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- Joined
- Sep 24, 2015
- Location
- Mountian States
[In Character]
Starting Over
That’s what they call it. It doesn’t sound painful, but we all know it is. Why else would so many people stay in dead end relationships, dead end careers, and dead end lives? We all fear starting over and run with all our might down paths that lead nowhere. No one wants to call a failed life a failure until it must be.
If even then.
I question coming back to school even today. I’m too old for this. I was the only student I knew that had a computer until my last year of grad school. And I was on my second one. Now, fifth graders carry the damn things in their back pockets. Hell, the afternoon crowd around me weren’t born yet when I last sat in a class room. I want to pound my head on the bar top, until I find the courage to go to the registrar’s office, get my money back, go home, and see if the corporate overlords will reopen the store for me.
I won’t. I have made the jump, and I must see it to the water below, be it a deep pool or rocks just below the surface. I can’t bungee back to the cliff; I have class in a half-hour. God, I pray, let it be deep water.
The bar is not full, just a small lunch rush I would guess. Older students it would appear from their well worn university tee-shirts. It might be a good place to do lunch tomorrow, when I have settled my nerves. I finish my beer and drop a few bucks for the sweetheart who poured it for me. I want to get there early to find a place to hide. A nice corner seat near a door would do.
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This is the set up of a scenario for an older man and a female college student. I’d like to find someone willing to continue as either a forum or PM role play. I left a lot of room for you to fill in what you would like, and I'm open to any ideas except humiliation and violent, extreme S&M. I’m not sure about F-dom. Fantasy elements are fine, but everything should stay well grounded in reality. Don’t expect instant sex. I am normally a discovery writer; I start with some rough characters in a white room and wait for them to hi-jack the story and see where it goes.
Story-yes. Character development-yes. Sex-yes.
My character.
Ken Gamera (I almost always use this name when I write first person)
Returning to school to get a teaching degree after being laid off when the electronics store he managed was closed. He is a long time single. The theme is starting over. He is not a confident, powerful person. He is a competent, experienced man going in a new direction he’s nervous about.
Physically you can describe him within these bounds:
Average height. Small build. In shape, but not a gym body. Think smart kid grown up and matured not jock grown up and gone to pot. Dresses his age: jeans/slacks and polo/button up shirts. And… about pornstar average not a monster.
Because of my work schedule, I'd like to collaborate with someone willing to exchange one longish post every few days or so on the forum or PM. The starter above gives you an idea about what to expect. I’d expect about the same. I have other samples on the Storytelling forum. I will check out your work if it is available in the forums.
Thank You and Good Day,
Kenny N. Gamera
Starting Over
That’s what they call it. It doesn’t sound painful, but we all know it is. Why else would so many people stay in dead end relationships, dead end careers, and dead end lives? We all fear starting over and run with all our might down paths that lead nowhere. No one wants to call a failed life a failure until it must be.
If even then.
I question coming back to school even today. I’m too old for this. I was the only student I knew that had a computer until my last year of grad school. And I was on my second one. Now, fifth graders carry the damn things in their back pockets. Hell, the afternoon crowd around me weren’t born yet when I last sat in a class room. I want to pound my head on the bar top, until I find the courage to go to the registrar’s office, get my money back, go home, and see if the corporate overlords will reopen the store for me.
I won’t. I have made the jump, and I must see it to the water below, be it a deep pool or rocks just below the surface. I can’t bungee back to the cliff; I have class in a half-hour. God, I pray, let it be deep water.
The bar is not full, just a small lunch rush I would guess. Older students it would appear from their well worn university tee-shirts. It might be a good place to do lunch tomorrow, when I have settled my nerves. I finish my beer and drop a few bucks for the sweetheart who poured it for me. I want to get there early to find a place to hide. A nice corner seat near a door would do.
***********
This is the set up of a scenario for an older man and a female college student. I’d like to find someone willing to continue as either a forum or PM role play. I left a lot of room for you to fill in what you would like, and I'm open to any ideas except humiliation and violent, extreme S&M. I’m not sure about F-dom. Fantasy elements are fine, but everything should stay well grounded in reality. Don’t expect instant sex. I am normally a discovery writer; I start with some rough characters in a white room and wait for them to hi-jack the story and see where it goes.
Story-yes. Character development-yes. Sex-yes.
My character.
Ken Gamera (I almost always use this name when I write first person)
Returning to school to get a teaching degree after being laid off when the electronics store he managed was closed. He is a long time single. The theme is starting over. He is not a confident, powerful person. He is a competent, experienced man going in a new direction he’s nervous about.
Physically you can describe him within these bounds:
Average height. Small build. In shape, but not a gym body. Think smart kid grown up and matured not jock grown up and gone to pot. Dresses his age: jeans/slacks and polo/button up shirts. And… about pornstar average not a monster.
Because of my work schedule, I'd like to collaborate with someone willing to exchange one longish post every few days or so on the forum or PM. The starter above gives you an idea about what to expect. I’d expect about the same. I have other samples on the Storytelling forum. I will check out your work if it is available in the forums.
Thank You and Good Day,
Kenny N. Gamera