☾ Pretty's JOURNAL ☽

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      â?ª ABOUTTHEPRETTY
      
      
      • • I've come to realize that not many people actually know me or understand me. This is
          for my older friends as well as for anyone knew to the site who's interested in learning
          about their admin.
          
          First things first. Yes, I am onto BDSM. No, I am not a slave. I am not collared, nor have
          ever been. I am a switch. To me, a switch is a person who bi-directionally exchanges
          power, pain, or both.
          
          And no, those sassy among you, I am not referring to the kind you cut from a plant, use
          to control a device, or any other synonym, only the word as it is used in reference to S&M
          preferences.
          
          For me, I am clearly a switch. Strong leaders I follow, strong followers I lead. I am more
          masochist than a sadist by a long margin, so I refer to myself as a "masochistic switch"
          just to make the distinction both more honest and more clear.
          
          I'm quite active in the BDSM communities around here in Florida. You can find my fetlife
          under the same name. I tend to dislike those people who are only into BDSM here on the
          internet. It irks me. You can't possibly know what you're into if you've only ever experienced
          it through cyberspace. To me, that's not even an experience! That's just reading.
          
          I'm not all about the BDSM either. I have a more normal side to me, though I don't bother
          trying to separate the two. My friends and family all know and accept both sides to me.
          I don't like keeping secrets, so I came out to my family and friends and told them about
          my darker urges and desires. My family accepted me, thinking I'm just eccentric. Some
          of my friends did the same. Those that couldn't understand and stopped talking to me,
          well, they weren't very good friends in the first place.
          
          On the more 'normal' side of me, I like reading sci-fi and fantasy, writing short stories,ect
          I go surfing every now and then, but less since I moved back inland. I'm a
          very physical kind of girl. My longest lasting jobs have been in construction. I've done roofing
          for three years and fencing installation for one. I've done the normal waitressing jobs and
          whatnot, but I honestly preferred the construction work. Keeps me in shape.
          
          I love cheesy B movies. Re-Animator, Evil Dead 1 and 2, Army of Darkness and many many more.
          Those are my top faves though. I'm a big HP Lovecraft fan. My brother, Laudanum, got me into it about a
          year ago and now I can't get enough. I also love Disney movies. My inner child loved sitting
          back and reliving all those childhood memories. Plus, I love singing along with the songs. It's just
          fun.[/list:u][/list:u]
          
          á?¦ PRETTY'SKINKS
          
          Since I don't like using RH, here's a list of what I like. Yes, it's just copied from my fetlife. lol
          
          • • Into: back against the wall hand on my throat being told what a slut I am, bare bottom spanking,
              bare handed spanking, bdsm, beating mimes until they scream, beating you over the head with
              your own idiocy (giving), being a massive geek but hiding it so well that nobody knows it until I
              have them in my dastardly clutches and it's too late muwahahaha, being bratty until I get fucked
              into submission, being cummed on, being forced to the floor for a blowjob, being fucked hard while
              pinned against a wall, being hugged so tightly it feels like I'm trapped, being pinned down, being
              pushed up against a wall, being told to shut the fuck up and bend over, being treated like a beautiful
              princess but fucked like a dirty little whore, belt whippings, biting, blow jobs, blow job while having
              pigtails/braids pulled, bruises, business suits, candle wax, caning, chaps, chocolate, choking, clawing
              and biting the the hide of the person that's lucky enough to be fucking me (I leave scars bitches),
              collars, comments and looks that make me blush, consensual nonconsent, corsets, crops, cuddles,
              doggy style rough and hard, dominants who know how to get what they want, fingering, fishnets,
              getting fucked hard with hands around my throat while someone whispers threats in my ear, glasses,
              guys that can cook, hair pulling, handcuffs, having brains fucked out with violent exuberance, healing
              quickly so you can do it all again, hearing that voice in my ear - soothing - threatening - teasing -
              coaxing, Herbert West and his perverse experiments, hot oil massages, ice cubes, intelligence, lace,
              leaving marks, long hair, long slow soft tongue teasing kisses that leave you breathless, male authority,
              men who can make me laugh, military uniforms, muscles, my way, and you getting the fuck out of it!,
              no tolerance for predators, not fucking with me until I get my caffine, not getting messages from random
              people wanting to show me parts of their anatomy I would normally only see after at least having dinner
              with them, and definitely after some conversation, pain, play punishment, rough sex, sadomasochism,
              scratching, sending dirty text messages to boys when they're at work, sensual domination, setting Furries
              on fire, sex in the shower, sex so good that you can't walk after you are done, shiny things that... uhm...
              yeah..., slapping morons upside the head, sleepy sex, snuggling, suspension bondage, tearing off clothing,
              teasing, that sexy little glimmer in a sadist's eye when he knows he's hurt me..., tit fucking, tying skinny
              bitches to a chair naked, and force-feeding them cheeseburgers, vibrators, violet wand, voyeurism, watching
              cheesy b horror movies, watching horror movies, writhing in his arms and struggling as he whispers everything
              he's going to do in my ear.[/list:u][/list:u]
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      â?ª ORIGINSOFBLUEMOON
      
