erotica.

If you think we could be good fit then pm me.
 
Current Plot Ideas
Current Plot Ideas

Abandon all hope


Synopsis

WARNING: Here be triggers. This one will touch on dark themes, primarily suicide and madness / depression.

Some would see it as cowardice, but for her it was the bravest thing she could do. Also, the right thing. The only way to escape the pain, the fear. She couldn't bear the burden any longer. There would be no note. This was no cry for help. It was merely an escape, a release from suffering and into blissful non-existence.

Void, nothingness. Nothing existed. So why was she still aware? The only thing that seemed to exist now was her and that terrified her. She had done this to escape existence and in what seemed like a cruel irony she was now the only thing that did exist.

Then there was the mouth. A large, smiling mouth that materialized out of the void. It's grin was disturbing; it wasn't the smile of a sane person. And then, in a soft male voice it spoke.

"Wake up, Alice. Time to face your fate."

It took a few seconds to realize it was addressing her. Her name was not Alice. She tried to speak but no words came out.

"I won't ask again. WAKE UP!"

The darkness receded, She opened her eyes.

Details of my character(s)

I will play various parts as the game progresses. Many will be antagonists but there will be some that will aid the main character and one who will provide a love interest and potential salvation.

Characters I would like my writing partner to play

'Alice'. This isn't her real name. Any concepts will be considered for her but that premise is that she has just committed suicide, the nature of which, and the reasons for which can be discussed with the player. I do like to play alongside Asian women but that isn't a requirement if that is not your thing.

Other Notes

I intend this to be a psycho-sexual head f&*k of a game, exploring depression and madness that could either end badly or well depending on how it plays out. I am basing it very loosely on America McGee's Alice and Alice - Madness Returns so that should give you an idea of the flavor of the game. Except this 'Alice' is a woman and the story will be darker and more erotically charged than the games themselves were.



Long Distance Lust

Synopsis

A germ of an idea, exploring a sexually-charged relationship between two people from different countries communicating via video chat during the COVID-19 lockdown. They would basically be asking each other to do various sexual things whilst the other party watches. The direction this can take can be discussed beforehand and I may add some supernatural or horror elements depending on what is discussed.

Details of my character(s)

I can play a male or female character. I am thinking, though, that this may be more interesting if the person at the other end has no video feed themselves, so they are watching what the other character is doing but the other character cannot see them. This may need to be discussed as there needs to be a reason why the other character would agree to this.

Characters I would like my writing partner to play

A young woman, from a different country to my character. Possibly Asian. We can discuss the details regarding this.

Other Notes

I haven't seen any games on that deal with the current pandemic in any way. This is likely because its something that we are all affected by but to use current affairs in a story like this could prove interesting.
 
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