Reflections (Translucentfeathers & Church)

If Jax could have stopped time right then and there he would have done it in a heartbeat. Jasyn was so beautiful there beneath him, the way he was white-knuckling the sheets and the silent screams that seemed to be ripped from him as he writhed and arched with each thrust of his hips. His face was art and the whine he'd let out was a symphony he wished that he could listen to for hours over and over again, he certainly would have paid for as much if it was possible. He let out a rush of air from his lungs feeling the nails biting into his skin on his back, fueling his movements and trying to drive each thrust harder and pull even more noises out of this beauty.

Hearing his own name ripped from the others lips elicited a moan from his own through the teeth and skin between them. He'd closed his own eyes at this point, basically moving and reacting solely from instinct and the tight heat of Jasyn's ass he fully intended on claiming as his own. His well-placed, precise driving thrusts started become slightly more haphazard with a little less consistency and a bit more need in each movement he made. It was beginning to take far too much effort to control all of his movements and keep himself at the pace he'd set for them, finding that it was much easier to let his hips do as they pleased and ride the waves of pleasure coursing through his body.

He gave in to his desires and his hips bucked wildly of their own volition, recognizing that he wouldn't be able to keep his pace up much longer before he was going to cum. The thought of asking if it was okay to still be inside the man had crossed his mind but he shot it down because he'd rejected the condom and he truly didn't care at this point. He wanted to remain inside him and that was one way to do it, especially as a reminder of their night, Jax knew he sure wasn't going to forget about it anytime soon. As he felt himself nearing his own release his hand moved from Jasyn's knee to his arousal pressed between the two men, wrapping fingers around him and beginning to stroke him in time with his thrusts, gripping him tightly.

Jasyn's entire world seemed to just begin to crash and come down upon him, everything zeroing in on the delicious roll of Jax's hips that jarred Jasyn's entire body, jolting him up the bed partially with each eager thrust. He began panting, soft breathy noises slipping out after each rough movement as the steady pace changed and became more hurried and erratic, their hips slamming together with no real sense of rhythm anymore.

At the feeling of one of Jax's hands wrapping around Jasyn's arousal, those tan hips jolted off the bed, arching hungrily into those firm fingers as he let out a sharp desperate cry of pleasure. Jasyn began working with Jax, hips thrusting against him before thrusting up into the man's hands. He felt consumed, claimed. The soft breathy noises began to grow louder, turning quickly from half bitten off whimpers to full fledged moans, open and without abandon.

Jasyn felt himself hit the edge, teetering on the precipice dangerously as he clung to the man over him with one hand, the other still firmly fisted in the sheets tugging so hard he swore he heard fabric ripping between his fingers. Before he knew what was happening, the feverish assault on his prostate, the warm broad hand wrapped around his length, it all became to much. A scream tore through him and he arched his back, coming hard and feeling himself clench down on Jax's cock tightly as his entire body shook with aftershocks as he slowlt floated down from his orgasmic high.

Jasyn wrapped both legs tightly around the other man's hips though, trying desperately to bring him in closer to find release. Soft gentle noises escaped every few minutes under the motions of the man over him, every nerve ending felt raw, every inch felt over sensitized and he groaned at the delicious way the rough coupling was driving him to continue to roll his hips for Jax to help the other man find completion.

Nope. There was absolutely nothing more awe-inspiring to watch than a beautiful man come undone at the seams from an orgasm ripping through his body violently. There were certain times that Jax had once thought otherwise. Sometimes in the morning as he watched the sun appear over the horizon, spreading it's vivid colors breathing new life into the world that had been cloaked in darkness. And while that was an absolutely stunning thing in itself it had nothing on Jasyn and the masterpiece that he was at this very moment. Everything seemed to pass so slowly, and he was glad for it, the fact that he was able to revel in it all and store it away for later to keep him company when he was alone and lonely.

The noises had turned from soft and almost well-mannered into louder moans of want and need, the sounds filling his ears and bringing him closer to his own desperation. The way Jasyn came, all of it, the scream that went straight to his cock, the way he came off the bed and how tight his ass clenched around him, it was all a sight to behold and it was everything that he had been hoping for and far, far more than he'd truly expected. A moan fell from his lips as he was pulled closer, Jasyn seeming to try and coax his own release out of him. After all of that it couldn't be too far behind, feeling it deep in his gut and the fact that he'd focused less on everything else, just rutting into the man, approaching his own state of bliss quickly.

It hit him like a train as white flashed behind his tightly clenched eyes, one hand gripped the man's hips tightly while the other had fisted in the bedding beneath them. His hips rocked into Jasyn on their own, milking every last bit of pleasure and seed that they could from his body, curses softly flowing from his mouth as he hit his peak and then came down. Jax barely held himself up over the man on his forearms, his face laying against his chest, his hips slowly and lazily still moving occasionally, not truly wanting to leave this place pressed against Jasyn, feeling as if that's exactly where they should remain eternally. It simply felt too good it seemed a shame to separate them.

After some time passed, what had seemed like an eternity he completely pulled out of the other and moved to lay beside him on the bed with his eyes closed. Once he'd caught his breath he rolled to face the man and turn his head for a slow, sweet kiss. It was the type of kiss he wished that he could give someone everyday, one full of tenderness he wouldn't show very often and wouldn't admit to in public, saved for little moments like these. It was usually times like this when he would leave. If it was a one night stand he'd never stick around long and never sleep over. Usually his partner would do the same but he almost prayed that Jasyn would stay there with him. He hoped that he would choose to stay on his own, that he wouldn't have to ask and look like he was trying to make this something that they both knew it would never become. Right now he supposed he just wanted to pretend and hold him close, for once not wanting to spend the night on his own.

Jasyn was laying there, spent, chest rising and falling heavily despite the way Jax was resting his head there after he had come. The grip on his hips, those beautiful blue eyes squeezed shut and the way the pale man had cursed? It all left him laying there with a happy moan when his partner cam buried to the hilt within him, the slow idle thrusts that followed afterward their releases simply teasing his over sensitized flesh as he raised and shifted his hips lazily in response, following the motions.

