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Every Day is Exactly the Same

TheDarkerMe

Supernova
Joined
Jan 11, 2009
Location
Oregon
I bust ass, constantly. Work my ASS off to find work. Modeling isn't as easy as you think. Getting video work isn't as easy as you think. Those that say getting into it is easy, are fucking liars. You have to work your ass off for everything you get. Sure it's easier, and you need less work to make ends meet... But I have restrictions on how I will and won't work. The sheer fact that I don't do anal, don't do unprotected sexual scenes(with the exception of my fiance), and the fact that I really prefer to only work with my fiance - well that just makes it fucking hard to find any really good work.

I have some regulars I do Fetish Porn for, that me and Max do. It gets us by, and it's amazing when we get customs.

But I'm not here to complain about work, or a lack of work. Just laying out that I am scrounging every day to find the money needed. I'm pretty damn happy with the life I've built. I'll be getting my GED in a month or two, and will be trying to get some sort of scholarship into a Culinary Program or some such, come springs full swing. My relationship is going amazing, and I feel that my life is advancing at a rate that I want it to...

But FUCKING HELL! SUNAVAFAT BITCHES! I hate to be woken up at 3 in the morning AGAIN, to some fat man screaming at the rest of the house for being lazy bitches. One of the other guys in the house washed all the dishes in the house before he left a day and a half ago. During that time period, it seems that no one but 2-3 peoples(not counting me and my fiance) even fucking bothered to wash the dishes.

I wake up to the sound of breaking glass. After having a bout of insomnia and not getting to bed till 1, I was kinda pissed at being woken up at 3 in the morning. I walk down the stares, and jump over the guy that's at the edge of the stares. Land in the kitchen and glare at all of them. The main guy continues to yell at the others for not doing the dishes, and I kindly tell them all to fuck off. Proceeding to wash them all myself.

Why did I do this? Because of that fact that if I hadn't he would have continued knocking shit around till the cows came home. Last time I woke up to a fight, this time it almost got to it. So fucking glad I am getting out of here. I was so bloody tempted to lay them all out.(With the exception of one or two).

Sweet mother goddess in a handbasket I need a fucking bowl. -.- *growls and curls up*
 
I'm just not in the mood for heavy roleplaying right now. If you are an Rp partner, I'll try and get a post done this week... if I haven't posted by next sunday, give me a PM please. I'm tired and exhausted, and trying to get into a new place, so heavily distracted.

Love you all,
TDM
 
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