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Diary of Perversions
- Thread starter Rubyliday
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OP
OP
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- Feb 20, 2009
My latest actions have been with rope. I have always been curious, always wanted to know how it felt to be completely helpless, and now I am slowly figuring it out. I have gotten help from a man on Fetlife named Muzzler. I love to call him Muz. He helped me figured out what rope to buy and where to get it. The funny part is that I got it at home depot. I will never look at that store the same again. I bought a 50ft section of rope that he then had me cut into three sections of 10ft and a section of 20ft. Being completely naive, I didn't even know how to keep the ends from fraying. The simple answer is electrical tape. I used black, but I might switch it to red.
The 10ft I use for my ankles and just below my knees. The 20ft is then used for my thighs, a tie that I find difficult and often do it a little loose. The remaining section I use to secure the gag in my mouth, Muz likes when I use my panties as a gag and I will admit, so do I. The first time that I did it, he had me start with my ankles, taught me how to cinch the rope (I may later at some point talk pictures of the process if anyone would like to see) and how to tie it off. It was exciting to see my ankles bound that way. Then it was my thighs and like I said, I find it difficult. When I did just below my knees, the rope on my ankles felt loose, so I did them again. The entire time my mouth was gagged.
By the time I was done, I was already panting and wet. It surprised me to react so strongly. Yes I had an interest in it, but I thought the excitement would come from being touched or touching myself in such a state, not from simply being tied up. It was a pleasant surprised.
I told Muz and he had me touch myself, a struggle with how tight my thighs were together. I could only reach two fingers down and just barely enough to touch my clit. When I came, my legs kept flexing, straining against the rope and it was a wonderful reminder.
But the part that thrills me the most, in a soft flutter in the stomach sort of way, is the marks left behind. I love that when I take off the rope, there is an impression, a story told in the skin. And to run my fingers over it, it makes me smile just to think of it now.
The 10ft I use for my ankles and just below my knees. The 20ft is then used for my thighs, a tie that I find difficult and often do it a little loose. The remaining section I use to secure the gag in my mouth, Muz likes when I use my panties as a gag and I will admit, so do I. The first time that I did it, he had me start with my ankles, taught me how to cinch the rope (I may later at some point talk pictures of the process if anyone would like to see) and how to tie it off. It was exciting to see my ankles bound that way. Then it was my thighs and like I said, I find it difficult. When I did just below my knees, the rope on my ankles felt loose, so I did them again. The entire time my mouth was gagged.
By the time I was done, I was already panting and wet. It surprised me to react so strongly. Yes I had an interest in it, but I thought the excitement would come from being touched or touching myself in such a state, not from simply being tied up. It was a pleasant surprised.
I told Muz and he had me touch myself, a struggle with how tight my thighs were together. I could only reach two fingers down and just barely enough to touch my clit. When I came, my legs kept flexing, straining against the rope and it was a wonderful reminder.
But the part that thrills me the most, in a soft flutter in the stomach sort of way, is the marks left behind. I love that when I take off the rope, there is an impression, a story told in the skin. And to run my fingers over it, it makes me smile just to think of it now.
Mr Master
Pulsar
- Joined
- Jan 26, 2009
I have been curious about the tying process, knots and cinching. The tie points are reasonably obvious and/or open to personal preference, but I'm curious about how you handle the actual connection and tightening process.
Thank you for being so open about your hobbies, my dear!
Thank you for being so open about your hobbies, my dear!
OP
OP
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- Feb 20, 2009
I will admit, I probably fit the bill for someone with an "Addictive Personality". I like things in phases or cycles. My newest obsession - John C. Holmes
John Holmes was a huge porn star in the 70's-80's and I mean that literally. I have read that no one really knows how big his cock was, and then heard that he measured it all the time for people. Rumor has it as 13 & 1/2 inches. I have spent the last few nights searching the web for every bit of information I can find. I also downloaded Utorrent in order to download some of his videos.
But what can I say? The guy turns me on.
John Holmes was a huge porn star in the 70's-80's and I mean that literally. I have read that no one really knows how big his cock was, and then heard that he measured it all the time for people. Rumor has it as 13 & 1/2 inches. I have spent the last few nights searching the web for every bit of information I can find. I also downloaded Utorrent in order to download some of his videos.
But what can I say? The guy turns me on.
OP
OP
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- Feb 20, 2009
My latest excitement has been into the world of BJD or Ball Jointed Dolls. I joined a forum called Den of Angels and I have been learning in the 6 weeks since I purchased my first doll. He is 60cm or 24 inches. He is a faun or Saytur and he is beautiful. His name is Jackael or Jack for short
I have since bought two more dolls of different sizes.
I have since bought two more dolls of different sizes.
Mr Master
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- Joined
- Jan 26, 2009
Can we get pics? I'm curious as to the various dolls and sizes! I remember the naming suggestions...
Mr Master
Pulsar
- Joined
- Jan 26, 2009
A floating head! That must be spooky! 