The had that had been gripping and clawing at his back smoothed delicately over the pale red lined skin, the other slipping free from where he had been white knuckling the bedding to card through soft blond hair as he hummed in contentment. The feeling of Jax pulling out, pulling away, had him wincing slightly, but he waited until the other man caught his breath and turned to kiss him before he slipped his arms up to wrap around his neck, sighing softly at the contact of skin against skin. It was odd, despite the one night stands and quick fucks, this is what he loved to whittle out from a partner when he could, simple affection.

Jasyn went lax at the returned embrace, the simple play at romance and intimacy that went further than physical. It was a farce of course, and he was almost certain the other man was just as lonely as he was, showing a slight crack in his armor, in his self proclaimed image to seek out those simple moments of shared attentions that had no weight, no heat behind it. Jasyn nuzzled in close, tucking his head under the other man's chin and nuzzling the length of that pale throat.

"Mind if I stay an hour or so to recooperate?" He asked playfully. It was something he rarely did, not unless there were promises of future orgasms on the literal horizon of the morning, not unless they both knew there was a damn good reason for him to stay...but not this time. He was burned out, exhausted, their rough but passionate romp left him feeling boneless and just wanting to revel in the afterglow for a few minutes longer.

He propped himself up on an arm, glancing down at the other man before rolling a shoulder playfully. "If it is a problem, feel free to kick me out," he winked. "Not the first time I have been thoroughly ravaged before getting kicked to the curb." It was true, and the tone was light, but it was a sincere offer for the man to send Jasyn on his way if Jackson didn't want the company, if an hour nap spent wrapped around each other was pushing it too far.

While still enjoying the afterglow he felt the hands soft against his back and slowly move through his hair, drawing out a soft moan of happiness at the feeling. Jackson smiled a little as arms wrapped around his neck and his immediately went to the other's back and waist, pulling him closer almost imperceptibly, still enjoying the feeling of their skin touching in as many places as he could make it. He felt so comfortable there, his skin so soft under the rough pads of his fingertips.

He'd closed his eyes and let his arm rest around the other, the feeling of him pressed against his neck feeling so normal and safe. "Mmmm" he responded in a hum without having really listened to what he'd asked. He'd only stirred as Jasyn moved away from him, looking up into those dark eyes as a hand traced it's way up from his elbow to his shoulder, wondering how this felt so...predictable. It was bordering on normal, the feeling of just being close to someone. He rarely felt like this with some random stranger. Usually after they'd both finished he'd wanted to get as far away from them as he could, the shame of what he'd done eating through his body faster than he could manage.

"I wouldn't kick you out" he told him, a spark flashing behind his eyes as he heard the other had once been forced out after being fucked roughly like he'd just done. Jackson couldn't place where his sudden surge of possession and the feeling that he needed to protect this man came from. He closed his eyes and took a breath before looking up at him again "you can stay as long as you want to" he said, hoping he might stay longer than he 'needed' to just because he may want to.

He was staring up into Jasyn's face as he was trying to figure out where his sudden emotions had come from and hit him in the chest like a ton of bricks. He looked so similar to him. His dark eyes and the shape of his mouth were strikingly similar to how his were. The pleasure that had just so fully engulfed him turned to disgust at himself for trying to use this man to fill a hole in himself that he'd tried just ignoring for the past few years. It wasn't fair to Jasyn to expect more out of him than what he knew they'd silently agreed to.

'I should just make him leave now.' He didn't though. The thought went in circles around his head but he was much to selfish to give into it. He moved into a more comfortable position on the bed and pulled the other close again, needing the proximity even more than before. He was starting to doze off and knew that in an hour he wouldn't be moving, even if Jasyn tried to wake him. "If you wanna stay till the morning I can show you how impressive the water pressure is" he teased with a smile, not minding the idea of morning sex in the shower with someone he'd found very attractive and liked the idea of fucking again.

There was a flash of something, perhaps anger on his behalf? Jasyn wasn't quite sure what exactly it was he saw flare in those blue eyes but he smiled warmly, the idea of someone feeling protective towards him was nice even if it was only for a moment. At the offer to let him stay as long as he wanted to, Jasyn leaned in and pressed a quick, gentle kiss to the pale man's lips, hand smoothing over the expanse of Jackson's chest. "Sweet of you, gorgeous, offering to share your bed...dangerous though," he teased, eyes flashing wickedly with a playful sharp smile. "You hardly know me, what if I snore?" He asked with a soft chuckle.

Those beautiful pale eyes were swalloing him whole though, piercing down past the disguise, underneath the layers he hid underneath as if Jax could actually see beneath it all to the real him, the true him. Swallowing a bit his teasing smirk softened into a smile as he shifted under the scrutiny before he felt those strong arms pulling him back in, closing the distance again. With a happy hum Jasyn rested his head back down, face nuzzling into the warm chest with a happy sigh.

This was nice, it was safe and Jasyn wrapped himself around Jax as best he could. The playful promise of more sex in the morning had him practically purring as the dark haired man just sank into Jackson's arms. "Never was able to turn down a promise for shower sex," he said in a low voice, returning the teasing tone with one of his own. "Consider yourself stuck with me then for the evening."

A leg slipped over Jax, curling around him to drag the pale man closer as he simply let the heavy fatigue and desire for sleep to overwhelm him, as Jasyn slowly slipped into the warm darkness of sleep, his cheek resting on Jax's chest as he listened to the steady heartbeat and felt the slow rise and fall as the other man breathed.

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In the morning it was a slow crawl to conciousness, but Jasyn was used to an early morning, especially when in an unfamiliar bed. Jasyn's eyes opened slowly as he took in the motel room and worm faded bedding he was currently tangled in with a very attractive man. Jasyn studied the sharp features, the blond hair and pale expanse of skin-damn he had done well. Memories of the previous night ran hot throigh his mind and with reluctance he slowly untangled himself from those strong limbs. When finally free, Jasyn got to his feet, slipping out of the bed with a soft hiss and wince, muscles aching deliciously from the heated activities the night before.

