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- Thread starter Dementia
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You want to know what's sad?
It's when you sit in your room
Thinking
Contemplating
Imagining
And then something hits you
And then you think more on it
Then you realize that your chest hurts
Your eyes burn
And your everything lets loose
You begin to cry
The reality of your mind hits you
The things you remember
The things you imagine
The things you forgot
Come rushing in one full force blow
You sob for minutes
Calm yourself
Then you think of something worse
And the tears come flowing back
You can't stop them
Oh no no
You cry for a good hour or so
Wondering why you do this to yourself
Why life hates you
Why you are just so emotional
This
This is me every fucking day
Do I complain
Do I break down and scream it to the world
No
I wrap myself in this porcelain body
I keep myself in an iron horse
Never to show my true side
Yet somehow
You sneaky bastards manage to get in
Get to my head
Make me my sweet self to you
And it pains me when you betray me
When you lie to me
When you won't see the life I'm living
It's too scary
It's too explicit
It's too real
Don't worry honey
I am finished.
The nightmare is eating me
It refuses to set me free
I'm dying of insanity
Please save me from myself
Or her, or anyone else
Just take me away
I can't survive anymore
My heart is breaking, nothing more
I can't seem to breath
She acts like she knows me
Like some perfect little book
You don't even know the beginning
Much less the end
I am your wishing star~
That follows you wherever you may go
And whatever desire you have wished , I shall respond upon a U.F.O~
Your mind assumes whatever you wish is just a fantasy,
you so desperately seek
But the truth is that all the answers lie inside you,
and I'm the guide to lead you victory~
The letters you write to me are so adorable
I can't help but send a sign back
And the bond that we share is formed
As the infinite sky that makes our souls so warm~
You can run, but you just cant hide- from the conflicts that have just begun.
All we can do is stand up and fight 'til the stars are burning bright.
By any means if you're gone or lost
After I implode into a dark quasar
I'll return as a newborn star and we can finally start our lives a new.
By the power of your wish you can
command me to closure you for free.
I can favor you hope and despair to
part ways so it's not only a dream.