      • • I first started doing roleplays of this nature where most others did. DarkerRoleplay.
          I was on the site for several years under different names. I get bored of usernames
          easily. All was fine and dandy. I liked it on Darker, for the most part. That is, until
          a certain someone (who is on BlueMoon now, actually) started a whole uproar
          about something completely stupid. Someone had used fake pictures and claimed
          it was them Boo fucking hoo. It rather pissed me off that she would make such a
          big deal over it, and then people followed in suit and went after the poor girl. And
          so, I decided to wash my hands of Darker.
          
          I went and figured out how to make my own forum. BlueMoon 1.0. It was shit, I'm
          not gonna lie. I had absolutely no idea how to run a forum. And then, Trygon stumbled
          upon my little corner of cyberspace. It may surprise a few of you, who see how we
          act together now, to know that Trygon and I did not get along when we first met.
          I had heard of the chaos and mayhem he spread on DRP and was terrified he was
          going to do the same to my poor little site. However, I got to know him a bit better
          and he offered to help BlueMoon grow, since it was obvious that BlueMoon could
          be shut down at any point for violating Phbb's ToS. And so we went on a hunt for
          and forum hoster that would allow such things.
          
          BlueMoon 2.0. Adultforumhoster.com Good Lord. While it was a decent effort... the
          host sucked ass. So hard. Trygon and I had such a hard time figuring out how
          ANYTHING was supposed to work. We gave up on it when Vekseid came along and
          offered to host BlueMoon. Saved at last! And so, thanks to Trygon and Veksied, we
          have the BlueMoon as you see it today. Without their help and tireless work, BlueMoon
          would never have made it this far.[/list:u][/list:u]
          
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      Ï? THEICONCORNER
      • • I got this idea from Dreamy. Just icons I like.
          
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      â?? VIDEOOFTHEWEEK
      • • My favorite video of the week.[/list:u][/list:u][/list:u][/list:u][/list:u]
          
          
          
          
          
          [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cwNXrCVYZXo[/youtube]​

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      November sixth
      
      • • 
          So, this goes out to all the people I'm supposedly roleplaying with. My mind is a
          bloody mess right now, and I can't seem to be able to write anything down. Nihili,
          Whitestar, you two will be the first to get posts when I can actually sit down and
          think of something to write.
          
          For now, be patient with me please. My head will be all in a jumble until I can straighten
          out some Real Life problems.
          
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• • • November eighth
      
      • • Oh, for fuck sake. Apparently the piping in my house has been decaying for some time
          now and finally gave out, so half of my house is flooded. And mopping that shit up
          does not help since it just comes back. D:<
          
          I CAN'T WAIT TO FUCKING MOVE![/list:u][/list:u][/list:u][/list:u][/list:u]

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      November ninth
      
      • • 
          Thana. I love you. I love you so much for finding that image for me.
          
          Now, people of BlueMoon, I give you... JAW RIPPY
          
          
          
          
          
          

          shyone: What is Jaw-Rippy
          
          prettylykSIN: You really want to know, Shy?
          
          shyone:
          
          shyone: Yes I must know *MOANS LOUDLY*
          
          PadanFain licks teeth and smiles lewdly
          
          prettylykSIN leans in close, smiling pleasantly as she strokes Shy's face tenderly. "Are you
          SURE you want to know?" she purrs, trailing a finger along his lips.
          
          shyone: Yep
          
          prettylykSIN smiles the most dazziling of smiles and suddenly shifts her hand, cramming three
          fingers into his mouth and pulling on his jaw, bringing her opposite hand to bear on the top of
          his head. "Alright then." she whispers, jerking downward on his jaw and drawing blood at the
          corners of his mouth where the flesh begins to tear. "I'll show you," she laughs, the hand on his
          forehead dropping and extending two fingers. "Silly boy," she ends, stabbing her slender digits
          deeply into his sockets and destroying his eyes in one movement. Her muscles snap taut as she
          begins to wrench his jaw savagely with one hand, the other holding her grip with his eye sockets..
          
          shyone: I SAID TELL NOT SHOW BICTH
          
          prettylykSIN laughs, her unfaltering smile never ceasing, she gives a final tug on his jaw, severing
          it from his body and holding it up. She loosens her grip on his face and lets him drop to the floor,
          gazing lovingly at the lower lip and attached flesh in her right hand. "I always show," she chuckles,
          stealing a kiss on the lonely chin.