With a bleary sigh he staggered sleepily into the bathroom, taking a moment to wash his face and clean himself up a bit, drying his hands before glancing up in the tiny mirror at the sleepy expression, the wild mess of dark hair that looked crazed from the rough night and sleep before stopping, eyes wide. A grey gaze was looking back at him, his natural eye color, and it had Jasyn leaning in to study his reflection in shock. The man could have sworn he had started with green eyes and it had his teeth worrying his bottom lip slightly when he realized he had messed up, became so distracted by the man in the other room he had gone lax on his control over his appearance. It hadn't happened in years, his grip slipping on his mastery of shifting...Jasyn wasn't sure if he should be impressed or worried.

His only consolation was it had been dark and alcohol had been involved, feeling grateful the other man had not noticed the change. With a hum he pushed away from the mirror, slipping back into the room to make his way back over to the bed, pushing a hand through the mess of hair as he climbed back into bed to settle in next to Jax.

Their soft, gentle banter faded away into quiet as they both felt themselves drifting off into sleep. He couldn't say who'd fallen asleep first but after it had been decided that Jasyn planned to stay until the morning Jackson no longer cared and let himself succumb to the exhaustion culminating from having driven half the night and all day, all the whiskey he'd taken, and the glorious evening he'd spent with a beautiful man. It was normal for him to only get five or six hours of sleep but his body must have been truly exhausted because he barely stirred as Jasyn left the bed.

Jax shifted a little in the bed as he heard the water running in the bathroom, fighting to open his eyes though they protested immediately and violently. He shut them again and waited for whomever he'd just spent the night with to return. He tried his absolute best to remember what he'd looked like, only getting fuzzy recollections of what they'd done the night before and the feelings. He blinked them open at the depression on the edge of the bed, looking into the face of one of the most beautiful men he'd ever seen. Wow, so he'd not over exaggerated in his memories to make himself feel better later. That was a relief. He wrapped his body around him again, pleased at their nakedness and the way his skin felt cool against his own, just holding him close as he dozed in and out on consciousness for the next few minutes.

As he finally felt awake enough to move from the comfort of the bed he got up and used the restroom himself, brushing his teeth and turning the faucet on in the shower, letting it heat up and create a good amount of steam before even considering getting in. A fist rubbed lazily at his eyes, brushing the sleep from them and yawning every couple of minutes. He would have absolutely loved to just lay in bed all day. It had been so many years since he'd let himself take a day to himself that he wasn't even sure if he'd be able to relax for that long, though spending it with someone like Jasyn would make it all too easy to just stay in bed.

When he went back out into the room he grabbed a water from the fridge, noting it was something like six dollars but worth it for how thirsty he was feeling, downing the entire thing in a matter of seconds. He would fill it back up in the sink but he let his eyes slowly rake down Jasyn's body in a similar manner to the night before. It was as if he was getting a look at him again for the first time and god, he could not be more pleased with what he'd found. To make it even better there were still a couple marks left on his skin from the night before that he'd left that sent a little thrill through him and waking up his cock more than he'd expected.

He approached the other slowly and let his hands slide down his body slowly, taking in every little detail and committing it to memory. He seemed familiar yet knew, like he'd known the man a while but was seeing him for the first time as well. He was glad to be sober now, knowing he'd remember it and that he'd want to though he wasn't sure why. There was something about him that he just wanted to have a piece of even when he was long gone from this place. His hands gripped his firm, perky ass and lifted, almost bringing him to his toes and pulling him in for a heated kiss. "You were right, your snoring was absolutely atrocious" he teased gently, smirking at him though he knew he'd slept well with the other body in the bed entwined with his own.

Upon returning to the bed, Jasyn hovered on the edge of sleep, humming softly whenever he felt Jax move until the blond man finally got out of bed himself to use the bathroom. At the sound of the shower kicking on Jasyn pulled himself out of bed to stretch lazily, letting out a soft moan at the pull of muscle before his frame slouched, shaking his head a bit. Jax had come out of the bathroom and was busying himself getting a drink, but he felt that wandering gaze trailing over him and he glanced over at the pale man, very much the same way as the night before with a bit of a smirk.

He felt arms slowly wrap around him, broad pale hands searching and smoothing over Jasyn's skin and causing him to arch softly under them. The tight grip fell over the swell of his ass and was dragging Jasyn in, lifting him up so he was forced to go on tip toe as Jax instigated a warm kiss between them. Jasyn's sunkissed arms wrapped tightly around the other man's shoulders as he listened to the teasing words, chuckling softly as he pulled back as much as their mutual embrace allowed. "Well, might have something to do with the way I was struggling to breathe through the near death grip a certain cuddler held me to," he teased back with a grin before releasing Jax and shoving at the man's shoulders playfully.

Jasyn knew the shower had most likely heated up by then and began making his way to the bathroom, if the subtle sway in his hips as he did so was intentional, well, he would never tell. Jasyn glanced over his shoulder, pausing at the doorway to the bathroom, leaning against it slightly, enjoying the hot steam rolling out in waves as he grinned at the other man. "But, I mean, if you are so horridly offended by my snoring you must be exhausted," he mused with a playful pout. "Far too exhausted to join me for the invigorating, fucking we had planned for this morning." Jasyn tsk'd his tongue softly, tilting his head as the pout gave way to a grin before he slipped inside the bathroom before Jax could respond.

The steam filled the place and clouded his vision as he stepped into the shower, the intense, steady pressure of the hot water hitting his back and coaxing a soft, pleased moan out of his lips as he leaned forward, arms folded against the wall, forehead resting there as he arched his back under the spray. It felt wonderful and was loosening up all of the knots and kinks in his muscles and the moan turned into a happy sigh.

Something sparked within him when their eyes met again for the first time that morning. Everything felt different than the night before and yet it was all still so new to him. He couldn't keep his hands off of Jasyn and he didn't want to. His skin was such a lovely tan shade, almost caramel colored and his bright eyes shown out like jewels. He longed to see that mouth open and spilling out moans of pleasure from his touches one more time and then he could let him walk out of his life as a fond memory and nothing more. Their skin rubbing together as they touched was so comforting and his nerve endings flared everywhere they touched, hyper aware because he was so close and the pleasure they remembered and knew that the man could bring.

