Dreams??

[[[black_rose]]]

I don't know I hardly have any dreams anymore but I had one last night..really really scary cause I don't want this one master to find me but I still search for him. Well I had a dream that I found him on another site then he joined this one and I became his..I don't want to fnd him for reasons that everyone knows about..if any of you remember hesphaestus I used to be one of his slaves..he treated me horrible nad made a big impact in my life..Dunno whats wrong but for some reason my mind has been focused on him for a month now and everytime I try to get it out it just comes back in my mind..-sighs- any advice on how to get this fucked up and abusive master out of my head??