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          The story behind this what, Shyone was being really fucking annoying and using YOU instead of his/her/it
          in his emotes and I asked him to fix it. He did, and I commented that I was said I could use Jaw Rippy. Thus
          he asked the fatal question. "What is Jaw Rippy?"
          
          It tickles me to no end how this turned out.
          
          Thanks for the gif, Thana! [/list:u][/list:u]
          
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• • • November twentieth
      
      • • 
          So... I was talking to an old buddy from the game Aetolia, the Midnight Age. It's an
          online roleplaying game. Text spaced. It's pretty fun. Well, we were talking about our
          characters and I got the sudden urge to draw them together. So... here's the picture
          in all it's crappy glory.
          
          
          
          
          
          Backstory about these two characters. Aelia is a Rajamala. Basically a furry... totally
          didn't even think of that when I made her. The stats were good. Anyways, I suck at
          drawing furries, so she's kinda neko or whatever. Winters is a Mhun, basically smaller,
          faster humans. I imagine them to have pointy ears like an elf though. ^ ^
          
          So these two characters have known each other for, literally, forever. They were pages
          in the Paladins guild when they were young, always competing against each other and
          trying to get one up on the other. Well, Aelia's sister, Lynette, quit the Paladins (the entire
          family were Paladins at this point) and became a vampire... the Paladin's mortal enemies.
          Despite this, Aelia stuck by her sister and visited with her in secret. They were found out...
          and Aelia was kicked out of the Paladins before she became a knight. Heart-broken, Aelia's
          gone from guild to guild, trying to find her place. Finally, I quit playing her since I couldn't
          figure out what to do with her. Her past and personality revolved around being a Paladin.
          She couldn't adapt. So... about twenty IG (in game) years pass, and I log into Aelia again
          out of sheer boredom.
          
          A lot has changed. Winters is now a respected knight and upholding the guild's ideals and
          whatnot. They run into each other and have a happy reunion, both thinking that maybe things
          can go back to the way they were, even if Aelia wasn't a Paladin anymore. Aelia joined the Daru
          and the once again seeks to find a place for herself.
          
          Winters embraces Aelia wholeheartedly as an old and dear friend, but Aelia is finding that he's
          not the same as the boy she left behind. He's grown and matured, and she's quite impressed
          with the man he's become. Time passes and Aelia starts to fall for Winters, though she'd
          never admit it. Winters seems completely clueless to her feelings and treats her like a little
          sister (she's about three or four years younger than him).
          
          So that's what the picture is about. Aelia is head-over-heels in love with Winters, but he seems
          either confused by her or completely clueless. So yeah... >_>;;
          
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• • • December third
      
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          Sorry for my prolonged absence everyone, I've been extremely busy moving and helping
          out the local fetish circuit, but I should be able to get back to BlueMoon now. Sorry for
          disappearing everybody. ^ ^; [/list:u][/list:u][/list:u][/list:u][/list:u]

• • • December fourteenth
      
      • • 
          So yesterday I drove up to Jacksonville with some friends from the Woodshed for a
          tattoo party, and yes, I got one! >w< It turned out so much better than I ever expected
          and I will be posting pictures just as soon as I buy batteries for my camera. One of my
          friends took pictures during the process, but I have to wait for her to email them to me.
          But look forward to pictures soon! [/list:u][/list:u][/list:u][/list:u][/list:u]

• • • January nineteenth
      
      • • 
          Bah, its been over a month since I posted that I was going to be more active, and I haven't
          been! I'm sincerely sorry, my darling users, but my life is so fucking hectic nowadays. Between
          family and friends and the Woodshed, my days are pretty packed.
          
          Speaking of the Woodshed, I'll start working there this weekend. Thursday-Saturday from 8pm
          until 1-5am. I'm excited and all, but my sleep schedule is going to be more fucked than it already
          is.
          