Jackson let out a soft chuckle as he was given blame for the other's imagined snoring. He had to agree with the man, he'd always enjoyed sleeping close to someone, and having been used to smaller beds it wasn't normal for him to just stretch out and take up as much room as he wanted. He smirked as he was pushed backwards and gave a little groan he truly hoped hadn't been audible as he watched Jasyn's ass saunter over towards the bathroom, pausing for a snarky little remark before he disappeared into the steam. He gave out a soft sigh and ran a hand through his hair as he glanced around the room quickly. He checked the drawer on his side of the bed, giving a quick look to make sure the silver dagger and nine millimeter handgun were both still where he had left them the previous night before he'd gone on to the bar.

He did a few jumping jacks, sit ups and pushups before making way into the bathroom himself, knowing he wouldn't be doing that after a shower and he liked getting into a routine even though his shower would be anything but. As he neared the sliding glass door he stopped and just watched him there under the hot spray of water, taking in his form and lean body in appreciation before stepping in himself and covering that body with his hands as best he could. Jax let his hands wander over the expanse of his back, looking for those knots and working them out with his thumbs almost expertly. He kissed the back of the man's neck as his body temperature rose from the heat of the water hitting him.

This morning he didn't particularly want to waste any time with foreplay. They'd done it the night before and he wanted to be fully buried in that ass for as long as he could, needing the rough pace and nails digging in skin for leverage, knowing the slick surface of the tiles wouldn't give them any. He pushed Jasyn's chest into the cool tile and rutted his hips against the man's ass a few times, gauging his reaction on if he was pushing it a little too quickly or if Jasyn was just as hungry as he was. His fingers tightened in wet hair and pulled his head back so Jackson could press a kiss against his lips sloppily, truly only wanting the simple pleasure of skin against skin and hot, rough sex this early in the morning.

When he heard the shower door open a few minutes later, Jasyn didn't even blink when he felt the water behind him disappear as the pale man stepped underneath the spray, strong hands suddenly wrapping themselves around Jasyn. Those fingers worked wonders on the dark haired man's back and Jasyn's head fell forward, a happy moan escaping his lips at the gentle kneading motions of Jax's thumbs. The massage was tantalizing, the press of those treacherous lips against the back of his neck had him humming. "Mmm, Jax..."

Jasyn could feel the man behind him growing more aroused and Jasyn tilted a bit, biting his lip as his chest was pressed against the wall, the cold tiles biting into the skin of his chest. It was worth it though, feeling Jax's impressive cock rut against him. The position, the way he was being pushed against the shower wall, afforded Jasyn with the leverage to move his hips. Jasyn rolled his them back, grinding his ass into those motions of the other man's cock thrusting against the skin of his as, tempting Jax with slick tan skin. Jasyn wanted to tease Jax into claiming him again, to work the blond up so he would thrust inside of him and just take what he wanted from Jasyn.

The yank on his hair forced Jasyn's head back, wrenching a gasp out of him as he felt Jax's lips crash over his own. Jasyn latched onto the other man's mouth as they fought through the kiss. It wasn't enough, not nearly, and soon Jasyn was arching against the firm body behind his, trying to get him to do something more. He broke the kiss, blinking at the other man, lips swollen from their rough exchange, cheeks flushed with want as he let out a soft moan. "Shit, Jax, c'mon...want you."

Jax had a soft smile on his face as he heard the man moan beneath his fingers and say his name quietly. His hands moved down his body and began kneading the cheeks of his ass before spreading them and rolling his hips against the man. He moaned softly as he felt the other grinding back against him and continued kissing the side of his neck. The other moving against him and bringing him closer as their hips forced themselves together was a good a sign as any that he was ready and wanting, letting out a few soft pants when Jasyn moved a certain way and rubbed against him, needing to have his cock inside him as soon as he could manage.

His body stopped completely for a moment when he heard Jasyn speak again. He caught those bright green eyes with his own, seeming to be searching for something for just a moment, and he must have found it because he suddenly spurred into action and angled his hips to slowly push the head of his member against his entrance. He sank inch after inch inside him and let out a low moan as he was finally seated fully within him. He pulled his hips away slowly, dragging the feeling out before thrusting roughly into him and stilling his hips again.

This continued for a few minutes, the slow, torturous drag outward and a bordering on violent thrust, meant completely to drive him mad. One hand worked itself between the wall and Jasyn's chest to pinch at a nipple, twisting and teasing the thing in his fingers to elicit a few more noises from his slender frame. His mouth was still on his neck though it had travelled up a little and was biting and sucking where his neck met his jaw, hoping to leave a mark there after they were finished. "Tell me," he started, pairing with a thrust right against his prostate "tell me exactly what you want me to do."

Jasyn stared back, eyes locking with the other man's sharp blue gaze as he swallowed, licking his kiss swollen lips for a moment while blinking quietly up at Jax. Suddenly Jax angled his hips just right, thrusting into Jasyn's tight entrance with slow, sinking deliberation. Jasyn felt every inch press into him and he let out a long drawn out moan, head falling forward against the tiles of the shower wall. When he felt the man behind him slowly drag back out, he whimpered, hips squirming slightly as he wanted more, finding it when a violent, aggressive thrust shoved his body forward from the force of it.

The pace had been set, a slow almost agonizing drag for the withdraw paired with a sharp violent thrust forward that ripped startled gasps from Jasyn each time despite knowing it was coming. The words coming from Jax, his demand for Jasyn to tell him what he wanted the other man to subject him to wrenched a whimper from him as he tried focusing enough to string together the words of a response instead of wordlessly begging when the man behind him lined up and hit his prostate with each brutal thrust.

Jasyn's body arched and he glanced back at Jax, lips parted as he panted and gasp. "I want you to take me," he said in a dark voice laced with lust. "I want to feel you for days, remember my time with you anytime I sit for at least a week," Jasyn muttered before his head tipped back, resting on Jax's shoulder, the mess of dark damp hair tickling the kther man's shoulder as Jasyn tilted his head, offering more of his neck for the man to bite and suckle. "I want you to simply lose control and just fuck me as roughly as you can," he purred, using the moment to grind his ass back against the man when he tried pulling out again. "Want your neighbors to know what we are doing in here again," he said with a sharp, wicked smile. "Make me scream again, please?" He asked, shifting to capture the other man's lips again in a hungry kiss.

