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Roxanne couldn't help but smile as Robert began to moan out her name, begging her not to stop as her sliding up and down on him quickly brought him to the edge. When he arched his back Roxy quickened her pace, wanting him to climax inside of her. Surprisingly, she was able to keep that pave when he reached up and cupped her breasts as he began to play with her nipples. She moaned out in pleasure as they hardened and throbbed between his fingers, nearing climax herself.

Then, about the same time his body stiffened as he could no longer hold it in, her back arched as she screamed out in pleasure, coating his cock with her nectar as he filled her with his seed. Of course, she really had no clue how loud she was screaming.
 
They lay together in a mass of sweaty skin each have worn the other out. After allowing his breathe to return, he got up and helped her out of bed and into the bathroom. He started the shower and when it had become a steady cool temperature led her in. The cool water felt good on his overheated skin. For the second night in a row she had taken a full load of his potent sperm. He knew, though it didn't bother him that she might at this point be carrying his child. He felt fully ready to be a parent and He hoped that she did too.
 
After climaxing Roxanne rested her body against his, her head rested on his chest and her eyes closed as she focused on her breathing. Within minutes it returned to normal. When she opened her eyes she moved off of him so that he could get up and she followed him, surprised that Robert was the one that lead her into the bathroom. As he started the shower she kissed him, running her fingers through his hair as she looked up at him. When the water became a steady cool temperature she followed him in and found the water felt good on her over heated skin, i also helped to regulate her breathing more. Right now the last thing on her mind what that she could end up pregnant, though if it were she would probably be nervous, though she did want to carry his child one day, she thought she wasn't ready to be a mom yet.
 
They washed each other in the cool water and came back out and laid on the bed. Bob was hungry so he ordered a pizza. There was a TV but it was of little use to either of them as the waited for their dinner they climbed under the covers and just layed in in each other arms. When the pizza arrived Robert told Roxy he had heard the bell and she got up an Put on Roberts shirt and answered the door. The Pizza guy just stared and they both laughed about it.
 
After washing each other she turned off the water and lead him out to the bed. She then joined him under the covers, resting her head on his chest after he ordered the pizza and as they laid there together, the reality hit her that the past two nights they had had unprotected sex and that she could end up pregnant. She didn't say anything about her worries to Robert, though. When he alerted her that the pizza had arrived she sliped on his shit, taking the money for the pizza out of the money her dad had given her, and answered the door. When she saw the look on the guy's face she couldn't stop herself from laughing and when she told Robert, he found it funny too. She handed him the money and took the large pizza. "Keep the change." She said before closing the door and returning to bed with the pizza. She was still wearing his shirt, too. Though she did seem some what distant.
 
Robert could tell something was wrong with Roxy, but he didn't know what. her body language just wasn't right. He held her face so he knew she could see his lips and asked her plainly what was wrong. He kissed her and tried to make her feel comfortable. he waited for her answer, but she seemed to be avoiding him. He felt frustrated. "WHY WON'T YOU TELL ME!" he said making each syllable clear on his lips. He waited for an answer but didn't get one. He got out of bed. He wasn't sure how to feel, hurt or angry, actually he was both.
 
When Robby grabbed her face she looked at him and by the expression on his face, she could tell that he knew something was up with her. When he kissed her, she kissed him back but even his gentle kiss didn't help to put her at ease. As badly as Roxy wanted to give him an answer, one never came. When he spoke again, she winced, despite not being able to hear, she could tell he was frustrated with her. Despite making each syllable clear on his lips and waiting for an answer once again, one never came. She was sure it was clear to Robert by now that something had her scared and it was something she didn't want to talk about. When he got out of bed she watched him go, not wanting to chase after him only to make the situation worse. Instead she opened the pizza box up and took a slice out, eating it.
 
Rob went into the bathroom and washed his face. He wasn't sure why she wouldn't talk to him right now. He had thought they were in love. He KNEW he was in love, but now he wasn't sure what was up with Roxy. Did she love him? If she did why was she keeping secrets right now. He didn't know what to do. He put the seat down and sat on the toilet and rested his head in his hands. He hurt inside, and he didn't even know why.

It was the second time that evening that his whole day had become a shambles. He wanted to just run away, but being blind, he couldn't even do that. he sat there on the toilet and quietly cried.
 
After Roxanne finished her slice of pizza she got up, setting the box on the table before walking over to the bathroom and knocking on the door before walking in. "Robby?" She asked, watching him from the door way, unsure if he really wanted her company right now. "Please don't cry." She said softly, hoping he would raise his head to look at her, although she was expecting to see a look of hurt on his face and was sure he was questioning her love for him now that she was all of a sudden distancing herself from him.
 
He looked up so he could read his lips and said "what did I do wrong? I love you." he looked back down. He felt hopeless at that moment. His only hope was Roxy, and she didn't want him any more. He reached in his pocket and took out his knife and slashed his wrist. Blood started spilling on the floor.
 
"You didn't do anything wrong and I love you too." She said, moving out of the door way and starting to move closer to him but when he pulled out the knife. It wasn't that she thought he would hurt her, she was just afraid of what he was going to do with it. When he slashed his wrist she quickly took it away from him. "Why did you do that?" She asked, putting the knife on the counter where he couldn't reach it and then taking one of the wash clothes and applying pressure to his wound.
 
What difference does it make? He sat there silent. He really didn't care if he died at that moment. He had seen a little hope but then it was dashed. he was better of dead, he thought. He wished he'd been killed in the war. it was so much less messy. He sat there silently while she tried to stop the bleeding. He had cut himself deep. He passed out and fell on the floor.
 