          For those of you who don't know what the Woodshed is, its a BDSM dungeon here in
          Orlando that I go to a lot. Master Cecil (the owner) has offered me a job and I'd be out of my mind
          not to accept it.
          
          I'll also start modeling soon, maybe.
          
          A friend of mine has a fetish photography/video business
          that he does. While he normally plays the sub role in these videos, he wants to start doing some dom
          vids and I get to be his lucky victim.
          
          I've been playing with him for some time at the Shed, but now
          I get to be paid for it? Hot damn! lol My one condition is that my panties stay on. I don't really care who
          sees the tatas, but my cooch is only for people I'm actually sleeping with.
          
          So, yeah, hopefully I'll be able to spare a bit more time for BlueMoon, though I don't make
          any promises.[/list:u][/list:u][/list:u][/list:u][/list:u]

• • • January twenty first
      
      • • 
          Oh self preservation, where has thou gone? I tell myself I am under no circumstances
          going to become emotionally involved with a certain someone, and then go and do just
          that! Am I begging to have my heart broken or am I really just that stupid? I know the
          guy is a player, a flirt, and a tease. I know this. I argue with myself constantly, telling
          myself that I shouldn't get involved with someone like him. I'm not Poly, not that he's
          interested in me that way anyhow!
          
          And self control? Did you decide to take a break on me? I tell myself we're just going
          to stay friends. Absolutely nothing more. I'd socialize with him at the Shed and
          that's that. Why is it so bloody hard to say no when he asks me to come over and hang
          out? Why? To make matters worse, I'm absolute putty when he so much as glances
          at me, let alone when he starts kissing me. I can't even muster a half-hearted protest.
          Something. Anything!
          
          Thanks body, you sure let our head and heart down tonight. Good work.
          
          /end mindless babbling
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• • • March tenth
      
      • • 
          So Pretty is officially taken once more. ^ 3^ And no, it is not with the guy
          mentioned in my earlier post. That was all settled and done with and now I'm
          seeing a different guy. A customer at the Woodshed, actually. Hehe. Poor,
          poor boy does not know what he's gotten himself into. [cackles] [/list:u][/list:u][/list:u][/list:u][/list:u]

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      April twenty thirrd
      
      • • 
          It just seems like the world is telling me 'Fuck you Ani' aaaaalll day long. I wake up to
          mom being a complete cunt, but then again, nothing new there. I drop her off at work,
          get my brothers off to school and run some personal errands.
          
          Along the way, some truck with fucking ROCKS in the bed hits a bump in front of me and
          one TINY LITTLE FUCKING ROCK flies out and hits my windshield and cracks it. Oh, mommy
          is going to be sooooo happy about that. Of course, its entirely my fault because I was
          the one driving the Jeep.
          
          I shrug it off. Nothing I can do about it now. Its only a tiny crack. For now. I go home,
          take a shower and get ready to go to the DMV! Yay! My driver's license has been lost for
          months. I was sure, ABSOLUTELY SURE that it was in the Jeep somewhere. I just couldn't
          find it. So I decide to just go to the DMV to get a new one. No problem.
          
          I just moved to Sanford a little bit ago... I haven't got mail there yet, so I brought some
          of mom's, hoping that'd be enough to get a copy. Nope. No Sir. After four fucking hours in
          that place NOW they tell me I can't get a copy. I was soo fucking livid. So I go home and
          tear apart my old car. Maybe it was in there. Nope. No sign of it. I did however find my
          favorite crystal necklace. Joy.
          
          I then I move on to my mom's Jeep, where I KNEW it was. I tore that son of a bitch apart,
          and where do I find it? Under the back seat... where I can't reach. I abso-fucking-lutely
          need my license for tomorrow. And I can't reach it. SO close. Yet so far.
          
          Fuck you Friday. Fuck you.
          
          /endrant
          
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prettylykSIN said:

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      April twenty thirrd
      
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          I then I move on to my mom's Jeep, where I KNEW it was. I tore that son of a bitch apart,
          and where do I find it? Under the back seat... where I can't reach. I abso-fucking-lutely
          need my license for tomorrow. And I can't reach it. SO close. Yet so far.
          
          Fuck you Friday. Fuck you.
          
          /endrant
          
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          A stick with something sticky at the end. Chewing gum might work, or a little roll of tape if your stick is wide enough for it. Licenses are lightweight, you could just jab it, and carefully lift it out.