The words that were said and the way he'd responded, sounding hungry with his voice deepened by lust, it had arousal shooting through him. That was exactly what he'd wanted to hear and he was absolutely more than happy to give him everything he'd asked for and more. "I think I might be able to arrange that" he agreed, his lips pressed against his ear as his teeth worried the lobe of Jasyn's ear between them. Very soon after his hips moved a bit quicker, pulling out a fraction faster than they had been, and continuing to quicken as time passed.

He used one arm to lift one of Jasyn's legs, hooking his knee with his elbow to hold his leg up and out of the way so that he could get as deep within him as possible. Jax turned his body to make sure he was going to his prostate with every thrust, throwing his hips in and out of the man as fast as he could go at a moderately controlled pace. This all felt so good, the water hitting him and running in little rivulets down his body and the tightness of Jasyn surrounding him and sucking him back in after every thrust, seeming as though he wanted him deeper than he could physically be.

Only when he knew he was nearing his release did he let himself give in and just thrust wildly into him, rocking his hips as quickly as he could and filling the man the best he could. He was moaning along with Jasyn at this point and he knew that they were both being fairly loud. And to emphasize it he heard a banging on the wall and someone shouting to shut the fuck up through the drywall. A rough laugh escaped him and he bit down hard on the beautiful length of Jasyn's neck to get him to make a noise to punctuate the strangers yelling.

Jasyn leaned forward again, head falling gently against the wall as he felt Jax's teeth on his ear, the dark promises and words slipping over him, causing him to groan out a Yes drawn over an exhale. The thrusting motions slowly picked up their pace and he rolled his hips back in time, meeting Jax's hips at each thrust. The tight, rough stretch, the steam of the shower, the dull ache in his body causing him to gasp when he felt one of those broad hands catch under his knee and lift his leg. The stretch of his limb, the way his leg was shifted and caught in the crook of Jax's elbow had him crying out sharply when he felt the other man's cock slip in all the deeper.

Jasyn clawed at the slick wall, fingers searching for purchase as he felt his prostate getting hit with each rough thrust. "Oh yes," he breathed, the single leg he was balancing on shaking underneath him as he struggled to stay upright. A sharp wordless cry was drawn out of him every few thrusts, his body jerking forward from the steady force until he felt the other man lose his sense of rhythm and just begin thrusting blindly, roughly, causing the smaller man to yelp in shock.

The wild, forceful thrusts had Jax sinking deep into him, and Jasyn continued to push pack, licking his lips at the sound of their hips slapping together, skin damp and slick from the shower as their moans mingled together and echoed within the bathroom. The sound of banging and shouting from next door had Jasyn freezing for a moment before a grin spread over his lips and he laughed brightly. Jasyn's laughter was quickly cut off though by a yell when he felt Jax's teeth sink into his neck, body jolting slightly. Heat coursed through his veins and a tan hand dropped down between the wall and his body to close over his own cock, hand pumping in time with the passionate thrusts.

Jasyn's abdomen clenched, muscles tightening as the pleasure narrowed into a pin point focus, stripping him of any thought he had left. The teeth at his neck, the feeling of Jax's cock sinking in deep before pulling out only to slam back in over and over wrenched a scream from him as he focused on squeezing his own arousal as he worked himself over. Jasyn began chanting a mixture of Yes, please and Shit, Jax, harder as he groaned, body trembling until he came hard with a shout, his orgasm getting ripped from him violently. His release was harsh and left him trembling, clenching around Jax's hard arousal still buried within him as he struggled to come down from the high, panting desperately.

After Jax had lifted his leg he'd leaned a bit closer and placed his other hand on the wall on Jasyn's opposite side, noting how he began to shake a little and he really wasn't prepared to take him to the hospital and explain all what they were doing to lead him to falling and hitting his head in the shower. He'd loved the reaction the other had, mimicking his own, in response to their neighbors banging against the wall. He'd never cared for people who did that and he never had. It was a motel. And it wasn't like they'd been going for hours.

It was almost as though he could feel the coherence leaving Jasyn as he approached his release, just living in that primal desire to finish and live in utter bliss for just a few moments. He was quite close himself and the way his ass clenched around him was just the extra little bit he needed. Jax moaning the man's name as he leaned into him, burying himself as far as possible and just barely rocking his hips to milk it as much as could. He froze for a few moments, basking in the feeling of being whole and happy, not particularly wanting to pull out of Jasyn, knowing they'd never do this again.

Finally, he let his arm fall slowly and in turn lowered the man's leg to the ground again. He kissed Jasyn's neck and shoulders as his hips slowly pulled away and left him empty once again. Jax unconsciously let out a little sigh of disappointment so instead picked up shampoo and washed his hair and then the others and then started on the body wash. He knew this was more for his own benefit than for Jasyn. He liked the way that his pale skin contrasted with the gorgeous tan when his hands moved down his body, wrapping around his cock and balls before pulling him closer and pressing a very soft kiss to his lips. He used the closeness to press a couple soaped fingers inside his ass, knowing that it would be extremely sensitive and he wanted to hear his little gasps just one more time.

Jasyn's head rest against the tile wall, breath coming in shallow pants as he focused on breathing, body trembling when he felt the deeply buried rocking motions of Jax working through his climax. Jasyn shut his eyes tightly, squeezing them against the bright harsh light of the bathroom as he tried to focus on the soft kisses along the back of his shoulders and along the nape of his neck as he shuddered gently when the other man separated their hips. He heard Jax's disappointment when he sighed, turning to watch as the man began going about washing the light blond hair.

He felt Jax's hands reach out to begin to wash Jasyn's own black locks and he practically purred at the way those fingers slipped through his hair and over his scalp, head tilting and tipping as needed, eyes falling shut under the ministrations. Once the warm spray of the water had their hair off, Jasyn noticed the other man reaching for the bodywash. With a delighted hum he reached out, taking some of the liquid soap himself to work into a lather between his long fingers before smoothing them over Jax's shoulders, kneading the muscles and massaging away any tense knots he could find before the hands slipped down, smoothing over the pale skin of the other man's chest, eyes lingering as his fingers traced over the scars across his skin.