When he passed out on the floor Roxanne was still trying to stop the bleeding. She was able to get it stopped at his blood finally clotted to stop the bleeding. She then left him a matter of seconds to go get her phone and dialed 911. She told them the the address, the room number and what had happened. She also told them to send the EMTs. Then she hung up. Sure, she had stopped the bleeding but she knew it was deep enough that it would need stitches. She kissed him gently on the lips he laid there passed out. "Come on, babe. Wake up for me, Robby."
 
He felt like the world had gone silent on him, his ears first rand and then nothing, then he heard muffled conversation. He tried to talk but nothing came out. He woke up suddenly in a noisy room there was the sound of carts and monitors and med techs chattering. He was in a hospital, it wasn't Bethesda though. This had a different smell. "Roxy???" "Where am I?"
 
When he awoke Roxanne was sitting next to his bed. She still had his t-shirt on and had her skirt on too. She was sure it was obvious in her voice that she had been crying not too long ago. "You're in the hospital. Remember earlier tonight when you cut yourself with your knife?" She asked, unsure of what he actually remembered. "You got yourself pretty deep and while I was trying to stop the bleeding you passed out. I had to call 911 and the EMTs came. When they got you here they had to clean you up, there was a lot of blood. They've already put the stitches in your wrist too. Said to come back in a few weeks to get them out." She said and as she explained, she took his hand in her's.
 
Why did you stop me? he asked? You don't want me anymore, and if you don't, who every would? I would have been better off dead. If the shrinks at Bethesda find out about this, I'll be on suicide watch for a year. Get me out of here now please! take me to your house, take me anywhere, just don't let them lock me away at Bethesda.
 
"I stopped you because I love you and I still do want you." She said, leaning in and kissing him. Roxy picked up her bag, thankful that they had just unhooked him from all the machines earlier that day. She took his clothes out and took off his shirt before handing them to him. "Start getting dressed while I put my shirt on Robby." She said, reaching into the bag again and pulling out her shirt.
 
Rob dressed quickly hoping no one would attempt to stop them. He knew there would be trouble some time but hopefully they would excuse it. He wasn't about to be put in protective custody. He had seen that too many times before, I'm ready he said.
 
Roxy quickly slipped her shirt on and took his hand, helping him up. She was sure it was obvious how worried she was about him, but she would question him later. "Let's go." She said and kissed him. Roxanne headed for the door, peaking outside before taking his hand and beginning to lead him through the halls, hoping to get to her car without too much trouble. To throw them off she had also given them a fake name when he arrived earlier in the evening.
 
Robert held her hand, and walked alongside her through the halls as naturally as he was able. They walked through several nursing stations and entered the elevators. They rode to the first floor and were headed out the front door, when the security guard approached them. "Ma'am I see are leading a blind person would you like us to escort you to your car". "No sir, Robert answered she Stefan cannot hear you but together we are just fine." Robert's heart was in his mouth, he could tell From the way Roxie had gripped his hand that this was a close call. She led him on to her car and helped him into the front seat and helped him to built-in then got in her side and started the vehicle. "Where we you be taking me", Robert asked. "We can't go back to Bethesda under any circumstances, so don't worry about my things."
 
Once she got in the car and started it up she looked over at him. "Where do you want to go?" Roxy asked, she seemed worried. "Before we go anywhere, though, why don't you tell me what last night was about." She said softly, not trying to upset him. "Don't think about lying to me, either. I've known you most of my life and I can tell when you're lying." She said, hoping her words didn't upset him.
 
Robert look down and thought for a moment, before answering. "I thought you loved me", he said. "But tonight you simply wouldn't answer me when it really mattered". "That scared me, when you called me you brought light into my life where there's been nothing but darkness, and gave me hope. But then, you shut me out, and sent me back into the darkness. I couldn't live with that. I would just as soon be dead." Robert sat there in silence, not knowing what else to say to her. Then finally looked up into her eyes and said, "I love you now and I always will. I just need to know if you still love me."
 
Roxanne looked at him, watching his lips move to form words. "I still do love you and those feelings go back way before I called you and even back before you left for war." She said, trying to keep looking at him as she spoke, despite knowing it would have been easier to look away. "I've been in love with you since before I really understood what love was." Roxy said, looking at him with a small smile. "I'm not gonna lie, I will shut you out from time to time, when I just don't feel like talking you'll have to push me a little to know what's wrong and last night scared me to death, thinking that I might lose you. But, I am in this relationship for the long haul." She said, leaning over and kissing him passionately.
 
Robert reached over, and held her face in his hands, so that he knew she could see his lips as he spoke. "You scared me to death too Roxie, so much so, that death was less scary than what I thought I heard. Please love, don't shut me out. I live in darkness all day long, except that you provide the light."

"I think we should go see your parents. That seems the best to me, for we have a lot to resolve, and some of it comes from not knowing all that is truth. Seeing them to gather should help us to sort that out, and help you to sort out how you feel about marriage and children, something that is certainly on my mind now."
 
When he reached over and gently took her face in his hands, she looked at him, watching his lips move despite wanting to pull away from him. "What did you think you heard? That I didn't love you anymore? Babe, I'll never stop loving you." She said before leaning in and kissing him. "Last night I was scared, I..." She paused, trying to think of the best way to tell him. "I started thinking about what if I got pregnant and became scared because I didn't know if we were ready."

When he mentioned making the drive back home to visit her parents, Roxy visibly tensed up. "I just don't want us to end up like them. They lost so much time from being apart." She said, though, it didn't seem they realized that their story was much like that of her parents. Like her parents, they too had already wasted years being apart. Years that they could have spent together. "I know how I feel about both. I do want to be your wife, and when the time is right, I want to have your children."
 
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