He had lost track of the other man's hands during his own exploration when a quick and shocked noise slipped from his lips when he felt slick fingers slip down over his cock as he was dragged in closer, before that pale hand fell lower, dipping between his legs to nimbly tease his entrance and push inside. Jasyn's head fell to Jax's shoulder, body trembling slightly as he turned his face in, tucking it against the other man's pale neck. Soft little whines and gasps escaped his throat as he whimpered, breath puffing against the damp skin of Jax's throat.

The overly sensitive skin made him feel like bolts of electricity was arching through him. He felt himself start to harden again, painfully soon after his last orgasm and it left his body a shaking mess as he leaned heavily against the other man, the breathy noises coming quicker. A hand went up to tangle in the short blond hair at Jackson's scalp, the other slipping down to close around the other man's own cock, hand still slick from the soap he pumped with a slow, tight fist, thumb rubbing along the head of the ther man's length and twisting his wrist at the down strokes as a form of delicious retribution to Jax's own teasing.

Jax didn't mind pretending right now that this was more than just a long one-night stand. He loved the noises that Jasyn made as his hair was washed, the way that he seemed to soften as fingers were worked through his dark hair. Jackson wanted to prolong the inevitable further than he could or should and smiled as he heard the soft noise and squeezed some of the liquid soap into his palm. He could feel his own pulse quicken for a few moments as his body tensed and he watched the long, tan fingers spread across his chest, unable to get used to someone touching him so gently there. Finally, his body loosened and he began breathing normally and had his hands cupping Jasyn's ass before he'd continued with his teasing.

His breathing stopped for half a second as Jax felt his face fall and fit against his neck, his breath against his wet skin causing goosebumps to rise up on his arms and a slight chill ran down his back. His eyes fluttered shut for a few moments, enjoying the feeling of their proximity and the relaxed feeling of just messing around in the shower in the morning. That little whine of desperation had him slightly confused as he knew that Jasyn had already had his release but there was no other explanation for how he was shaking like a leaf under his attention and his soft noises were becoming more frequent.

He ducked his head down closer and began leaving open mouth kisses on his neck and around his collarbone as the fingers pulled at the short hairs at the nape of his neck and then further on his head. His mouth opened and something more like a sigh escaped his lungs as he squeezed his eyes shut tightly, hips bucking up into Jasyn's hand involuntarily. The hand that didn't have a couple fingers in his ass rose and splayed his own fingers against the cool tile behind the man. His teeth began to graze at his skin as he let his hips thrust more on their own accord.

The feeling had him even more focused on what his hand was doing, curling to find the nerves inside him that would hit him the hardest and turn some of his focus back onto the other man. He pulled his fingers away to wrap them around Jasyn's hardening member, almost mimicking the movements he was receiving though he also began rutting his hips against the other and pressing kisses and bites along his skin, looking for new places that he could leave little marks that he'd not already taken earlier.

Jasyn's body trembled under the motions, the movements, as Jax's talented mouth teased the skin of his neck, breath coming in quicker, sharper gasps as he panted against the pale skin of Jackson's throat, letting out soft, breathless noises every time those fingers twisted just right and grazed that place deep within him. He could feel the pale body he was against begin to thrust, the other man's cock slipping through his fist as Jasyn began twisting his wrist with each downward stroke.

He felt Jax brace himself on the wall behind him and Jasyn's own free hand came up to sweep over the pale torso, fingers splaying over slick, wet skin as he traced the lines of muscle, the curve of his pectorals, brushed over his nipples before rising up to curl around the back of Jax's neck. Jasyn lifted his head, the green eyes catching blue as he used the grip on the other man's neck to pull him in for a rough kiss, lips and tongue pressing in, capturing the blond's mouth with his own. When those fingers deep within him found the nerves and began applying forced pressure, he panted against Jax's kiss swollen lips before diving back in to drown again.

Jasyn whined slightly, the noise muffled against Jax's mouth before arching hard when the broad hand came around and closed around his own hard arousal. The dark haired man began thrusting into the long pale fingers, sliding along the palm of Jax's hand as he noticed their motions were nearly mirrored. Speeding up, Jasyn began to alternate between rough, quick strokes to long, firm, languid pulls, switching betwen methods as he tried to drag the other man to the edge, even as Jax rutted against him, hips churning in pleasure as even Jasyn joined in and rocked steadily into the pale hand on his cock.

Only a few moments later, Jasyn's second orgasm came crashing down on him, a slightly pained cry from the strain and exhaustion getting pulled from his lips as he trembled, body shaky in the aftermath. Groaned, breaking the kiss to let his head fall back against the tile wall, breathing hard as he continued to tease the other man, wanting to wrench another orgasm from the pale blond as well.

His eyes skimmed over the others face as he felt the hand come up and drag across the pale expanse of his chest, fingers tracing all the lines, including scars before rising and wrapping around his neck. Their eyes met and he moved forward easily with guidance from his arm, their lips forced together roughly, mashing teeth and tongues before being given a quick respite for air before they were together again.

A whine was pulled from him as Jasyn changed his movements, alternating between fast and rough to almost torturously slow. His own movements slowed simply because he was losing his own train of thought with the hand pulling on his cock like that. He was so glad when he felt the man before him finally hit his threshold, stroking him a couple more times before his hand moved up to mirror his other, placed on either side of Jasyn's head.

His head fell against his shoulder, his mouth leaving open kisses mixed with gentle bites as his hips thrust into his hand, looking for the same release that would leave him broken afterwards. "Jasyn please, so close" he whined, giving him a little bite almost as an emphasis. He cried out the man's name and leaned on the other as much as he knew that the man could hold without both of them tumbling to the ground.

He stood there for some time, he had no idea how long as the concept of time had fled him a while ago. The first thing he noticed as his mind began to clear was the hot water still pounding against his skin, quite sure his pale skin would be completely flushed with pink when he stepped out. The second thing he was sure of was that Jasyn was probably one of the the single best lays in his life and there was nothing more that he wanted than to keep him to himself in this motel for the rest of his days.

However, he knew how this game was played and he wasn't about to try cheating or breaking the rules, turning the water off when he felt like he could move again without falling over and grabbed a towel for them both off of the back of the toilet. Jax had never been one for naps but he already felt so exhausted that when he shuffled out of the steaming bathroom he fell back onto the bed and let his eyes shut. He would have offered for Jasyn to rest as well but he knew all too well how that would end up and they would have to leave each other's company at some point.

When Jasyn came he felt the other man whine against his neck, his name getting wrenched from Jax's lips, it had him sighing softly, pleased. The warm press of that pale body leaning against him had his now free arms curling around the other man to help hold him up, Jasyn's back still against the cool tile wall, the contrast from that and the hot water sending shivers down his spine. After some time had passed, he felt Jax begin to stir again, moving to straighten and shut off the water before offering him one of the rough white hotel towels while taking one for himself as well. Jasyn took the towel, scrubbing the rough fiber material over his sunkissed from, making sure to dry himself as much as possible while Jax headed out into the room.

Jasyn felt himself frown, though it wasn't anything the other man had done, rather the fact that he was simply feeling a little lost. the sex had been amazing and he felt so...satiated but at the same time? He wanted more, craved more, needed more. With a soft sigh, he ran a hand through the black hair, shaking the water free as he hung the towel and walked out into the room. It took a moment to notice where exactly the other man was, the pale body draped over the bed in a haphazard fashion. It drew a chuckle from him and Jasyn went about gathering his clothing where it had been tossed, tugging the pieces on as he slowly reassembled himself to be presentable to the public eye. A small part of him wondered if he would run into Jax again, debating for half a second to leave his number.

That, was an idiotic idea. With a slight shake of his head he walked over and leaned over the bed, smiling at Jackson's sprawled frame, leaning in to press a kiss to the back of his neck. "That was...a lot of fun, Jax," he purred before sitting down on the edge of the bed while he tugged on his socks and shoes. "If I have a free night I usually haunt the bars on mainstreet. If you are around town for a few more nights feel free to hit me up if you see me again." It was casual, an invitation and offer for more if it happened, but no strings attached or hurt feelings if it didn't. Jasyn would be wearing other faces out this week, never wearing the same one more than once every few days to keep out of trouble and avoid unnecessary attachments and wondered if he would actually see this man again.

He leaned in and pressed one last kiss to the back of the other man's pale neck, fingers sliding through blonde hair before he stood, heading for the door and not glancing back as he slipped out. Jasyn didn't want to leave, and the mere desire to stay terrified him more than he could ever admit. Jasyn wouldn't use this face again, shifting as he made his way out of the parking lot, hair shortening and skin paling, eyes turning a soft brown as the black hair settled into a chestnut shade, the quiet morning air conveying an empty street. He would be careful, wouldn't bring out the other look for another month, maybe more. No entanglements, no attachments.

Jackson stirred a bit as he felt the bed shift under the weight of another person, turning his head slightly with a slight smile on his face feeling the kiss against his neck. He made a sort of agreeing noise as Jasyn told him that he usually hung around the bars, it didn't surprise him at all since that's where he'd found him in the first place. "I'll be here for about a week-week and a half so you know where to find me if you need another dose of fun" he smirked, moving to prop himself up on his forearms and watch the other get dressed, hiding everything he wanted to see. He let his eyes close as he felt the second kiss and the hand moving through his hair.

A part of him knew it was Jasyn's form of goodbye. He knew that he wouldn't have said it outright but he could feel it in his touch. Another part of him felt like he was just leaving to go run errands and that he'd see him again later. He wasn't sure where that part came from and he tried crushing it into little tiny pieces to avoid letting himself believe that could possibly be true and live in some delusion that he'd see him again. Even if Jax scoured every bar in the city, going to every single one each night he was there something told him he wasn't going to just run into him again.

Maybe that was okay. He wasn't sure that he needed to be worrying about something like that right now anyways. He didn't leave the bed for a while and ordered in a pizza after he had gone down to the pathetic excuse for a work out room and run on the treadmill for a bit and lift some weights, trying to just take his mind off of everything else for a little while.

Jax didn't leave his room for the rest of the night, deciding to just stay in and get some things ready for the reason he actually came out here, a job talking to some people. He really hated his job but it let him travel and see new things pretty often which he was thankful for, it also let him indulge in his hobbies which he'd needed space for. Once it was bright again outside he'd already put on a suit, tailored to fit his body well, his hair was combed back and he had on a very expensive pair of shoes. He even wore a pair of rectangular glasses in lieu of his normal contacts for effect. This was one of the only times that he would have admitted that he knew he looked good simply because he needed to.

After the meeting that he'd actually been paid to come up here and do he decided to go by the grocery store and pick up some beer and a few other things that would make his next week in the hotel a bit more homey and cheaper than eating out all week. He strolled through the aisles leisurely, knowing he had nowhere to be and just looking at some of the local things that they carried. He reached up for a box on one of the higher shelves, a ring glinting on his left hand ring finger, a plain golden band. He'd slowed even further in the wine section, looking over a few of them as he couldn't decide what he was in the mood for.

"Excuse me," he spoke softly, getting the attention of a man walking by. "I know you don't work here but could you tell me if you know if any of these are local? I usually try to buy local when I travel but I've not seen any of the actual employees of the store come by recently." He added, trying to appear like he wasn't just fishing for attention or like he was a complete idiot. After he'd said his little speech he looked over the man, his brown hair and eyes, plain face. The normalcy of him was attractive and he found himself almost wanting to fuck him into his mattress just to prove to himself that he could have a proper one-night stand and not pull some shit like he had his first night there.

Jasyn wandered the aisles aimlessly, a few things in the basket hanging from his hand as he browsed. He had gone out last night, though he skipped the bars and found a club, one with heart pounding music and strong, toxic drinks that he slammed back with abandon as he tried to drown out the pale man with blond hair and scars from the night before. Unfortunately, after a few attempts to find a suitable partner, he went home empty handed, the sloppy make outs and attempts to forget Jax failing him.

It wasn't normal, this fixation on a single person. A hand smoothed through the short, choppy mess of warm brown hair, eyes scanning the shelves of the cereal aisle numbly before he rounded the corner and started down the next. His skin wasn't nearly as tan, resembling a paler tone with a light dusting of freckles over his nose and cheeks adding a fun touch. The simple look was something he wore when he wanted to go unnoticed, to stay under the radar. A soft voice caught his attention though, and he glanced up, a slightly startled expression flashing over his features when he saw who it was, almost having passed by Jax without recognizing him.

The suit was tailored, slim cut and fitted the pale man's cut form, the hair slicked back and a pair of glasses resting on his face and framing those sharp eyes. Jasyn wanted to just melt into a puddle on the floor but managed to gather his wits about him, tongue darting out to wet his lips as a blush flared over his cheeks-instantly regretting his choice at a paler complexion. A slender hand slipped up to comb through his hair as a slightly uneasy chuckle escaped him at the inquiry.

"You are looking in the wrong place if you want a local label," he said, trying to regain his composure while being confronted with the very man who had been plaguing his thoughts. "There is a shop just across the street, bit higher end than your average liquor store," he offered with a slight smile."They have a rather eclectic selection and while you might pay a bit more, you'll get better quality than these dime a dozen brands. I recommend Arbor Moon if you're looking for a good label." The hand that had smoothed through his hair came down to rest at the back of his neck, fingers fiddling with the collar of the green button down plaid shirt he wore over a simple black tee, the faded jeans and simple chucks he had thrown on a polar opposite to the very formal wear the other man sported.

Jax smiled at the other male gently, noting the color that flared up in his cheeks, leaning towards him slightly when he began to speak. He nodded a bit at his explanation, missing the quick look of recognition that crossed his face. He'd sworn to himself that he would never try to pick someone up in a grocery store, it was too awkward and too sober for his tastes. Jasyn had been in the forefront of his mind all day and he couldn't take much more of it any longer. Every corner he turned he'd half expect to see the man standing there or drive past him on the street. He hated that he kept looking for him and that he couldn't get his mind to focus on anything else.

Maybe this was exactly what he needed. Someone to clear his mind, someone to drink with. "Would you mind showing me?" He asked with a smile, showing his teeth slightly. "Or maybe you'd let me take you out for dinner?" He proposed further, almost cringing internally at himself and what he was saying. He'd asked him for an alcohol recommendation and then went in straight for basically relationship shit. God that was fucking dumb. He wasn't even sure if he'd be able to turn it into only sex at this point and that was all he was willing to give.

The simplicity of the man had an appeal in itself. He could almost just picture Jasyn standing there instead though he tried forcing that thought out instantly. He shook his head slightly and smiled a little "I'm sorry that was way too forward" he apologized and began to turn away from him. "I'll find it, thanks for your help. Have a great rest of your day," he pulled the basket closer to his body and began walking away from him, cursing under his breath about being in a place where no one wanted to get hit on or really even spoken to.

Jasyn shifted on his feet, the request of dinner throwing him and causing his eyes to widen in shock at the forward request. It was as if, in a instant, the other man had second thoughts or thought better of it at least and had begun to apologize with what appeared to be a smile as Jackson tried to back out of the situation quickly. Jasyn watched as Jax attempted to turn, to leave and he knew he should let him go, should let him leave but...

Jasyn, reached out, a gentle hand coming down to briefly graze over fabric of the suit jacket at Jax's forearm, a small smile spreading over his features. "I wouldn't mind showing you the way to the shop if you want a bit of company," he offered, shifting the grip he had on the basket, tilting his head as his smile began to broaden. "And since dinner isn't on the table, maybe we could split the bottle? You know, to repay me for helping you find it," he said with an amused smile. It was pure idiocy, sheerly moronic to do this, to risk entangling himself back up with the man in front of him. The very man who had been haunting his thoughts. Jasyn fought back those thoughts though, forcing them out from his head as he simply clung to the idea that he needed this, that maybe another night with the other man, just one more time would help him get over Jax, might help sate the desire he had within him.

Normally if Jasyn was rejected it rolled off of him easily, he changed his face and moved on. With this it was different, this he wanted. For that reason alone Jasyn knew he should walk away, should leave and not look back, but he couldn't bring himself to do it. Jasyn watched quietly, teeth sinking into his bottom lip and worrying the flesh gently despite the smile. This nature, this almost timid but playful personality felt new to him, so different from the bright confidence he normally sported carried about himself. His eyes met Jax's and he wondered whether the man would continue to run or would take him up on his none too subtle proposition.

He froze at the feeling of warmth seeping through his jacket, keeping him rooted on the spot for a moment before he turned and met the man's eyes again. Either he hadn't made such a fool of himself as he thought, which he found unlikely from the look of pure shock and Jax would have recalled horror at being asked to dinner, or this stranger was the most forgiving person he'd ever met. He was sure his looks couldn't have pulled him out of that hole that easily but also couldn't see another reason why the man had actually reached out to him after he'd walked away. It was possible that he was just as lonely as he was or there was something that he'd like to fill within him that a quick fling could help with momentarily.

"Sure, lead the way and I will go with whatever you decide" he told the other, purchasing the few things he had in his basket and dropping it into the trunk of his car before letting the man lead him into the other store across the street. He'd left the trunk open a bit longer, giving the other a chance to drop his things in there in case he didn't want to carry them but he didn't want to seem like a creep of some sort either. God. He was just making everything so awkward. This was probably why he tried drinking before opening his mouth when trying to flirt. He was so much smoother when he was tipsy. "My name is Jackson by the way," he said finally, needing to make something feel less awkward. "Have you lived here very long?" he asked, actually curious. He did truly like find local things when he traveled and if he could find a decent restaurant that was good and under the radar he'd be happy with that as well.

He kept his hands in his pockets, fingering his wallet and keys as somewhat of a distraction for himself so he didn't just randomly blurt out whatever came to his head like he was liable to do at any time. His phone made a noise from his pocket and he pulled it out to check it and groaned audibly before he could stop himself. Jax typed out a quick reply and then shoved it back into his pocket "usually when you're off duty it means you're not working. Apparently the FBI doesn't feel the same way," he muttered to the man, mentally and almost physically slapping himself for even saying it. It wasn't like it was a secret but he didn't need the entire town knowing that they had an agent around. It just made things a bit more complicated. "Forget that I just said that," he grimaced and followed the man into the liquor store, going through all the aisles and getting a couple bottles of the things that Jasyn had said was good.